The Devil Couldn’t Reach Me So He Made Me Feel Like I Dont Belong Anywhere.

If soulmates exist at all, I pity mine because I'm definitely not worth waiting for.

i just need someone to tell me i’m a good boy and give me very simple little instructions to follow and turn my brain off. i don’t want to think, i don’t wanna talk, i just wanna be good. i just wanna by a good boy. that’s all i ask.

I hate that there's no way to be disabled that people will accept.

If you show joy, or acceptance in your disability, you're not really disabled and no one will take you seriously when you do complain and well it can't be that bad and oh I'm sure you're used to it.

But if you're miserable then you're whiny and annoying and people hate that it's "all you talk about" and its always ugh you're always tired and can we please stop talking about this it's making me depressed and oh I'd kill myself if that happen to me.

If you're happy you have everything figured out and don't need help anyway but if you're miserable you're a whiny bitch that can't just suck it up. There's no winning

I feel nothing and I feel it completely.

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

Fun idea: death

im doing it again. i can feel it.

i'm much too excited anytime i get a notification. and then hit with a disappointment so intense that it's crippling when i realize it's not you.

i'm starting to think that the void in my chest of wanting to be understood is never going to be actually properly filled in. just sort of painted over in an attempt to conceal the big gaping wound of a hole in the wall like how landlords do to shitty apartments.

i don't know why i choose to spend my time here. waiting for others who aren't waiting for me. hoping that in every stranger i meet, there is someone who will really get me and understand the things that go on inside my brain.

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

Overthinking to the point i want to vomit.