my goal in life is to NOT be the rockstar's gf but THE rockstar myself.
Finally the last day of school *\0/* (until January). My brain needs a break
My sister wanted a scemo fit for today's half day so I had to help her. This isn't exactly what I wanted to do with her hair but it's a start :-D
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This right here is the reason why I hate visiting family/family vacations. They either think I'm sick or get me sick by forcing feeding me more than I can take.
as a black woman I'm sick of this expectation to be heavier. from both sides, I'm sick of it being a excuse for health problems. like hearing some one tell me, oh it's genetic you ppl are just prone to that. Or having family and friends try to discouraged me from exercising by saying "I'm acting out of my race" really???? like I can't win with these....
Very sleazy if u ask me
Welcome to the United States of America where if you want to be safe from guns you die if you want to get a safe abortion you die if you're gay you die if you're black you die if you're a woman you die if you're disabled you die if you're a kid you die if you're a POC you die if you're trans you die and no one will do anything about it because some stupid cuntrags that are two steps away from tripping on a staircase and dying cling to some dipshit beliefs from over 6 decades ago and decide to make it everyone's problem
Caught this mfer askin for games on my phone
(In all seriousness, I flippin LOVE this gift my friend gave me ( ◜‿◝ )♡)
also yes I'm in school rn
I need to out of this school.
There's nothing worth stressing over when there's only one month and a half left. These past few weeks I've been going nowhere, especially after getting a night shift job at Dollar Tree. "A job's a job, there's will be lazy ä$$hats galore so you gotta deal with it." But I'm sick of that motto. I'm sick of my dad saying this same degrading shït over and over again. I'm sick of these fūçkwåds at school being overdramatic anytime I walk past them cuz I got acne (aka ugly) and ig I stink now (yes. I'm self conscious abt that and figuring out how to stop it). And I physically, mentally, and emotionally can't deal with this. Say what u want. I can brush this crap off but for how long? It's draining and exhausting. Just like how ppl don't like me and can't deal me, I can't deal with them. But ig I'm the problem when I say that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Everyone in school was encouraged to wear Halloween costumes today. Most ppl went the Mean Girls route, some just wore onesies, and very few actually went all out. Now I'm regretting not wearing my goth clothes.
Do u ever feel kinda uncomfortable when someone brags about you towards their friends and other people. Especially when you're in the same room with them. Idk if it's just me but that feeling of someone boasting about my appearance, personality, talents/skills, etc just feels slightly unnerving. Might just be me tho.
The pics we took the night when Ascension Night got canned due to the snow. But it's back this Saturday!
(Pics taken by @sleeplesstormcloud )
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