The stylized frames from my "The Mind Electric" Across the Spider-Verse animatic!
"There is still time"
If this movie doesn't break your heart, you are either cis or dead inside
One of my first digital drawings ever and the best ship in doctor who (don't accept other answers. Yup. This is a dictatorship, my friend)
Idc what straight canon couple you give me I am still gonna ship the homos
Under discussed topic: I don't think Jayce would have actually lasted long in the time of peace if he had not died with Viktor. This is such a huge shame cause Jayce used to be an unshakeable pacifist who could barely bring himself to harm people.
Like, if Arcane had ended in a way that Viktor died and Jayce was left alive...... That would not have lasted long. Not in the state his mind was left in. We have not forgotten that man was glitching in and out of conversations after getting out of the wild rune. He got personally affected by any form of magic he sensed vibrating near him.
Peace would not have been peace to pacifist Jayce, not after he'd had his whole psyche rewritten by trauma, and Jayce is generally a really soft guy. He'd have to deal with surviving that, and then the survivor's guilt from surviving the death of his partner? It would not have worked out. Therapy would not be enough. It's unfortunately for the best that things ended up the way they did. At least Viktor's three traumatising deaths help balance out the equation.
#Pedro Pascal is really the cutest with Fink 🥹 (fun fact, Fink is called Escobar (yes like Pablo) in french!)
God, I just hate that talk of "oh, things will eventually get better" so fucking much. I have been to therapy for years, so did I keep on taking medication and tried physical exercise but NOTHING worked. And please, do not view this as a "but it doesn't matter doing those things and not changing your mindset" because, FUCK, i tried. I tried so hard to believe things would be better. That this crippling feeling of loneliness that genuinely make my bones ache would eventually dissipate, if not completely, then at least a little. That the little me as a kid wouldn't need to imagine a world he'd feel truly feel seen and understood because people would be like it in the future. I remember everytime I felt disconnected from others around me, even friends and family, I'd tell myself all would change one day and would lose track of time desperately desiring for simple moments that felt magical in my head, like having a true heartfelt conversation and being truly seen and understood by somebody. Now I understand that it doesn't get to happen, you just keep pushing on until you die and I don't want this existence. I feel like I, ironically, love life and it's possibilities too much to end up like this. I just...i don't know. I was diagnosed as autistic not long ago, and yeah, it surely was one of the big reasons why I felt so disconnected and different from others my age but even with that, it still feels like there's something wrong. Something that no doctor can point at or diagnose. Something rotten and wrong and deeply ingrained in me that makes people leave eventually. That make other people see me as "cool or whatever" to be around for a bit before moving on with their lives and finding actual people. So...yeah. It was depressing
Gotta love Kieran Culkin being typecasted as a charming and charismatic guy who shuts his own light out cause of his fucked up little brain, forever doomed by his circumstances and his warped vision of himself and what he needs to do to the world and to others.
It's very enjoyable, bring him his Oscar.
He/him. INFP. Basically fanboying over queer shows. Every once in a whiledropping drawings or poems.
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