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Se fossi magra non avrei più paranoie… Se fossi magra mi accetterebbero… Se fossi magra magari il ragazzo che mi piace mi noterebbe… Se fossi magra mi piacerei… Se fossi magra andrei a scuola molto più volentieri… Ma il problema è che io non lo sono…

io (via the-girl-apathetic)

Ho bisogno di raggiungere un equilibrio fisico e mentale.

Quello che ti porti dentro non lo dici mai a nessuno.

- Marco Polani.

Occhi rossi

Labbra spaccate

Occhiaie profonde

Guance umide

Denti stretti

Braccia tagliate

Ventre gonfio

Cosce violacee

Piedi neri;

Un'anima pura dentro un mostro masochista;

I want my friends to worry

I want them to tell me to eat something

I want my family to compliment me on my weight loss and not suspect a thing

I want my boyfriend to notice my bones starting to slowly peek out

I want my teachers to talk about how different I look

I want to become my goals goals

I want to get through a day without binging

I want to stand up and feel light-headed

I want my guy friends to joke and say I look anorexic because little do they know that’s a compliment in my fucked up mind

I want to do this for no one but myself by myself

I want to look in the mirror at 12:01 January 1st 2018 and see the change

I don’t want help

I don’t want judgement

I don’t want greasy smelly food

I don’t want a chubby stomach and thunder thighs

I don’t want flabby arms and thighs anymore

Stop procrastinating

You’re all talk

Don’t start tomorrow start right now

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