tiptoe through the tulips, with me
Keep thinking about the similarities and differences between Dazai's living conditions and Chuuya's living conditions, but how at the end of the day, they both just...don't know how to live. Even Verlaine looks around and asks how/why Dazai lives in the middle of nowhere and in a container, clearly pointing out that it's unusual but Dazai just shrugs it off. Chuuya has his desk in the middle of the room facing his bed when desks are usually in corners or against walls or facing a window but his is pointed at his bed. Meanwhile Dazai's is facing the wall. You walk into either of these rooms and wonder who lives there because you glean no personality or interests from them and wouldn't expect them to be where two teenagers make their homes. And there's something uniquely sad about that fact.
Painting him is tiring tbh
Fyodor: I have a feeling I have upset you in some way, Nikolai.
Nikolai: *Holding a gun to Fyodor’s head* Actually this is me flirting.
skk alternative methods of communication during the no contact phase
very much alive dad with his very much alive son
idk how I feel about this but ig I'll upload ut
may i have this dance?
Ask box is open for all ur questions and thoughts!! Can’t wait to use this as an excuse to push past my art block yayyyy!!!
I recently discovered that if you initially draw a picture in a sketchbook, and then finish it from a computer, it turns out quite well.