I Wish Dirt Tasted As Good As It Smelled Lowkey Is That Weird

yes! im happy with my human body but when im dog mind, my legs (as in back and front) should be skinnier and longer and my body should be smaller

Do any other nonhumans get size dysphoria?? I feel like I'm the wrong size I feel like I should be the size of my 'types

face wings, purple, watching stuff... ok so mine is a fictionkin and this might be just cause i love talking abt it butttt the watchers from evo smp might be worth looking into! the only thing im not sure of is i dont think our presence is usually calming.. i hope mine is tho :P

the watchers are like these deities that watch over different worlds (technically minecraft smps...) and their denizens, in fanart they are often depicted as figures with lots of eyes and sets of purple wings (AND FACE WINGS!!!)

if this sounds right at all i'd recommend looking through the watcherkin tag, theres not much there so it'd be pretty easy

ranting about angelkin/divinekin/whatever the fuck label I'm using at this point

(Warning for rambling. I physically cannot get to the point I fear)

okay so background. I've been struggling with what I am for a very very long time. I use the term "angelkin" to describe myself because it feels right and cus Idk what other term to call myself. I'm an angel, but not of any religion, and not even from Earth or an angel that protected Earth ect. if that makes sense

I have big wings. just two on my back and two on my head that can cover my eyes (HEAD WINGS PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU) they're big and white with blue/purple undertones yes I know exactly what my wings look like I miss them a lot. also I lived in space. I floated around nebula and stuff and kinda hung out. until NOW when SOMEONE put me HERE WHOSE IDEA WAS THIS???? anyway. I kinda of just passively watched the universe be created and stuff (I'm mad I cant watch it anymore. sometimes I stare at the sky and try really really hard to see like i saw but it doesn't work sadly. this is was fomo feels like I fear) also I'm 50% sure I was just a really bright star with wings on it. maybe a head cus I have head wings but idk what my physical body looked like besides that I had wings.

okay so here's my issues. number one is I'm pretty sure those wings might just be an everything. like I feel my wings 24/7/365 from when I was a kid to now I have had these annoying big wings and the not annoying head wings. because I've had them for so long they kinda just..transposed themselves onto all my other 'types?? like I'm a cat with wings. and a wolf with wings. just cus they never go away. (sometimes they switch like in between my raven wings and my angel wings but you get the point)

number TWO. I don't think angelkin is the right term for what I am. even though I would call myself an angel??? like I have a cute little star halo and Im a comforting presence that likes to watch and observe??? is not not angel-y enough??? if anyone reading this (thank you) knows a better label to fit than angelkin please comment it!!!

anyway the rest of this is just ranting about my type and what I look cus I love how I look..or looked I guess...

i had a comforting aura or presence? like if you were around me you would calm down. I had a little star halo that was bright and looks white but really its a whole bunch of colors similar to how stars look white but are rlly a bunch of colors. my size depended on what I wanted it to be. I could get big enough to see the entire universe or small enough to hold a planet in my hands. my wings were less for actual flying and more for propelling myself through space. if I were to be on Earth, I would float (similar to how the Angelic Warden flies and floats in Creatures of Sonaria if any of you know that game). My favourite place to stay was the Pillar of Creation. I still love them because seeing picture of them brings be much joy and comfort. also I may or may not BE them. its confusing.

anyway thank you for reading!!!

the dream

ouppy time

yayay it me :D (asker on alt)

@narratorofstory dog!

umm hello may i ask for a moodboard :3 with brown border collie, andd goblincore aesthetic/mossy forest stuff

ty if u do it!! have a nice day/night my guy , u seem pretty kewl :]

Yes, of course you can ask for one! :}

Here they are! I hope you enjoy them. If you need something changed just let me know!

Also, thank you! You seem pretty cool too

you're so long shaped

/silly

I want to run. I will run.

( above from pinterest)

( from @classic-art-favourites )

( taken by me- on the left is named tiny, and on the right is named ping, RIP my beautiful angels <3)

Been questioning this for a while, but I've always been super close to greyhounds and I'm just like..that's so me. So fuck it why not let's add another to the list.

she's like my keeper body. beyond the world, kind of schrodinger's cat-like, maybe there maybe not.

also sorry to moss, when i didnt text you back this is what i was doing... reading ominous books

alt vers under cut

teehee

weird alterhuman culture is absolutely DESPISING being perceived but loving to watch others. Do Not. don't Look At Me. but also i AM going to stare at you. don't mind me. (it's ironic bc i am an all seeing being but i need glasses lol)

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visited her yesterday! someone carved in her dude :( but sm1 also drew a cute moth so mixed feelings..

this is one of my favorite trees and she is in a very nostalgic and comforting area for me, by my primary school and in a small cute park.

need to visit an old friend (magnolia tree at the park)