Hope You're Doing Well And You Have A Good Day

Meant to post these yesterday ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

GUUUYYYZZZZ!!! I finally made my own kandi cuff bracelet (^^) A little too big for me, but itz whateves ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Time for me to get personal, these past two months are some of the worst months in my four years of high-school. Hell not even that, all of my four years were shitty. Freshman year was trashy, I dont remember anything from Sophmore year (thx c0víd), Junior year was just... no, and now my Senior year is already off to a bad start. And on top of that, my urge to meet new ppl is hanuting me again. Like I definitely show signs of social anxiety (although I don't wanna self diagnose myself) and for my entire life, meeting new people is a struggle. And no not the "I hAtE tALkiNG tO lArGe CrOwDs" or "I HaTe pEoPLe" shit. I actually mean I physically cannot talk to people, whether it's a large or small group. Fuck I can't talk to another person unless they do it first, and even then I can't hold a convo for more than three seconds. And don't get me started with crushes. Never had a significant other. Ever. And the last time I caught feelings, he thought I was a creep. I'm literally months away from being legal and if I cannot talk to or ask people abt anything then this'll be the death of me.

I need to out of this school.

There's nothing worth stressing over when there's only one month and a half left. These past few weeks I've been going nowhere, especially after getting a night shift job at Dollar Tree. "A job's a job, there's will be lazy ä$$hats galore so you gotta deal with it." But I'm sick of that motto. I'm sick of my dad saying this same degrading shït over and over again. I'm sick of these fūçkwåds at school being overdramatic anytime I walk past them cuz I got acne (aka ugly) and ig I stink now (yes. I'm self conscious abt that and figuring out how to stop it). And I physically, mentally, and emotionally can't deal with this. Say what u want. I can brush this crap off but for how long? It's draining and exhausting. Just like how ppl don't like me and can't deal me, I can't deal with them. But ig I'm the problem when I say that ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Y'all, so today I woke up feeling man and wore masc. clothes for school. As I got on the bus, one of my friends, who btw I haven't came out to yet (as genderfluid), complimented my outfit by saying, " U look very masculine/manly 🥰". That genuinely made my heart melt. Then my sister had to ruin it by telling me I'm not but I can look over that.

The pics we took the night when Ascension Night got canned due to the snow. But it's back this Saturday!

(Pics taken by @sleeplesstormcloud )

(All pics are me)

I can't even explain this...

RAWR

*soft blushes* OwO was that for me? ///>★< ///