so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig
True, before i had to get off the pill, i did not realize how genuinely disphoria inducing menstruation was. I just always assumed i was fine with it
Saw a post on Twitter that was like "I think it's entirely possible to be trans without dysphoria, but a lot of you are severely underestimating how much dysphoria you actually feel and how much you’ve let fade into background noise" and honestly? Yeah lol.
being on tumblr for a long time but never reading homestuck like
Me
Twitter seemed to really insanely (Unreasonably) like this one so I guess I will post it here also
I was just silly doodling a strange experience I have and apparently I am not the only person who has it because it's currently at 82 Thousand likes and Climbing and it has boosted my measly little six hundred and seventy follower number on there to like almost 800 and like. I Don't Understand gjfjfhdsg
You know what i think you should do. Gender bent but literally nothing changes but the pronouns. Tired of every man to woman gendebend being adding long hair and boobs.
I love being told that i’m “not that autistic” etc. (sarcasm) by older adults simply cause i’m high masking and not acting like your little autistic nephew. I’ve had to make myself palatable by people for actual years. Especially cause i would be yelled at by my parents and family if i did show signs.
You’re wondering why i’m not acting autistic when ive been absolutely detested for showing any signs of it for all my life.
Mainly furries (animals) but open to trying humans (headshots only)
Currently 1 Slot
Normal nitro for shaded fullbody or up to 4 headshots
Basic nitro for 1 shaded headshot or 1 unshaded halfbody
A few examples below, dm furredcreature on disc for more info/if you have questions
sometimes i feel like i was put on this earth solely to be a fan girl
i swear nothing brings me more satisfaction, peace, and joy than a new media hyper fixation does!
#i have never liked anything a normal amount
you aren't born with autism the tbh creature visits you at night and touches you on the forehead while saying "yippeee" and that's how you become autistic never let them tell you otherwise
Tried making a pressure style badge for one of my pressure creature ocs
biblically accurate laios touden
Pressure roblox character expendable and creature oc!
I feel like i was written as an oc with how much is wrong with me. Bro gave me everything as character design
Having to socialize and be around for hours on end because thats whats expected, going home and just fighting sleep because you're just so done and tired. Barely having the energy for things you love and like doing. Not having the energy to connect with the people you like. Feeling like its getting bad again. I just don't wanna anymore. Why can't i just sell art for a living. Why does every single place i apply to reject me and any other jobs i cant do because of who my brain made me to be. Why can't i just stay home, why do i have to work my ass off to be what others are naturally. Am i looking at them enough, am i sounding interested and positive. Am i too loud again. Oh i can't say that out loud can i.
Me: I’m going to go to bed on time tonight for work!
My brain: HAHAHAHAHA you’re so cute.