it's pathetic how much i fucking hate you. i can't fucking stand it. i hate that you're out with your fucking friends and ignoring me. you know i want you to be happy but why can't you see how much of my happiness you're responsible for. why the fuck did you get me addicted to you like this and then just fuck off.
it is 11:40pm. i logically know that my friends are asleep and not deliberately ignoring me. does that stop the mean angry gnome in my brain from telling me they despise my existence in their lives? absolutely not
and the worst part is that the only person i have to talk to, is said mean angry brain gnome. š
because everyone else is asleep. š
The thing is, no one cares how hard youāre trying. They just want you to pass their expectations. Anything less means youāre lazy. What a brutal world weāre living in right now.
The way I'd actually be okay with somebody having a full blog dedicated to just pictures of me? Spoiling me with gifts and stuff I like?? Stalking me but also being my friend so I feel like it's not wrong when you have pictures of me!! It's just friendly? The picture of me sleeping?? That's from a sleepover and it has a filter on it silly! Not creepy at all.
I'd adore that.
rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please
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āthe ethics of vampirismā well i just really like it and think itās cool. What about that
sorry for oversharing on tumblr.com do you still love me
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