*stalks Into Room* *sits Down On Couch* *leans Forward And Laces Fingers Together*

DON'T WORRY SAZ I'LL PROTECC U-

ATTILA FANS GOTTA STICK TOGETHER-

yeah so about that

🤗🤗🤗I’m so normal

@riooooooooo @callmecupio

I showed my mom and dad "Odysseus" and I love their different reactions:

Dad: *quietly studying the animatic sequence, waits till the end to give his opinion* "Wow that was good." Mom: *running commentary throughout the entire thing* "YEAH F*CK HIM UP, ODYSSEUS-"

The Shifters

Drawing of my sona with my favorite VAs in the ASMR/audio roleplay community (with and without color filter)... original reference below.

(Also sorry for any and all inaccuracies ya'll TwT)

And random thoughts as always-

I feel like Escaped's and Scythe's sonas would be the biggest... like Escaped is lorge but Scythe is an absolute TANK-

"We must make Saku look majestic and kingly-"

"How the heck do you draw a turtleneck-"

*endless scrolling through Youtube communities, old tweets, and tumblr posts for drawing references of them*

"HOW THE HECK DO YOU DRAW A SHIRT COLLAR."

Anyone who can draw and likes to draw is a powerful entity and I love you.

"... ok wait I actually like how this is going, this might be okay-"

"I take it back I hate this-"

No, I cannot draw a hood, hoods and I are not on good terms.

I just realized this is Nyx.

Me: "Come on, let's go see what they're up to-" Dinner!Me: *clawing at the floor* "DON'T TAKE ME BACK THERE PLEASE-" Me: "Silence, you, I missed my drama queens."

"But your taste is so... all right, I'll be back in a moment-"

"Because I'm a homewrecking s*** just like you!"

AYO WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WANT HIM- WHAT-

WHAT-

Dinner!Me: "......Idon'twanttobehereGETMEOUTOFHERE-" "SHUT UP IT'S GETTING GOOD."

"ONE HUNDRED. AND SEVENTY. ONE."

I'm dead. I'm wheezing. Oh my God, I cannot with these two- Edmund is my favorite-

Favorite Saku stream quirks:

Fluff? Who needs fluff, no we're here for the ANGST AND CRUMPET TEARS-

He's one of the Dunedain, praise, now I need to make an LOTR scarf too-

"'Are you British?' No I'm Australian, I've been lying to you this whole time."

"Aadsfljdfsl ENGLISH, I can't English today-" (when he misspeaks)

"B L E H -" (same as last one)

Him and Oxytocin going back and forth over Yandere Boy (I get into fandoms too freaking late, man)

"Oh Kimahri's meowing! Wassup!"

Reminding everyone to hydrate (thank you, because I don't drink ever)

"Omigosh, what are you doing, cat- hold one second- Kimahri, get off, PLEASE- GET THAT- come on, come on- move- bloody hell-"

"The American accent SUCKS- like your r's- ugh-" (my apologies sir ;-; XD)

So on the list of crazy crochet projects for 2025:

I managed to turn Saku's design for the Ilves crest into a pixel grid for tapestry crochet... (based off his answer to this)

Realizing that this is definitely ambitious for a first attempt at tapestry, but that's never stopped me before! (to my detriment-)

So far on the time-consuming project list it's this, and then I also want to try making Tom's sweater from Sonic 3.

Plus now that I've unlocked one of the secrets to tapestry, I kinda want to make a pirate flag now (iykyk)

ASMR rant pt. 3: Thoughts after binging Capital M Audios

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Less chaos than normal from the stray?? Will it ever be possible???

Capital M Audios: Listen the orca lady said I could have all the fresh fish I wanted if I join the pod, therefore I join the pod.

Mental state: *waiting outside the door with a bowl ready for the next bit of food*

Favorite audio series: Keeper of the Broken Shrine (MY BELOVED DYSFUNCTIONAL TRIO AAAAAAAAA-)

Audio I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Thirsty Dryad (no cuz she’s EXACTLY like my mom over water brands-)

Random notes:

Aight, confession time, first female VA channel I've listened to OUTSIDE of a collab. It should not have taken me this long.

So far when I ðĘvØųŘ binge these channels, I start with the series playlists first and then go for the one-shots, but I decided to do the opposite this time.

Ok absolutely LOVING the collabs with Daysprite btw, the two play off each other so well.

"What are you, a masochist?!" *glances up from lab notes* "... next question-"

YES MADAM PLEASE LET ME BE YOUR APPRENTICE- *hears the start-up sound effect for a laptop* *immediately wheezing*

WAIT I’M THE SHUTTLE?!?!? WTF HAPPENED TO ME- oh well, thank you for saving me, shame about my mortal shell I’M A FREAKING SHUTTLE-

(I need to stop getting jumped by you merpeople, sheesh…)

The freaking. Cliffhanger. For Broken Shrine. AAAAAAAAGH. MIYA MY QUEEN I LOVE YOU, DON’T CRY PLEASE, I WON’T LEAVE-

Writing? Excellent. Humor? Had me muffling my laughter in the library. Acting? On point.

There is no greater pain than deciding to binge a channel, liking the channel, loving a series, and then finding out the last episode in the playlist is a cliffhanger. I wish I had found out about y’all soonerrrrrrr 😭😭😭

......

(thank you for answering, that was the most important question I had-)

Episode three of Matador Gothic:

"How much of that did you hear?" "... Enough to say I hope we get married by the end of this story?"

Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt 3.

Escaped Audios

"So what? Maybe I do see the world in black and white. But when you've lived in darkness your whole life, black and white is all that you see." (Matador Gothic Part 3)

"I met a girl, Dad. I met a girl and she's so fucking beautiful. I met a girl and I wish I knew what to tell her. It's a long, long, crazy story but... I just need to know. Why aren't you here, Dad? Weren't you supposed to teach me to be a man? Why did you have to die, Dad? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what to tell her- [...] I wish you would talk back to me for once. Maybe you would know what to do." (Matador Gothic Part 3)

"Perhaps it is difficult to see the light when you are its source [...] When you are the light, you see only the shadows you cast." (Der Wolfsjäger Chapter Five: Valley of Death)

"Were it my eyes that were taken, I'd never forget your face. Not in a thousand years." (Blue Infinity Part Six)

"I hate the way that you have infinite potential and yet you sit here, looking at your screen, talking to a robotic imitation of a man. You could have everything I want, EVERYTHING! But here you sit, in your pathetic box of an apartment, eating disgusting manufactured food, working your meaningless little job, keeping your head down, never looking at other people, never touching them, never taking down the smallest of challenges, avoiding even the briefest moments of human connection." (ROM3O: Your AI Boyfriend Finally Gets a Body)

"Oh... it's simple. I'll be back even if you kill me. I'll be back because when you wake up from this dream, you will still hate yourself just as much as you always have. I'll come back because your lonely, pathetic life won't change. You'll never change. You can't change." (The Silence: Lucid Dreaming with Your Dream Boy)

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Relistening to Mage's Yandere Ship AI series:

"Confirmed. There are no space pirate signals in our vicinity."

Me: *literally drops my pencil case* "Yargwynn- no no wait wait wrong place-"