but how do you talk about togachako, write about them, this incredible queer love story,,, without talking about rejection and acceptance, about society's sins and the violence it spurns, about the love it takes to save everyone from that, about the unique and deviant ways to express love, about beauty not in spite of but because of the oddities??? how do you even begin to talk about togachako without talking about what it really means to love in a way society deems weird and wrong??
this one's for you fnf enjoyers! (an abandoned work)
close up 🙏
CW: external/internal facial scarring.
How do we feel about Jim’s dialogue being ‘green with envy’ ?
They way MW plays with colour and character is one of my fav things bout the storytelling..
Also idk why i keep rendering this way, it’s such a pain in the butt. Sketches are much better for my lil monkey brain but then i keep obsessing over these kinds of things like… brain, make it make sense.
Thinking about how Denji and Angel Devil were kept in the dark about how they killed their own family until they lost someone they care about to Makima and have it be her proof to them about why they can't truly be loved. Because they're devils who killed those they loved. They can't have a family.
my personal hc is that the driving motive behind Makima’s mistreatment of Angel (and to a larger extent Denji) was jealousy
Makima is unable to form her own connections as the control devil, which is why she fabricates other’s affections towards her. At the end of the day Makima is lonely and craves emotional intimacy that she is unable to achieve.
Angel on the other hand, was immediately accepted and adored the moment he was put onto earth by the villagers. Emotional intimacy with humans was something that was natural to him even with his power, and only when Makima took him to public safety did he change.
I think that when Makima discovered that a devil that was both below her and had an ability that was lethal to humans was actively loved by them, she acted out of jealousy which led to Angel killing the villagers. The fact that Angel was able to have the one thing she couldn’t despite her believing her status as a devil was one that was superior to him was likely unfathomable to her.
Later on when Angel became close with Aki, Makima had doubled down on the spell she had over Aki not just because it would get her close to her main goal, but because it was a way for her to show Angel that she was above him in some weird way. Controlling him showed that she could win a human’s affection over Angel—even if completely fabricated. Given that Angel was also one of the chainsaw devil’s worshippers, the control devil might’ve also resented the angel devil for having some of the appreciation that she craved from the chainsaw devil (I think that also goes hand in hand with Denji because she probably wasn’t too happy about Pochita liking Denji more over her either 😭)
Basically I think Makima treated Angel like shit for so long because she resented his ability to form emotional, intimate connections with others. She might’ve also wanted his power given how she kept spamming 1000 years during her fight with Denji.
Static world in one of it's early stages, and Mari exhausting herself for a while. She'll get back to action, obviously. But it is especially hard sometimes
I offer my abandoned piece
take my doodle cactiflower nation 🫡
21, he/him || media you'll likely catch here: mp100, csm, omori, fnf || #posts
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