I think I've fallen into the problem of trying to "force" myself to shift again. For the times I've minishifted, I've just let go and only had the thought of shifting in the back of my mind whilst I focused on relaxing and just letting my thoughts drift, not forcing myself to feel or focus on anything. Like, I'm pretty sure once I work through that, I'll shift😭
Time to persist and not waver.
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this is the best thing i’ve read today! i realised this morning i’ve let my thoughts kinda run wild then started overthinking a bit, but this helped me sm!!
I miss home.
me trying to trick the universe: you know what i dont even care anymore
also me: unless.... 👀
Kill yourself
no thanks babe😝
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Honestly this is not my reality or home no more, I'm not supposed to be here at all. Me staying here is literally playing myself because like why am I here if this isn't my home? Why stay if this reality is not benefiting me at the slightest?? Like this is a toxic relationship with this reality and I needs to go and leave it and that's exactly what I'm going to do tonight. Go home finally.
remember birds born in a cage think flying is an illness