Everything Feels Like Abandonment

fuck it im relapsing someone else unadded me after promising they would stay

Everything's a sign if you are delusional enough

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

I just wanted to feel like I was worth something

hello tumblr people in my phone im back and worse than ever

it is a very lonely existence when no one bothers to talk to me anymore

there being a show called succession and a show called severance gives me the same vibes as there being a band called ween and a band called weezer

I hate that there's no way to be disabled that people will accept.

If you show joy, or acceptance in your disability, you're not really disabled and no one will take you seriously when you do complain and well it can't be that bad and oh I'm sure you're used to it.

But if you're miserable then you're whiny and annoying and people hate that it's "all you talk about" and its always ugh you're always tired and can we please stop talking about this it's making me depressed and oh I'd kill myself if that happen to me.

If you're happy you have everything figured out and don't need help anyway but if you're miserable you're a whiny bitch that can't just suck it up. There's no winning