Who has time for rational thinking when anxiety exists?
An incoming phone call you say
And I freeze like a deer in headlights
Have I been hit, I feel blooding rushing past my ear drums
My heart is beating quick
then quicker, a fast rapid flicker
it's trying to run away, but my body won't move
Instead my body stands shock still and I watch locked in, but so far removed
I'm dizzy spinning around and round in my amygdala, a ringing is pulsing against the outside walls of it
trying to get inside
I cannot hide
Then the ringing just stops
it's stops
Incoming call is dropped and rational thinking has lost.
We would be in a significantly better place as a people if “old” and “fat” could be neutral descriptions of fact and not seen as insults by default.
[ID: an edited meme showing a Black man looking out across a street with text above them reading “I bring a sort of “just pirate it” Vibe to the conversation that my “which streaming service is that on” friends don’t really like”. /end ID.]
#my brain with literally any disability I have and/or am being treated for
Well obviously I can’t have chronic fatigue, that’s a real problem for real disabled people that’s diagnosed by doctors probably. Clearly I just have some sort of perpetual exhaustion issue, that is also almost certainly my fault somehow
bingo
I like a lot of artistic things from drawing to painting to memes to making dice with resin. Computer science is my second degree I'm working on and I'm something of a neurodivergent catastrophe. I share things I think are neat, relatable, or helpful.
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