Reassurance Kink Bc My Brain Makes Me Feel Unlovable

Posting on a tumblr vent blog feels like screaming into the void and praying for somebody to hear

I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough

i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me

drugging me while you're thrusting inside my cunt, making me take a hit, slipping a pill between my lips, and holding a open vial to my nose. watching me get dizzier from the pleasure and drugs, slowly losing control of my mind and body.

when you wanna be mutuals with someone who's mutuals with your other mutuals so you interact with their blog daily hoping they'll get the sign but they don't interact with your blog ever so now you think they hate you and they want you dead because you're a nuisance to them/hj

“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that

fuck it im relapsing someone else unadded me after promising they would stay

if i die feel free to never move on and let it haunt you forever. it's what i would have wanted

wow. i really haven't spoken to my fp in a whole week. after 3 years of talking every single day, all day.

they've sent me memes all week, i only actually opened our chat for the first time yesterday. all i did was like the posts they sent me. i didn't really know what else to do. i feel like this is so wrong. everything feels wrong and i feel numb.

they had made this big instagram post with their new besties during the week too, so I know exactly what they've been doing this whole time that they haven't been talking to me.

why is it impossible for me to be anyone's first choice.

why do i still bother lol

theres something about being called "buddy" by someone who used to call you their "babyboy" that really just stabs me 87 in the chest