Day 2? Something That Makes Me Happy?

• this user thinks they need a mobility aid, but is a minor and feels like their parents wouldn’t take them seriously if they said so •

When did I realize I wasn’t straight?

Well I suppose that’s a difficult question.

For the longest time I was convinced I would marry a man and have 5 kids. But as I learned more about the world I found terms that just felt better.

In 6th grade, I started out with saying I was bisexual because it was the first term I learned. I thought it was appropriate because I thought girls were really pretty which I thought meant I could fall in love with them. But I still never thought I could have sex with a women and I had kind just pushed out of my mind the fact that for kids I would “need” to have sex.

In the same year, I was introduced to romantic attraction terms and started going by Biromantic heterosexual. That lasted about three months when I was introduced to the term asexual.

I have identified as asexual since I was in middle school and have ever since.

I also started questioning my gender identity around this time but we’ll get back to that.

Now even though I had determined that I was ace, I still had it in my brain that I needed a romantic interest to appease the concept I grew up with.

So I jumped around between deciding who my “crush” would be. From a sweet femme person I admired to a girl that would become one of my best friends.

I tried as I might to love them the way they wanted me to. I tried so hard with putting romance behind every I love you.

But I just can’t.

I don’t feel that way.

I just don’t, no matter how I try.

And that’s okay. They accept me.

It was around the time I determined I was aro that I decided there was no point in denying that I didn’t feel like a girl.

I still don’t. I identified for awhile as androgyne because if my mom ever asked me about my gender it wouldn’t break her heart as much.

But recently I’ve determined I do like being associated with being a “girl”.

So I have decided to settle with the term Demiboy as of now.

He/they pronouns.

These babes are so cute and I will die on this rock.

High School Bujeet: They lettered in Football/Wrestling and Honors/Mathletes, respectively.

Just remembering the times I’ve actively been falling asleep in front of a doctor due to my chronic fatigue but then they still don’t do anything but tell me I need more sleep

Which isn’t unreasonable but I am a student. An AP GT student who falls asleep during class as well so I don’t get the notes or miss the lesson so I have to come in after school to get notes (or dig around the online classroom for the teachers that actually post their notes) and then have to teach myself the lesson.

Then I have to do the homework which is difficult for me to focus on (we think it’s undiagnosed adhd given other symptoms) and trying to complete the assignment takes a minimum of an hour. Give or take given exhaustion and falling asleep reading the questions, pain in my wrist, fingers, hands, etc, or having to do other things.

Then multiple by the four educational classes I’m in (thank god French doesn’t have homework)

I get as much sleep as I can

All this to say, I’m glad it’s summer and I’m glad I was finally diagnosed (maybe collegeboard will finally consider accommodating me)

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This rings true in so many ways

Babe seriously

Name: Sonny and/or Beckett

Gender: Demiboy (he/they)

Star sign: Virgo

Height: 5’7”

Age: none y’a fucking business (minor)

Phone wallpaper: It’s a picture of Keith from Voltron Legendary Defender laying face down and on the floor.

House: Ravenclaw babieeeeeee (I’m literally the embodiment of my house)

Ever had a crush on a teacher: HA no. (Aro)

Favorite 90s show: Boy meets world; Sean Hunter is gender envy incarnate

Coolest Halloween costume: probably either my homemade Chewbacca costume or my Homemade Janus (Sander sides) costume.

Last kiss: nah fam, not interesting

Have you ever been stood up?: not on a date because I don’t date, but for sure have had friends not show up.

Favorite pair of shoes: my spiky black combat boots.

Have you ever been to vegas?: I don’t recall, have been to Nevada, it was the worst night of my life.

Favorite Book: the Unpopular Vote or Crush

Stupidest thing I’ve ever done: give away my ever after high dolls /j honestly something I’m not sure on, and I really don’t wanna be negative.

All time favorite show: It’s a massive tie between Adventure time, Steven Universe, Ducktales, Phineas and Ferb, Miraculous Ladybug, and the Mandolorian

Last movie I saw in theaters: Sing 2 (new comfort movie I swear)

Get to know me tag

Name: bat(although if you dig far enough in isa’s blog you can find my actual name)

Gender: 🙃

Star sign: gemini

Height: 5'5

Age: 17

Wallpaper on phone: my lock screen is a wicked orochimaru collage while my home screen is a all the scouts from sailor moon (it’s matching with a friend)

House: slytherin

Ever had crush on a teacher?: nay

Favourites 90s show: the golden girls, although it’s technically 80’s and 90’s

Coolest Halloween costume: uhhh I don’t really remember a ton of my Halloween costumes

Last kiss: god it’s been so long I don’t even remember

Have you ever been stood up: indeed

Favourite pair of shoes: my new boots, I don’t have many shoes so

Have you ever been to Vegas?: no, despite how much I do travel it’s all on the other coast so

Favourite book: god uh I have a collection of h.p. lovecraft’s works probably that

Stupidest thing you’ve ever done: oh uh this is the most recent thing I can think of, but I bent and bruised my nails and immediately went “I lost my fingers in the war”

All time favourite shows: mindhunter, golden girls, some anime I shan’t say, a ton others

Last movie you saw on theatre: I think it was knives out at the beginning of last year, before everything went wack

Tagging @plzineedhelp @hellounicorn

My foot has been hurting for the last five days and is making it agonizing to try and do my PT.

Nothing looks wrong, it’s not a joint (I think?)

It doesn’t hurt all the time but if I bend my foot up towards my ankle it hurts or point it.

This is weird

For the ask game 💯

1. who is/are your comfort character(s)?

29. how do you like your shower water?

Thank you for asking!!!

1. Logan and Janus from Sander sides, Wybie Lovat from Coraline, Adrien Agreste from Miraculous Ladybug, most of the cast of Ducktales, Draco Malfoy, Reggie Peters from Julie and the Phantoms…. Probably more but those are the ones I’m actively thinking of

29. I enjoy hot water, not boiling hot but pretty warm. I have issues with cold temperatures

Ummm hi? My name is Sonny (pronounced sunny) and I use all pronouns with a preference of they/them.

And uh these are the flags I associate with

- ace

- aro

- non-binary

- androgyne

- trans

- aroace