A Few Days Ago Im Pretty Sure I Had A Cynessa Or Like.. Disassembly Drone Shift . It Was Stronger And

welcome to alterhuman tumblr !! totally get the thing abt aesthetic/athletic focus.. it's how i was introduced to the community but its not the place for much exploration

Howdy, dunno how often I'll post but here's a little info and you can always dm me!

Name(s): Sorren, Ren

Age: 18

Gender: Trans male

Pronouns: he/him/his it/it's we/us

B-day: 3/8/2007

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My alterhumanity

I have known I was Alterhuman since about the age of 10-11. Although, I definitely still have questions regarding my own experiences and labels. I've been trying out a few over the years but none have really stuck. The typical Alterhuman is experienced non-physically as an identity. I on the other hand consider myself to be possibly a physical therian. Obviously I biologically am a human (yuck.) but I don't physically identify as such. I've also looked into/am looking into, terms like TransSpecies.

My experience with the community online is that it has been strongly run by minors. The tik Tok and yt community tends to focus on the more athletic/aesthetic therians and exclude plus sized therians like myself. While I have no issue with minors and what not, I never have been able to learn what I identify with due to all the stigma and drama around different labels and the main focus on aesthetic/sport.

I just as much as the next person, enjoy masks and gear. It helps me feel confident and myself. Nothing against the artists of the community.

Final note

So, with that out of the way, I hope to be welcomed into the Tumblr therian community and I will return the same energy. I am mainly here for education and to have fun with the community!

I don't bite! Come chat!

i totally get this, its nice to see it in words.

im not white which i feel like the majority of the community is.. i feel out of place

while im not what would be considered plus-size , i am also not super skinny which makes me feel like i look stupid doing quads

speaking of, im already pretty bad at quads and hate how dumb i look on fours. my body doesnt look how im supposed to at all! (dog)

the weird thing is im pretty comfortable with my body's appearance. until i want to express my nonhumanity through it... like eww im not dog enough. im not holy enough.

and thats another thing. watchers are usually interpreted as tall, slender, and greyish-white skinned. i am not even close to any of those. buhhhhhhh :(

Does anypony else feel like you're not allowed to have certain 'types or do certain things because of your appearance, like you can't help but constantly think "You're not allowed to be this because of this"

I'm not allowed to be a deer because deer are cute and I am not cute. I'm not allowed to be my kintypes because they are all pretty and I am not. I am not allowed to be this kintype because they struggle with this and I struggle with the opposite. I am not allowed to be this character because they have this body type and I do not. I am not allowed to wear gear because only pretty people are allowed to wear gear and I am the only one who is not pretty, everyone else is so beautiful it hurts. I am not allowed to wear makeup because it will never be how you really look, makeup is for pretty people which I am not. I am not allowed to learn how to dress or wear nice clothes because that's for pretty people which I am not. I am not allowed to act like my theriotypes even in private because I am not pretty enough for that it would just be shameful and embarrassing.

I want to be pretty to do and experience the things everyone else does without feeling so much shame and disgust but I don't know how, animals in the wild don't have to deal with this it's not fair

wow i wonder what therian-cat-mitzy thinks of my posts

the humble reblog button : 🔁

/silly

What’s up late night folks? Here’s an eerie shot I took down a pitch black road in the middle of the night

thinking about the time i was on a camping trip in north carolina. we were on a hike through a forest and theres a little side trail that goes up a hill. me n some friends go up to check it out. pretty plants and an abandoned chicken coop thing + house. i was one of like 2-3 people who were gonna walk up to the door and look inside, the foundation looked really unstable so others were more cautious. all of a sudden a giant black thing bursts out of the doorframe. vulture, although it looked like a cat or dog or crow for a second.

i wish i was that. that decaying house could be my home and i could live in the beautiful forests of north carolina.

ouppy time

Key of Anima Sigil

When something needs to be released in order for one to move forward, the key of anima sigil is useful.

Core Attributes:

Progresses Transition

Unlocks Inner Self

Revokes Attachment to Human Form

Use it if it resonates.

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Eyes of the forest. Aspen trees

Feraveli and otherpaw are two terms that I really enjoy. I think they help break therians out of the stereotypes that tend to be placed on us without getting rid of something that (I personally see) is a part of our culture.

Doing quads and wearing maskes, and dressing in certain aesthetics doesn't make us therians even if it is something that we tend to do and mean a great deal to a lot of us. And these terms also gives outsiders a chance to enjoy what they want without getting tangled up in the therian community.

Feraveli

An individual who enjoys the aesthetic of (sometimes specific) animals and nature.

Otherpaw

Someone who enjoys to dress up and roleplay as an animal(s)

real stuff

dencomfic flag moodboard!

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