I’m Lit Gonna Crash Out 😭

watching “harry potter and the chamber of secrets” and am absolutely still in love with hogwarts

floo powder, polyjuice, whomping willow, dobby(rip😔), and those ginormous hallways

can’t wait to go there🤞

love love LOVE IT!!

this is so well made!!

“at the young age of 21, she has amassed over 200 million followers on all her platforms combined as of the month of February 2025” a reporter states

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐦𝐚

it boils hot, burning everything and everyone in its path. One of the most beautiful sights, deadly and beautiful.

(not my face claim btw, the girl in the picture has the same features as me)

"She's a singer, rapper, writer, celebrity businesswoman, videographer, actor, model, artist, editor, lyricist, music engineer, and she also dances?" a fellow fan states "like leave some jobs for us too" "what does your name mean, Ananya?" the interviewer asks her "Unique, like no other" she replies. "And do you think that's true?" "isn't it?"

She's sultry bright scarlet red drops of molten metal and passion in the body of an ambitious girl

"Her career started in April of 2021 when Angel took to social media promoting her visual novel style game "røt" a side project made for her film making and coding class at nyu. Born on 19th may 2003, she quickly rose to fame due to her fresh and entrancing soundtracks, cinematic filmmaking, blinding beauty and her witty coding skills in a vn style game about bpd (borderline personality disorder) depicted in a way she felt things around her"

more on røt here

she likes: cool places (ironically), steaming showers, nature, the little imperfections, icecream, ramen, mysore bhaji (only from that one place that sells it cheap, oily, and delicious), music and being a bitch she dislikes: alot actually, you'll get tired of reading this

final words

"a sandy skin, soft curls in a feather cut with red dye, dark brown eyes hiding millions of thoughts, holding back thousands of words left to say, a voice filled with talent, that hypnotizes you with every word that comes out of her lightly stained red lips that smell like cherry, soft curves with bold shoulders and a rectangular-ish body, 5'9-she's taller than most people at home, soft features and bold almond+hunter eyes, she has a way with her words weaving them into perfect creations, into art. She is the it girl, the one everyone wants to be. Being her is an art she has mastered, the perfect mixture of sweet, spicy and alot of imperfections that make her truly unique, truly beautiful"

dividers by me @angelic-daiquiri

the sisyphus delusion. . . drop the boulder and shift realities.

sisyphus had one job. one brutal, mindless, soul-crunching job. roll the rock up the hill, watch it roll back down, repeat. camus, bless his french-algerian heart, tells us sisyphus is happy because he chooses to be. because he winks at the abyss and says, fine, let’s dance. because the struggle itself is a kind of victory.

alas, sisyphus is not free. he is a hamster in a particularly wheel, finding comfort in his own entrapment. and that is where he and the modern shifter shake hands. the great cosmic irony is that shifters, these darlings of self-willed escape, have turned themselves into their own myth. they are sisyphus reborn, but instead of a rock, they roll their mindset uphill, over and over again. every affirmation, every subliminal, every night spent whispering to the void. an endless exertion, a labour of self-convincing.

it’s not shifting. it’s straining. the difference between them and sisyphus is that at least he had the decency to stop pretending the rock wasn’t real.

shifting should be the rejection of struggle, not its rebranding. but somewhere along the way, it became another mountain, another test, another something-to-be-earned. people talk about shifting like it’s a boss battle, like they have to do enough reality checks, clear enough mental debris, align their subconscious like the planets in some great celestial waiting room. they believe in the rock. they believe in the climb. they are hypnotised by the effort.

but effort is resistance, and resistance is friction, and friction keeps things exactly where they are. loa already taught us this, what you fight, you feed. what you chase, you place ahead of you, always out of reach. shifting is not a process, it’s a decision. it is not a matter of if, it is a matter of when. and 'when' is only ever waiting on you.

so step aside. let the rock roll where it may. stop thinking of shifting as a mountain to scale and start thinking of it as a room you already own. there is no application form. no cosmic bureaucracy keeping you from your desires. no checklist, no gods, no gatekeepers. only you, making your own mythology out of something as simple as stepping through a door.

so, dear sisyphus-in-disguise, put down your affirmations, your desperate notes to the universe, your battle against the self. don’t just push the rock. drop it. and walk into the world that was already waiting for you.

am I doing smn wrong??

Okay, so here’s what I’ve been doing. Affirmations and listening to an audio — sleeping method, kinda. And I’ve been scripting really well, and really feeling it, yk?

I know this can take a while, but I’ve been really determined this past week, but nothing’s been happening😭😩. Like I saw the person I was shifting for in a dream(??), but nothing elseeee😭.

(posting this in hopes that someone gives me advice🤞🤞🙏)

i hate when people on tiktok are like “NoW tHAt iT’s 2024, cAn We aLl AgrEe tHAt ShiFTinG is FakE?!?” like bitch no. just cause it didn’t work first try, doesn’t mean it’s fake. like let’s say you were trying to chop a piece of wood, but on your first shot, it didn’t splinter into two pieces, so now we all say “lumberjacks aren’t real. they’re just schizophrenics that are working in a fake work field.” ??? that makes no sense. you have to chip away piece by piece, especially if you came from 2020 shiftok where there was so much info messing up our journeys. obv there r shifters that shifter first try, like that’s amazing, but it doesn’t get tiring when you have been trying for this long. but the amount of effort we put in is insane. even if you don’t have motivation, that’s okay, because you get back into it at some point, after taking care of yourself

but yk what hurts more? when people used to shift, and they go back and call themselves crazy. Like the one gurl that a lot of people learned shifting from, the one that was like “i was in hp for 4 months i wanna go back”. if you see her new acc, there’s a vid where she was like “i used to be crazy” or smn like that. idk man it just hurts me kinda bad

i think alot of shifters needed to hear this so im posting it here

me when there aren’t any fics on my s/o so i actually have to shift

Going from reading fanfics about being transported into your favourite fictional media to shifting

i love how my feed’s either jjk smut or shifting advice. there’s almost NO in between

unfortunately, not true😔