I Wanna Cut You Open And Look At Your Organs

i just think nothing breaks the ice better than addressing a group as "everypony" in the year 2025.

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

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I love my friends, guys!!!! Yay yay yay!!! We're all seriously buddies!! They're my pack!!! My clan!!! My cackle!! My clowder!!! My herd!! My flock!!! My family bro!!!!!

Making biscuits

I'm just going to start saying shit and if someone sees them cool cool cool 🤷

Yesterday afternoon I couldn't. And I stress. Couldn't. Stop thinking about how nice it would be for someone to put photos of or like videos of me on the Internet after running out onto incoming traffic. Like the thought of my guts and blood sprawled against the warm pavement while some sick pervert puts the beauty of my death up on the internet for people to jerk to or something just really satisfies a part of me. Maybe even record myself absolutely slobbering over a shotgun before pressing the muzzle up against my pallet and blowing my brains out. Letting the camera or my phone capture the splatter of meat, bone, and blood against the ceiling and wall just so others can enjoy me for one last time!!

Maybe it's my newfound appeal to Newfag Runs the Gauntlet but guts and blood have always been a part of me, from the hunt to the kill it's all a thrill 🙏

Haiiiiii okay so..first...so I guess it'll be my intro!! (Still figuring out how to work this..)

I'm Seth!! I'm nineteen, live in the 🇺🇸🦅, trying to learn German but my native language is English!

This blog is kinda just whatever interests me in the moment and I try to stray away from NSFW but..well...not always happening..and well there's gore and death and weapons and violence and gays and suic!de mentioning and really just a lot more that you may feel free to look at!!!

(You can find more of my many many names and other information on my pronoun page, and I've got a Pinterest for those who are interested in looking!!)

Pronouns.page

@-SPID_DERR- • Pronouns.page

Hi hii hiiiii!!! Youre probably a friend of mine so ILY DUDE TY FOR TAKING THE TIME TO UNDERSTAND ME!!!! If youre not!!! Welcome…

Pinterest

SP!D_D3RR (sSALTYG00SE) - Profile | Pinterest

SP!D_D3RR | Formerly the eldritch horror Stag_Beetle <3 Ps you can call me an it aswell i don't mind :]

On the NSFW aspect I will clarify I personally don't like rape and I don't really have a thing for piss - but I do enjoy CNC and sadism (and a bit more stuff but I digress), I try to keep an open mind when it comes to other things like piss kinks since as long as every participant is into it and/or simply willing 🤷🤷

-Long lasting interests-

• Animals (like canines, felines, birds of a few kinds, hoofed animals, a bit of reptiles and amphibians, and finally arachnids and insects [I personally am other hearted for a few animals so you'll see things like that too])

• Shows, movies, and short films (Bluey, My Little Pony, Dexter, Spider-Man, Deadpool, Anime [Like Dungeon Meshi and others])

• Books and writing (Warrior cats, Shakespeare, Wings of fire, web/reg-comics, and manga [unless we can count that with anime])

• Video games (things like rn Skyrim, Minecraft, Roblox, Postal, Baulders Gate [DND in general], Sonic, Stardew Valley, and Animal Crossing)

• Art (Things like music [singing, dancing, instrument playing, Rock, Metal, Industrial], painting, drawing, sculpting, coloring, poetry)

And clearly more!

turns out i wasn’t sad i just needed to give myself over to absolute pleasure and swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh