Who’s Gonna Tell Them

I fvcking have like 3 braincells and an IQ of 2

But hey whatever works ig

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States of Mind

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here is a picture: one of the first people to bully me, making a facebook post about how she’s staunchly anti-bully.

what could i say? you ruined my fucking life, you know that, right? i almost - thank god only almost - took myself off this globe. i almost threw away my one precious life. fuck you. you don’t deserve 56 likes and 64 heart replies. 

what could i say? it’s almost the end of a decade. and i’m doing better than ever. and i’m okay. despite what you did, i’m okay. i’m happy and i’m doing what i love. i still have trouble making friends because of you, but at least i make some of them, in the end. 

what could i say except - god, i hope this true. i hope you grew up like i did and you got better like i did and now you’re teaching people not to make the mistakes you did. i hope you raise your kids right. i hope you say - i did the wrong thing. it was easy, and it made me feel powerful when i was powerless, but it was the wrong thing to do. i hope you say to yourself - one day i’ll apologize. it’s okay if you don’t, i don’t really need you to. 

god, i hope you didn’t tuck what you did into a back pocket as “youthful indiscretion.” i hope you aren’t bringing that same cruelty to your workplace, teaching other people it’s okay to be that way. i hope you don’t hang out with the mean ones, i hope you don’t laugh at the ones who are falling, i hope you know exactly how close you came to being the end of a life.

here is a picture: i realize in this moment that she probably don’t remember anything about me. that i was just someone who was weird and ugly and it’s not bullying to point out the undiagnosed symptoms of adhd. it’s not bullying because i deserved it for being different - it was character building by process of slow decay.

in another life, i get on ellen. or dr. phil. or somebody. and they bring her out and they say: here is the hand you spat into, how does it feel to see her, knowing that what you left in her still sometimes ruptures. i don’t know what she would say. maybe i’m sorry. maybe i’m glad you’re okay. maybe who the fuck are you anyway? who knows.

i write in the comments a whole speech that i delete. it isn’t good victimhood to refuse to move on. it isn’t good victimhood to be angry still. it isn’t good. i got therapy, i got my life together. 

good luck out there. i don’t know what you’re doing. but i hope you’re someone better. 

fe3h playlists but they‘re concept playlists

yes we’re in love yes we hate each other sometimes. we exist

you’re so in love that it like, actively hurts and you feel like you’re dying

you feel rlly shitty but you’re lying about it and also at a party

you know how lungs can collapse? this is that but with your soul

you’re at a house party, u have the aux cord and you’re the prettiest girl there

my heart….

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‘ i want to get a cat with u. ’

┌ y/n is typing…

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‘ first of all! i have 3!! second of all,,, ’

‘ i mean. i wanna own a cat w u ’

┌ y/n is typing…

‘ ,,,????? ’

‘ wait u got me a cat???????!! ’

┌ jaemin & renjun is typing…

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‘ he means he wants to b ur bF y/N ’

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┌ renjun is typing…

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┌ y/n is typing…

‘ ???!???!!??’

‘ uh,,, i accept?! ’

┌ jeno is typing…

‘ wait rly??? like u mean yes??? ’

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‘ lmao yeah ofc i mean yes !!!! ’

┌ jaemin is typing…

‘ well it’s abt time!!! ’

┌ renjun is typing…

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┌ jeno is typing…

‘ STFU ’

┌ y/n is typing…

‘ so jeno, what time do u wanna go to the humane society at tomorrow?? ’

┌ jeno, jaemin & renjun is typing…

Therapist: The video of Jisung saying ‘I dont need your love’ can’t hurt you anymore-

The video of Jisung: