Not The Anon But I Might Look Into That(the Meditation) Too. Thats Really Interesting Dude

not the anon but i might look into that(the meditation) too. thats really interesting dude

i was wondering how you figured out you were demonkin/otherkin because it sounds so fascinating to me and i think i might be resonating with sirenkin but i don't know if im just looking too deep into it

Hi Anon,

Okay so my belief is heavily linked to my spirituality with Lord Lucifer. I first started thinking I may be a demonkin when I learned about what otherkins are here on Tumblr. I found the concept fascinating and really resonated with what I was reading.

I’ve always struggled with feeling like I didn’t fit in with other humans. This was slightly alleviated when I figured out I’m autistic a couple of years ago, but I wondered if it was more than that. My mother is someone who believes in past lives and has jokingly said a few times that this has to be my first life as a human. I struggle with more than just fitting in, but also basic tasks and the concept of having a physical body. I’ve always felt hyper-aware of the fact that I’m stuck in this uncomfortable meat sack. It’s always just felt so… wrong. I hate having to do things like eat food.

I knew that Lucifer had been around me my whole life, so I figured we probably had some kind of past life connection. I had a friend channel him a few months ago, and I finally got confirmation that in my past life I was in the Infernal Realm with him. It was an extremely validating experience and I learned so much. I wrote about it here:

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“You shine so bright, like a little star” A few nights ago, I had the incredible experience of speaking with Lord Lucifer directly through m

And I wrote about my past life form here:

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How I Appear to Lord Lucifer I’ve previously discussed how Lord Lucifer appears to me here: I’ve created this collage to illustrate how Lo

It also explained why I’ve struggled with feeling like a child stuck in an adult’s body. Not wanting to handle responsibilities and to get taken care of instead. The desire to just lay in bed with my plushies and watch Japanese cartoons all day. I literally have to use a cup with a special lid on it because I constantly spill water. I also have a curve in my spine where my wings were and so do a few of my winged otherkin friends.

Anyways, I realize that my situation is quite unique for an otherkin. Most don’t have any link to a spiritual belief or even past life. As for your situation as a possible sirenkin Anon, unfortunately I can’t offer much help. I will say that I think most “mythical” creatures, possibly including sirens, live on the spiritual plane, rather than this physical one. They can occasionally be seen by humans, but the reason you don’t see them in aquariums or ingrained in human society is because they aren’t physically here. It’s possible you were one before incarnating as a human. Maybe you love singing, swimming, and the concept of luring people in. I suggest trying past life guided meditation. There’s free ones on YouTube. Best of luck figuring things out 🧜🏻‍♀️💙