I Just Came To The Greatest Realization Ever - The Only Reason I Was Into The Marine Was Because It Was

I just came to the greatest realization ever - the only reason I was into the marine was because it was my first rebound that made me feel safe after Jake like that’s crazy - also also also the only reason I stayed liking the marine no matter all of the red flags was because I think I like masculine men, but I think I want a masculine man who can communicate and put down some walls - and I fear while he was gone I made him my “one day” and that’s fucking disgusting and I should be ashamed like we fucked yesterday and it was good but not as good as before although I had a good time fucking with him it wasn’t mine blowing like it was before like the only thing holding me there is he’s a little interesting. We have a interesting chemistry but I want him and he low-key just wants to fuck me and it’s straight up is going nowhere so that’s so funny so I need a new rebound. Someone hotter