Is Nap Time?

Gay?

okay dear children, I have some questions.

am I supposed to be able to like, *pick* someone to have a crush on? like sometimes I just don't pick, and I still fall. but like..

okay so, I see someone, and I'm like, 'huh', and then we become friends, we hang out, i get to know them, and I'm like, yeah, you. And if I like fuel it, and I like keep that thought up, it STICKS. And I end up falling in love and having to have a serious sit down with my best friend that I just confessed to for the 3rd time, because I need to get over them. But if I just say it, and move on I can just, not? be like, yeah, no ew, and leave that fandom. but I choose to like people, to a point that is. After I cross a line, I have double crossed a line and you just can't do that.

Is this normal? Anyone?

(something is wrong I can't fix the small text, if you can't see it then great.)

Do you think the gods like how we draw them?

Or the angels appreciate the time it took to draw each feather or iris?

Maybe that we may not worship them like we used to, but that we've grown and evolved to know we're still there and we can stand on our own feet?

Maybe they appreciate that we write down their names and we give our own beautiful characteristics to them? Or that we feel closer to them if we imagine them to look like those among us? That we know of their beauty and we grow tired of their traditions and tragedies?

I hope they know that we think of them often and thoughtfully, as we curse their creations and we are sorry for the hateful words we drown them in. Because i am very sorry, and but i am angry and tired, so i will not take the words back but i will cherish them and i hope they do same.

I hope they can read this, wherever they may be. Spiteful and generous.

I have no one better to share this information with but tumblr.

okie so listen up, ✨️time✨️

I have a little idea about time and how it functions, I have little to no evidence and raw imagination to fuel it. I'm 16 and running on about 6 hours of sleep from the past two days, so Sue me if it ain't making sense. i will not be formal. Do not expect that of me. I reckon time is like a film strip, but like 3d. Or sorta like a paused video. Each frame or moment existing constantly and not changing at all unless you look at the next slide. I mean, sorta like stop motion except smaller? I mean like imagine how each pixel has a specific colour, and as a whole, they make a picture, yes? well, each pixel is a cube of some sorts that make a larger cube. Do you see where I'm going with this? am I making sense? please tell me if you understand, i am aware that it's so incredibly obvious and stupid, but like, nuh uh.

enjoy your day sweets <3

Edit: wtf.. i apologise i was intoxicated apparently.

OKAY. so. I have Lil question..

Do you know the song "God complex" by Violent Vira? if you don't it's actual really good recommend, but yeah well a guy I may have a small crush on, gave me that song to listen to and was like "I think you'll really like it." Then stared at me for a bit

now the question is, what do I take from that? Is it good or bad? Like personally, absolutely stunning, but like how do we as a group feel?

Is it normal that loud music makes my eyes twitch? By chance?

As the quote unquote autistic gay website, i am reaching out here for help.

For context, im a trans guy BOOM there you have it. I go to a small country school less then 100 kids. Im out and i TRY to go by Käi (pronounced kay), he/him.

As you may have guessed, this is not a very welcomed topic for most people. The exception being 90% of the teachers and my bestfriend, which all slip up from time to time. (Which is fine i get it, shit happens.) the others, on the other hand, go out of theyre way to not use my preferred shit. For example, a frequent experience i endure; "hey (deadname)!" Ill correct them, walk away to the lovely tune of "okay (deadname)!"

How do i correct them, while still being polite and possibly even getting them to listen. I have quietly corrected them, ignored them, faced them straight on, announced it, and just continuously drop it in conversations. I told the principal and she sent out a email to all the teachers, i have tried to ask why its funny, i have called them by the wrong name, i have ignore them until they get it right.

I am done with my narrow minded classmates. (I have accepted long ago that adults very rarely change. I'm trying to fix my peers futures.)

Any advice. Please. I'm not taking this homophobia any more. I know, i am not the only trans person in my school. I want them to be safe. What do i do. Thank you for your time

Me playing sims:

"The architect apologizes, he was horny for arches."

"Maybe you just shouldn't have a door. You seem to abuse your gifts"

"you may not have a god, but i fear i might, so unfortunately i have to give you rights."

"why are the men so ugly?"