Cried Tears Of Joy When I Randomly Stumbled Across This And Saw A Dragon Cave Tag, I Did Not Know Anyone

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Puppy Thoughts

Sometimes the puppy thinks

that all the water comes from sinks

and sometimes puppy knows

that owner might just boop its nose.

And sometimes puppy dreams of thought,

and sometimes puppy’s brain is naught,

but puppy acts with love and hope,

and puppy helps its owner cope.

Sometimes puppy believes

the sky itself holds up the leaves,

sometimes the puppy cries,

to see the world through human eyes.

But puppies don’t have human minds,

and puppies can’t feel like mankind,

then after all when all is said and done,

they’ll clean our wounds with caring tongues.

based on actual thoughts I had at the club last night

toe walking is a common trait of being autistic...but did you also know that it is also a trait of having that dog in you?

does anypup else get the urge to bark/growl/howl in certain situations or when you hear another creature do it? its like a feeling that grows in my throat and i start to feel slightly out of breath if i dont make any noise

TW: VERY HEAVY VENTING, self-hate, body dysmorphia, abu$e, etc,

Getting this out because I feel so sick, I don’t expect anyone to read it or feel bad, that’s not the intention.

I’m a bad dog. Not in a peed in the carpet way, or a chewed up a remote way, but in an unlovable mutt, a dog nobody could ever want, way.

Im so stupid and desperate that I let myself get emotionally and physically abused because my boyfriend is the only one who’s ever seemed ok with me being the way I am, hell he even feeds into it and plays with me, and what else could I ask for? and if he’s gone than who else gets it? No one. At this point I deserve it because I let it happen to me like someone else is gonna fix it, but nobody else but me can get me out of this hell. We keep breaking up and then he always talks me back, I feel like my emotions aren’t even mine sometimes, but when I tell him how I feel it’s like… gross and I don’t even understand it, I feel cringe for feeling anything! Especially if it causes even the slightest bit of conflict. I just want everyone else to feel emotions for me. I’m so tired. Even my best friend made jokes about how silly it is that some people think their animals and I wanna throw myself under a car. I’d rather get my head shoved into the ground again or forced to give another blowjob than be alone again please. I can’t take being alone again. I spent so long trying to build up a version of me everyone could like, making friendships, and now it’s like everything is still falling apart anyways, even my relationships can’t be good. What’s the point of even trying anymore? I will always be rejected and used. Nothing I say means anything to anyone. I just make noise.

Even when it’s ok it all goes to shit. One day it’s good the next day I’m being told that my anxiety attacks are a burden, just like the rest of me, and he’s right. Everyone is right about what they say. I’m useless, unlovable, garbage. An animal to be put down. I shouldn’t even be alive!

I wasn’t made to be here. I wasn’t made to be a person, everyday since I was born has just been a fucking shithole, cause it’s all incorrect, the way I feel will never match how I look on the outside, and I will never be able to fully express how I feel on the inside, no matter how hard I try. I have no real place to be me. Why is this nightmare my reality, what did I do wrong in my life to deserve this?

I don’t belong. I don’t belong. I don’t belong.

3am

sometimes i get this overwhelming and almost uncontainable urge to bite down on the nearest object and death shake it

today was rough

za that turns u puppy mode 🙏🙏🙏