Sp1d-d3rr - Spid_derr

Mmmm....animalistic desire to hurt, hunt, and kill 🤤

idk if this counts as confession:

I really want to bite, I mean flesh to the molars, bite down, and tear, and I think it's because I've always wanted to just chew on raw meat but wasn't allowed to. It's all kinda mixed in with the wanting to beat someone up thing where like I end up wanting to just bite someones throat out ?? lmao idfk anymore.

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I love freaks btw and being one btw

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

Even if they're not into it the state of distress as they watch my hands explore their innards would be great....i'd love to see the look on someone's face as I hold onto their lungs and hear them gasp as I squeeze...maybe even grab at their intestines and pull just to show them how pretty they are on the inside 🤤🤤

Ever since I could remember I've wanted to be vivisected painlessly but still able to feel it. The vivisection scene in JTHM did something to me.

I've wanted to be on the other side of that!! Having my hands in someones guts while they're clearly into it would be so good

Sometimes I wish my phone would take a screenshot of my notifications, like it's not good enough when I have to look for origin of the notification in the respective app, like how else can I express my delight when I get notifications abt my friend on twit and it's just them expressing big feelings of love for their boyf and I love it.

That guy deserves to be happy, and you, yes you Internet, deserve to see just how happy and in love he is!!!

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i would make such a beautiful dead bird on the sidewalk