Me Starting Against The World Like:

Feral!Nyx: "Ok so- you know how we've been rewatching Vampire Hunter, right?" Nyx: "Yeah..." "And how we've been scrolling through the Bunkshelf and the blog for lore and headcanons and whatnot?" "... yeah-" "And how we started listening to Arctic Monkeys yesterday-" "Where are you going with this." "..." *pulls out reference photo* "So I went on Pinterest and-" "WE HAVE A DOODLE AND AN ANIMATIC I NEED TO LIPSYNC ALREADY IN PROGRESS. I'M NOT ABOUT TO DRAW BATS." "... I also have a backstory planned out?" "Damn you-"

KYA, I WASN'T EXPECTING A WHOLE VIDEO EXPLANATION, LET'S GO-

THANK YOU, MAGE! Okay this makes sense now.

Also I have the memory of a goldfish so if I DO end up playing this, I'll be happily struggling to solve the puzzles. But I might get them, I do like sassy robot characters.

Watching your Portal streams and I'm very upset that Wheatley turned evil 😭 I want my robot buddy backkkkk-

Also why is it that when you open portals you can sometimes see a copy of yourself going in through the other??

{Spell incantation: Peaceful Stream} {Tea shall remain hot and scuff shall be minimal upon thy next gaming endeavor} {-10 stress, +5 dopamine} {Can be activated with more breakdowns of easter eggs featured in games}

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seriously though if you haven't played Portal or Portal 2 (sorry if I've now spoiled the puzzles!) those are two games I think everyone should play at some point! they both go on sale very very cheap very often!

and thank you for the tea spell ^ ^

Look at this gorgeous bastard

(So i changed his hair and expression because i was genuinely so unsatisfied with how it was looking)

AWW THANK YOU 😭🙏🏾🫶🏾🖤

The Ilves Crest Crochet Tapestry

I locked in last night lol, just finished this-

Original design by ZsakuVA, border pattern by naztazia on YouTube, tapestry pattern made by me on Stitchfiddle.

Random notes:

So the actual stats of this thing: The actual creative process started January 23 (I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THAT LONG?!?!?!?!!?) when I asked Saku if it was okay to try crocheting his design. Crocheting took a little over 7 weeks and ~108 hours? But with a bunch of interruptions due to college and family stuff. Luckily I bought more than enough yarn to finish this, since I found out a week after I started that JoAnn was closing (they had the best yarn selection I'd ever seen too 😭). It is 57.25 in. long (~1.5 m) and 47 in. wide (~1. 2 m).

I thought about making this like- an actual wall-hanging tapestry, but as it got longer I saw that it made a really nice blanket so I decided to just keep it as a throw. Definitely my biggest project to date...

Crochet list is still going for the VAs lol... I kind of want to make a wearable for myself though, so one small plushie attack to take a break from the big projects, then I'm going to make myself a spiderweb coat! If anyone has ideas on what I could make for the VAs, I'd love to hear them- Saku's down, for Nora I want to make a giant stuffed onigiri pillow... I think for Scythe I want to make JayJay's red panda plushie Advoo, but I feel like I could make something more epic. For Escaped, Mage, and GBA I have no idea what to make.

Anyway hope you guys like it!!!! This was super fun, and I'm really really proud of how it came out.

And thank you Saku, your work is super inspiring and I hope I did your design justice!

Cheers, lovelies <3

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Listened to Bastard Warrior while doing yardwork this morning and I found a frog, his name is now Albus, look upon him and tremble

... so is it irrational to be filled with fear and distrust?

Oh I just noticed the chainsaw, nahhhhhhhhhhh bro-

It is currentlyyyyyyyy... 1:30 in the morning and slightly-feral Nyx is in charge, so here's how I view the moots:

supercool and I'm comfortable enough with them to ask them about their day and show my chaotic side (screaming with them over some random topic of conversation or screaming in awe at their work)

supercool and I chat with them via reblogs/comments

supercool but we both lurk so I usually see them in my feed and like their reblogs because they reblog a lot of good stuff

supercool and currently my only DM to them was a check-in just in case they needed one, also usually seen in reblogs

supercool but I think they're super busy so usually interact via reblogs/comments/asks

supercool but I think they're super busy and I contacted them out of sheer impulse; will awkwardly send a message relating to a previous topic but for the most part reblogs/comments/asks

Headcanon: *giant, scary Reaper of Creation* Canon: *is a teddybear -w-*

Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 2

Scythe Audio

"Think of a time when you achieved something that made you proud... think of that moment when you told someone that you looked up to, and their face lit up with joy. Or when you smiled to yourself with a feeling of fulfillment because of all the work you put into something. Think of it... what was it? Yes, child, you see? That head on your shoulders possesses one brilliant mind indeed. I'm proud of you for what you have achieved. Don't compare it to anyone else. Your success is yours. Revel in it." (Comforted by the God of recovery)

"What I have created, what I have been through- you think silly thoughts and paranoia would stop me? I'm not going anywhere, because there are still people out there who enjoy my work. There are still people out there that make art of my creations [...] I still have people saying how much of an inspiration I can be to them [...] and how my work has gotten them through tough times. [...] There is one thing I do have, and that's the loyalty and love of the beautiful and brilliant fucking niche community who are just as wacky and weird as I am! And that's just the way I like it. [...] If my work makes one of my wacky family smile, then I've achieved my goal." (The Reddening 6)

"Twinkle? It's been an honor to share a bit of time with one of my favorite listener characters. You are truly wonderful, and it brings me so much joy to know how loving and caring you are, despite the endless shit that you've had to endure- kinda like my audience! It won't get any better for a while, but I promise you one thing- you don't get any colder as a result. Your heart stays warm. It is in fact your warmth and kindness that will save you... and save us all. Goodbye, Twinkle." (The Reddening 6)

How the frick did I end up down this RABBIT HOLE-

6 months ago, I was subbed to ONE ASMR channel. ONE. (AlakazamASMR, love that guy, he's chill).

Decided to try listening to @scytheaudio today cuz hey, why the heck not, I'm already trapped listening to 5 other people, pretty sure this one won't get me.

TELL Y'ALL ONE THING THO. THE OTHERS DIDN'T HAVE ME HOOKED FROM THE FREAKING INTRO.

*is now trapped listening to 6 people this is FINE-*

Ohhhhhhh, I’m so excitedddddd… such a good weekend for the channels, aagh-