The One, The Only ✨

Don’t mind me, just gonna post my version of Starscream feeling pain… mostly because I’m proud of the pose and the facial expression.

Also I’ve been having pains in my wrists and neck so this was a little cathartic.

Look at this man, I will DIE for him.

“To be a KING, means drowning in your subjects blood.

A SOLDIER, drowns in the blood of their comrades.

A POET, drowns in their own blood.

I know what it means to drown in all THREE, my hands have never once been clean.”

I redrew something I made in 2023, it was bothering me a fair bit… so I hope I’ve improved from then! Also, sorry I’ve been so quiet lately, I’ve been working on this Transformers fic for some time and I think I’m almost ready to start posting! More stuff to be posted, bye!!

I find it quite amazing when people like my stuff, it brings me joy when I have a rough day.

I've been dealing with a pretty nasty headache for the past few days, turns out that it was thanks to dehydration, sooo I've been drinking two gatorades and have now had big three bottles of water.

Moral of the story is, please don't be dumb like Spac3y, one big bottle of water isn't going to cut it and please drink something even if you don't feel thirsty.

You'd think me being 21, I would have learned that by now lmao

I'm wheezing, they're dating!!! I love them

They’re dating, your honor

My fucking heart, this is EVERYTHING!!!!

Alice and Last Skystar Animatic

Another Skystar animatic!! This time with the song "Alice and Last" by N-buna. When I first looked up the lyrics I was like "wtf this is so Skystar???" And I just had to.

A little vent piece

I'm currently writing a new part for the Tom Gets Therapy series. This time it focuses solely on Tord's perspective, and I'm facing a problem.

See, when I first wrote TGT, I had the intent of just making it a one and done fic. So Tom's mannerisms in therapy were ones I frequently showed when I was in therapy with my better therapist. The scratching into the arm chair had been something that I did, the more erratic talking and the need for a break. All of that was how I was in therapy when I had a good therapist.

So writing Tord's therapy, I want to portray how drastically different his experience is with Tom's. Tom is comfortable in the office and with his therapist. Tord is not, he hates the office and while he can appreciate his psychotherapist's more blunt nature, she can be very pushy about the topics they'll be talking about. She is the one that is forcing him to talk about his old friends and he is uncomfortable the whole way through.

Naturally I dive into my own past experiences and use them like I did for Tom's situation right? Welllll I may have gone too deep. I went through several family therapists thanks to the divorce and custody battle with my mom and dad, so bad experience on top of bad experience... these therapists were chosen by my dad and anything I told them would be told to my father and then used against me, it built up so much mistrust and resentment when I should have just been given mental health care... so needless to say, this is going to take me a while and I think I need to go cry. This sucks, I thought I was over this shit.

Drown yourself in Synth-En

A piece I made that was inspired by the Synthetic Energon in Transformers Prime. I then used my own version of Ratchet, who is drowning in a horror of his own making.