I Am A Grown Ass Adult And I Still Get Nausea When I Feel Like I'm In Trouble. They're Gonna Send Me

wanting to feel good and everything around you being bad is exhausting

you ever see a fun interaction between two people who are mutuals and think damn i wish i could be their third

i touched grass yesterday look

A reminder that if you didn’t need a mobility aid you wouldn’t be day dreaming and fantasizing about how they would help you navigate the world and that no matter how much internalized ableism you hold it won’t change your reality about your conditions and you SHOULD do what is best for you because no one will punish you more than yourself if you keep ignoring your needs

The way I'd actually be okay with somebody having a full blog dedicated to just pictures of me? Spoiling me with gifts and stuff I like?? Stalking me but also being my friend so I feel like it's not wrong when you have pictures of me!! It's just friendly? The picture of me sleeping?? That's from a sleepover and it has a filter on it silly! Not creepy at all.

I'd adore that.

yea well im possessed and its yours

A.I. may be able to paint pictures like an artist, but it will never overdose on heroin like an artist

doc there is a fucking hole where something was

how the fuck do you make friends.

everyone else in my life gets to go hang out with their friends and go home to their partners and i hate it. i really hate to say that i hate seeing their happiness. it's not that i don't want them to b be happy and lead good lives, it's that im a fucking dumb jealous asshole.

everyone makes it seem like them and all of their friends just clicked together. there was no awkwardness at the start and everything just went so smoothly. meanwhile i can't get past the awkward small talk phase with everyone and it's completely discouraging. I dont want to end up alone. i don't wanna be forced into the shadows while i watch everyone else have a life besides me because i just flat out didn't deserve to have one.

tldr someone pls become unhealthily obsessed with me and i will offer the same in return