February 12, 2019
February 12, 2019
I feel like I'm trapped. It's a big circle and it won't change. I start to get happy and feel confident, and then it comes tumbling down and I'm depressed and I hate myself. But I guess that's life. I'm so stressed out because of the constant balancing trick I have to do between school, work, spending time with my friends, and my being with my family.
So, as an experiment, I am going to try and make my tumblr a diary of sorts. A place where I can vent and let my troubles go, and not feel guilty about unloading all of my feelings on my friend and mom(also to avoid telling other people about my problems and to have them not care.) I don't care if any one reads these, and I promise to try and post other things than just posts about my life.
Well, I have to go study and not get a full 4 hours of sleep.
Sincerely,
I'm really tired and stressed out
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Defying Gravity from Wicked
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Sincerely Me from Dear Evan Hansen
The Abduction from Great Comet
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What I Was Born To Do from Bring It On
96,000 from In The Heights
The Rum Tum Tugger from Cats
Master of the House from Les Miserables
Footloose from Footloose
Partner In Crime from Tuck Everlasting
Transylvania Mania from Young Frankenstein
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Electricity from Billy Elliot
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Treat yourself as if you love yourself, even if you don’t
Drink more water and tea.
Treat yourself to a face mask or skin care regimen.
Do yoga or go for a walk.
Play with your pets more often.
Sit in the sun for as long as you can stand it.
Do things you enjoy and don’t care about how others judge your interests.
Keep around the honest, genuine people who love and appreciate you. Listen to their kind words and take them seriously.
Get rid of any negative people in your life; those who judge you, discourage you, or mock you.
Set alarms to take your meds so you don’t forget.
Don’t be afraid to ask for help.
And most importantly, don’t be too hard on yourself. We all struggle, we just have a tough time admitting it to others. Be kind and gentle with your progress, and don’t compare yourself to others. They are on their own journey, at their own speed, and so are you.
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24, Female, I'm just a stressed out beansprout who likes to write sometimes
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