Heat Of The Moment By Asia Is Playing In This Restaurant On A Sunday But I Can’t Say “it’s Not

I think I had a lucid dream last night but I’ve never had one before so I’m not sure if i did.

I woke up at 8 but I didn’t have to be up by 9 so I decided to go back to sleep. As I was settling back down I said to myself “I want to shift right now”.

So I get into the dream, the contents are unimportant but about halfway through the dream I sort of became aware of my body laying on my bed and then I realized “I think I’m in a dream” and then after that tried to use that dream to shift. I started trying to control the dream to make a portal and it didn’t work but some stuff started changing and I started actually feeling the things in the dream like there was a cake and I swear I could feel the cake in my mouth and taste it.

The only reason I’m not sure if it was a lucid dream or just sort of visualizing in the hypnogogic state was because I was definitely aware of my body on my bed at points in the dream like I was waking up and I kept getting worried that my alarm was going to go off before I shifted. But the dream kept going and I eventually woke up fully on my own a minute before the dream was over.

It was a weird experience and even if it wasn’t a lucid dream, it’s given me more motivation to work on lucid dreaming and more motivation that I’m closer to my DR!

Sirius Black most definitely pranked James at his wedding by dressing up in a wedding dress and pretending being lily for the first look

i script partially with tik toks and i usually save them into a google drive like pinterest but i also have like 300 google accounts and the one that i THOUGHT had all my drs in it did not and i just had to go through all of my google accounts and it ended up being in THE ONLY ONE I HADNT WRITTEN DOWN

i almost had a panic attack thinking id lost all of my scripts

Max celebrating his 4th consecutive championship :)

im so excited to shift tonight

it’s my 4 month shiftaversary, I just made my own subliminal, the weather today was exactly like it is when I wake up there

im so ready to be there

I’m convinced James and Sirius would be so popular on vine

The Marauders Go To An Amusement Park

James:  gets everyone up early to be there when it opens, the organizer, making sure they all know where to go next, constantly checking wait times, making sure everyone is hydrated, brought snacks, takes so many pictures but is never in one Sirius: wants to do everything, eats too much overpriced food, ends up buying a full outfit and a souvenir popcorn bucket from the gift shop, walks too fast for the rest of the group to keep up, wants to ride every ride, crashes almost immediately when they get home Remus: constantly complaining about how his feet and hips hurt, won’t wait more than 45 minutes for a ride, secretly absolutely loves the rides though, won’t drink water but definitely puts back at least 3 drinks, also won’t eat a real meal but has a snack at every stand, so overstimulated by the end of the day that he goes almost catatonic Peter: tries one ride and discovers he hates them, ends up holding all of the bags, wants to go to all of the performances, loves meeting the characters, attaches himself to the others bags when moving though a crowd, buys a lot of small pins, keychains and other things from the shops while the others ride rides but then realizes he has nowhere to put them when he gets home

today marks 4 months since i shifted here and i feel like ive learned a lot. i think shifting here has both helped and hurt my shifting journey.

before, i hadn't really had any success in actually shifting. i believed in it, i felt connected to my dr self, id had attempts with symptoms, id lucid dreamed, and id even go as far to say that i had a very quick ungrounded "mini shift". shifting here has really helped solidify to me that shifting is real and something that is possible but in the same sense, everything here is almost exactly the same so it still feels sometimes like i haven't made any progress.

however, since shifting here i definitely feel as though i have improved on myself mentally and spiritually. manifesting is so much easier. im seeing results of my manifesting quickly and without much effort. my belief in shifting has never wavered for a second since shifting here. and i feel a lot more at peace with myself and my path in this reality.

overall i know that i still have a lot of work to do on myself and my mindset to get to my dr, but im so grateful for everything that has happened in these 4 months.

im at a dinner with my friends and one of them just proposed a theory that is 🤏🏻 close to shifting and I know how to fix the holes in her theory but all my other friends are slightly shitting on it lmao so I can’t seriously talk about shifting with them

i just made my own subliminal and that shit was so complicated however im very excited to use it. its super catered to me and my dr and i think its gonna work wonders