Spectrespeaks - 🥀

me when masturbating doesnt fix me

i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me

Fun idea: death

*slaps my body* this bad boy can- ugh auugh that hurt

Any other landmines/jirais out there with NO anons, NO huge following, NO reason to wake up every day- I mean, what?

the framing of "we can tell early humans had compassion because we've found skeletons of disabled people who made it to old age" kind of boils my piss a little bit because it kind of fundamentally assumes that compassion is the only possible reason to live in community with disabled people. and idk about you but I don't like the direction that logic tends to lead people

I feel nothing and I feel it completely.

Hey so um do you want to have a really fucked up dynamic with me or not

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr