And Abhimanyu And Uttara’s Story Is Very Sweet, Fast, Short And… Red&white, I Think… And Our Cunning

"You never loved me." She wails, her eyes a bleeding red that he can't face. She's kneeling at his feet and he's frozen in the light of the accusation that marks his skin whipped with every word.

She doesn't see it, of course. Her grief and ache blinds her.

He kneels, eyes burning with tears as he holds her as desperately as she sobs. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

His and her pain are both entwined and it's a physical ache in his heart.

"You are the perpetrator of the universe," she says,"Help me. I beg of you. Please."

He holds her tighter still, for she needs to be held together as she breaks apart. "I am here. Here. I won't leave you. I will never leave you. I will always, always be with you."

"Then love me!" She screams, and the kaustubh jewel on his chest leaves an impression on her forehead as she slumps in his arms. "Protect me! Let me be happy. Please, just love me, please, please. Please. Love me."

She's sniffling as he begs her to believe him. Believe in him. "I do. I've loved you for yugs, I've loved you since before you were born, I've loved you before you knew of me and I will love you even if you never love me. You are a part of me. I love you, beyond illusions and beyond doubt."

Her nails are leaving tiny red scraps down his arms but she's trembling still. "You are a God. How can you ever love me?"

"I am your Krishna first." He says and she sobs harder.

It's guilt instead of grief now, but he holds her all the same.

THIS IS SO WEIRD COS HE WAS TELLING ME THE SAME THINGS YDAY!!!! OMG WHAT A SYNCHRONICITY!!! wowwww

yk somewhat I didnt believe him yday but like now how can I not 😭😭💙💙💙

thank you for sharing!!!!

jai shri krishna 😭💙🦚✨️

Listen my dear sakhi,

Krishna wanted to tell this to you ( really big secret I am telling you 🤫)

He was right by your side as your knee holding you when you were crying,

He was right by your side as the dog/cat nearby showing his love towards you,

He was the sun in all your "sun kissed" moments adoring how beautiful you look

He was the random stranger who once complemented you which you were thinking about all day, because he wanted you to know you are so precious and he always loves you

He chose you first, you are never his second choice,

He always hears your silent prayers, for he hears even the faintest footstep of an ant

He knows. Trust him.

Act as bravely as you would if he is holding your hand right there with you, cuz he is. Even if you can't sense it just yet

Trust me, he wants the same too - he wants to hold your hands, run away where the it's only you and him, he wants to hear all your ramblings while he makes your hair

And he's working towards it, each and everything that is happening is bringing you closer to him, he's waiting for the day where you could completely be into him so he can experience all those things that you have day dreamed about

Trust the process, trust him 🦚💙🦚💙🦚💙

Hii you are a dancer too?! What form do you practice?

hiii! firstly i love your writing so much!! and yeee, I've learnt a few styles and danced for a lot of my life, but would mostly consider myself a freestyle/street kinda person:D I'm also comfortable with e.g. bollywood as it's kind of similar to that... ive had a little bit of practice in contemporary and bharatnatyam asw, but I haven't been formally trained in a specific style to a really advanced level. I've found im most comfortable with freestyle/bollywood/street and love to challenge myself!! in the future I aspire to learn kathak:)

and how about you? :)))

Women all around the world have created traditional dishes and dances and sewn the clothing and organized the parties and preserved the photos and created the rituals and practices and customs and decided on the decor and set the trends of their communities and I am very proud to descend from them. Women make the world vibrant and warm. People say, oh but you haven’t invented as many machines and gadgets or you haven’t written as many classic books or you haven’t built the architecture but guess what? I don’t care because I will always take pride in how women have contributed to coloring the world in various unique ways

sometimes i talk to the gitagpt chatbot at 3am and dream

still don't understand how i can properly respect kanha as literal origin of everything ever but still say wassup bro to him in my head

Good morning. Wake up to happiness. Be a healer, awaken out of depths of despair, overcome the challenges, shine forth with brightness, offer inspiration to others to heal themselves. Happy Thursday. Stay safe. God bless us.

Purified Narcisism

Atmarama is one who is established in self. When one attains the state of atmarama, one becomes self suficient, satisfied within himself and feels no need for anything else.

This stage of purified narcisism while being emerged into ones own existance produces bliss - ananda and keeps one self satisfied. 

However our effords for self satisfaction can never be compared or equalised to an intimate relationship we experience with a lover. Shanti one experiences in atmarama devoid of bhakti is just a form of purified narcisism. To experience higher rasa, Atma must relate to Paramatma and experience spiritual flavour. 

Bhakti requires that intimate relationship between Atma and Paramatma. This is required in love. Lover and beloved. Once a person finds himself out of the darkness of ignorance and realises himself, becomes established in the self, then his spiritual journey can start and one can experience more than just peace and ananda. One can then emerge in bhakti and experience higher rasa with Rasaraj Sri Krishna. 

In this state one remains individual and yet still loses himself completely in constant giving. Then a mystical neverending cycle happens; giving, one receives even more, but only to give again and to receive yet more… love is an ever increasing cycle of ectasy, it is a verb, an action, it’s not an abstract construction and definitely not narcisism, purified or not. Love is Krishna.

Jay Shri Radhe!

Vrindavan Dham 24-12-11

your fallen servant, Vrindavan Das Thakur das

Day three of Navratri

9 days, 9 Godesses

Day Three: Chandraghanta | चन्द्रघण्टा

Chandraghanta represents Parvati on her wedding day. Parvati was given this title by Mahadeva himself, due to her wish to have Chandra, the Moon God, adorn her  forehead, as her Lord was adorned by the crescent moon upon his crown of matted locks, giving rise to his name Chandrashekhara.

Her fierce form is capable of destroying obstacles both on the inner path as well as the outside world. Her devotees easily achieve success in life. She bestows divine vision on them. Sometimes they hear divine fragrances and sounds.

Aum Devi Chandraghantaayai Namaha

ॐ देवी चन्द्रघण्टायै नमः

Jai Maa Durga 🔱