[ REACH ] SCARAMOUCHE.
scaramouche is awkward the first time he lays beside you, rigid and hardly relaxed when his body slides under the covers—you’d almost think he doesn’t want to be near you if you didn’t know him any better. you keep a small distance between you both when you see the way he seems to stiffen the closer you get, whispering a soft goodnight before closing your eyes.
what you don’t seem to see, however, is the way his eyes wander to your figure every few seconds, lingering over your face and raking over your features. you don’t see the way his eyes soften when you curl into the sheets for warmth. you don’t see the way his hand reaches out as you sleep, a little shaky at first—hesitant. he brushes a finger against your cheek as if testing the waters—and then he retreats almost immediately.
because you look delicate like this, soft and fragile, too easy to disappear suddenly, like you were never there to begin with. he doesn’t think he should be here beside you—but then you crinkle your nose in your slumber, and despite his better judgement, he smiles a little at the sight. his fingers run over the swell of your cheeks and brush over the bridge of your nose, delicately tracing the skin as he maps your features.
it’s not until you nibble on his fingertip as he traces your bottom lip does he realize you’re now awake.
“what are you—”
“how romantic,” you tease, grinning cheekily as your eyes flutter open, “and here i almost thought you didn’t like me for a bit.”
“that’s because i don’t like you,” he grunts, pushing you away (though gently) as you scoot closer and wriggle your brows.
“if you wanted to cuddle, you could just ask,” you giggle, and he glares.
you’ve always been bold, far bolder than he should let you get away with—but you throw him the bright grin you always do, and somehow he finds himself softening the harsh edges, like the glass is rounded so he doesn’t cut you as you reach your hand out.
“i don’t,” he huffs, “now go to sleep.”
there’s a slight pout on his face—though, you don’t think he realizes as much, and pointing it out would only sour his mood more. so you smile to yourself, taking in the way his hand falls limply onto the mattress beside him.
if he craves to reach for you again, to feel the warmth of your skin press against the tips of his fingers one more time, he makes no indication of it. scaramouche never reaches first—he simply tolerates your back hugs and linked arms, let’s you follow him around and maybe even hold his hand if he’s in a good mood. there’s always a disgruntled protest, however weak it might be, but just like always, he never pulls away.
and something tells you he doesn’t want to—something about the way his expression breaks for a swift moment before it’s hardened again tells you that maybe he needs your touch more than you need his.
so you flick his forehead, make his brows furrow and his chest ache with that smile you shoot him, the same one that soothes over the cracks the world has left in him over the years and fills them until he’s whole. “i would be asleep, if someone didn’t wake me.”
he hates that you’re right—but more than anything, he hates how easily you trust him. he hates how easy it is for his harsh glares to go ignored, how easy it is not to care about his bitter words and cold resolve, how easy it is to give and give when you get nothing in return. and because you never seem to care just how hard it is to love someone like scaramouche, you wrap yourself around his arm, making him stiffen with a scowl.
“hey, get off,” he says—but even as he pokes your shoulder to make a point, he makes no moves to pull away. it tells you enough, you think, it tells you everything you need to know.
please don’t ever let go.
“are you sure you want that, kuni?” you hum, reaching to poke his cheek, “you sure seem to like touching me—”
“i’ve had enough,” he grunts, “you can go sleep in another bed.”
“this is my bed,” you snort.
you’re right again, which only makes him ten times more irritated, but maybe…maybe he’s also ten times more in love. he wonders for a moment—thinks whether or not someday he can really bring himself to admit it.
so for now, he doesn’t pull away—and he hopes that’s enough to make you keep reaching out.
“whatever,” he mutters, and almost too swiftly, as if he wills himself to do it before he can change his mind, his arm tugs you closer against his side, letting your head fall to his chest. “i’d say it’s ours now,” he says quietly.
you grin, reaching a hand out to grab his, squeezing gently as your fingers lace with his.
and when you whisper, “goodnight, kuni,” with a kiss to his chest, he doesn’t pull away.
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Genre: ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ (ᴏɴᴇ-ꜱʜᴏᴛ)
Gender: ɴᴇᴜᴛʀᴀʟ
Warnings: ꜱᴜɢɢᴇꜱᴛɪᴠᴇ, ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇxᴘʟɪᴄɪᴛ
Word Count: 3135 ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ
Drained. If he were asked how he felt years ago, that would be his answer. It was draining to keep up appearances for the sake of being the shining bright hero. He felt tired and drained. At one point, he was having a dilemma with who he was. The dread of being in a constant battle against himself was slowly eating him.
A star should shine, they say. But he felt like he was drowning. Amidst the popularity and persona he's portraying, something 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 was stirring within him. It's not like the public knows what his power is. Who knows what would happen if it ever got leaked? Would they still stare at him in awe? Or are they going to all turn away and look for another star?
Those were his thoughts years ago when he slowly accepted his fate as a hero. But who could've thought? Not him. He thought he would always be that "hero" then. A shining star in the sky, being stared upon by millions of people and being idolized like he's a god. Shining but alone.
Then you came along. No, you were just passing by. Wrong term again. You were robbing a house years ago. He just happened to be there. He was confused. Seeing a thief playing with the housecat they're supposed to be stealing from was never a sight he expected.
And shit.
How dare his lips crack a smile. How dare his body stay frozen and only watch you from afar.
Yes, he won't lie.
What he did after that is...stalkerish. Tracking you down, trying to find an opportunity to get closer to you. He could easily do that as a hero. Finding you and using his fame to track you is easier but no, that would be too intimidating for you.
A lot of things have happened since then. Fighting aliens was never what he expected to be doing in the future but here he is. And then there's another one, a big change he welcomed wholly, you.
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He took off his cape, then glanced at your figure on the bed. You probably fell asleep for a few hours now. He can't blame you, he was gone for a while. He had rescued some people from another alien attack, coming home at midnight just now.
"...Star?"
He calls out just to confirm. When he didn't hear any shift or answer, he walked into the bathroom. After a long day, a warm shower might do him good. Especially after fighting aliens for who knows how long since they attacked suddenly.
He turns on the shower. The fog blurs the mirror cover as the warm water cascades down his body. It felt...nice. He's not that physically hurt much, but a nice long shower is his go-to after hero work.
His mind rewinds to that encounter just a few weeks ago. He was testing you and for a moment, he had thought he failed you. If it wasn't for your explanation, he would've...well, made shining the brightest a reality. For you to look for Ray instead of his persona, you know what words to say.
His mind was cut off when he heard a creak. He looks slightly over his shoulder, raising an eyebrow as he catches your familiar figure in the doorway.
"Star, I'll finish soon."
He spoke softly, seeing you peeking inside. His eyes met yours and..there was a long moment of staring before you spoke. You just woke up, and your voice is a bit groggy still as you speak.
"Take your time."
You coughed, clearing your throat more clearly before asking.
"Did you just come home?'
He tilts his head back, thinking for a moment before answering. He's not sure whether to face you or if you can see all of him through the shower mirror.
"Yes, a few minutes ago. Sorry, it took longer than expected."
He replied, running a hand over his damp hair. He turns off the shower and you perk up.
"You're leaving?"
He stops in his tracks with your question.
"The shower? Yes."
He answered.
"You usually take long ones."
"Yes, but you're awake."
"You didn't wake me though."
"..."
He turns slightly, glancing at your foggy figure through the shower mirror.
"What do you suggest, star?"
He heard you hum and you stepped closer to the shower mirror door.
"You should take your usual showers. I think I could use one too."
He tilts his head to the left, a small smirk forming his lips but before he could say something suggestive, you spoke again.
"No innuendos."
𝙔𝙚𝙖𝙝, 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠𝙨.
He bit his lip to stifle a chuckle before responding.
"Okay, no innuendos for today. Come on then."
He slides the door open and meets you face to face. He leans back against the cold tile.
"Don't tell me you're going in with your clothes on."
"I'm working on it. Patience, hero."
He chuckles as you roll your eyes while he watches you discard your clothes aside. He never thought he would feel so...domestic one day. Once again, you're making him feel things he thought he would never feel.
"I'll hop in now."
You spoke and he nodded. He held a hand to help you in, making sure you wouldn't slip as you stepped inside.
"Comfortable?"
"Hm."
You hum, sliding the door closed. He met your gaze and saw how it dropped to his body.
"...Eyes up here. No innuendos, you say."
He commented and you hit his arm. He laughed a bit while you found an excuse.
"It's an involuntary thing!"
"Right. You checked out people involuntarily, star?"
"I mean..."
He raised a brow when you pursed your lips as if thinking about it. Then you grin and look up at him.
"Only if it's you."
You spoke so teasingly. He took a discreetly deep breath when you smiled so flirtatiously afterward.
"You like playing dangerous games, star."
"Hey, I said no innuendos."
You spoke and he shook his head, turning on the shower again. He sighs as the water flows down his body, closing his eyes for a moment before opening them again to glance at you.
The cap of the shampoo bottle clicks as you open it up. He watches as you squeeze some amount on your palm then looks up at him.
"Come on, duck down a bit."
He smiles in amusement but follows anyway. He turns the shower off again.
"Wait here."
He opens the sliding door and looks beneath the sink where he keeps a shower chair. He steps out for a moment, turning his back to you while he retrieves it.
"𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙚."
He heard your thoughts and he already knew where you were looking. Somehow, your thoughts get louder when you're thinking of risqué things. It amuses him.
"No innuendos, y/n."
He spoke while he was getting the shower chair, using your own words again. He heard you gasp for a moment.
"Don't read my mind."
"I was not, you're thinking too loud, star."
"That doesn't make sense."
"Sure it doesn't."
He walks back and places the shower chair down before closing the door.
"Do you still have the shampoo on your palm?"
"Hm."
You hummed and gestured for him to sit down quickly. He follows anyway by sitting down and tilting his head back. He sighs as you massage his hair.
"...Did you insist on joining me just to do this?"
"What? No."
He chuckles.
"You're a very good liar."
You rolled your eyes and continued lathering his hair with shampoo.
"Your hairstyle is very different when you're in your hero outfit."
He sighs.
"Yeah, my makeup artist does that."
"You have makeup artists? Plural?"
He chuckles. His eyes are closed as he answers.
"I do. Appearance and all that."
"Hm. I do like your hair better when it's down though.."
𝙊𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖𝙨 𝙍𝙖𝙮
He opens his eyes.
"Star."
"Hm?"
He pauses for a moment. His lips parted as he thought of how to say it.
"Remember when we met..not exactly the first time but.. when I asked you about your opinion of Binary Star Hero? Back when you didn't know yet it was..me too."
He watches you blink. Your hands slow down in massaging his hair as you think about it.
"Yeah, I do remember."
"You don't like his eyes and smile."
"I don't."
You confirmed.
"Why is that again?"
You pursed your lips as you thought about your answer before trying to remember how you said it again. Your hands gently run through his shampooed hair.
"Like there was something strange or unsettling with his bright smile and red eyes..?"
He hums, nodding.
"Something like that."
He thinks for a moment before continuing.
"It's like you saw right through me, even on the television screen."
He watches as you chuckle and shake your head.
"I mean, I think I wasn't the only human thinking about it, you know?"
"Maybe."
He reaches for your hand, putting it against his cheek while looking up at you.
"How about mine?"
"Yours?"
"Yeah, mine's. You said you like my hair better when it's down. How about my eyes or my smile?"
He caught sight of how your lips quirked up.
"I like it better too."
"Really?"
"Yeah, your sleepy eyes."
"Sleepy eyes?"
He watches you chuckle as you continue.
"You always have these tired eyes and a smirk. Oh, and the moles too.”
“The moles?”
“Yeah, those moles. It fits you naturally.”
You spoke, remembering when he first stepped into that cafe.
"You were cold by the way, at first."
He chuckles.
"Ah, that."
"Yeah, 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩."
"Don't you like cold guys?"
"What? No."
"You found me good-looking though."
"I---Did you read my mind that time?"
You confronted and he hums, closing his eyes.
"Wash my hair, please. I'm going to turn blind and you won't see my tired eyes again."
He evades the question although you already knew the answer. You sighed and turned the small shower head on to use. The water felt nice as it rinsed the shampoo out of his hair.
Warm.
Comfortable.
Contentment.
He opens his eyes again once you turn it off. He sat up straight.
"Your turn."
"My turn?"
"Yes, star. Your turn.”
He replied as he reached for the shampoo bottle again. He watches you sit down on the shower chair now.
"The chair is comfortable."
"I got it as a gift."
"A gift?"
You ask and he nods, washing your hair gently before lathering it with shampoo.
"I think it was a fan gift or something."
"A fan gave you...this?"
"...You'll be surprised by what kind of gifts they sent me."
"I don't know if I should be creeped out."
He stifled a chuckle.
"Fans are...fans."
You nod. He watches your eyes close as he gently washes your hair. His fingers prevent the water from pouring down your face. His eyes take note of each of your features, etching them into his mind.
"Done."
He spoke, turning the water off and helping you up. He smiles at you after putting away the shower chair.
"Come here. Soap next."
He watches as you raise an eyebrow.
"No innuendos?"
"You should be the one asking yourself that."
He replied as you pursed your lips slightly.
"Your hands tend to wander, star."
He continued, seeing the slight flush of your face.
"That makes me sound like a pervert."
"Are you not?"
"I am not!"
He laughs. His shoulders shake as he covers his mouth with the back of his hand.
"Fine, soap up my back then?"
"Your back?"
"Yeah, no wandering."
You grinned and he shook his head, pointing a finger at you.
"Bad star."
"I wasn't even saying anything."
"I could hear the gears turning in your head."
"I won't wander!"
You promised and he cocks an eyebrow.
"Promise?"
"...promise."
He bites his lip to stop laughing at the hesitation in your voice.
"Here."
He gave the soap to you, entrusting it to your hands before turning around. He could hear how giddy you were deep inside your mind as you soap up his back. Your hands lingered on his shoulder and traced the lines on his back down his waist then up again. At least, you haven't wandered yet.
"...Can I soap up the front too?"
He turns to you with an amused smile.
"Since you didn't wander off, I could trust you just a little bit."
He watches you smile up to him with sparkles in your eyes. He shakes his head and reaches for your hand, placing it against his chest.
"Careful, okay?"
"I won't stray from the top. I promise."
"Good star."
He lets go of your hand and lets you begin. Watching you soap his chest and then up his shoulder, he sighs. He pushes stray hair behind your ear.
"You're soaping my chest too much."
He pointed out, which you just shrugged at before lowering your hands to his abdomen. He could practically hear your thoughts again. Your 𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙 thoughts.
He clears his throat.
"Remember your promise?"
"Hm? Oh, I do."
You replied, glancing up at him as if innocent from what you were thinking just now.
"...I think I'm full of soap now."
"You are?"
He covers a laugh, gently stealing the soap away from your hand while you sulk a bit.
"Yes, you’ve done enough.”
“I’m not soap up yet.”
Your response made him quirk an eyebrow, a bit caught off guard. He saw the satisfaction in your eyes while watching the slight tint of red on his cheeks.
“Is that an invitation?”
He questioned to which you responded with an innocent smile once again.
“I was just saying. Why? Are you offering?”
𝘿𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧.
You give him a smirk and he turns the shower on. The sudden spray of warm water surprises you as it hits your direction.
“Wha—Hey!”
You protested. He laughs before turning it off.
“There, I can soap you up now.”
“A little warning is much appreciated.”
“Well, your thoughts need some cleansing.”
“Don’t intrude my thoughts now!”
He laughs, guiding you softly to turn around. His hands massage your shoulder, attempting to calm you down and apologize.
“Okay, okay, that was my bad.”
He spoke with a chuckle, pressing a quick kiss between the juncture of your shoulder and neck.
“You’re a bad hero.”
You commented and he laughed more against your now wet skin from the shower. He placed one final kiss against the same spot before spreading the soap on his hands. He gently lathers up from your shoulder.
“Feels good?”
“Hm. I’m still deciding.”
He shakes his head in mirth at your hard-to-get attitude but continues to massage your muscles while lathering your back with soap.
“You feel tense here.”
“Where?”
“Here.”
He pressed further just below your lower back. He smirks up as he hears a satisfied moan leave your lips.
“So?
“Y...Yeah, that felt good.”
He hums in satisfaction, wrapping his arms around your waist. He rests his chin on your shoulder as he hugs you from behind.
“We should get you a better bed. That might help these muscles.”
“We don’t need to. I’m just getting older.”
“You speak like you’re sixty.”
You roll your eyes. He felt you leaning back against his chest. He catches your eyes when you tilt your head up slightly to look at him.
“You don’t get back aches?”
“Normally? No. Only if I hit the wall hard during a fight.”
“A wall? Are you sure your spine is still in proper shape?”
“I am. I go to check-ups for a reason.”
You hum. He watches as you close your eyes as if savoring the peacefulness surrounding the both of you in the shower. The only sound is their breathing and the water droplets from the faucet.
His thumbs put firm pressure on the spots on either side of your lower back again. He savors your soft moan as he gently massages the area in circles, relieving the tension stored in it.
“..Ray?”
“Hm?”
There was silence for a moment although he already knew what you were trying to say. He can read how your mind goes that way and he had to stifle a chuckle until you finally voice it out.
“You’re poking me.”
“Your mind described it as throbbing.”
“Ray!”
“You were making sweet sounds.”
He replied and pulled away. He leans back against the cold tiled walls and crosses his arms. He watches as you turn around to glance at him. Such a curious cat to even take a peek down his body. Shameless.
He chuckles and turns on the shower, spraying the both of you underneath.
“Come, let’s wash up before you break your promise.”
The shower routine felt more domestic than he expected. Although there were some teasing moments and how he tried ignoring your thoughts, he managed to finish up. He dries his hair with a towel while you're dressing yourself into your usual pajamas. He's on his sweaters now as well.
"It's so early.."
He heard your comment. He glances at the clock. It is early, only two hours past midnight.
"Sleepy again?"
He asks and you shake your head.
"I can't sleep now."
He hums. That's what you always say when asking to cuddle with him.
"Ray, cuddle with me."
𝙃𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙞𝙩.
He glances at your figure on the bed through the mirror. He's getting used to this more and more, and looking forward to you asking him like this every night.
"Move a bit to the side."
He walks closer and settles down beside you on the bed. His arm propped up while resting his cheek on his hand.
"Alright, scoot closer."
And you did. He sighs and cups your cheek with one hand, gently caressing it with his thumb.
"Are you gonna kiss me goodnight?"
You asked.
𝙉𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧.
He chuckles, his cheeks tinting a bit. You could be bold in one minute.
"You want me to?"
"I think it would make me sleep easier."
"You always say that."
"And I always fall asleep after."
He can't say anything against that. You do fall asleep quickly afterward. His kiss somehow feels like a magic kiss at this point.
"Ray?"
He shifted, leaning closer. His thumb is still caressing your cheek before his hand slides down your chin. He tilts your head slightly.
"Goodnight kiss it is then."
He replied and pressed a kiss to your forehead, then down to your nose, and finally, captured your lips with his. You welcomed him, even pulling him close. His lips move sweetly and gently against yours, deepening the kiss.
It felt...nice being accepted like this. Just a few years ago, he let you get away with robbing the house of a legislator. Now, he's letting you steal his heart away.
I JUST GOT ALBEDO, LIKE THE PRETTY ALCHEMIST MAN??
LIKE THE DRIP?? THE FLOWER ELEVATOR??
IT'S EVERYTHING.
Btw, I'm currently working on a Xingqiu one-shot. Still in the middle of answering my General Math subject so I might post in by the end of this month. Thankiessss and have a nice dayyyy!
Nishinoya x Fem! Reader (Fluff)
This is a first time but I hope it was fine.
"Y/n"
You hummed, not bothering to look up at your small boyfriend who's sitting up in the bed. You're currently slump on the floor while reading the book your friend just gave you and ask you to read it.
"Can I ask you something?"he added.
His tone makes you stop from reading. You looked up at him but his gaze aren't focus at you. He's directly looking at the door.
"Noya?" You called, confusion filling your mind.
Come to think of it. When you enter his room, you caught him looking at his phone with a serious look on his face. He doesn't notice your presence at first but he immediately hugs you as soon as he realized you're there, standing on his doorway.
And as usual, he pulls you to his bed, smiling at you every single time while telling you what happened in their practice match. Eventually, he became silent and stared at his phone again. You thought that maybe he's just searching for a topic to talk about or chatting with Tanaka so you decided to just read your friend's book on the floor.
But...it wasn't normal for Nishinoya to lost some topic to talk about. Even if it's kind of an idiotic topic, he would say it. And it comes with some strange but unique question like:
'What would you name your boat if you had one?'
Or
'What do you think would be the coolest name to give to a fish?'
But you love it though. You love his effort on keeping you entertained as much as he can. You love the way he consistently smiles at you every time you look at each other.
"Noya?" You called again, making sure he knows that you're waiting for his question.
You saw how his mouth opened a bit but he closed it again. He closed his eyes before sighing.
"Do you...prefer taller guys?"
You blinked at his question. Once. Twice. Is...that what he's thinking about all this time? Is your short king...just got insecured?
"Why do you ask?"you questioned.
You know that he trusts and believes in his self. He has great confidence on him so why would he think about that?
It actually takes a moment before he answered.
"Well...I'm just wondering and.."he trailed off.
You sat on the floor "And...?"
He gulped. "It's just one of my...uh, I m-mean..." He scratch the back of his head. "S-Someone told me that, girls like tall guys...so I'm just wondering if ever---"
"I had decided that from this day onwards, I'm not a girl anymore." You cut him off.
He blinks before looking at you. "What?"
You laughed. "Noya, I'm not included to that girls. I beg to differ."
"You do?"
You chuckled. "Why, yes! I mean, tall guys are kind of intimading and kind of cool but nothing beats a guys who puts an effort and has a strong determination. Height won't matter."
He stared at you for about a minute. His eyes directly looking into yours and not moving an inch. You gulped. Tall guys are intimading but being under Noya's stare, you feel yourself having a problem to breathe. You're about to say something when he suddenly jump into you.
You squeal as soon as you collide on the floor. His arms are trapping you as he looked down onto you.
"W-What?"
He smiled, that one smile that always makes your day complete. "I'm so lucky to have you."
You hang your arms behind his neck before smiling. "So am I."
He chuckled before leaning in and kissing your forehead for about five seconds before letting go. He stands up and helps you to get up before sitting in the bed again.
"Uhm...if I'm tall like---"
"No please. I love you and that's enough. You don't need to be tall...I kind of actually blessed." You told him, murmuring the last words.
"Blessed of what?"
You blinked, hesitating to answer a bit but seeing the curios look on Noya's make was enough for you to answer.
"It's just...makes it more possible for me to be comfortable around you. You know, cuddles and some sort. It's...cute," you told him, looking away for a second before sitting beside him.
You hear him chuckled and soon enough you found yourself engulfed into a hug again.
"I guess so. It's really kind of cute,"he whispered. "More cuddles from now on then?"
You giggled before kissing his cheek. "Why not?"
Reading the manhwa and watching the anime of TOG of the crown game episode is such a masterpiece. You can basically merge both of the fighting scenes in my opinion.
(I'm watching it since that's the chapter I'm writing right now.)
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A/N: Hi, this is the first time I'm posting an angst here. I actually wrote this a month ago and decided to post it just now so yep, here you go.
🍁Albedo x Reader🍁
The cold wind blew your hair as you sat down in the grass, leaning your back to the stone while humming.
"The weather is kind of clear today, don't you think?" You asked, glancing at your side.
Albedo smiles at you, nodding as he take a look on the sky too. Your eyes soften as you saw him smiling. His teal eyes looking directly at the sky. His rosy lips, smiling and enjoying the moment. It makes you smile too.
"How can you be this pretty and cute at the same time?" You asked, which he returned with a smug smile.
You chuckled. "Come on, stop that smile. You do know how well it fits you, don't you?"
He chuckled. His laugh echoing in your ears. It made your heart flutters and made the butterflies move inside your stomach. His eyes made you feel you're the luckiest person in the world...and you are. You have been the luckiest.
You trembled. Your lips started shaking as his figure slowly dissapear. A soft sob came out of your mouth as tears started streaming your eyes. It hurts. It really hurts. The once fluttering of heart has been change to the rough squeeze of pain. The butterflies has been replaced by a hollow feeling, emptiness.
You bit your lip as more loud sobs came out of your mouth. But your sobs are just uncontrollable, you're suffering. You've been suffering. But you're trying to make it. You really are. Heaven knows how hard for you it is. How you struggle every single time this day comes.
But how could you forget the pain in his eyes as you hold him close to you? How could you forget his own blood, slowly seeping out from his heart? How could you forget the way he touch and carresed your cheek as a last goodbye? How breathless he was, but still trying to utter your name every now and then, telling you he loves you.
How you tried to smile and calm him down by gently stroking his hair. How hard you bite the insides of your cheek to stop from crying. How you hold his hand to make him comfortable. You even sing him a lullaby. And his last words...his last words that you've been holding on.
"Y/n...I...promise, our next ending...would be a...better one...I love you...so much..."
You bit your lip as you glance at the stone you've been leaning on. His name engraved on it. You smiled sadly before looking at you wrist, staring at the yellow diamond tattoed on it before sighing and wiping off your tears.
You stand up. Looking at the gravestone and giving a genuine smile, repeating the same last words you told him.
"I'll wait...I'll wait, Al. I'll always wait for you..I love you too."
Me: I have deadline coming right up. Also me: *proceeds to put the TOG fanfic x reader as main priority and write additional two chapters in one sitting*