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Bruce Wayne | Batman X Reader
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I want to make some batman themed oneshots where it explores a relationship between you and him.
EDITED- changed a bit of dialogue and description because I want the reader to be super cool and amazing
High society, meet the reporter reader. Reporter reader, meet Bruce Wayne
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş Gothamâs elite are as gaudy as the chandeliers hanging above them. expensive, bright, and utterly useless. The grand ballroom of the Gotham City Opera House is filled with them, men and women draped in designer gowns and tailored suits, sipping champagne as if their wealth isnât built on the backs of the people suffering outside these marble walls.
You move through the crowd like a ghost, unseen despite being one of the few people here actually worth listening to. They invited you because of your work because your name is attached to articles Gothamâs wealthy pretend not to read but secretly obsess over. You donât write puff pieces about Gothamâs heroes; you write about its monsters. You dig into their minds, their motivations. Why does Edward Nygma need to prove heâs the smartest man in the room? Why does the Joker turn his suffering into a performance? What makes a villain tick? Thatâs what you care about.
Not this.
Not the empty smiles. Not the soulless small talk. Not the way these people clutch their designer purses like they contain anything of real value.
You exhale sharply through your nose, taking another sip of your drink just to give yourself something to do. It tastes expensive but meaningless, like everything else here.
As you turn to leave, you accidentally bump into someone a woman in a tight, sequined dress that probably costs more than youâve made in the last six months.
âOh, my God,â she snaps, stepping back as if you just assaulted her. âAre you serious?â
Your brows lift. âOh, relax. Youâll live.â
Her expression twists in outrage, but before she can respond, a man approaches tall, broad shouldered, with a perfectly practiced smile. And just like that, she flips a switch.
âOh my God, Bruce!â she gasps, laughing like she wasnât just seconds away from throwing a fit. She rests a hand on his arm the same arm she previously flung up in disgust when you bumped into her. âI didnât think youâd actually show up tonight! You never come to these things anymore.â You watch with mild disgust as she transforms in real time. Itâs like watching an AI desperately try to mimic human emotion.
âYeah,â you mutter, just loud enough to be heard. âhmmm I might see myself outâ
Bruce Wayne glances at you then, his interest piqued. You donât fawn over him. Donât preen or attempt to charm your way into his good graces. No, you just look at him like youâre wholly unimpressed. Its not that he wasnât appealing. Of course you found him attractive. Though finding him attractive felt a little like betraying the people you grew up around. Just because you escaped the extremely poor doesnât mean you want to abide by it.
âYou know,â you say, tilting your head, âfor a guy whose while company is built on working with the community , you donât seem to have much of a grip on reality.â
The woman beside him gasps in horror, clutching Bruceâs arm even tighter, but youâre not done.
âThis whole act,â you gesture vaguely at him, âisnât cute. I mean no disrespect though, go party and go crazy.â Your eyes lock onto his with something sharper than hatred indifference. âI donât know how you stomach it. Itâs honestly an insult to humans.â Silence settles over you like a fog. The woman looks scandalized, staring at you as if you just spit in her drink.
Bruce, on the other hand, just looks intrigued. His usual mask of carefree billionaire playboy falters just for a second. His blue eyes search yours, something thoughtful flickering behind them. Then, just as quickly as it had cracked, the mask slides back into place. He lets out a chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck in feigned sheepishness. âWell,â he says, flashing that same easygoing smile he always wears in public, âcanât please everyone, I guess.â
The woman beside him giggles like an idiot, but you just roll your eyes. Bruce Wayne is a good actor, youâll give him that and judging by the look in his eye, he looks a little off put.
You donât give Bruce another glance as you turn on your heel, moving toward the exit with the same single minded determination as a prisoner inching toward an open cell door. Youâve had enough of this place enough of the fake smiles, the rehearsed laughter, the suffocating air of money and ego pressing in on you from all sides.
Bruce watches you go.
He should just let you leave. He should turn his attention back to whatever mindless conversation he was meant to be entertaining tonight. But he doesnât. Instead, his gaze follows you, his interest snaring on something he hadnât expected.
You very evidently donât belong here. Not in the way these people do, with their polished exteriors and empty souls. He mentally jokes that press training might be on a to do list for your manager.
No, you move like someone who doesnât care to belong. Which from his relationship woth selina, Its definitely evident that women from the narrows dont care. You weave through the room with an awkwardness thatâs both endearing and painfully obvious dodging trays of champagne like theyâre landmines, sidestepping small talk with barely concealed irritation. Your distaste is written all over you, from the way your fingers tighten around your glass to the way your shoulders hunch slightly, as if trying to make yourself smaller, less noticeable.
But thatâs the thing. You are noticeable. More than anyone here. Bruce takes in the way you tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear, the way you mutter something under your breath when a socialite nearly clips you with a careless turn. He watches as you catch your footing after bumping into a server, your apology quick and sincere so different from the sneering entitlement of the rest of the room.
A quiet chuckle leaves his mouth as he watches you finally get to a corner. Bruceâs lips press together, something flickering in his chest that he doesnât have time to name.
He should let you go. Instead, he steps forward, slipping through the crowd with the kind of practiced ease that only someone used to wearing masks can manage. You donât notice him until heâs beside you, his voice cutting through the noise of the room like a knife.
âYouâre not very good at this,â he says, amusement lacing his words.
You glance up at him, eyes narrowing slightly. âAt what?â
Bruce gestures vaguely to the room. âBlending in.â
A scoff leaves your lips as you finally reach the exit, one hand already pushing against the heavy door. âYeah, well,â you say, sparing him one last glance, âIâm used to this kind of thing.â And then youâre gone.
Bruce watches the door swing shut behind you, his reflection staring back at him in the glass. For the first time all night, he finds himself smiling.
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş Bruce barely makes it through the front doors of Wayne Manor before heâs pulling at his bow tie, loosening the suffocating knot that had been pressing against his throat all evening. The moment the silk slides free, he exhales, rolling his shoulders as if shedding the weight of the night along with it.
The grand doors swing shut behind him, the quiet of the manor swallowing the distant hum of Gothamâs high society. The transition is immediate, like stepping out of a suffocatingly bright stage and into the cool embrace of shadow. The mask the one made of careless grins and charmingly vague conversation falls away as effortlessly as the jacket he shrugs off, tossing it onto the nearest chair without care.
From the hall, Alfred watches the display with an arched brow, ever the picture of poised amusement. âWelcome home, Master Wayne. I see the evening was as eventful as anticipated.â
Bruce sighs, running a hand down his face. âThat might be an understatement.â
Alfred steps forward, hands clasped neatly behind his back. âI assume you spent the night ok though master wayne?â
âSomething like that.â Bruce rolls his neck, loosening the last remnants of his socialite persona. âA lot of people talking without actually saying anything. Youâd think Iâd be used to it by now.â
âThe inevitable I hear,â Alfred muses, âyou always seem equally miserable every time you return.â
Bruce lets out a humorless chuckle, unbuttoning the top of his dress shirt. âThatâs because it never gets any less exhausting.â
Alfred gives him a knowing look before stepping toward the chair where Bruce had carelessly discarded his jacket. He picks it up with practiced ease, shaking his head. âOne of these days, you might consider hanging these properly.â
âI consider it every time,â Bruce remarks, already making his way toward the hidden entrance to the Batcave. âJust never quite get around to it.â
Alfred merely sighs, following him with a well worn patience. âShall I prepare something for you to eat? Or will you be brooding on an empty stomach this evening?â
âNot brooding,â Bruce corrects as he reaches the hidden panel in the wall. The mechanism clicks, revealing the passage leading down into the cave. âJust⌠following a curiosity.â
Alfred hums, ever perceptive. âWould this curiosity have anything to do with the young woman who managed to offend half the room tonight?â
Bruce pauses mid step, glancing back at him. âYou heard about that?â
Alfred gives him a pointed look. âMaster Wayne, the moment someone dares to tell off a socialite at an event like that, it becomes the only thing worth discussing. Iâd be surprised if her picture isnât already pinned on some poor soulâs dartboard.â
Bruce huffs out a short laugh before shaking his head. âIâll be in the cave.â
Alfred merely nods, already knowing there will be no convincing him otherwise.
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş The Batcave hums softly with the sounds of running water and flickering monitors, a stark contrast to the suffocating luxury of the ballroom he had left behind. Here, Bruce is no longer Gothamâs golden boy. No longer the playboy billionaire.
Here, he is himself.
He settles into the chair before the Batcomputer, fingers swiftly typing as he pulls up a search. He hadnât planned on looking you up. At least, thatâs what he tells himself. But there was something about you something about the way you moved through that room, awkward yet unyielding. You didnât belong there, and you didnât care to. The way you had looked at him, unimpressed and disinterested, had been a rarity in a world where everyone was either too enamored by his wealth or too busy trying to figure out what game he was playing.
His fingers move with purpose, bringing up your name, your records. The first thing he finds is that, unlike many of the people who had surrounded you that night, your life had been anything but privileged.
You were born and raised in the Narrows Gothamâs forgotten underbelly. A place where opportunities were scarce, and survival was a skill honed from childhood. Your record is clean remarkably so, for someone who grew up in the part of Gotham where crime wasnât a choice but a necessity. No arrests, no notable scandals. You had gone to school, worked through college, and carved out a place for yourself in a city that did everything it could to swallow people whole.
But what catches his attention the most are your writings. Articles. Interviews. Pieces dissecting the minds of Gothamâs most notorious criminals. Not in the sensationalized way tabloids did, but with an analytical depth that spoke of genuine understanding. You werenât interested in painting them as mere villains or glorifying their crimes you wanted to understand them.
Your work focused not on the spectacle of their actions, but on the why. The motivations. The cracks in Gothamâs system that had allowed them to exist in the first place. You had interviewed ex gang members, street level criminals, and even those who had managed to escape Gothamâs cycle of violence. You wrote about the lives that high society ignored the people who lived in the shadows cast by the cityâs towering skyscrapers.
You gave them voices.
Bruce leans back in his chair, studying the screen. You had lived a normal life at least, as normal as someone from the Narrows could. You had no connections to the criminal underworld beyond your work. No secret vendettas, no affiliations.
And yet, your writing showed a perspective that very few people in Gotham ever took the time to understand. You werenât just observing Gothamâs worst. You were showing that they had stories worth telling.
Bruceâs eyes flicker over the last article on the screen, the words settling in his mind.
âSociety has already decided who deserves redemption and who doesnât. But if you never listen to someoneâs story, how do you know they werenât doomed from the start?â
His fingers hover over the keyboard for a moment before he finally leans forward again, exiting the search.
Curiosity, he tells himself. Thatâs all this is and yet, as the screen fades back to black, he canât shake the feeling that you might be someone worth paying attention to.
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş If you wanted your stories to be heard, you had to be seen. Thatâs what your publicist told you. Thatâs what you repeated to yourself as you stepped through the towering entrance of yet another Gotham high society event, where old money mingled with new power, and influence dripped from every word spoken between sips of champagne.
You didnât belong here. You never did. But belonging wasnât the point.
This was the price of being heard. If you wanted your work to matter if you wanted people to actually read what you wrote, to listen to the stories Gothamâs forgotten had to tell you had to stand in rooms like this. Not because you cared about these people or their whispered scandals, but because they had the power to shape the cityâs narrative, whether they deserved that power or not.
And so, despite the suffocating air of wealth and self importance, you showed up.
The ballroom was an exhibition of excess. A long, lavish table stretched the length of the room, set with gold rimmed plates, crystal glasses, and floral centerpieces so elaborate they could have easily funded an entire yearâs worth of rent for a struggling Gotham family. Conversations bubbled up around you hollow laughter, polite murmurs, the occasional hushed gossip passed between sculpted lips.
You found your seat. And nearly laughed. Right beside Bruce Wayne. Of course.
You werenât sure if this was some kind of twisted joke or if the hosts had simply thrown darts at a seating chart, but there it was your name card placed neatly next to Gothamâs most beloved. Maybe they thought you were more important than you actually were. Maybe they thought Bruce had the patience of a saint. Though you have a feeling after your last stunt, they were trying to see if another PR disaster would come from this. Maybe more publicity for them. Any publicity is good publicity you guess.
Either way, it was too late to change it now. Sighing, you pulled out your chair and sat down, reveling in the last few moments of solitude before the night officially began.
And then, the atmosphere shifted. Even before you turned your head, you knew. Gothams golden boy had arrived.
The energy in the room changed, as if the very air had been pulled toward him. Conversations faltered just slightly, eyes flickered in his direction, and there was a quiet ripple of interest that passed through the gathering like an unspoken current. It was always like this.
The cityâs most eligible bachelor. The name that sent tabloids into a frenzy and made socialites tilt their heads just so, hoping to catch his attention. He was power wrapped in effortless charm, an untouchable figure who played the role of the careless heir so well that even the most cynical couldnât help but watch him.
You risked a glance. Of course, he looked perfect. Dressed in a dark, tailored suit that cost more than your entire apartmentâs worth of furniture, he moved through the crowd with the kind of casual grace that made it seem like he belonged everywhere. A relaxed smile curved his lips, and the people surrounding him whether they were whispering behind their glasses or outright gushing were captivated.
It was almost infuriating, how easy it was for him. Why canât beautiful people feel more im reach?
When then he reached his seat and saw you. For the briefest moment, the mask slipped. Not much just a flicker of something sharp in his eyes before it smoothed over, replaced with something unreadable.
He barely acknowledged the lingering hands on his arm, the voices vying for just another second of his time. His attention had already shifted. To you. You on the other hand are practically clutching your pearls to remain calm. Your publicist told you to absolutely DO NOT fuck up again.
Bruce had been willing to chalk that first encounter up to chance. A passing curiosity. Now he was beginning to think fate had a sense of humor.
âFancy seeing you here,â he murmured as he sank into his chair, his voice carrying the warmth of amusement.
You exhaled through your nose, already bracing yourself. âYeah, well. maybe i won the lottery to be seated next to Gothamâs golden boy.â
His lips twitched. âI doubt im anything that specialâ
You gave him a dry look. âDidnât take you for a masochist, Wayne.â
He chuckled, low and quiet. âOnly selectively.â
You sighed, picking up your menu just to give yourself something to do. âI do want to apologize for last time, I swear im more civilized. I guess that I kinda got thrown off a bit?â Bruce leaned in slightly, his voice dipping just enough that only you could hear.
âActing all fancy? Whereâs the fun in that?â
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş If you had to endure one more second of this sanctimonious drivel, you were going to jam your fork into the back of your hand just to feel something.
The dinner had been dragging on for what felt like an eternity, and the conversation at the table was as unbearable as expected. The hosts, a couple who clearly thought themselves Gothamâs greatest benefactors, were speaking at length about their so called âgenerosityâ and the many ways they had given back to the community. It was all so painfully rehearsed.
âWe simply couldnât sit idly by while Gotham suffered,â the woman declared, holding her glass delicately between her fingers. âWhich is why weâve dedicated ourselves to philanthropy.â
Her husband gave a solemn nod. âYes. Our foundation has put millions into rehabilitating Gothamâs most⌠unfortunate areas.â
Unfortunate areas. You took a slow sip of your wine, pressing your lips together to stop yourself from blurting something youâd regret. They were talking about the Narrows. Where you had grown up. Where people still fought to survive every single day, no thanks to the people in this very room.
They spoke as if their generosity was some grand solution to the cityâs suffering. As if they had single handedly saved Gotham. You exhaled through your nose, already feeling your patience fraying. It was then that you felt someone shift beside you.
âDid you hear that?â
The words were spoken so casually, so smoothly, that at first, you werenât sure you had heard them at all. You turned your head slightly, finding Bruce Wayne sitting beside you, his face the perfect picture of polite interest. His voice was quiet, just low enough that only you could hear him.
âHear what?â you muttered, confused.
He took a sip of his drink, his expression unreadable. âThe sound of Gotham being saved.â
You blinked. âwhat?â
Bruce gestured subtly toward the hosts. âBetween the Restoration Project and last weekâs fundraiser, I think we can safely say Gothamâs problems have been solved.â
For a moment, you just stared at him. Then, before you could stop yourself, you let out a sharp, amused breath. âOh, absolutely,â you whispered back. âCrime? Poverty? Completely eradicated. I bet even the Joker is rethinking his entire lifeâs work.â
Bruce tilted his head, considering it. âMaybe heâll go into finance. Become a hedge fund manager.â
You snorted. âIâd pay to see that.â
Bruce hummed, pretending to ponder it. âOr accounting. Something low risk. Maybe heâd be great at tax fraud.â
You bit your lip, forcing yourself not to laugh.
âHonestly?â you whispered, leaning slightly closer. âA few more dinner parties and we might even get Two Face to start a nonprofit.â
Bruceâs mouth twitched. âAnd I hear Penguinâs investing in an animal conservation project.â
You covered your mouth with your hand, shaking your head. How had this happened?You had been so close to losing your mind just minutes ago, and now here you were, whispering snide remarks with Bruce Wayne of all people. The absurdity of it hit you all at once.
You scoffed, shaking your head. âThis is ridiculous.â
Bruce arched a brow. âWhat is?â
You glanced at him, lips twitching. âDidnât think you were so much of a hater.â
Bruce leaned slightly closer, his voice amused. âIsnt that your job? you havenât stopped being one.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât hide your smirk. âI think itâs a little more nuanced than that. Guess Iâm a glutton for punishment.â
He chuckled, his blue eyes sharp with something unreadable. âFunny. Me too.â
Bruce wasnât sure when it happened. When the night had gone from something exhausting to something⌠bearable. Enjoyable, even.
He had sat down at this table expecting the usual the same empty conversations, the same mindless flattery, the same performance he had perfected over the years.
You, who had spent the first half of the evening looking like you wanted to crawl out of your skin. You, who had made no attempt to charm him, who had barely acknowledged his presence at all until he had decided to push you just a little. when you had responded, it had been effortless. Natural.
He wasnât sure how long it had been since he had felt that. Since he had been able to talk to someone like this without posturing, without pretending. It reminded him of something. Something old. Something familiar. A woman in a black catsuit, teasing him from the edge of a rooftop. Bruceâs fingers curled slightly against his knee.
Selina had been one of the first people to remind him what it felt like to be real. To be alive and now, somehow, you were doing the exact same thing and you didnât even realize it.
Bruce glanced at you from the corner of his eye. You were still trying to suppress a smile, still glancing around the table like you couldnât believe you were actually enjoying yourself. He found himself studying you really studying you. You didnât belong here, that much was obvious. The way you sat stiffly in your chair, the way your fingers tapped lightly against your wine glass when you were irritated, the way you watched the room rather than participated in it.
You were observing. Just like him. Just like he had been doing since he was a boy, since he had first learned how to read a room, how to pick apart every detail, every lie. for all your sharp observations, you had completely missed the fact that you had captivated him.
Bruce Wayne was staring at you like you were a puzzle he needed to solve.
âPenny for your thoughts?â
Your voice cut through the air softly, and Bruce blinked, pulled from his thoughts. You had caught him looking. For a brief moment, he considered deflecting, playing it off with a practiced joke. But he didnât want to.
So instead, he simply shrugged. âI was just thinking,â he said, voice low, âthat this might be the first time Iâve actually enjoyed one of these things.â
You frowned, clearly skeptical. âBullshit. You go to these all the time.â
Bruce smirked. âDoesnât mean I like them.â
You narrowed your eyes at him, still not quite believing him. âAnd Iâm supposed to believe this dinner is different?â
His smirk deepened. âWell, youâre here, arenât you?â
You blinked, and Bruce almost laughed at the way you processed his words, as if you werenât quite sure what to do with them. But then, slowly, you shook your head, exhaling a quiet laugh.
âYouâre so full of shit, Wayne.â
Bruce grinned. âTook you long enough to figure that out.â
For the first time that night, he didnât feel like the billionaire playboy. Didnât feel like Batman. He just felt like Bruce. Which wouldnât that feel weird? He always believed that Batman was the real him. Right now feeling like a teenage boy meeting a girl.
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The second the speeches ended, you were on your feet. Not rudely just quickly. The second round of self congratulation had begun, and if you had to listen to one more person pat themselves on the back for âsavingâ Gotham, you were going to lose your mind.
You made your way toward one of the grand patios, slipping past gilded columns and chandeliers that cost more than your entire apartment complex. The doors were open, the cool night air seeping in just enough to make you crave the quiet outside. The moment you stepped onto the patio, you exhaled.
It was massive of course it was. Probably bigger than some of the city blocks you had grown up on. A perfect marble terrace with pristine railings, overlooking the twinkling skyline of Gotham. You leaned against the stone railing, closing your eyes for a moment. Peace. Finally. But, of course, peace never lasted long in Gotham.
âYou know, for someone who doesnât like high society events, you sure end up at a lot of them.â
You opened your eyes, lips already twitching into a smirk before you even turned around. Bruce Wayne stood in the doorway, hands in his pockets, looking at you with that same insufferably amused expression. A short, incredulous laugh escaped you. âstalking me now rich boy?â
Bruce stepped further onto the patio, shaking his head. âJust wanted the air, cant blame meâ
You rolled your eyes, turning back to the skyline. âMhm. Right. Sure. Just a coincidence you keep popping up wherever I am.â
Bruce leaned against the railing beside you, his voice casual. âWell, if it makes you feel better, Iâll be sure to keep a three foot distance from now on.â
You smirked. âSix, just to be safe.â
âTen, and I might start getting offended.â
You shook your head, biting back a grin. There was something so easy about talking to him. Too easy. The thought was unsettling. âI have to admit,â Bruce mused, tilting his head slightly. âI didnât expect you to show up tonight.â
You sighed, toying with the rim of your glass. âBelieve me, if I could have avoided it, I would have.â
âyou can say that againâ
You exhaled through your nose, staring out over the city. âYeah, well. If I want my stories to actually matter, I have to be seen.â
Bruce was silent for a moment, watching you. Then, his voice softened. âIs that why you do it?â
You turned to him, brow furrowing. âDo what?â
âWrite the stories you do.â His blue eyes searched yours, something unreadable flickering behind them. âWhy villains? Why not the heroes? Youâd probably get a lot more recognition if you did.â
You huffed a small laugh, shaking your head. âBecause the heroes donât need me.â
Bruceâs gaze didnât waver. âAnd the villains do?â
Your fingers tightened slightly around your glass. âThe people who get thrown into Arkham, who are labeled as âmonstersâ and âfreaksâ and just written off most of them have stories no one ever hears.â You exhaled. âI want people to understand them. Or at least see them. Even if they donât deserve sympathy, they at least deserve to be known.â
Bruce didnât say anything right away. He just stared at you. Not in an uncomfortable way, not in the way men at these events usually did. No, Bruce was really looking at you. And for some reason, it made you shift under his gaze.
ââŚWhat?â you muttered.
Bruce just smiled slightly, shaking his head. âNothing. I just didnât expect that answer.â
You rolled your eyes. âYeah, well. Sorry to disappoint. I know the usual arm candy around here doesnât have thoughts.â
Bruce snorted. âYou really think thatâs all I see you as?â
You arched a brow. âWhat else would I be?â
His expression turned thoughtful. âI dont really knowâ
You scoffed, shaking your head. âWell, if youâre looking for something interesting, you should probably set your sights somewhere else. I have no interest in being one of the people you âhelpâ from the sidelinesâ
Bruceâs lips quirked. âhelp from the sidelines?â
You gestured vaguely. âI want to respect the people in there. the ones who have influence. Though when youâre on the other side of the spectrum its a little rough. The rich like to be seen and not heard.â You turned to him, meeting his gaze directly. âI have no intention of being a footnote in the pretend of gotham.â
Bruce watched you for a long moment, his smirk slowly fading into something softer. Then, finally, he spoke. âI have no intention of making you just a fling or to discard your work.â
The words were said so smoothly, so matter of factly, that they took a second to register. You blinked. Your mind blanked. Your entire brain shut down for a solid five seconds. Because whatâŚwhat did he mean by that? You werenât sure what part of the sentence flustered you more.
The fact that he wasnât denying wanting you, or the fact that he had just so casually implied that you are going to be something more than a just a thought. Your lips parted slightly, but no words came out.
Bruce just smirked, watching you flounder. Then, slowly, he leaned in just a fraction.
âSpeechless?â he murmured, voice low.
You snapped out of it, your pride kicking back in. âPlease.â You scoffed, turning away. âYou wish.â
Bruce chuckled, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
And as much as you hated to admit it⌠You kind of loved that he had caught you off guard.
The soft breeze ruffled your hair as you leaned back against the stone railing, trying to gather your thoughts. You couldnât remember the last time someone had left you this disoriented. Bruceâs smirk only deepened as he studied your reaction, clearly enjoying the fact that he had thrown you off balance. You could feel the heat creeping up your neck, and no amount of cool air could wipe the warmth from your face.
âSoâŚâ he began, his voice far too smooth for your liking. âI take it that wasnât exactly the response you were expecting?â
You forced yourself to look at him, swallowing back the knot in your throat. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
Bruce raised an eyebrow. âOh, really?â His gaze darkened just a little, and for a moment, there was no teasing, just something more genuine. âI think you do.â
The way he said it made your stomach flutter uncomfortably. You couldnât decide if you wanted to laugh or slap him so you did neither. Instead, you stepped back from the railing, trying to put some distance between you and the overwhelming presence that was Bruce Wayne.
âfucking rich people,â you muttered, crossing your arms over your chest as if to shield yourself from him.
Bruce didnât move, his eyes still locked on yours, his lips slightly curled. âIs that a no?â
Your heart skipped a beat. You blinked at him, dumbfounded. âA no?â you echoed, unsure if you had heard him right.
Bruce gave you that damnable, knowing look again. âYou know, you donât have to act all tough. Youâre not fooling anyone.â
âIâm not acting tough,â you shot back, despite your nerves. âI just I donât even know what youâre asking me.â
Bruce tilted his head slightly. âIâm asking you if youâd like to go out with me.â
Your jaw dropped. âWait. What?â
He chuckled, clearly amused by your reaction. âYes. That.â
You stared at him, utterly baffled, before glancing at the ground as if it might have the answers to everything you had just heard. You couldnât tell if you were about to burst out laughing, slap him, or just walk away and pretend none of this happened.
ââŚYouâre serious?â you managed to croak out after what felt like an eternity.
Bruce simply gave you a shrug, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. âDead serious.â
For a long, torturous moment, all you could do was blink at him, trying to make sense of the situation. Bruce Wayne Gothamâs richest, most infamous playboy was asking you, the rebellious daughter of the shadows, on a date and you couldnât even think of a single coherent response.
Finally, you let out a frustrated breath and turned your head away. âYouâre insane.â
Bruceâs smirk softened into a more genuine smile. âI try.â
You shook your head, not knowing whether to feel mortified or weirdly elated. âI donât even know what to say.â
âWell, you could say yes,â Bruce offered casually, his voice now a little more sincere.
You looked back at him, your heart still racing from the unexpected turn of events. ââŚIâm going to need a lot more time to process this.â
Bruce raised his hands in mock surrender. âFair enough. Iâll give you time. But just so you know⌠Iâm not going anywhere.â
The tension between you two was still there, thick in the air. But for some reason, it didnât feel uncomfortable anymore. More like the beginning of something unexpected. Something that might change everything. And just like that, you were thrown back into the whirlwind that was Bruce Wayne.
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş It was a quiet night as you walked home, the cool breeze against your face, your mind lost in thought. It had been a long day at work reporting, editing, and finalizing a piece about Gothamâs growing underbelly, a story that seemed to sink deeper with every layer you uncovered. You were used to it. You thrived on it. The truth was your domain, and youâd learned how to swim in the darkness long ago. It was something that made you feel connected to your roots, to the people you came from.
The streets of Gotham felt familiar, in a way. No matter how much money flowed into this city or how many pretty buildings sprang up in the skyline, you couldnât forget the parts of it you grew up in. The darker corners, the alleys, the people who had nothing but each other to survive. They were your people, the ones you understood more than you ever could the high society types youâd been forced to mingle with.
You rounded the corner onto a familiar street, just a few more blocks before you were home. Then, without warning, the atmosphere shifted. The hairs on the back of your neck stood on end, and you slowed your pace. Gotham had a way of making you hyper aware, and tonight was no exception.
You felt it before you saw them. The footfalls behind you, too quiet, too steady. Your pulse quickened.
Before you could even react, two men emerged from the shadows, blocking your path. The dark shapes loomed over you, the threat in their eyes clear. One was holding a sharp looking knife, the other a crowbar. The older, taller man grinned, a twisted, unsettling look that made your stomach churn.
âGive us your bag, sweetheart,â he sneered, a rough, gravelly voice edging the threat. âWe donât want any trouble, but we will make it happen if you donât cooperate.â
You didnât flinch. You didnât back down.
âSorry, I donât have time for this,â you muttered, trying to side step the bigger man, but he was quick, grabbing your arm with a vice like grip.
âNot so fast,â he growled. âYouâre not going anywhere until we get what we want.â
You spun around quickly, your elbow connecting with his ribs in a sharp strike. He grunted, but it didnât stop him from tightening his grip. The other man stepped forward, the crowbar raised as if to swing.
That was when you knew you were in trouble. But only for a second. You kicked back, slamming your foot into the first manâs knee, hearing the sickening crack as he stumbled backward. He swore, holding his leg in pain. You used the opening to break free, turning to face both men. The one with the crowbar swung at you wildly, but you ducked under his reach and used his momentum against him, redirecting his strike into the side of the nearby wall. Your movements were quick, practiced clean, precise. You didnât need to fight dirty. You didnât need to be anything other than efficient. All you needed was enough of an excuse to escape. Within seconds, the two men were on the ground, groaning in pain, incapacitated by your calculated strikes.
Breathing hard, you exhaled slowly, dusting yourself off. That was easy. But when you looked up to check for any more threats, the air around you grew heavy.
Batman was standing at the edge of the alley, his towering form almost blending with the shadows. His cape fluttered slightly in the wind, the symbol of the bat glaring on his chest, and those piercing eyes those damn eyes locked onto yours.
You froze. For a moment, it felt like time slowed down. It was him. Batman. The dark vigilante, the cityâs protector, who had always hovered over Gothamâs criminal world like a myth, now staring at you with an unreadable expression.
His eyes narrowed. Recognition flashed across his face, though his expression remained carefully controlled.
You stared at him, blinking rapidly, confusion clouding your mind. You knew him. But how? But you hadnât had you really? You were too caught up in your own world to truly pay attention to the rumors and gossip. He was, after all, just the Batman to you. That was all you cared about. But in that moment, you realized with an unsettling clarity: He knew who you were.
You laughed awkwardly, feeling a rush of heat to your face. âOh great, just what I needed tonight,â you muttered under your breath. You quickly brushed a hand through your hair, trying to act like this wasnât the most bizarre encounter youâd had in a while. âListen, donât worry about me. I appreciate what you do for the community though.â
Batman didnât move. Didnât flinch. His posture remained rigid, intimidating, but his eyes⌠his eyes seemed to soften for a split second. There was something in them something that spoke volumes. You couldnât place it, but it felt like something more than just the bat.
âNo,â he said, his voice low, gravelly. âYou shouldnât be out here alone.â His words were firm, but there was a thread of concern beneath it. âGotham isnât safe.â
âYeah, well, Gotham doesnât care about safe,â you shot back, your frustration bubbling to the surface. âItâs just me out here. If I want to get home, Iâll get home.â You didnât want to admit it, but there was something about the way he said that it made you feel smaller. But you didnât let it show. You lifted your chin, defiant. âI can take care of myself. Just like I did with them.â
You gestured to the two men still groaning on the ground, the earlier tension dissipating into the night air. But Batman didnât reply. His eyes swept over you in a way that sent a chill down your spine. His body language shifted just slightly, enough for you to notice, but before you could say anything more, he was moving.
âGet inside,â he said abruptly, his voice unwavering. âIâm not letting you walk home like this.â
There it was again. The command in his voice. You narrowed your eyes, a little defiant but feeling a strange pull toward the urgency in his tone. âItâs very courteous of you but please. I told you, Iâve got it. Iâm fine.â
Batman didnât even blink, his tone now sharpened. âGet inside, now.â
His words left no room for argument. You were tempted to push back tempted to keep up your independence. But there was something about the way he said it, the way his gaze hardened, that made you swallow your pride. With a small, frustrated sigh, you turned and started walking towards the street, heading home. You could feel his presence lingering behind you, watching, making sure you werenât followed.
For a split second, you almost wanted to ask him more. But you stopped yourself. You didnât need him. Not really. He was just Batman, after all. You shook your head. No need to think about it. Sometimes you want to find and interview him for why he punches first and asks later. Though the bias for your work might be interfering with those thoughts.
But somehow, you couldnât ignore the tight knot in your chest. The tension in the air between you and him felt like more than just a confrontation. It felt like something else. And that something else⌠well, it lingered.
âşâ§âË ŕ˝ŕ˝˛ââąâŕ˝ŕž Ëââ§âş Bruce Wayne stood in the Batcave, his back pressed against the cool stone wall, his fingers lightly grazing the edge of the Batcomputer. His cape hung loosely behind him, still damp from the rain soaked night. The adrenaline of his patrol had long since faded, but an odd unease lingered in the pit of his stomach, something he couldnât quite shake.
Heâd spent countless hours in this cave, fighting Gothamâs worst and dealing with the cityâs many challenges. His mission had always been clear: protect the innocent, bring justice, and make Gotham a better place. But tonight, something was different. Something about the encounter with you had stayed with him in a way he hadnât expected. He couldnât stop thinking about how you had handled yourself, standing tall despite the danger.
He had seen countless people fight back, but there was something unique about the way you did it. You werenât just trying to survive you were alive in the moment, every move deliberate, confident, and unapologetic. You werenât waiting for someone to come save you; you were saving yourself. It was rare in Gotham, a city where people often needed help just to make it through the day.
And yet, there was a sadness to it all.
Bruce knew that the city had a way of wearing people down, turning them into something else something bitter or broken. People like you, who had grown up in the shadows, had learned to fend for themselves because Gotham didnât make it easy. He couldnât help but wish that you hadnât had to be so strong. You shouldnât have had to fight alone.
His thoughts wandered back to the moment heâd seen you in the slums. Despite your strength, despite the control youâd taken of the situation, Bruce felt a pang of sympathy. The city had failed you, just as it had failed so many others. Gotham had a way of demanding too much from its people, and it had never been kind to those who were already struggling.
It was clear you werenât someone who needed saving. You had made your own way, fought for your own space in a world that hadnât always welcomed you. Bruce couldnât help but admire that. It was something he understood well carving out a place for yourself in a city that tried to break you. But it still frustrated him that Gotham had forced you into a corner like that.
He pushed away from the computer, rubbing his eyes as he tried to clear his thoughts. He had a duty to the city, a duty that didnât leave room for distractions or feelings. Yet, something about the way you carried yourself, how you didnât let Gothamâs grime get the best of you, lingered in his mind. You were a reminder of the resilience heâd always admired in this city, but also a stark reminder of how much still needed to be done.
Bruce had always seen Gotham as a city to fix, a place in desperate need of change. Heâd dedicated himself to that cause, but seeing you, standing strong in the face of everything this city threw at you, made him think what if there were more people like you?
But you shouldnât have to be like that. You shouldnât have to fight for your survival in a city that was supposed to be your home. And yet, you had.
Bruce exhaled deeply, leaning back against the stone wall again. It was moments like these that reminded him of how complex Gotham truly was. People like you werenât just victims or criminals. They were the heart of the city, the ones who kept going even when the world seemed determined to make them quit.
He didnât have the answers, but seeing you hold your own, standing up to those men like it was just another day, reminded him why he kept doing this. Gotham wasnât just about fighting crime it was about protecting the people who refused to be broken. People like you.
Bruce let out a slow breath, turning back toward the Batcomputer, but his thoughts were still on you. He wasnât sure where this would lead, or if it would lead anywhere at all. But for the first time in a long while, he found himself hoping that, somehow, Gotham would be a little less lonely for you.
For all of them.
âŽâËLuigi my first ever crush âŽâË
âËŕżThe Slow Burn trope â> Luigi isnât the type to fall head over heels instantly. At first, he just enjoys your company, always feeling comfortable around you. But one day, he catches himself staring a little too long or getting nervous when you smile at him, and oh no, he realizes, he really likes you.
âËŕżFlustered Mess⢠â The second he acknowledges his feelings, heâs done for. He trips over his words, gets all fidgety when youâre around, and turns bright red if you so much as compliment him. Mario immediately picks up on it and teases him relentlessly.
âËŕżTrying to Impress You (and Failing Adorably) â Luigi wants to look cool in front of you, so he tries to be bold. maybe he volunteers to lead an adventure or lift something heavy. But, well⌠heâs still Luigi. Cue him accidentally tripping over a Koopa shell or getting startled by a Boo. You laughing and helping him up makes him fall even harder.
âËŕżActs of Service Love Language â Heâs not always the best with words, but he shows his love in little ways. Fixing things for you, making sure you have power-ups before a mission, carrying extra snacks just in case you get hungry. heâs always looking out for you.
âËŕżJealousy? Whatâs That? â Luigi thinks heâs being subtle when he sees someone else flirting with you, but his face says everything. He suddenly stands a little closer to you, gets extra polite (too polite), and tries to subtly outdo the competition (which usually backfires).
âËŕżConfession Gone Wrong (But Right) â He wants to confess in a romantic way, maybe during a peaceful walk or while watching the stars. But, because heâs Luigi, something always goes wrong, a Goomba interrupts, he trips right before saying it, or he gets so flustered that he just blurts out, âI LIKE YOU A LOT!â and nearly faints.
âËŕżHappiest Man in the Mushroom Kingdom â If you return his feelings? Oh, heâs over the moon. He gets even more flustered at first, but then he just melts into being the sweetest, most thoughtful boyfriend ever. Dates with him are full of laughter, good food (heâs a great cook!), and him holding your hand like youâre the most precious thing in the world.
âËâżË° Picture this âËâżË°
Luigi had a plan.
A simple, foolproof plan.
He was going to take you on a peaceful walk through Toad Town, steer you toward the twinkling lights of Shooting Star Summit, and confess his feelings under the stars. It was perfect. Romantic, private, minimal risk of unexpected disasters.
âŚWhich meant, of course, that it all went horribly, horribly wrong.
It started when he tried to lead you toward the summit. âO-oh! Hey, how about we, uh⌠take a little detour?â he asked, sweating slightly.
You blinked. âA detour where?â
âTo, uhâŚoh! Look, a flower stand!â he blurted, immediately abandoning his original plan. He rushed over, determined to buy you the prettiest flower there, only for his foot to catch on a loose cobblestone.
He tripped. Knocked over the entire display. Sent flowerpots flying.
Toads screamed.
âOh no, no no no- sorry! I-I got it!â Luigi panicked, scrambling to pick everything up while turning an alarming shade of red. You helped, trying not to laugh at his flustered state, and the poor Toad running the stand just sighed, clearly used to this kind of chaos.
With the situation barely salvaged, Luigi very awkwardly handed you a slightly squashed daisy. âF-for you,â he mumbled, staring determinedly at the ground.
You took it, grinning. âWhy, thank you, kind sir.â
He nearly combusted on the spot.
Despite that disaster, he was determined to see his plan through. So, after a few deep breaths, he finally led you up to Shooting Star Summit. The view was just as beautiful as he imagined, the night sky stretched endlessly, stars twinkling like tiny fireflies.
This is it, Luigi. Donât mess this up.
He turned to you, heart hammering. âS-so, I⌠uh⌠thereâs something Iâve been meaning to tell you.â
You looked over at him, curiosity shining in your eyes. âYeah?â
Luigi opened his mouth-
âand was immediately tackled by a rogue Koopa shell out of nowhere.
âWAH!â
You gasped as he tumbled down the hill, arms flailing. The shell bounced away harmlessly, its owner, a very apologetic Koopa chasing after it. Meanwhile, Luigi lay sprawled in the grass, absolutely defeated.
You rushed to his side. âLuigi! Are you okay?â
He groaned, staring up at the sky like he was questioning every life choice that led to this moment. Why him?
And then, before he could stop himself
âI LIKE YOU A LOT!â he blurted, voice cracking slightly.
Silence.
His brain completely short circuited. His entire body went stiff as the realization hit him. Oh no. Oh no no no, that wasnât how I was supposed to say it.
Then, you laughed.
Not a mean laugh, not at all, it was warm, delighted, the kind of laugh that made his heart flip. You smiled down at him, eyes twinkling. âYou like me, huh?â
Luigi, still flat on his back, squeezed his eyes shut. ââŚYes.â
You giggled, reaching out a hand to help him up. âWell, itâs a good thing I like you too.â
He froze.
âYou- wait, what?!â
You squeezed his hand, laughing again. âI like you too, Luigi.â
His face lit up so red, Mario mightâve mistaken him for a Fire Flower. He stumbled over his words, completely flustered, but the only thing his brain could settle on was:
Best. Night. Ever.
Just Between Us
- â - Sanji x Reader
- â - !WARNING OF EXPLICIT CONTENT- 18+!
- â - 12k
- â - a/n: â§ reposting this fic because tumblr nuked it from the tags. if you ever happened to find the original two-parter floating somewhere lmk :3 â§
- â - tags: â§ reader is a member of the straw-hats â§ light!voyeurism â§ teasing â§ fem!reader â§ some subby!sanji and dom!reader but Sanji-kun is a true switch :3 â§ panty sniffing â§ begging â§ male!masturbation â§ cum play-ish â§ leg fetish(?) â§ body worship â§ humping â§ Sanji gets a nose bleed so there will be mentions of blood â§ idk how else to tag this but reader teases sanji and he's a lil desperate cunt-slut â§ never had a beta, we die like fools â§
âBye, guys! Stay safe!â
 Seated on Frankyâs mechanical shoulders, Chopper waved back at you. His adorable laughter drifted past the treelines along with their farewells and energetic chaos fleeing towards another mini adventure. One you would not be a part of this time.
 The rest of the crew left you on board with the promise to return soon as they scoured for supplies on an inhabited island, but with the way Luffy sped awayâ and Nami shouted after himâ you knew there wouldnât be much hope reigning in the Captainâs excitement.
 You could trust Luffy to disrupt a plan and completely derail a simple situation. His shouts and the crewâs calls for him to slow down faded faster than the dust he left behind.
 The seconds ticked.
 You held your breath.
Standing alone, you listened intently for the silence to shatter the way you have become accustomed toâ only to hear nothing but the squawk of birds resting on the mast. Undisturbed and unthreatened. Without so much as a song or laughter to burst, the ship rocked against the crystal waters of the shallow shore as you stood on the massive boat.
 The world quiet, the view serene.
 âYes!â You let out an excited squeal, stomping your feet on the grassy deck in a silly dance of freedom and peace. âItâs finally quiet!â You shouted, laughing to yourself when no one answered you but the flaps of the wind against the furled sails above you.
 There were no shouts other than your own, no arguments or explosionsâ no disturbances of other people. Finally! After five weeks of non-stop excitement and open sea, you twirled, jumped and danced your butt off with no one to interrupt or insult your ridiculous display of glee because you were alone!
 âThey all left, yes, yes!â
 You sang merrily, taking up space with wide arms and a beaming smile.
 You loved the straw hats. Travelling with them has been the most thrilling adventure of your life. They were amazing! Incredible, free-spiritedâ but sometimes, when the songs turn repetitive, and the merriment mutates into mayhem, you just want time to yourself.
 Having grown up alone, you had become accustomed to the stillness of an empty room. It was comforting, the calmness of your own company and the hyper-independence it developed. A stark contrast to the life you started with your new makeshift family, and after so long of bumping and sharing space with colourful, loud personalities, you were thankful for the chance to stretch your arms and lay on the soft grass.
 A moment to unwind, relax, and hear nothing but the waves below and revel in the tranquillity of solitude.
 âNow, iced tea on the deck or a long bubble bath?â You mused out loud, whistling while making your way to the kitchen, âor both?â You paused up the stairs.
 You sought to utilise all the time you had with maximum relaxation â with the way Luffy screamed over the odd-looking animal that stole his fruit; reading a book in the bathtub right now would guarantee no disturbances or uncomfortable attention for a while. No long lines or perverted interferences. You could take your time soaking in the warm water, and if they arrived by late dinner, they would find you already sated, happy and relaxed in the kitchen.
  Right, decisions finally made, you went back down the stairs.
 First, you needed your book back from Usopp, who swore he would finish and return yet never did, so you made your way to the boyâs quarters. They have lockers with their names, so it wouldnât be too difficult unless he stashed it somewhere else, hopefully, the room wasnât too messyâ âDamn,â you heard someone hiss, a low voice that stopped you in your tracks, followed by inaudible murmurs that most definitely belonged to a man.
  Fuck. Just like that, your good mood died, snatching your solitude away before you had the chance to indulge in it fully.
 There was someone else here wrecking your fantasy and all the excitement of relaxing alone. No one ever said you would be guarding the ship with another person, yet the sounds of shuffling filled you with instant disappointment as you stood outside the room with the door slightly ajar.
 You eyed them carefully through the crack, peeking in to seize a glimpse of who was ruining your day of fun, only to catch a wisp of blonde hair and a streak of smoke before you heard him hum something to himself as he shrugged off his suit jacket, clearly undressing.
 Oh.
 Swallowing your nerves, you spied from the slim gap through the doorâ watching smooth, slender hands loosen and tug on the tie around a pale neck until it slipped out and neatly folded on the dresser in front of him.Â
 You paused, disappointment somehow melting as something else fluttered through your body. Something hot. Something wicked and indecent thumped an ache in your core as you watched him unbutton his top collar.
 Then the second.
 Third.
 Unwittingly, your thoughts began to drift. Obliviously slipping into a heated dream envisioning how his strong hands would feel on your hips, your waist, gripping your supple skin when he presses you into his chest. The hot wisps of smoke and spice fogging your perception when he tilts his head down to yours, lips soft and slightly partedâŚ
 Sanji rolled his neck, popping the tension that released a low hiss from him, startling you out of the fantasy you unknowingly faded into before a sudden realisation rooted you to the spotâ you were watching a man undress.Â
  You were watching Sanji undress.
 You only needed your bookâ a simple noise or shuffle would make your presence known, but you watched Sanji rake his fingers through his hair instead and toe off his shoes, standing in the middle of the room.
 You werenât all that sure about the layout of their quarters, considering you were usually respectfulâ but you could tell Sanji was closer to the beds and had a medium-sized dresser beside it with a sink and mirror in the corner. The room was spacious, bigger than the girlâs quarters, including a sofa and table in a sunken spot nestled in the middle of their room. It wasnât as disorganised as you pictured. A lot of colourful knacks matching different aesthetics, but they all had a place that belonged to them. A piece of individuality.
 You leaned back, hoping you went unnoticed by the man who often sang for your attentionâ and Namiâs and Robinâs, and any pretty girl he laid his eyes on. He was shameless, obscene. Yet there you stood, watching him unwind and strip ever so slowly exposing a physique you never expected from the shipâs cook.
 The wavering sense of guilt drifted from your consciousness, fading into a vague afterthought with every second you spent gazing into the rift through the door as if it were luring you into depravity.
 You wondered why you held your breath when his humming stopped.
 Say something beforeâ
 His tired groan flushed warmth on your cheeks as you ducked behind the frame, shamefully peering into the room and watching him finish unbuttoning his blue striped shirt with deft fingers. Gingerly unclasping the buttons one by one until the shirt hung loosely on his shoulders. Over soft skin and hardened muscle.
 It was almost elegant how he shifted his cigarette with his teeth to avoid the tiny trickles of ashes from falling on his suit, then gently placed his black jacket on the bed with grace you couldnât fathom as he slid the shirt off his broad shoulders in the same motion.
 Brightening the room, hitching your breath.
Sanji... he was beautiful.
 In a gentle sort of way, with poise, strength and a style all his own. In an amorous way that kept you fixated on his toned back. His broad shoulders, smooth chest, and the cut of his well-defined abs. In the sense that had you admiring the grace of his movements and all the years he must have spent perfecting them.
 You have watched him work while travelling with the strawhats these last few weeks. For no other reason than admiration, at the time, because you respected his power and the regency of his fighting style. But now, in the absence of stubborn rivalry and heart-eyed temptationsâ to glimpse the softness of his smile for yourself was like witnessing the shimmer of undisturbed water shining in the light of a spring day.
 Peaceful.
 A smile all his own, no snarky comment or perverted leer to taint the innocence or sincerity of his expressionâ you could only describe it as pretty.
 It had you clutching the hem of your sundress, crouching down slightly when his lithe body sauntered from your sight. Was he preparing to take a shower? Did they have their own private facilities? Or is he about to walk out and catch you and your hidden decadence for unassuming men?
 Your mind raced with questions, mixing with a perverted sort of fascination you dared not to admit, leering behind the door that hinged on the stillness of your presence.
 Sanji turned back to your frame, humming another tune that was all too familiar when music played merrily on the deck. He sounded at ease, his voice carrying through the room softer than the smoke that swirled around him.
 You bit back a smile, unintentionally slanting into the door, craving more than a slim peek into the room. deeper than a glance, especially when his hand inched towards his pants.
 His movements were effortlessâ if it were not for the click of the buckle and the loud snap of leather, you would have missed how he unclasped his belt with one hand and yanked it fluidly with one rough tug out of the loops.
 Fuck, that should not have been as attractive as it was, yet heat flushed anyway like it was coursing through your blood vessels, pumping your heart into a sensual beat out of its control. As much as you wanted to deny it, and turn your guilt away, it forced you to realise how difficult it was becoming to justify your presenceâ and even tougher to care about the intrusion of Sanjiâs privacy.
 He would have done the same, right? Though Sanji would have been less conspicuous and ten times more audacious, it was still innocent for you. For now.
  âWhereâs?â He mumbled before a soft aha came right after, a blue towel appearing in your field of vision. Hard muscles and a lean torso shifted through the gap, his back to you as he fiddled with something you could not see.
 Your gaze lingered, slinking down every tight ridge and exposed skin you were blessed to witness.
 There was a beauty to him you had not seen before, a tenderness to his features you only noticed now through the sliver of light. The colour on his cheeks, the tilt of his lips, the little curl of his eyebrow most people teased him for. There was something feminine about itâ a spark of gentility he may have inherited from his mother, not that you knew much about that, just a softness he seemed to be blessed with.
 It was admirable how he took excellent care of his things too. Rolling his belt, setting aside his cufflinks, buffing his shoes, even hanging his shirt over the chair to be later washed and pressedâ you know he did after Brook thanked him for kindly ironing his shirts as well.
 Perhaps there is more to him than silly sexual deviances. More than hazy eyes over full tits and round ass-cheeks. Sanji was diligent. Thoughtful. Tender.
 Whereas you were the deviant leaning in a little too intently now, your perverted gaze following the veins on his forearms as he stretched them above his head, emitting low groans when his back pulled tautly and the muscles constricted tight.
  You squirmed, the sounds of his groans and sighs making you clench your thighs as you watched him stretch, then admired himself in the mirror, rubbing his chin over the dark hairs you wished he wasnât thinking of shaving. You liked the facial hairâ almost as much as his ass when he leaned forward to splash some water on his face.Â
 âWait..â you murmured out loud without thinking. When did he snuff the cigarette?
 Shame filled you instantly. Sanjiâs ass distracted you for too long because now he was wiping his face with a clean blue towel, droplets of water rolling down his sturdy neck before they were selfishly wiped away just when you began imagining licking it off his skin.
 You huffed, your feet planted to the floorboards, unable to speak louder than a tortured gasp while your thighs cinched to ease an unpleasant ache when he ran his hand through his hair again, with pretty blonde strands falling wet over his face. Over sweet eyes and high cheekbones.
 It was exhilarating, intrusive, and extremely impolite, yet you could not turn away or apologise for the violation, too mesmerised by the physique usually clad in lavish suits. Only witnessing a faint glimmer of the man you had never known beforeâ lurking behind the shadow of the door frame that separated you from him and spared him from your wandering stare.
 There was a clink and a small flame before the smell of smoke wafted through the door once again. A thick cloud of vapour swirled around Sanji as he tilted his head back, eyes closed and basking in the serenity of the surrounding silence. Much like you wanted to before you became lustfully distracted, spoiling his privacy. Invading his space. That guilt you previously estranged yourself from inched back into your consciousness as Sanji sighed softly, looking every bit of the peace you intended for yourself earlier.Â
 Your teeth latched on your bottom lip, nervousness churning, desire twisting into a sick delusionâ your prying had to end. Even Sanji deserved the politeness of privacy.
 So, you turned to leave, determined to ignore all you had seen, just for the floorboards to creak under your weight when your feet shuffled a little too loudly.
 Your body stilled, you felt your pulse explode, and excuses and apologies were ready to spill from your trembling lips as you whipped your head back to the doorâ only to freeze when you caught him unbuttoning his pants.
 He stood there, shirtless, hair damp and dark pants low on his hips as the zipper rang louder than the blood rushing in your head.
 A smothered gasp escaped behind your hand, an inaudible âOh god,â choking out beneath the pleasured grunts you heard through the wall. Sweat beaded down your temple, somehow feeling hot and sticky despite the chilling wind that ruffled your hair, tickling the flushed skin of your chest as your breathing quickened.
 He was... touching himselfâ idly, lazily, using the heel of his palm to rub on his crotch as it steadily grew into a heavy bulge pressing into the teeth of the zipper.
 âFuck... â
 You squeaked, thankfully no louder than his own low grunt.
 His teeth peaked through his smile, chuckling at something past your sight. His smile was sultry, his laugh airy. Thank God, no one could ever see the creeping blush up your neck over Sanji. Or feel the stickiness that marred your panties over the sight of his erection lewdly shaped beneath the fabric of his dark pants. The man who needed blood transfusions whenever he saw a pretty girl.
 You would have felt humiliated if you werenât so distracted. And breathless, lightheaded, and not to mention wet.
 His ridiculousness was why you never noticed these things before, like the slenderness of his long fingers, or how his sharp jaw clenched to keep the cigarette in placeâ or the elegance of his strides across the room to place his shoes in the locker and hang his suit jacket before stepping into the sunken sofa.
 A new light, a new Sanji to youâ a voyeuristic secret you could never confess even through the stuttered breaths of your own arousal.
  Shit, shit, shit!
 He was right there, facing youâ yet unaware of the glowering eyes and thundering pulse a few feet away from him. At least, thatâs what you hoped as you watched him throw his head back over the couch and rub the back of his neck tiredlyâ teasing you with a view of his sculptured body and the heavy tent straining against the zip of his pants.
 Fuck⌠he was a vision. Perhaps if he had a fraction of this elegance towards women, he would have them falling at his feet, begging for his attentionâ panting his nameâ raking your nails down his smooth chest.
 Caressing him the way your fingers unconsciously mimicked on the door as you pressed yourself against it, tits hot and heavily squished into redwood, desperate for cool relief on your flushed skin while straining to see past the hem of his pants. He was so close, yet out of reach, as you watched his hand run down his neck, gliding it on his chest sensually before grasping the chubb that had him sighing lowly into his own touch.
 âJust a little,â he groaned, rubbing on his cock lazily, as if he was convincing himself to indulge in his own pleasure, âbefore they come back.â
 Oh god, oh god.
 You werenât in the right state of mind to be making decisions when every grumble and low hum of his vibrated straight between your thighs. Pooling slick in your panties that had you chewing on your bottom lip to sanctify some sanity when heated arousal rushed through your body.
 âWe have time,â he murmured, shifting in his seat to tug down his pants a little more, dark blonde tufts of hair peeking through, giving himself room to breathe with his underwear sliding just beneath it. His chubb was fat and still hidden, but you could see the tip twitch with every squeeze of his abdomen, teasing himself with the friction rubbing upon his dick. âuhh, yea, please.â He moaned a sweet sound seeped in desperation, his eyes closed and hips jerking, playing his fantasy out loud, his hands clenched by his sides. âTouch me, please, Iâll be goodâ, he whispered, smiling as he did, a flush colouring his cheeks. âJusâ for you, yea? All you. Pretty girl, make me so hard.â He choked the last word, taking the cigarette out of his mouth for a steady breath of air before clenching it back in his teeth.
  You were a mess.
 You had to stop, turn awayâ breathe.
 Sanji was begging, whining to be touched as he bucked his hips, using his abs to move his cock in his pants. Edging himself in a fantasy you only hoped to be a part ofâ but you could never dare to interfere. Your chest heaved, nipples taut and stroking against the door, gripping the handle so it stayed put even as your legs shook from the pressure to keep you upright.
 Leave, you had to leave.
 Move your feet, release the grip on the door and shift your weight to the side.
 You manually counted your breaths, ripping your gaze from Sanjiâs pleading stare.
 Leave, just leave.
 âDon't leave,â he whined, sitting upright. âat least let me watch you too, itâs only fair.â
  It was as if a wave of cold, salty, ocean water dunked on you from the way you shrieked at the sound of your own name.
 The door creaked, opening wide, betraying you by exposing the statue you had become and on the brink of collapsing from shame or even darting from his sights if you could have managed to work your knees.
 Though his eyes were free from shock or disgust, he looked almost excited. Eager. The cigarette clenched in his wide grin; hair pushed backâ you could see how his eyes glowed.
 You gaped back at him, shock contorting into a dry wheeze you couldnât control while his smile curled into a light chuckle, amused by your flustered expression.
 âDonât leave,â he repeated, the invitation sounding almost kind coming from his lips, a charming smile hidden behind an obscene request while tugging on his pants when his hard cock pressed too tightly in its confines. âWatch me, please.â
 Sanji asked you not to leave.
 Sanji said your name while asking you not to leaveâ not to leave watching him masturbate.
 Your breath fell past your lips, frozen just outside the bedroom door, your blood still humming through your body. You were stuck. Mortified. No matter how many times you rephrased or repeated it in your head, you could not move or answer him in anything but a squeak. âWhy?â
 âWhy not?â He countered, striding towards you, bulge still prominent. âYouâve been watching me the whole time. Why stop now?â
  âNo! I-I didnât mean toââ
 He nodded teasingly, âyou liked it.â Sanji snickered when you snapped your mouth shut, your denial ruined by the searing shame choking your words as he stalked closer. âI liked it too,â he said lowly, âmade me so hard.â
 âI wasnâtââ you huffed, desperate to explain yourself despite the way your gaze flickered down at his chest with every pathetic stammer. âI just wanted- and then you- itâs onlyââ
 Sanji laughed, waving his hand dismissively with his cigarette pinched between his fingers, twirling a ring of smoke between you. âDonât worry about it, sweetheart. No harm in a little peeking,â his teeth flashed prettily, excitement shining at your bashful glances towards his shapely crotch. âIf you want, maybe you can make it up to me. Iâd hate to tell the rest of the crew what you did.â
 âHow?â You hated how timid you sounded, so you cleared your throat and stood straighter, only taking a small step back when he got closer, heart thundering and not at all bothered by his proximity. âItâs not like Iâd let you watch me. I know what youâre like.â
 âDo you?â
 âY-yes.â
 His curly brow quirked up, amusement glossing his tone, âYou donât sound so sure, dearie.â
 âI know youâll just brag about me looking at you as if Iâm some horny perv lurking around the boyâs roomââ
 âBut you are,â he interjected, taking a slow drag of smoke and blowing it downwind. âI wasnât the one caught lurkingââ
 âThis time!â You bristled from the accusation, digging an accusatory finger at his firm, muscled chest, lingering a second too long before snapping. âYouâre the one always butting in when the girls bathe. Youâre the one trying to sneak a glance when we change! Youâre the rude one!â You shouted, guilt clawing in your chest when all he did was smile. âI didnât mean to! Iâm sorry, okay? But donât make me out to be a pervert like you.â
 Sanji rubbed his chest sadly, palming the exact spot you touched as if he were cherishing the contact with his big hand sprawled on his own skin. âAw, darlinâ,â he cooed with a cute pout on his lips, âdo I make you uncomfortable?â
âNo!â you shrieked a little too quickly, âI-I mean, yes! When youââ
 âWhen I undress?â
âGod!ââ
 âWhen I rub my cock?â
 Your cheeks burned, a strangled whine slipping before you could clamp your teeth on your bottom lip, âThatâs not! Youââ
 âI, what?â he purred, tilting his head down again, the simmering scent of smoke tickling your lips, âyou canât even look at me in the eye, but you had no trouble watching me stroke my cock to you. Did watching me make you wet, darlinâ?â
 The lie spilled in an undignified splutter, the word no holding too many syllables when you tried to say it.
 His laughter chimed in your ears, a vibrant sound that brightened his face, and though he was laughing at you, a part of you softened from the sight. Mesmerised by it.
 Pretty. Shimmering waters.
 Somehow, it helped you release a steady breath, perhaps for the first time since you discovered him. Putting you at ease and in control.
 Taking another step back, it was easier to blurt out your next half-lie. âI wasnât watching you, I came for something.â
  âIs there any chance that thing being me?â
âThere is a better chance I slap you if you donât back the fuck up.â
  âPromise?â Sanji chuckled, a rosy blush tinting his cheeks. He invaded your space again, smoke and soap stroking your senses while his hands stayed respectfully by his sides. âWow, dirty words sound so pretty when you say it.â He tilted his chin, inching closer, lips inviting, âSay fuck again.â
 In your head, you slapped him. You pushed past his large, dominating frame, and went on your way to enjoy the bath you had planned and forget all that you have seen.
 In reality? In the sensuous bubble of arousal he encased you inâ the curse tickled his lips in a low murmur. Like a pre-emptive kiss he savoured by swiping his tongue on his bottom lip just so he could taste the words you teased as an insult.
 âAgain,â he pleaded, slanting you into the wooden railing. Gripping the beam. Almost chest to chest. Almost touching.
âFuck,â you breathed, âyou.â
 âPleaseâŚagain..â
âSanjiââ
 âmmhh..â
ââfuck⌠you.â
 âShit.â his laugh strained into a desperate husk.
 You could almost taste it. And you wanted to, to taste him that is, because you could tell he was cracking. In a singular moment, you turned the tides on him, taking the upper hand and the dominance he flexed exposing you. And like a switch, Sanji was pleadingâ his adams apple bobbed, lips parted, eyes blown. Not anything like the charm he exuded earlier. He sounded helpless. Distraught. Struggling against the invisible line you still held between you, yet honouring the boundary you have placed because he was still a gentleman.
 You admired that.
 Part of youâ the wretched, drunk on lust part you shoved in a cage most nights to escape her fantasiesâ wished for him to push the waters and break the barrier. To feel the warmth of his skin pressed against yours. His hands, his lips.
 His eyes shined instead. Hooded and sparkling a desire you mimicked with your slow breaths.
 The birds squawked above, and Sanji finally found his voice.
âCan I masturbate to you?â
 âHuh?â
âYouâre so pretty, so tempting,â he said. Flexing his grip on the beam as if it were a lifeline. âI loved it when you were watching me. If you donât want me to touch you, thatâs fine. I wonât push you. But please, watch me. And I promise it will be just between us, okay?â
 You squirmed. The words of rejection faded faster than they formed while you tried not to shrink under his pleading stare. You could feel your back pressed against the rail, digging into your skin as Sanji stood tall, shirtless and strongâ caging you with his hand gripping the wooden beam right by your hip. Your bodies close, breaths hot and almost in sync, yours just a little shakier as you contemplated his invitation.
 To watch him. Openly.
 Why was it so daunting with his permission? With his lust blown eyes homed in on yours. Longing for something more than your stuttered breath to brush his skin.
 Even in the open air, all you could feel was the heat raying from his bare chest and the twinge of smoke fanning around you. His arousal straining yet inches away from contact with your thigh he keeps achingly out of reach. It was just him, you, and the birds sitting on the mast, but it felt like you were locked in a steel cage with hundreds of spectators waiting on your next move.
 You couldnât hear them above the raging waves of your own thoughts. However, it was hard to stay objective when the currents that pulsed in your blood rushed between your thighs, dousing you with a tender ache that was becoming harder to ignore.
 When you took too long to respond, his smile faded. âIâll leave you beââ
 âSit back down,â you commanded, pushing on his chest and smiling when he shuddered beneath your palm.
 Sanji grinned. He took your hand, your name spoken softer than any ballad as he whispered it into your skin and placed a kiss to accompany the warmth it spread. âYes, my lady.â
 In the depths of his eyes, you fell. The world blackened and you plunged deep into his domain. Into his desires.
 Tethered only by the delicate hold he kept of your hand, you stepped into the room behind him, keeping your head up despite the nervousness that swirled within.
 The anonymity you deluded yourself into believing snapped when the door closed behind you. Sanji was freakishly deceptive. Of course, he knew. Of course, he was teasing you. But the genuine plea that shined in his eyes made it impossible to walk away.
 He looked so cute. So masculine and vulnerable at the same time. You wanted to see more of him it drove you right into the lustful fog that blanketed the space in between.
 When he released your hand, you found yourself missing the contact of his large palm clasped in yours.
 Sanji took his place back on the sofa, thighs spread, and lips parted in breathless excitement. But before anything else happened, he snuffed his bud in the ashtray in front of him. âYou can walk away any time you want, sweetheart. No hard feelings or awkwardness, okay?â
 Your shoulders visibly relaxed, unaware they were ever tense, but it made you smile anyway. Grateful for the reminder and the familiarity of his gentlemanly deference.
 âI know,â you give him a genuine smile, âjust between us, yeah?â
âOf course, darlinâ.â His smile mirrored yours like the glimmering waters they are modelled after. Putting you at ease and in control once again when he affirms; âJust between us.â
 With a deep breathâ you cooled your expression, while his eyes shined as an air of apathy befell around you.
 There was no turning back from this, and as you stood there, shielded from the cooling wind and the anchoring weight of the door you once hid behind, you realised that you truly didnât want to.
 You were inside.
 You had his attention. You could watch himâ Sanji, undress, and pleasure himself without anything obstructing your view or fixate on the shame twisting in your gut this time because he invited you in. Led you by the hand while you pretended the contact didnât ignite anything.
 That the warmth of his hand clasped in yours didnât buckle your knees when you stepped over the threshold. Or that you could still feel the brush of his lips on your fingers.
 You could continue pretending none of it mattered because this was just a game, and you were good at playing games. You could play this one with him too.
 âSit back,â you ordered after finally finding your voice, ââand show me what you were doing.â
 âFuck,â his hands fumbled.
 His excitement forced you to chew on your bottom lip to surpass a snicker. It was endearing, but you held onto your indifference like a vice. You were looking forward to seeing him unravel.
 âKeepââ he swallowed thickly. âKeep talking to me like that.â
âLike what?â you watched him palm his cock through his pants again, his erection growing harder with the new stimulation beneath his hand. âTell you how I like to watch pretty boys touch themselves?â
 âuhh-ha,â Sanji choked softly. âYou think Iâm pretty?â
 You crossed your arms, smirking when his attention locked on to the swell of your breasts curving over the top of the dress, flashing delectable skin that had him swiping his tongue hungrily. âI think youâre a little pathetic,â you shrugged, âand predictable.â
 His lip tilted. âI guess I just canât help myself.â
âHmm, well, you can have a little more decorum, though. Be a little less obvious too.â
 He chuckled airily. âNot when Iâm stroking my cock to you, darlin.â
 Sanji shifted slightly, dragging his pants down lower and exposing more of the dark blonde trail that led past his waistband. Taunting you with a flash of skin you couldnât turn away from. âWant to see how hard just looking at you makes me?â
 A smile peeked through despite your best efforts. âI can see well enough from here.â
 âThatâs not what it looked like before,â he teased, cupping his balls through the fabric. âI thought you might fall through the door from how far you leaned in trying to sneak a peek.â
 âI wasnâtââ
âI thought we were passed the bashful lies, sweetheart?â
 You peered down at him through your lashes, ignoring the flush creeping up your neck from his sultry gaze.
 Neither of you said another word for a minute as the room filled with Sanjiâs breathy sighs. He was using his abs again, clenching them and bucking his hips to rub his cock against his pants. The friction making him grip the sofa. His lips part.
 Your thighs cinched watching his reddened tip slip through when his pants slid further down. He looked wrecked already. Pearly dribbles of pre-cum smeared over his abs, trickling over the toned lines and ridges with every jerk of his hips, adding a lewd sheen to his skin as the rise and fall of his chest quickened.
 Just standing there stumbled whines from his throat, you wondered about the sort of sounds he would make into your neck.
 âSanjiâ. His gaze snapped up. âUse your thumb for me,â you said softly. âRub on your slit, I want to see your tip get sensitive.â
 âSh-it, like this?â
âGood boy.â
 He moaned.
âOh,â you grinned. âYou like that, huh?â
 Sanji nodded timidly, his blush darkening when his control slipped. He didnât mean to confess such a kink, but the way you purred the praise sent shockwaves up his spine. Made his cock twitch, hand tremble.
 âI like how you talk to me,â he confessed lowly. âYour voice, how it sounds when you say my name. How you lower your tone, or your breath catches when I groanâ fuck. It drives me crazy.â
 You hummed playfully, nibbling on your bottom lip when he canted his hips into his hand rhythmically. Now completely free from the confines of his slacks, his cock stayed caged in his fist, his shaft long and slender throbbing with a hue that matched his cheeks as pre-cum slicked loudly, coating his fingers in its sticky mixture while you stood there ignoring the wetness soaking your own panties.
 âYou look desperate already, Sanji-kun.â You teased lightly, hiding your hands behind your back so he couldnât see you dig your nails into your palms. âDo you like being watched that much? I can see you leaking, your cock is so wet, and weâve just started. Are you going to cum so soon? Thatâs sort of pathetic, donât you think?â
 âI canât help it,â he groaned, damp blond strands falling over high cheekbones. âItâs like your eyes set me on fire. Igniting everything that sits under my skin, burning me through, it feels so good, it almost hurts. Fuck, sweetheart, I canât imagine what would happen if you touched me. Your hands on my chest, your sweet lips on my neck. If you so much as leaned into me, letting me breathe in your scent, uhh-shit- Iâm ashamed to admit I might cum untouched.â His throat constricted, seizing his words into a tortured rasp. âDarlinâ, for my sake, for my sanity, you have to stay back and let me just watch. Let me look at you and imagine all the ways youâd set me alight with just a kiss.â
âWould you let me?â you asked breathlessly. âKiss you, I mean.â
 âOh, in a heartbeat.â
âEven if youâd gush blood and pass out?â you couldnât help the giggle.
 âEven if it were my last,â Sanji groaned desperately. âTo kiss you would be the end of me, and I would pray theyâd bring me back so I can do it again.â
 Your chest tightened hearing the affection hidden beneath his moans.
 There were deep crescent shapes in your palms now, the skin reddened and pinched from your efforts to maintain even an ounce of control, but the sting paled in comparison to the drum of your heartbeat slamming against your ribs. Rattling the bars of your sanity the longer you stood in his presence.
 Sanji looked at you as ifâ as if he would never see the light again.
 With awe, longing, and something close to anguish when the light shines further away from him. As something beyond his reach yet to be cherished and marvelled at all the same. To be revered. Desired. Loved but never possessed because it wasnât his place to assert his will, but to bask in the warmth the light spread.
 It was intoxicating, and he was unravelling faster than you anticipated.
 You could tell from how he thumbed the thin veins forking along his length, how pre-cum spilled over his fingers, pooling at the base of his cock and how his chest heaved that he was chasing a fast-approaching release that had him stuttering your name past his lipsâ involuntarily rising heat all the way to the tips of your ears.
 Sanji was too erratic. Too frenetic.
 Moaning and thrusting and rolling his wrist over and over his shaft so fast, it was a wonder he remained conscious. He looked unbalanced. A sort of frantic that reminded you of all the times he over-excited himself and exploded into a fit leaving him comatose and bloodied.
 You had to slow him down, to set the pace for now only to have him moan in a melody of salacious cries later on, and then bend him into a rhythm only your pulse can match.
 At your mercy, your control.
 In a way that wouldnât end with the rest of the crew returning to find Sanji dead on the floor seeped in his own cum and blood. This is exactly how this was heading if you let him continue down this path.
 Whining incessantly while fucking his tight fist in faster strokes, his teary gaze seared straight into your core, almost certain you could feel the warmth of his touch from across the room as you fought the urge to squirm and find the power to bark:
  âStop.â
 The command shot straight through him. Snapping him at attention like a stinging whip on his back.
 His jaw ticked. Veins pulsed.
 Sanjiâs rigid composure would have been comical if his erection hadnât slapped against his stomach. Angry red and swollen with need, it looked almost painful, especially with the way his brows twisted miserably as he panted heavily glowing with sweat and desperation.
 âBreathe.â
 When he inhaled a wheezing, sharp breathâ you shook your head, instructing him to go slower. Calmer. Until his shoulders laxed and his throat swallowed a decent gulp. âGood boy, just breathe for me.â
 Sanji nodded meekly, even managing a smile as he clenched and unclenched his hands on his knees, wiping off the gooey, sordid evidence of his arousal in quiet shame.
 You observed him critically, assessing his mental and physical state and deeming him a little untethered. As if he were floating, glassy-eyed and adrift in his own mind until enough deep breaths grounded him back to your focus. You watched him come to grips with thingsâ his attention shifting to his pants bunched at his thighs, to his cock standing full mast, to the hot air suffocating the room.
 Sanji sighed wistfully, threading his trembling hand through his sweaty bangs and out of his face, a deep blush colouring his cheeks.
âFeeling better?â you asked gently. âI just canât have you passing out on me before things really get started.â
 It took him a moment to find his voice again. His throat was dry despite the wetness clinging to his skin.
 âSorry. Iâm justâ Iâm so hard,â he chuckled weakly. âCanât, uhhâ I canât imagine what you might think of me right now. How ridiculous and pathetic I might look being soâ so enamoured by you.â
 You shrugged to lighten the mood. âI always assumed you were a two-minute man, but I wonât tell anyone.â
 The laughter didnât quite reach his eyes as he flexed his fists, actively avoiding the erection pulsing against his stomach, or the truth of his blinding lust and the dizzying spell it held over him.
 âI thought I couldâ I thought I had more control, like when we were on the deck.â Sanji said sullenly, vaguely aware of the festering insecurities. âIt was exciting being the one to tease you, to look down at a beautiful woman like you and make her flustered. Being so close to you was- it was so hot, electric evenâ but having you watch me right now in that commanding tone is ten times more intense. Itâs addictingâ itâs also humiliating and thrilling all at once. I feel so contorted and ⌠Iâm embarrassed to admit how far Iâm willing to let you break meâ. He confessed shyly.
 âSanjiâŚâ
 âBut that somehow turns me on even more. Itâs just⌠youâre so beautifulâ. Sanji whispered gravelly, âItâs just not fair what that does to me.â
 âItâs okay,â you released your own shaky inhibitions with a slow exhale and offered a tilted smile, warmth tickling your cheeks upon his conviction. âI like seeing you this way. It was fun on the deck, how dominating you were teasing me. But right now, your eyes shine and itâs really flattering.â You smirked playfully, âPretty boys like you look best when theyâre sweaty and desperate.â
 Sanjiâs blush was much more obvious than yours, his fair complexion making every inner thought radiate through his skin, but he stayed quiet for a few seconds, his smile strained.
 âBe honest with me. If-if I hadnât said anything, would you have walked away without a word afterwards?â
 You thought about it for a moment, stunning him with your impassive gaze towards his raw vulnerability.
 There was a touch of wistfulness in itâ in the tenderness of his question making it clear that your answer would mean more to him than simply feeding his egoâ he needed to feel desirable, worthyâ so with a wicked idea, you took those steps forward to bridge the gap between you and relished when his chest hitched visibly as you stood planted between his open thighs.
 You pulled him back from the edge, only so you could push him down yourself.
 You were so close he could reach out and touch you now if he wanted, his leg could press against yours. His arm could brush your thigh and call it an accident, or he could even brazenly drag you into his lap to finally feel relief on his aching cock. It wouldnât even take much strength on his part, to grab you by the arm and yank you into his awaiting heat. Your body warm and pressed against his. Flushed and tight.
 But as you peered down at himâ his lashes wet, face burning, pre cum glistening. Hands stilted on his knees as he inhaled your scent so deep it filled his chestâ you know Sanji would never cross that line, not without permission.
 You felt powerful in that fact. In the knowledge that you could break a man as powerful as him with a caress, a word. A kiss.
 âYes. I would have walked away,â you confessed firmly. When his expression fell, you bent down at the waist, the words brushing on his lips. âBut I would have paid extra close attention to you.â
 His mouth fell open, your name almost coherent in the pitiful whimper that escaped disguised as a breath. Yet he still managed to smile despite the blood rushing to his head. âSweet God, youâre cruel.â
âAnd youâre shaking.â
 He was.
 Already unsteady and trembling to keep himself upright. To stay conscious and not let his vision completely glaze over as white spots danced across your face, sparkling you in a tantalising light he fought to keep in his sights even if it muffled his other senses when your scent enveloped him too. Erotically feminine and something so distinctly you his pulse ticked beneath his jaw.
 âMore, please..â
âmhmmâ you have to open your eyes and look at me, Sanji-kun. I might get sad and walk away if you donât.â
When he finally opened them, you were blessed by the sight of shimmering tears glossing wide, love filled pupils.
 âyâknowâŚâ you sighed, fighting the warmth spreading between your thighs, âwatching you made me realise something.â
 âWhat?â
 âThat there are layers to you, and I liked discovering them.â The noise he made resembled a strangled animal when you brushed your thumb over his soft cheek. âYour patience, tenderness, diligence, I never paid it any special attention until today. How you take care of your things, how gentle your hands areâ I never thought you would be soâŚâ you swiped your tongue upon his bottom lip. âBeautiful.â
 âFuck..â his eyes rolled. A full body shudder raked down his back this time, prickling every fibre etched in his being and ultimately triggering sensitive blood vessels in his nose to pop suddenly as spurts of cum pre-emptively dribbled out of his tip.
 You giggled. âAre you okay, Sanji-kun?â
you watched him shake his head inaudibly, hips humping the air for much needed relief as the blood trickled down his nose in slow drips. Almost mimicking how his cock drooled obscenely.
 He wouldnât last much longer like this. Every muscle, nerve and vein burned to keep himself tethered to the seat. âMore, I beg you. T-talk to me more, âm so close..â
 His plea sounded hoarse even to his own ears, but it made you smile all the same.
 âI think,â you trailed off, flickering your eyes to his lips, then wiping off the blood gently. âI would have paid attention to your laugh.â
 That sobered him a little bit, the confusion furrowed his brows.
 âYou looked at ease, even though you were teasing me. I liked hearing you hum, chuckle, seeing you smile. You looked relaxed. There was something attractive about it, I canât quite explain how much I enjoyed seeing that, even before you unzipped your pants. I think I was a little enamoured by you.â
 His expression glowed. âR-really?â
 You nodded earnestly. âYouâre beautiful, Sanji. Thatâs why I was watching you, why I had to walk away cause it made me feel guilty to see you so ⌠unguarded.â
 âIââ
âDo me a favour,â you cupped his jaw with a warm palm, âdonât pass out.â
 Before he could reply, Sanji tasted heaven.
 It was the slightest touch on his lips, barely a kiss, hardly a brushstroke, but it was enough to hear something akin to an angelâs song as he was bathed in a white light.
 Or âŚ
 His eyes rolled so far back, his vision became discoloured, and the sound he heard was a high-pitch whine that tore through his own throat and reverberated in the room.
âOn your knees.â
 Sanji collapsed, gasping and quaking on his hands and knees as if heâd been fighting for his life. Which, in a way, he really was. Fighting to keep some blood in his system that hadnât already poured into his cock or down his nose when the heat coiling in his belly burned that much hotter from your kiss. Scorching him, blistering the goosebumps that prickled along his flesh making him hypersensitive and numb all at onceâ numb to the sounds outside this room, hypersensitive to your every move. And if anyone were to find him like thisâ no, he didnât care. You were a dream he never wanted to wake up from, even if it ripped him apart, and heâd be damned if anyone came to ruin it now.
 Instead, he chewed on his bottom lip, savouring the taste of you, of your sweet gloss and plump lips and dizzying scentâ but when he reached to fist his cock to the memory of you pressed against himâ Sanji couldnât stop himself from keening loudly when your foot pushed his hand away.
 âI didnât say you could touch yourself, cutieâ.â
 âWhat can I do?â Sanji quivered up at you pleadingly. âIâll do anything, please. Oh please, please tell me what to do for you, darlinâ.â
 âTake off my shoes.â
 You lifted your right leg for him, offering up your foot clad in the strappy sandal and watched him inhale sharply through his nose.
 âIââ his adams apple bobbed as he sat back on his heels, âI can touch you?â
 This was a test, a prank. You were only playing with him. the kiss was enough to kill him, and your smile was too sinful to be sincere, but he prayed, nonetheless. Pleaded and hoped and then choked on his own spit when you nodded firmly.
 âYes, but only my legs. And if youâre a good boy, Iâll give you something better.â
 Sanji nodded heartily, murmuring his thanks and gratitude for the opportunity presented to him, his voice carrying a thick layer of emotion he didnât have the sense to evaluate for this blessing. Only knowing the relief he felt when your bare skin pressed against his, whispering the praises into the cleft of your ankleâ his lips brushed a chaste kiss, a sweet touch that could only be seeped with devotion.
 You wouldnât have heard it at all if it werenât breathed into your skin, ardently sincere like the last prayer whispered by the helpless. So, in an act of mercy, you brushed his hair back and tilted his head up towards you, holding him delicately as if heâd shatter by your hands. Which you were fully capable of doingâ but you presented him the tenderness of your smile instead, verbalising your consent and letting it flow soothingly between you.
 He took a few seconds to stabilise himself, though even with your permission, Sanjiâs touch felt shaky against your skin as if he was unsure about your words or his own strength to maintain consciousness, but he did anyway. Willed himself with the strength to harden his spine and indulge in his deepest desires. Just this once, while you still graced him with it.
 His hands were warm, soft, and gentle. Everything like the man they belonged to as Sanji stroked your leg sensually, starting from your knee all the way down to your ankle. His long fingers pressing and squeezing the supple skin beneath his palms, curving along your plump flesh pulling quiet sighs you didnât bother to hide that he drank in greedily, relishing in your pleasure as if it was pierced straight into his vein.
 âyâso beautiful,â Sanji groaned into your leg. âI canât believeââ he shook his head, ridding himself of the doubt that plagued him before dragging his lips along your calf as his fingers fiddled with the strap that wrapped around you. Achingly slow and deliberately unhurried. âYouâre so soft, itâs incredible. Even your legs are gorgeous.â he spoke as if thorns were scraping his throat, every word coming out in a low rasp filled with need. âEvery part of you sets me on edge,â he continued, his kisses following where the straps once curled, ââ as if Iâm holding on by my fingertips, and the only thing that keeps me from breakingâ from plummeting and colliding into the ground is you.â He slipped your shoe off and placed it gently to the side, your foot now bare, then moved on to the other leg and gave it the exact same treatment. âBut⌠its also like youâre waiting for me at the bottom, ready to unearth me and giggle as you dust off the dirt from my shattered bones.â
 You feel his kiss on your ankle again, a breathy sigh tickling your flesh as you swallowed your nerves. âWhat if I am? I like you beneath me.â
 âI donât mind,â he replied easily. He held you up carefully, his grip firm yet tender as he kneaded the taut muscle, every caress and gentle stroke pooling desire deep in your core. âIf it were anyone else, I would have done what I usually do by making a fool of myself as soon as the rest of the crew left.â The heat of his stare was almost unnerving. âBut it was you, and I never felt more compelled to fall.â
 Fuck.
 You lost your resolve, and your expression softened with a laugh that fluttered out like the butterflies tickling your chest. âYou shouldnât look so attractive with your cock so wet, Sanji-kun. Itâs unfair, and hard to remain impassive when you look so beautiful desperate for me.â
 âIâm sorry, darlinâ.â He laid his cheek against your leg, exhaustion weighing him. âWe can stopâ, he offered sincerely. This momentary pause gave him the clarity he needed, the fog inhibiting his senses cleared enough to think. Though his cock still ached, there was a layer of calm settling too. Your comfort important to him above all else. âYouâve done more than enough for me,â Sanji pressed another kiss to your knee, your shoe accompanying its twin on the floor, âmore than I could have hoped for already. It wonât take much for me to finish on my own. You were wonderful, darlin'.â
 âYou would stop, just like that?â
 âOf course,â Sanji affirmed candidly, his eyes kind. âLike I said, I would do anything for you. My pleasure is secondary.â
The words hung in the air, but your plan was still in motion.
 âTell me, then. What would happen if I touched rightâŚhere.â
âAhh-uhh!â
 âDoes it hurt?â you cooed sickeningly sweet. âhmm, from your expression it looks like youâre enjoying it a little too much.â
 He bobbed his head frantically, blonde hair flailing with the movement, your devious plan wrecking him immediately. âYe-es, in the-uhh best way, angel. Fu-uuck, I-I canât believe youâre tou-ching me like this.â
 âYeah? yâlike it that much?â you laughed airily. âYour balls feel soft on my foot, all rounded and heavy.â Lifting your leg up higher, you rubbed your leg on his length, sliding it up and down, skin to skin, until those salacious moans spilt from his mouth in loud cries. âwow, itâsâwarm and wet from all the pre you were leaking earlier, too. How gross.â
 âOh-oh, god, pl-ease, sweet darlinâ. Fuck-ngh!â
 You hummed delightedly, watching his cheeks blossom into another sweet blush, his eyes glazing over immediately as Sanji shuddered and keened beneath you with the familiar scent of desperation clouding the room in a thicker layer. A potent, charged atmosphere that had you panting as you watched Sanji unravel once again in the short time you had him under your commandâ your plan a success.
 âYouâre dripping all over again.â you teased with another slow drag of your foot, his balls resting on top while his shaft twitched upon your shin. âLook at how your pretty cock leaks! All red and cute! So much cum, Iâm surprised you havenât squirted.â
  âohh-ahh, sw-sweetheart donât be me-eean!â
 âIâm not!â you insisted through unfiltered giggles. âLook at you, humping my leg! Gettinâ yourself all worked up from just touching me, youâre so cute, Sanji-kun.â Your laughter seized as you clicked your tongue, faux disgust colouring your tone as you rolled your foot over his long shaft, collecting the stringy wetness that drooled from his tip on your toes. âTsk, your cock is makinâ a dirty mess all over my leg, though. Could you be anymore pathetic?â
 ââm soârry,â he squirmed. âCa-an I clean it uhh-up?â
  You leered down at him, âonly if you use your mouth, pretty.â
 Sanji licked long strokes along your leg, collecting the sticky essence that spit from his tip the harder he rolled his hips. Swallowing his own dirty arousal while fervently grinding his cock along the curve of your leg with no sense or rhythm, only following the lust you stoked within him, stumbling moans, hitching his whines. Begging and squeezing his eyes shut to prevent the tears from falling, but you saw them anyway.
 You saw everything. How his chest concaved with every breath he took, how his balls pulled tight on your foot, how deeply and utterly he was at your mercy.
 It filled you with pride. Along with a dark sense of satisfaction you couldnât quite place to have Black-leg Sanjiâ bounty over a billion berries, the left wing of the future king of the piratesâ whinging and coating your skin with his arousal.
 And you had one more trick up your sleeve. One that could possibly kill him, but you wanted to push the boundaries.
  See how far you could bend him before he snapped.
 âYou canât cum yet,â you sang cheerily, weaving your fingers through his hair again. âYou have to be good for me, okay?â
 âFuu-uk, âm tryinâ!â Sanji cried out, his last threads of control almost slipping from his grasp, stitch by stitch, seam by seam, but he gripped them tighter in his fists, and fiercely blinked away the fog misting his vision just to have the chance to gaze upon your smile for a little while longer. âI wo-onât, jusâ for you. Cause you-you asked.â
 âGood boy. Now, tell me you like it.â you gave his hair a firm tug, directing focus to his bucking hips. âTell me how much your cock aches, how hard it is, how much you love touching me.â
 Sanji shuddered, another frantic nod dizzying his vision as he jerked his hips harder. âI do! So-so muchâ, he hiccupped. âI lo- ohhh, uhh, yes!â I love you touch-inâ me. Teasinâ me, makinâ a mess of me-eeeâ ahh, shit! Tou-uch me, please, fuck! Please, I love itâ love your eyes, your voice, your touch. Iâll die, ohh, god-oh god, lemme jusâ die like this, itâs oka-ay if itâs you. For you, all you, fuck-fuck!â
 âI think you deserve your reward now, Sanji-kun.â
 Sanji snapped his head up, his hips stilting. âThis-this isnât the reward?â how could it not be? He was touching you, kissing your body, smearing his cock all over your pretty leg. What could be better than this?
 You pulled back from him, and slowly, painfully slow, deathly slow, you lifted the hem of your dress.
 He first saw your thighs, thick and supple, making him swipe his tongue along his bottom lip just imagining the taste of your sweat, of the grooves of your cellulite.
  your dress lifted higher, and his hands flexed, picturing squeezing on the squishy flesh and feeling it fill his palms and pudge out against his fingers where he couldn't quite grasp.
 This was the reward, yes? Pretty, coloured thick thighs heâd be happy to touch, to worship with hips he could sink his teeth into, full and curved and beautifully rounded.
 But your hand lifted higher. Higher. Until he ascended so high he heard the angelâs song again, welcoming him to paradise.
 âSanji, youâre shaking anâ whining loudly.â
 Was he?
âWipe the blood first⌠good boy. Come here, itâsâokay,â you tugged him closer, his face inches away from your panties. âYouâve been so good, I thought you might like to ...â your cheeks burned, âTo touch.â
  He could smell it now, the wetness that made your thighs clench earlier. That had you sighing and chewing on your bottom lip as he chased his own pleasure. The arousal that allowed him this far with you, coating your pink panties and, fuuck.
 You-your panties⌠theyâ they had the cutest bow on it. right above your mound and the lewd wet patch he ached to⌠âDid-did you say touch?â
 You nodded, tugging him closer by his hair. âI wonât take off my panties, but I donât see why you canât use them to get yourself off, just this once. Itâs what you always wanted, right?â
 What he always wanted.
 âAre⌠are you sure?â
 What he always wanted and prayed and dreamed and lusted afterâ but he had to make sure. To know this is what you wanted. Sanji couldnâtâ he wouldnât be able to live with himself if it werenât your desire too. Even if he was seeing double and the room tilted on its axis or his blood pooled on the floorboards more than his own body, he wouldnât be able to stand again without hearing you sayâ
  âSanji-kun, touch me.â
 You tugged him closer, cooing your affirmations, stroking his hair. Going slow and speaking so softly, he wondered if you were talking to him at all.
 âItâs okay,â you purred, your eyes gentle. âYou can use me to cum. I want to see you cum for me.â
Use you?
His brows knitted. That didnât sound right.
Use.
 Use.
Use?
 That word felt wrong, dirty. Even in his inebriated, lust-filled fog, Sanji knew that it wasnât right. That it was tactless. That you deserved better than that.
 âI donâtâ I donât want to ever use you.â he husked. Just saying the word made his stomach churn, and though his limbs felt heavy, he lifted himself a little taller on his knees. âDonât ever say that to me again.â
 Sanjiâs sudden coherency surprised you when he was trembling moments before, but there was no mistaking the sincerity in his tone, and you could only stareâ awed, heated and incredibly wrecked with the emotions he stirred. Yet rather than replying, your grip on him tightened, a challenge tilting your brow, waiting to see what move heâd make with the offer you raised.
 âOkay⌠oh-okay, âm gonna touch you now, darlinâ.â
 With all the strength he could muster, Sanji pushed forward and inhaled deeply, pressing his nose in your crotch, and filling his lungs until the only air that could possibly flow through him was you. âOhh, fuck.â Sanji groaned, the sound vibrating on your most intimate parts, pulling deep from his throat, and sounding nothing short of sinful that had you keening lowly in response.
 âOh, fuck- oh fuck, darlinâ youâre a dream.â He murmured into your cunt, his words bleeding back to babble as he breathed in long and deep. It was intoxicating, the heady scent of your pussy. Driving him mad, sick, practically delirious by the slick that marred your panties, creating the most dazzling patch of arousal right in the middle. Oh fuck, his tongue immediately began lapping at the damp fabric caging your plump lips. âFuck!â
 You choked on a moan. âIs that all you can say?â
 Sanji shook his head, his hands finding your full-figured hips and squeezing, eliciting a low mewl with the fat filling his palms and bulging out at the sides just how he pictured it. âFuck!â he grunted again into your cunt; his mouth muffled but his shouts reverberated from the intensity that shook him at the core. âFuck-fuck!â
 You huffed out a chuckle. âSweetie, if itâs too much for youââ
 He couldnât hear you. Sanji held you tighter, drew you closer into his open mouth, his jaw slack, muscles taut, cock achingâ but it was a sensation he could ignore while his tongue messaged and rolled and lapped at your clothed cunt. Dragging along your labia over and over until it wettened enough to slip his tongue down the seam of your pussy, spreading it to finally circle your pulsing clit and suck, the fabric damp with a lewd mixture of slick and saliva as your whimpers rang loud.
 âFu-uhh, shit, you taste so gooâ foâmeâ, his words were gruff, his mind addledâ Sanji couldnât focus past your cunt, your scent, not when it wafted through him and settled deep in his abdomenâ twisting lust straight down to his neglected cock drooling on the floor.
 âSa-anji! Fuck, hmm, keep-keep going!â
 He groaned, digging his fingers into your hips and shoving you harder into his mouth. âSuâch a pretty cunt, shit-fuck.â He held you firmly, his strength unrelenting even as you swayed, letting you writhe on his face. âDarlinâ, sweet girl, sweet sweet cunt, uhh, yâmake my cock hurt so-so much. Make me so hard, so dizzy. All you, shit-shit. Uhh-uhh, sâwet foâme. Thaâank you. thank y-you, than-k you.â
 You moaned for him, and the sound of it tingled his spine, acutely aware of the sharp tugging on his scalp, but Sanji paid the rest of it no mind. He was touching you, licking your pussy through your pretty panties, inhaling your arousal, making you moan.
 Making you cry his name, making you wet.
 And he answered it all with low hums and deep grunts of praises, thanking you fiercely, his devotion syphoning from every breath as if you poured into him yourself.
 Sanji flickered his tongue on your clit, alternating between soft and hard strokes that had you grinding your hips on his tongue, and he revelled in it while your pussy rewarded him by staining your panties with sticky fluids he drank greedily. Devouring your cunt with his whole face, bumping his nose into your clit, his chin wet, cheeks flushed.
 âImma cum!â you tried to warn him, to stave off the flutter in your belly and not embarrass yourself by cumming so soon, but his touch, his tongueâ even with the panties in the way it only added to the friction. To the burn flooding over your body from the moment you discovered him. You squirmed, rocked, and sighed as the coil tightened in your bellyâ a sensation so intense you attempted to cinch your thighs, but Sanji pinched your hips, pulling you apart for him, ignoring your pleas.
 Holding you closer, grunting praises, flattening his tongue, pressing hard until you came with a loud cry.
 âSuâch a gooâgirl, so good for me. thatâs it, lemme clean that up for you, darlinâ.â
 Sanji lapped at your cunt, your panties ruined and almost dripping from your release that he swallowed as best he could before you ripped him off with a harsh tug.
 âStand,â you panted harshly. Your balance was shoddy, but you stood firm, yanking the man to his full height, and wrapped your fist around his cock. Gently tugging on his flushed sex in quick strokes. âCum for me.â
 Sanji curled into your touch, white-hot and just barely keeping himself standing with a hard grip on your hipsâ he slumped into your chest, fucking into your hand chaotically. âI-I didnâtâ y-you. Uhh, fuck!â
 âWhat is it?â
 Tears stung his waterline. âI di-idnât clean u-uhh, ahh, mmm, I wantedâ wanted to clean you u-uhp.â He cried out, fidgeting in your grasp, his cock overly sensitive and shamefully drooling all over your wrist. He wanted to be strong, to make you cum and slump on his chest, but Sanji could hardly keep his eyes open at this point. He felt airy, foggy, every sensation felt like it was dolled up to ten and he couldnât find the strength to keep standing.
 And it hurt, fuck, his cock hurt. His balls hurt, his chest hurt, breathing hurtâ it ended up as short gasps and high-pitch whines into your neck until you brushed your thumb over his slit and Sanji saw stars.
 âahh! Im-imma cum! âmma cu-uuh, fuck-fuck!â
 âItâs okay, sweet boy,â you jerked him firmly with one hand and pulled down the bow of your panties, exposing your plump mound. âCum right here, I wanâ feel you cum on me.â you slipped his tip between your pussy lips, a low, wet, squelching noise added to his moans now.
 To yours and the raunchy sounds that swirled in between.
 âSweet-sweetheart!â Sanji squeaked, bucking his hips widely, your pussy smearing wet kisses all over his cock. Hot and squishy and so so delicious his orgasm crashed through him like a tidal wave, surging and pulsing and dousing him with a pleasure that raked a voiceless cryâ splatting his cum in your panties and slathering your slit with gooey, icky glops of his release. Your panties filled with both stains of arousal.
âGood boy.â your kisses feathered over his rapid pulse, the praises almost as gentle as your lips. âSuch a good boy, shh. I got you, hun.â
 Sanji held you close, shivering through his climax, pitifully cowering his face into the warm crook of your neck until his cries settled into cute whimpers and the spots misting the corners blended into colours he could actually see.
 âShh, you did so well, cutie.â You stroked his back, unbothered by the sweat clinging to his skin or the sticky, hot mush that was caged to your cunt. the latter tingling the nerves of your spine in an addictive way. âThat felt amazing.â
 âYe-yea?â
âYes, hun.â
 There were a few seconds of heavy breathing, then shuffling of clothes, and suddenly, Sanji was seated back on the sofa, but the comforting weight of your plush body sat on top of him too. He liked it, it was grounding. Safe.
 Sanji held you tight, his strong arms locking you in place over his lap. Your bodies hot and tempering down ever so slowly in each otherâs embrace.
 Thereâs was a gentle hum in the room, or maybe it was your voice, tenderly washing over him as Sanji came to grips with his body again. With the heat, the sweat and throb of arousal cooling into a low ebb in his abdomen. With the reality that you both stood in and your roles in it. But he couldnât bring himself to care of anything else but you curling in his lap.
 You smelt nice, you played with his hair and hummed in his ear, and you felt so⌠so good in his arms.
 âThank you.â he croaked after a while. Feeling satiated and satisfied sinking into your embrace, Sanji could do nothing else but whisper his thanks into your lips over and over, his kiss filled with all the gratitude of an answered prayer. âThank you for this, for holding me. I donât know when it got so out of hand.â
You smirked, patting his chest playfully, hoping he did not notice how your heart soared as you attempted to joke. âprobably as soon as I agreed to this little game.â
 This time, Sanjiâs smile beaned wide, pretty teeth shining bright. âI just canât help myself, darlin.â he nuzzled into your cheek, savouring the intimacy. âI told you what would happen if you got too close.â
 You laughed softly, âI suppose I was warned.â You shifted in his lap, straddling him now instead with the gooey mixture flushed hot in your panties, squishing against your achy clit, it made you breathless. Eager. âIf youâre a good boyââ
His stomach flipped excitedly.
 ââMaybe weâll play again.â
 Sanji shuddered, his smile waning as his lips parted cutely. âDonât tease me. Iââ
 âSANJI! OI! I GOT THIS BIG FISH! IT HAS TWO HEADS CAN WE EAT IT?!â
âOi, Shitty-brow! I found this buried sword, lemme cut you with it!â
 You stifled the laughter behind your hand, the cutest frown scrunching his face from their untimely interruption. Even so, you began moving to crawl off his lap before the other straw hats walked in with their treasures, but Sanji gripped your wrist, his pleading stare shooting familiar sparks in your core.
 âPromise weâll do this again?â
You smiled warmly, leaning in for a kiss only to swipe your tongue upon his bottom lip, âYes, and it will stay just between us.â
 Sanji blushed, savouring the taste of you on his own tongue. âYea, of course. Just between us, darlinâ.â
 This time, you stood up to leave, but not without one final look over your shoulder, âjust like your cum soaking my panties right now.â
 You quickly slipped out of the room before anyone could notice, twirling your shoe as the sound of a heavy thud crashed behind you and the boys shouts followed shortly after.
 âWOW! So much blood! Was there a fight?! Are they still here?! I wanna fight!â
 âLUFFY N-NO THATââ
 âEW SHITTY BROW! WAKE UP AND CLEAN THIS SHIT YOU PERVââ
// - tysm for the support! hopefully the tags will hold up this time:333 please do not repost or translate my stories.
BLACK BUTLER IDEA!!!
I still will probably write this but I want to know if there is a demand at all for black butler content. Please like and reply if youâre up for a new fic!!!! here is a sample of what I was thinking
ÝáŞŕźThe clock ticked steadily in the dim sitting room. Moonlight spilled through the large windows, catching the sharp gleam of Y/nâs eyes as she stood by the fireplace, arms crossed tightly over her chest.
Sebastian entered soundlessly, like a shadow come to life. He bowed with his usual mockery of politeness.
âYou wished to speak with me, Lady Y/n?â
Y/n said nothing at first, letting the silence stretch and coil between them.
She studied him the impeccable suit, the flawless manners, the thin smile that never reached his eyes. Everything about him felt wrong.
Finally, she spoke, voice low and edged with steel.
âI know what you are,â she said. âMaybe not the name for it, but I know you are not human.â
Sebastianâs smile didnât falter. If anything, it grew.
âHow very observant,â he mused, clasping his hands neatly behind his back. âAnd what, may I ask, do you intend to do with this knowledge?â
Y/n stepped closer, her boots whispering against the rug. She tilted her head slightly, the fire casting half her face in shadow.
âNothing,â she said. âBecause Ciel trusts you. For now.â
Her eyes hardened.
âBut know this, Sebastian Michaelis: if you harm him if you let him slip further into whatever darkness is trying to swallow him I will tear you apart myself. Piece by piece.â
Sebastian chuckled, the sound low and amused, like a cat toying with a mouse.
âYou are quite ferocious for someone soâŚfragile.â
Y/n didnât flinch. She stepped even closer, close enough to smell the unnatural, cold clean scent of him.
âYou think Iâm fragile?â she whispered. âTry me. Youâll find out exactly how far a sister will go for her brother.â
For the first time, something flickered in Sebastianâs gaze interest, perhaps. Amusement tinged with a thread of caution.
âNoted,â he said smoothly, bowing his head slightly. âI shall continue to serve the Young Master with the utmostâŚcare.â
Y/n stared him down a moment longer before turning away, her heart pounding.
âSee that you do,â she said coldly. âBecause if you donât hell wonât be the only place youâll answer to.â
As she left the room, Sebastian stood still, a gloved hand resting lightly on his chest where, for a brief, strange moment, he thought he might have felt something almost human: respect.
ÝáŞŕźÝáŞŕźÝáŞŕź The hem of your dress swirled around your ankles as you hurried through the entrance hall, the air thick with the scent of polished wood and new paint.
The rebuilt Phantomhive Manor loomed above you, so pristine it almost mocked the memory of ashes and ruin still seared into your heart.
You clutched the sides of your gown an elegant deep navy silk dress with delicate lace sleeves, a gift from Aunt Angelina. But you hardly noticed its weight now.
All you could hear was the hammering of your heart.
Ciel.
Your little brother your baby was alive.
You had been staying with Aunt Angelina ever since the fire, trapped in a haze of grief and guilt, believing there was nothing left. When the letter arrived, hastily penned with shaking hands by your aunt herself, you thought it a cruel dream. But now standing here the heavy doors of the manor open, the world spinning in your ears he was truly here.
A butler you didnât recognize bowed you inside. His voice was smooth.
âWelcome home, Lady Y/n. The Young Master is awaiting you in the drawing room.â
You barely heard him. Your body moved of its own accord, feet flying across the marble, ignoring decorum, ignoring appearances. You needed to see him.The door to the drawing room creaked as you pushed it open.
And there he was. Ciel stood by the window, framed in silver light. He was wearing a black velvet suit, a rich blue eye staring outward only one eye. The other hidden behind a black eyepatch.
His posture was perfect, his chin tilted up in practiced nobility.
But he was still so small.
Still just a boy.
Your throat closed. A sob broke free before you could contain it. He turned at the sound and his eye widened, just barely.
âY/n,â he said, voice smooth and measured, as if tasting the word for the first time in years.
Your vision blurred with tears.
Before you knew it, your knees buckled beneath you. You fell. Not out of weakness out of relief. You crashed to the carpeted floor, arms flinging around him, dragging his tiny, stiff body against yours. You pressed your forehead to his stomach, clutching him as if he might vanish again if you let go.
âMy Ciel,â you gasped out, voice cracking. âMy sweet boy, my precious â
For a long, breathless moment, he said nothing. You felt the way he tensed, the way he hesitated awkward, uncertain, like a child who no longer knew how to receive love. Then slowly one small, gloved hand touched your head. Not like he used to not with the easy affection of the boy you remembered.
It was a stiff, careful gesture.
ââŚYouâre wrinkling your dress,â he muttered, trying for irritation but failing miserably. His voice shook ever so slightly.
You let out a watery laugh, pulling back just enough to look up at him. He was trying so hard to be composed. To be grown. But you could see it the glimmer of your little brother beneath the armor. The scared, exhausted boy who had come home. You reached up, cupping his cheek gently with your gloved hand.
âYouâre home,â you whispered, tears slipping down your cheeks. âYouâre home, and I will never, ever leave you again.â
His eye softened so quick, you might have missed it if you hadnât known him so well.
âYouâre being dramatic,â he said, brushing a hand down his jacket, pretending indifference.
You smiled through your tears, standing finally and straightening your dress. You took a deep, trembling breath, smoothing his hair back with motherly care.
âYouâll have to get used to it,â you said, voice steadying. âBecause I plan to be dramatic for the rest of your life, Ciel Phantomhive.â
The corners of his mouth twitched just slightly. A ghost of a smile. And you felt it you knew that somewhere deep inside, he was still your brother. you would love him with every fiber of your soul, no matter how cold he tried to be.
You linked your arm through his before he could protest, guiding him further into the room like you used to when he was a shy toddler hiding behind your skirts.
âNow,â you said brightly, âyouâre going to sit with me and tell me everything.â
He sighed, a sound of long suffering patience far too old for his little body.
ââŚI suppose I donât have much of a choice, do I?â he said.
You smiled, squeezing his arm gently.
âNot when it comes to me, dear heart. Never.â
You hadnât felt this complete in so long.
But then a presence. You felt it like a prickle at the back of your neck, a gentle tug in the air, a ripple where everything should have been still. Your eyes drifted, pulled by instinct toward the doorway.
There he stood. The butler. Tall, impossibly composed, crimson eyes gleaming like molten garnets in the low light. His hands were folded neatly behind his back, posture perfect, expression unreadable.
The sight of him sent a strange chill along your spine not fear exactly, but something close to wrongness.
And something else, too something painfully familiar. For just a moment, your heart squeezed. He looks like Father.
Not exactly your fatherâs features had been warmer, his smiles real. there was something in the way this man carried himself, the precise way he tilted his head, the quiet strength wrapped in civility.
You tore your gaze away and turned to Ciel, lowering your voice.
âWho is that?â you asked, smoothing your skirts with trembling hands to hide your nerves.
Ciel followed your gaze casually, as if he hadnât noticed the butler lingering nearby until now.
âSebastian Michaelis,â Ciel said. His tone was clipped but neutral. âMy butler. Heâs been serving me since⌠I returned.â
You nodded slowly, lips pressing together.
You wanted to ask more but Cielâs body language warned you off.
The stiff shoulders, the slight narrowing of his eye. He trusted this man. you had just gotten your brother back. You would not push. Not yet. You turned back toward the butler, offering a polite, practiced smile that didnât reach your eyes.
âThank you,â you said softly, inclining your head just slightly, as a lady should. âFor taking care of my brother.â
Sebastianâs crimson gaze flickered briefly curiosity, perhaps but his bow was perfect.
âIt is my duty and my pleasure, Lady Y/n,â he said smoothly.
Cleanup on aisle 4
Saiki Kusuo x Non-Binary! Reader
Book 1
Follows the events of Season One
Prologue: Troublesome "Friends"
Chapter One: Girl Problems and Beach Woes
Chapter Two: Ghosts and Guardians
Chapter Three: Sports Festival
Chapter Four: Safety Drills and Clairvoyants
Chapter Five: Ramen Shops
Chapter Six: Christmas Eve
Chapter Seven: New Year's Day
Chapter Eight: Valentineâs Day Chaos and Movie Night Misunderstandings
Chapter Nine: Mothers and Meetups
Chapter Ten: Traveling to Okinawa
Chapter Eleven: Accidents and Reveals
Chapter Twelve: Insecurities and Sweets
Chapter Thirteen: Punk Transfer
Chapter Fourteen: Festival Display
Chapter Fifteen: Festival Problems
Chapter Sixteen: Taking Teruhashi Out (on a Not-Date)
Chapter Seventeen: Delinquent Run-In and Teruhashiâs Home-Visit
Chapter Eighteen: Karaoke Party
Chapter Nineteen: Toritsukaâs Possessions and Club
Chapter Twenty: Crepes and Breaks
Chapter Twenty-One: Adventures in London
Chapter Twenty-Two: Summer Break Days
Chapter Twenty-Three: Rich Transfer Trouble
Chapter Twenty-Four: Celebrations
Book 2:
Follows the Events of Season Two
Prologue: Relationships
Chapter One: Cafes and Clothes
Chapter Two: Saiko's Mansion
To be continued...
Specials:
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Astarion X Reader
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funnily enough, there is no sex in this fic. Just a short drabble of communication.
The campfire crackled under the dim twilight, casting long shadows across scattered bedrolls and worn boots. The air was still thick with the scent of the last skirmish blood, sweat, and a hint of singed hair. Everyone was winding down. You sat cross legged near the fire, arms resting on your knees, deep in thought. Astarion lounged nearby, wine cup in hand, eyes glittering in the firelight. He watched you closely, as he often did, as though trying to read your every thought like a well worn book.
Then, with all the casual weight of commenting on the weather, you announced. âI think Iâm going to have sex.â
Silence. Even Laeâzel paused mid sharpen, casting you a side glance. Astarion straightened slightly, eyebrows lifting in both amusement and interest.
âAre we now?â he drawled, setting down his cup. âWell, Iâm flattered. Not surprised, of course but flattered.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Astarion leaned forward, lips curling. âDarling, thereâs no need for coyness. If you need someone to⌠satisfy your sudden urges, Iâd be happy to oblige. Gods know Iâve been waiting for you to finally admit it.â
You stared at him for a beat, then snorted. âOh. No. I wasnât talking about you.â
The silence that followed was somehow louder than the last one. Astarionâs smile twitched, just a little. âI beg your pardon?â
You shrugged, nonchalant. âI was thinking⌠probably Gale.â
Astarion looked like youâd just slapped him with a wet sock.
âGale?â he repeated, aghast. âYouâre choosing the walking arcane lecture over me? That man has more monologues than passion, and his idea of foreplay is a history lesson.â
âHeâs sweet,â you said simply, pulling your cloak tighter around your shoulders. âI donât know. I just feel like I need to get it out of my system. Nothing deep. Just⌠need to do something irrational for once.â
âGale,â Astarion muttered again, then let out a sound between a scoff and a laugh. âThis is some sort of fever dream. Or perhaps a punishment from the gods.â
You smiled. âAstarion, not everything is about you.â
He grinned back, sharp and wounded. âIt should be.â
You stood up, stretching. âAnyway. I havenât decided yet. Maybe Iâll sleep on it.â
âOh, by all means, take your time. Iâll just be here, knowing I was passed over for a man who talks more to his floating book than to actual people.â
You gave him a pat on the head like an annoyed cat and turned toward Galeâs tent.
Behind you, Astarion called out, âIf he starts reciting poetry during the act, run.â
The fire had long since crackled into glowing embers, its warmth now a quiet hum in the cool night. The camp had settled into silence, the sounds of rustling blankets and steady breathing drifting in from the other tents. Astarion sat alone, still where youâd left him, wine cup now untouched.
He stared into the dark woods, eyes unfocused. He wasnât thinking about monsters or traps. No. Something far more unsettling had taken root in his mind.
You. You and your ridiculous declaration. You and your infuriating unpredictability. You and⌠Gale. He scoffed aloud, quiet and bitter. Gale, with his grand words and glowing hands. Gale, who probably asked for consent like it was a spell component.
It doesnât make sense, Astarion thought, fingers curling slightly at his side. Youâre allowed to bed whoever you wish. You owe me nothing. I never claimed to He paused. Frowned.
âGods,â he whispered into the dark, realization dawning like a slow, creeping horror. âIâm jealous.â
The word felt foreign on his tongue. He almost laughed him, jealous? It was laughable. Heâd never needed anyone before. Never cared if someone wandered off after a flirtation, or if they found pleasure in anotherâs arms. That was the whole point, wasnât it? Pleasure without consequence. Desire without attachment. But tonight, watching you casually toss aside what he thought was a mutual spark no, knew was had stirred something ugly and unfamiliar in him.
âI donât get jealous,â he said aloud to the night, trying the words again, firmer this time. âI donât do jealousy. Itâs beneath me.â
But the fire in his chest said otherwise. It wasnât just bruised ego. That he could handle. He wanted you to choose him. Not out of convenience. Not out of need. But because you wanted him, just him. He leaned back against a log, running a hand through his hair with a low groan. âThis is an absolute disaster.â
For the first time in centuries, Astarion wasnât sure how to play the game. Worse, he wasnât sure he wanted to play at all. He wanted to be with you. But how the hells did he even begin?
Morning crept into the camp slowly, light spilling over bedrolls and dewy grass. Birds chirped far too cheerfully for anyoneâs liking especially Astarionâs. He sat on a rock near the fire pit, legs crossed elegantly, skin glowing like always, and of course he looked amazing. Until you walked out of your tent.
âWell, well,â he drawled without looking up. âIf it isnât the temptress of the Weave herself, back from a night of sonnets and magical satisfaction.â
You stopped mid stretch. âWhat?â
Astarion turned to you, faux innocence painted across his face. âOh, donât play coy. Iâm just dying to know how our dear Gale fares in the bedroom. Did he conjure you a glowing review? Perhaps summoned a satisfaction score from the Weave?â
You blinked, then burst out laughing. âCalm down, loverboy. Nothing happened.â
His smirk faltered.
ââŚNothing?â he repeated, cautious.
You dropped onto a log across from him, grin wide. âNope. We talked for like ten minutes, then he got distracted explaining the theory behind dreamscapes and how the mind processes intimacy while unconscious.â
Astarion looked like he aged a century. âOf course he did.â
âI almost fell asleep standing up,â you added. âI think at some point he forgot I was there.â
Astarion made a strangled sound in his throat and tossed a twig into the fire. âWell. Iâm sure that was incredibly titillating.â
You rested your chin in your hand, watching him with a glint in your eye. âWhatâs with the attitude? I said nothing happened. A girlâs allowed to have urges, you know.â
His eyes flicked to yours, fast and sharp. ââŚUrges?â
You shrugged, teasing. âYeah. Just figured it was time to get it over with. Stress relief. You know health reasons.â
Astarion narrowed his eyes. âYou were going to treat it like a medical appointment?â
âExactly. Routine check up. The doctor was just⌠overbooked.â
The vampire groaned and threw his head back. âYouâre going to kill me.â
âMm, maybe I will, we will just have to wait and see unril you stop being jealous.â
âI wasnât jealous,â he said quickly. Too quickly.
You raised an eyebrow.
âI was⌠annoyed. Thatâs different.â
âMhm. You sure you werenât picturing Gale putting on a robe and lighting candles while reading me his dissertation on foreplay?â
âI hate how accurate that sounds.â
You chuckled again, leaning back on your hands, eyes on him now with something softer. âYouâre cute when youâre bitter.â
Astarionâs gaze flicked toward you again, but this time there was something quieter in it. Something careful. âAnd youâre a devious minx when you laugh like that.â
âOh?â you smirked. âScared Iâll seduce you with my wit?â
He looked away, but a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âNo,â he murmured. âScared I already am.â
ââââYou sat cross legged on a blanket just outside the camp, your sketchbook resting against your knees. Gale was beside you, hunched over his own page with careful strokes, charcoal smudged on the side of his hand. It was quiet. You could hear the rustle of paper, the soft exhale of Galeâs breath as he concentrated. Every so often, he would glance at your work, but he never commented unless you did first.
âIs that the Underdark cave?â you asked after a while, tilting your head toward his page.
He smiled, barely lifting his gaze. âIt is. Not as foreboding on paper, is it?â
You hummed. âI would say it is still very foreboding.â
âI like it too,â he said, voice quiet.
You looked at him then how the light caught in his curls, how the frown of focus softened his features. There was something incredibly human about Gale in moments like this. Something grounding. Then he set the charcoal aside with a gentle sigh and glanced your way.
âIâve been meaning to bring something up,â he said carefully. âLast night⌠when you mentioned what you wanted from me.â
You tensed slightly, setting your pencil down. âRight.â
âI was flattered,â Gale said with a small smile. âTruly. Youâre⌠lovely, and clever, and far more patient than this strange journey has any right to demand. But I want you to know itâs not about you.â
You blinked. âWhat isnât?â
âI donât exactly know my stance on physical intimacy without affection. Not for myself, at least.â His gaze dropped to his hands, fingers lightly dusted with black. âIt would feel hollow. Transactional. And Iâve already been part of one dangerous entanglement with shallow roots.â
You were quiet for a moment, then nodded. âI understand. You deserve real love.â
Gale looked up at you again, softer now. âWe all do.â
You bit your lip, nodding again. âI respect that. I hope it didnât seem like I was pressuring you.â
âDont worry your pretty little head about it. I know. Youâre too considerate for that.â He paused. âWhich makes it even more baffling how you endure him.â
You blinked. âWho?â
Gale looked toward the center of camp, where Astarion was perched on a fallen log, basking in the sun and pretending not to eavesdrop. âThat creature,â Gale said, voice dry. âA walking vanity project, Honestly, itâs like camping with a predatory peacock.â
You snorted.
âOh, donât get me wrong,â Gale continued, warming to the roast. âIâm sure heâs quite talented in the dark. centuries of seduction will hone oneâs⌠muscle memory but I imagine itâs about as emotionally fulfilling as being serenaded by a harpsichord made of teeth.â
âGale.â
âNo, really. He pouted for twenty minutes this morning because his hair got flattened during trance. He looked like a drowned cat who couldnât manipulate the mage hand spell to fix it.â
Astarion glanced over then, voice saccharine: âYouâre talking about me again. I must be ravishing to live rent free in the brain of a man who hasnât even kissed anyone this decade.â
Gale raised a brow. âIâd sooner kiss a gelatinous cube. At least it wouldnât try to kill me afterward.â
You covered your mouth, barely muffling your laugh. Astarion scoffed but didnât move. what? he was listening. he couldnt help it.
Galeâs voice softened slightly then, a lilt of sincerity slipping beneath the sarcasm. âBut jokes aside⌠be careful.â
You blinked. âWith Astarion?â
He nodded. âHeâs clever. Charming. entirely capable of making himself whatever you want him to be until heâs not.â
Your gaze dropped back to your sketchbook, heart thudding.Then, as if to break the weight of it, he chuckled faintly. âBesides, if weâre talking about primal urges, I believe our resident vampire spawn has more than enough⌠enthusiasm to spare.â
You laughed, leaning your head back. âYou think Astarionâs dying to jump my bones?â
âOh, I know he is. He practically disintegrated when you told him nothing happened between us.â
âHe did look like heâd swallowed a lemon.â
âHe looked like heâd been given the feast of the century. Honestly before you said anything, I havenât seen a man so heartbroken since⌠well, me.â You nudged him with your shoulder, smiling. âBut,â Gale continued, quieter now, âjust remember there might be someone else who wants that closeness with affection. Someone who might be afraid youâll offer it to someone else first.â
You turned your head slowly, eyes meeting his. He didnât say Astarionâs name again. He didnât need to.for the first time in a while, your heart beat a little faster not from fear, but from the weight of someone elseâs longing you hadnât quite dared to name.
The sun had risen high enough to dry the grass and heat the stones, but the camp was still unusually quiet. Most of the others had wandered off some hunting, some meditating. You were by the water, splashing your fingers across the surface, letting your boots dangle in the current. Astarionâs shadow fell over you before his voice did.
âYou know,â he began, casually enough, âIâve been thinking.â
You looked up. He was standing just off to the side, arms crossed, expression unreadable but his eyes were trained only on you.
âis that new or did you want to share with the class,â you said
He huffed a laugh but didnât banter back. He just stepped closer, his voice quiet. âWhy didnât you ask me?â
You blinked, confused for a moment. âWhat?â
He met your eyes now. âWhen you decided you needed⌠something. That night. Why didnât you come to me?â
You turned your gaze back to the water, thoughtful. âBecause I couldnât.â
He tilted his head, studying you. âCouldnât? Why?â
You were quiet for a long moment. Then, with a breath, you said, âBecause I just wanted meaningless sex. Nothing more.â Astarion flinched not outwardly, but in the smallest corner of his expression, in the way his mouth parted like heâd just been stung. âAnd thatâs not something I could ever have with you.â
You turned to face him now, fully. âOut of everyone in this camp⌠youâre my best friend. Like, yes, I care about the others. Galeâs a good man. I trust him, I do. But the bond I have with him itâs not like what I have with you.â
Astarion stood there, silent.
âWith you,â you continued, voice softer now, âI canât turn it off. I canât just pretend itâs only physical. Youâre not a passing urge. Youâre the person I go to when I canât sleep. Youâre the one I want near me when things go wrong. Youâre the one I trust when I donât trust myself.â He blinked slowly, like the words didnât quite register at first.
âAnd if we crossed that line,â you added gently, âI donât think I could ever call it meaningless. Not with you. Not even if I tried.â
The air felt still around you, like the world was holding its breath. When Astarion finally spoke, his voice was rough around the edges. âI think you just ruined every one of my excuses for why Iâm not already in love with you.â
You gave him a smile, wide eyed surprise. He sat down next to you without asking, his shoulder brushing yours. âIâm not saying I am,â he added quickly. âBut if I were⌠that wouldâve made it a lot worse.â
You laughed softly, leaning your head on his arm. âSorry.â
âNo, youâre not.â
ââŚNo, Iâm not.â
Touya Todoroki / Dabi x reader
Summary: As you pick Touya up from rehab, you reflect on how you got here
WARNING: hurt/ barely comfort. Itâs a Dabi fanfic so prepare for rude behaviour and a lot of self deprecation on his part.
word count : 9734
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RUN BOY RUN - Woodkid
â^. .^ââ You drum your fingers against the steering wheel, staring at the front doors of the rehab center like they might explode. The car hums softly beneath you, the afternoon sun casting long shadows across the parking lot. Youâve been sitting here for a while, waiting. Thinking.
Itâs been weeks since you last saw Touya. Weeks of wondering if heâd actually stay. Weeks of resisting the urge to show up just to check.
And now, finally, here he comes.
The doors push open, and there he is, hands stuffed in his jacket pockets, shoulders hunched against the wind. His hairâs a mess, probably hasnât touched a comb in days and his scars catch the sunlight in a way that makes them stand out even more. He looks tired, in a way thatâs more than just physical. But his eyes? Still sharp. Still him.
The second he spots you, he stops. Just stands there, staring, like he wasnât expecting you to actually be here.
You push open the car door and step out before he can overthink it. âHey,â you say, keeping it easy.
Touya scoffs, tilting his head. âHey.â His voice is rough, like he hasnât used it much.
You take him in, scanning for any sign of what? A breakthrough? A relapse? Hell if you know. He just looks⌠different. Not better, necessarily. But different.
âHow was it?â you ask.
Touya rolls his eyes. âAwful.â Classic. âSame boring speeches, same awkward group sessions. Food was shit.â
You smirk. âNo shock there.â
He exhales sharply, something like amusement, but you donât miss the tension in his shoulders.
âBut you stayed,â you say, watching him closely.
Something flickers across his face quick, almost undetectable. He looks away, shifting his weight. ââŚYeah,â he mutters. âGuess I did.â
For a moment, neither of you say anything. Itâs not awkward, just⌠heavy. The weight of everything unsaid sits between you, pressing at the edges. You had spent weeks wondering if heâd bail, if youâd get some shitty phone call, if youâd ever see him again. And now heâs here. Whole.
Touya clears his throat and jerks his chin toward the car. âYou just gonna make me stand here, or what?â
You blink, shaking off your thoughts. âRight.â You open the passenger door. âGet in.â
He hesitates for half a second before slumping into the seat with a quiet sigh. As you settle into the driverâs side, you glance at him out of the corner of your eye. Heâs staring out the window, absently picking at the frayed edge of his sleeve.
You grip the wheel. âYou hungry?â
Touya snorts. âDepends. You taking me somewhere that serves actual food?â
âYeah, yeah. No more rehab cafeteria mystery meat, I swear.â
For the first time, he smirks just barely, but itâs there. Then, after a beat, he mutters, ââŚThanks for picking me up.â
Something tightens in your chest, but itâs not worry this time.
âYeah yeah,â you say, pulling out of the parking lot. ânow donât get emotional on me.â
Touya leans his head against the window, exhaling as the car rolls forward, the sun sinking lower in the sky. And for now, thatâs enough.
â-
When you met him, no one could have guessed that heâd be in your car sharing an intimate bond to intimate so fast.
The first time you and Dabi met, he tried to kill you.
No, really he actually tried. None of that lazy, half-assed, villain posturing. He sent a fucking wall of blue fire straight at you, no warning, no witty one liner. And when you barely managed to dodge, he clicked his tongue like he was annoyed you had the audacity to survive.
âShouldâve just stood still,â heâd said, tilting his head, eyes gleaming with something between amusement and boredom. âWouldâve saved us both a lot of time.â
âYou always this much of an asshole, or am I just special?â you shot back, already bracing for the next attack.
Dabi had smirked, rolling his shoulders. âDunno. Guess weâll find out.â
That was how it started.
And somehow, for reasons neither of you ever addressed, your run-ins turned into something else. You fought, sure. But over time, it stopped feeling like an actual battle and more like⌠a routine. A bad habit. A game. He never went for the kill. You never hit him hard enough to stop him. And when the fights ended, more often than not, youâd end up talking.
Which led to nights like this.
Tonight, it was an abandoned lot. Heâd set some shit on fire, youâd put it out, and now he was perched on the edge of a rusted-out shipping container, cigarette between his fingers, watching you like he was waiting to be entertained.
âYouâre getting slow,â he remarked, exhaling a curl of smoke.
You shot him a look as you stomped out the last few embers. âOr maybe youâre just getting predictable.â
Dabi snorted. âYeah, keep telling yourself that.â
You climbed up onto the container, ignoring the way he barely shifted to make room for you. He always did that sat like he dared you to invade his space, then acted all put out when you actually did.
âReal ambitious arson job tonight,â you muttered, stretching out your legs. âYou only half-commit to everything, or just crime?â
Dabi flicked ash in your direction. âLike youâre one to talk. You had at least three chances to stop me, and you didnât.â He shot you a sideways glance, smirk twitching at the corner of his mouth. âStarting to think you like having me around.â
You rolled your eyes. âYeah, because listening to you bitch and moan is so much fun.â
âHey, someoneâs gotta keep you on your toes,â he said, lazily tapping ash off the side. âCanât have you getting soft. If anything iâm helping a little girl become a heroâ
You scoffed but didnât argue. And that was the thing this was normal now. Fighting, bickering, sitting around after like you werenât supposed to be on opposite sides. Like you werenât supposed to be enemies.
Maybe thatâs why you started noticing things.
Like how he leaned against walls like his legs were seconds from giving out. Or how his hands shook just a little when he smoked, like the heat didnât quite reach all the way through him. Or how, no matter how sharp his smirk was, his eyes never quite matched.
And because you were a fucking idiot, you started caring.
Which is why, after another long, pointless fight, you threw a water bottle at him.
Dabi caught it, glaring. âThe hell is this?â
âHydration, dipshit,â you said, wiping sweat from your forehead. âYâknow, because youâre a walking pile of burnt kindling, and Iâd rather not have you passing out mid fight.â
He stared at the bottle like it had personally offended him. Then at you. Then back at the bottle.
âYou do realize I hate you, right?â he deadpanned.
âUh-huh. Drink the damn water, Dabi.â
His jaw tightened, fingers flexing like he was debating throwing it at your head.
Instead, he cracked the cap open, took a slow sip, and never broke eye contact.
ââŚYouâre fucking annoying,â he muttered.
You grinned. âAnd yet, here we are.â
He exhaled sharply, flicked his cigarette away, and leaned back against the wall. For once, he didnât have a comeback. Just sat there, eyes flickering toward the skyline, quiet for once.
Not as a villain. Not as a hero.
Just as a guy too stubborn to admit he might not hate the company and just maybe a guy learning people can care for him.
Though it didnât stop there, meetings became a lot more frequent.
âYou stalking me, hero?â
Dabi didnât even bother looking at you as you landed on the rooftop beside him. Just flicked his cigarette, barely missing your foot, and leaned back like he didnât have a care in the world.
You sighed. âYou just torched a building. Kinda my job to show up.â
âYeah? And yet, here you are not doing shit about it.â He smirked, finally turning to you. âShouldnât you be slapping cuffs on me or whatever the fuck it is heroes do?â
You rolled your eyes. âLike youâd let me.â
âDamn right I wouldnât.â He exhaled a slow stream of smoke, letting it curl between his fingers before he flicked the cigarette off the side of the roof. âAnd we both know you donât have the balls to try though you might like the cuffs on you.â
You clenched your jaw but didnât argue not wanting to entertain whatever thoughts heâs trying to imply, which only made his smirk widen. âThatâs what I thought.â
âYou always this fucking insufferable, or is it just for me?â
Dabi gave you a slow, lazy once-over, tilting his head. âI save my worst for special people.â
âWow. Flattered.â
âYou should be.â He stretched his arms over his head, sighing. âNot everyone gets to be my personal waste of time.â
You crossed your arms. âYou say that, and yet, youâre the one still talking to me.â
Dabi chuckled low, rough, full of something mean. âYeah. Guess I like watching you squirm.â
â-
You hit the ground hard, barely rolling in time to avoid getting fried. The pavement still sizzled from Dabiâs flames, burning through your sleeves as you pushed yourself up.
Dabi, still standing like he didnât just try to incinerate you, gave you the most unimpressed look of all time. âThat was pathetic.â
You spat blood onto the ground, glaring up at him. âYou hit like a bitch.â
Dabi actually laughed at that, crouching just enough to get in your face. âYou wish I hit like a bitch.â His fingers twitched, heat curling around them. âWe both know I could turn you to fucking ash if I wanted to.â
You swallowed hard but held his gaze. âThen why donât you?â
He tilted his head, watching you like a cat watching a half dead mouse. Then his grin stretched slow and sharp.
ââCause I like this,â he murmured. âWatching you scrape yourself off the ground. Watching you try so fucking hard to be something.â He leaned in just a little closer, voice dropping to something almost amused. âItâs entertaining.â
Your fists clenched. âYouâre a real piece of shit, yâknow that?â
Dabi smirked. âYeah. And?â
You shoved yourself up, ignoring how your legs ached. âOne day, Iâm gonna put you down for good.â
His grin widened like that was the funniest thing heâd ever heard. âOh, please do.â
ââ
Dabi was sitting on the curb like he had just clocked out of a long shift at his 9-to-5 arson job. Arms draped over his knees, a half-burnt cigarette dangling from his fingers, and an expression so profoundly bored that you had to take a second to process the absolute wreckage behind him.
The alley looked like a battlefield. Scorch marks everywhere, trash melted into unrecognizable blobs, and some guy still smoking from the flames. He was groaning, which was good it meant he was alive. But considering how crispy he looked, he probably wasnât gonna be winning any beauty pageants soon.
You let out a long, suffering sigh. âDabi.â
Dabi tilted his head back lazily to look at you. Then he exhaled through his nose, unimpressed. âOh. You.â
You planted your hands on your hips, giving him the best I am so fucking tired look you could muster. âWhat the fuck happened this time?â
Dabi gave you a slow blink, like you just asked him why the sky was blue. âWhat the fuck do you think happened?â He waved a vague hand at the destruction behind him. âI had a bad night.â
You threw up your hands. âAnd what, this was your therapy session? You scorched a guy!â
Dabi sighed dramatically, rolling his neck. âAnd yet, heâs still breathing. How âbout that?â
You groaned, dragging your hands down your face. âYou have to stop causing problems for fun.â
He snorted. âWrong. The problems cause me for fun.â
You gave him a long, unimpressed stare. âDid you read that off a bumper sticker?â
Dabi smirked. âNah. Came up with it just now. Pretty good, huh?â
You ignored that. âDid it ever occur to you to just⌠I donât know, go home and watch TV like a normal person?â
âI am watching something,â Dabi said, grinning. âYou. Losing your goddamn mind.â
You let out a slow, deep breath, resisting the urge to punt him into the nearest dumpster.
Then Dabi rested his chin on his palm, gaze flicking over you. âAnd yet, here you are. Again.â
You squinted. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He smirked. âIf I had a dollar for every time you showed up to stop me but didnât actually stop me, Iâd be able to afford the therapy that daddy dearest never gave me.â
You jabbed a finger at him. âListen here, you little shitââ
âI mean, really,â he went on, like you hadnât spoken. âYou could be off doing hero stuff. Arresting actual villains. Filing paperwork. Touching grass. But nah. Instead, youâre here. With me.â His smirk widened. âKinda pathetic, donât you think?â
Your fingers twitched. So help me God, you thought, if I donât get out of here in the next five minutes, I am actually going to commit a crime.
You inhaled sharply through your nose, turned on your heel, and started walking.
âYouâre not worth the effort.â
Dabi chuckled behind you, lazy and full of smug amusement.
âKeep telling yourself that, hero.â
ââ
The drive is quiet. its a warm kind of quiet. No one felt like they wanted break it. It was comfortable.
Touya is slouched in the passenger seat, arms crossed, jaw locked, radiating the kind of hostility that could curdle milk. His whole vibe is very moody teenager who just got grounded, which is impressive considering heâs a grown-ass man.
You let the silence ride for a while, because you know him. You know heâs stewing. Probably pissed at himself for actually staying in rehab instead of setting the place on fire and walking out in a dramatic blaze of glory. Maybe pissed at you for witnessing the fact that he actually completed something for once in his life.
After a few more minutes of unbearable tension, you finally break.
âYou want food?â
Touya snorts. âWhat, we celebrating?â
You keep your eyes on the road. âI just figured youâd rather eat something that isnât microwaved cardboard.â
âBold of you to assume I even ate that shit.â
You exhale slowly through your nose. Patience. Touya is like a stray cat he hisses, scratches, and pretends he doesnât need anything, but if you ignore him long enough, he eventually starts lurking near your door at dinner time.
âThereâs a diner up ahead,â you say, because you will be feeding this dumbass whether he likes it or not. âItâs either that or you starve.â
Touya sighs, like agreeing to basic human needs is such a burden. âFine. Whatever.â
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The diner you pull into looks like it shouldâve been condemned twenty years ago. The neon sign flickers like itâs having an existential crisis, and the parking lot is a graveyard of questionable life choices.
Inside, the place is nearly empty just a couple of truckers at the counter, mumbling over half-eaten plates of regret. The waitress barely looks up as you both slide into a booth.
Touya, being Touya, immediately sprawls out like he owns the joint, kicking his feet onto the seat across from him. He snatches up a menu but doesnât actually read it just taps his fingers against the table like heâs already planning an escape route.
The waitress shuffles over, popping her gum. âWhatâll it be?â
âCheeseburger. Extra fries. Coffee,â Touya says, snapping the menu shut like he just finalized a business deal.
You squint at him. âCoffee? This late?â
He raises an eyebrow. âOh, Iâm sorry, are you my mom now?â
You stare at him, debating whether or not to slide his menu across the table and slap him with it.
Instead, you sigh and place your own order. The waitress scribbles it down, looking just about as done with this conversation as you are, then walks off.
Touya slouches even further if he keeps this up, heâs going to merge with the booth. âSo. You gonna give me some big, cheesy speech about how proud you are of me?â
You donât even blink. âDo you want one?â
His lip curls. âHell no.â
âThen no.â
Touya squints at you like heâs waiting for the catch. Like youâre gonna hit him with some life is a journey Hallmark bullshit at any moment. But when you donât, he just clicks his tongue and looks away.
âYou didnât have to come get me,â he mutters. âCouldâve just called a cab.â
âYeah, I couldâve.â You lean back in your seat. âBut I didnât.â
His fingers twitch against the table, like he wants to argue but canât come up with a good enough reason. So instead, he scoffs and mutters, âYouâre a pain in the ass.â
You smirk. âYeah, well. So are you.â
When the food finally arrives, Touya wastes zero time inhaling it like heâs fresh out of a 24-hour famine. Fries? Shoveled into his mouth at breakneck speed. Burger? Absolutely demolished. Itâs impressive, really. Borderline concerning.
You eat like a normal human being, sipping your drink as he continues his speed run.
Eventually, between bites, he mutters, ââŚFoodâs not bad.â
You hide your smile behind your drink. âIâll take that as a thank you.â
Touya glares. âDonât push it.â
You let the conversation fizzle out after that. No talking about home. No lectures. No big emotional moments. Just greasy diner food and the occasional sarcastic remark.
And when you both eventually leave and get back in the car, he doesnât argue when you take the long way home. Doesnât snap when the silence stretches again this time a little less heavy.
And maybe, just maybe, thatâs his way of saying thanks.
Youâre halfway through your plate when you notice it Touya has stopped inhaling his food like a wild animal and is just⌠sitting there. Not glaring, not throwing sarcastic barbs, just absentmindedly pushing a fry around his plate with a vaguely thoughtful expression.
You blink. âOh God.â
Touya raises an eyebrow. âWhat?â
âYouâre thinking.â You point at him with your fork. âThatâs never a good sign.â
He scoffs, shoving the fry into his mouth. âShut up.â
But he doesnât immediately follow it with another insult, which is weird. He just leans back, arms crossed, staring at you like heâs weighing whether or not to say something.
You tilt your head. âWhat?â
He exhales sharply through his nose, like this this moment, this entire night is physically painful for him. Then, finally, he mutters, âYou look tired.â
You blink again. âWow. Thanks. Thatâs what every person wants to hear.â
Touya rolls his eyes. âIâm just saying. Whenâs the last time you actually slept?â
You shrug. âI sleep.â
He snorts. âYeah? When? Between your constant babysitting and whatever dumbass hero shit youâre doing?â
You open your mouth, then close it. Because okay, maybe you donât get as much sleep as you should. But itâs not like heâs one to talk.
Touya notices your hesitation and smirks. âThatâs what I thought.â
âYeah, well,â you huff, stabbing at your food, ânot all of us have the luxury of napping through our responsibilities.â
âLuxury?â He scoffs. âI was in rehab.â
âYou chose not to set the place on fire and escape. I call that a vacation.â
Touya stares at you for a second, then against all odds laughs. Not his usual sharp, mocking laugh, but something quieter. Real. It throws you off so badly that you just sit there, blinking at him.
âWhat?â he asks, still smirking.
âYou laughed.â
He tilts his head, pretending to think. âShit, did I?â
âYes, and it wasnât even a mean laugh.â You squint. âAre you dying?â
Touya rolls his eyes. âYouâre so fucking dramatic.â
âSays the guy who fake-died for three years.â
âTouchĂŠ.â
You shake your head, still thrown by the fact that heâs being⌠weirdly chill. Like heâs actually letting himself exist in this moment instead of treating it like some obligatory punishment. Itâs suspicious.
Then, just as youâre about to call him out on it, he reaches across the table, plucks a fry off your plate, and pops it into his mouth.
You gape at him. âDid you justââ
âYep.â He grabs another one. âWhatâre you gonna do about it?â
You slap his hand away, scandalized. âI fed you! I rescued you from microwave mush, and this is how you repay me?â
Touya grins, all teeth, the corners of his eyes crinkling just slightly. âConsider it a tax.â
You groan, dropping your head onto the table. âI shouldâve left you in rehab.â
âEh,â he says, stealing one more fry just to be an asshole, âbut you didnât.â
And for once, thereâs no smugness behind it. Just quiet acknowledgement.
No thank you, no big emotional revelation just a stolen fry and the simple fact that, no matter how much of a pain in the ass he is, you still showed up.
â
The air was thick with smoke, the night split by the wail of sirens and the distant shouts of first responders. The whole block was bathed in flickering orange light, fire consuming what used to be a warehouse now it was just a giant cautionary tale about what happens when dumbasses with unstable quirks play with explosives.
You exhaled through your nose, mask pulled up high, and glanced at the six-foot wall of muscle and arrogance standing beside you. Fucking Endeavor.
âSo,â you said, tilting your head toward the raging inferno, âA+ work on the whole âsubtle infiltrationâ plan.â
Endeavor didnât even look at you. Not surprising. âThis isnât the time for sarcasm.â
You gestured broadly at the absolute catastrophe in front of you. âSee, I disagree. Because if weâre not laughing, weâre crying, and Iââ You clapped a hand to your chest. ââam emotionally fragile.â
âFocus.â His voice was clipped, sharp, like he was the only professional here.
You rolled your eyes. âRight, right. âNo nonsense. Only mission.â Because God forbid we acknowledge that this is a shitshow.â
He ignored you, which was basically the foundation of your entire working relationship.
âWhatâs the plan?â you asked, already scanning the building for signs of movement.
âContain the fire and get the survivors out,â he said, striding forward. Flames licked up his arms, rolling off his shoulders like he wasnât currently surrounded by highly flammable debris.
You sighed, flexing your fingers. âCool. Love a good ârushing into a death trapâ moment.â
Still no reaction.
You followed him in, ducking through the collapsed doorway as heat immediately punched you in the face. Smoke curled through the halls, thick and suffocating, clinging to the walls like a living thing. You yanked your sleeve over your mouth, glaring at Endeavorâs broad back.
âYou ever not act like youâre fireproof?â you muttered.
âI am fireproof,â he shot back.
You scoffed. âOkay, but Iâm not, so letâs not turn this place into a crematorium before weâre done.â
Predictably, he didnât dignify that with a response.
You both moved quickly, scanning the rooms, stepping over broken crates and unconscious bodies. Most of the smuggling ring had been handled either burned, unconscious, or very interested in getting arrested if it meant not being roasted alive.
The first survivors were on the second floor, huddled in what used to be an office but was now just another death trap.
You stepped over the threshold, crouching beside a barely conscious man. âHey, buddy,â you murmured, hoisting him onto your shoulder. âLetâs get you the hell out of here before this place caves in, yeah?â
Endeavor hauled up another survivor with ease, barely even trying. God, so annoying.
âGet them out,â he ordered. âIâll keep moving.â
You adjusted your grip, ignoring the sweat rolling down your temple. âAwesome. You run headfirst into hell, Iâll play babysitter.â
You turned on your heel, smoke curling at your feet as you hurried back out.
By the time you made it outside, paramedics were already rushing forward, taking the man from your arms. You exhaled sharply, rolling your shoulders, and turned back toward the warehouse.
Endeavor was still inside.
Not that you doubted him. He was the number two hero for a reason. But youâd seen enough missions go south to know that confidence didnât mean shit when fire had a mind of its own.
Thenâ
An explosion rocked the building.
Your stomach lurched, heart pounding. For a split second, pure instinct screamed at you to move, to go back in but then, blue-orange flames burst from the second floor, and a moment later, Endeavor strode out of the smoke, dragging the last survivor behind him.
Because of course he did.
You let out a short laugh, shaking your head. âYeah, yeah. Congrats on being a one man army.â
He barely spared you a glance, brushing soot off his shoulder like he hadnât just walked through an explosion. âHandled.â
You huffed, crossing your arms. âOh, for sure. Totally casual. You ever not act like you just expect to survive every dumbass decision you make?â
His eyes cut to you, sharp and assessing. âYou donât take this seriously enough.â
You arched an eyebrow. âAnd you take it so seriously you forget to breathe. Maybe if you stopped treating every mission like a personal vendetta, people wouldnât be so quick to call you an ass.â
His expression didnât change. âI get results.â
You snorted. âAnd I get migraines every time we work together. Funny how that works.â
Endeavor let out a huff his version of done with this conversation and turned away, stalking toward the police.
You sighed, running a hand through your hair as you surveyed the mess around you. Another night, another catastrophic team up with Japanâs most emotionally constipated man.
You really needed a drink after this.
But before you could make a break for the nearest bar, a voice rumbled beside you.
ââŚYou did well.â
You blinked. Slowly turned your head.
Endeavor didnât look at you just kept his gaze on the wreckage, arms crossed, face unreadable.
You squinted. âIâm sorry. What?â
His jaw ticked, like saying it physically pained him. ââŚI said, you did well.â
A slow grin spread across your face. âHoly shit.â
Endeavor immediately looked regretful. âForget it.â
âOh no no no, you donât get to take that back.â You clutched your chest, mock gasping. âEndeavor praised me? I think I might cry.â
He sighed through his nose, very pointedly not engaging.
But you werenât done.
âWow. This must be what being a favorite child feels like.â You nudged him with your elbow. âDoes this mean I get a âWorldâs Okayest Sidekickâ mug? Maybe a â#1 Emotional Support Heroâ t-shirt?â
Endeavor turned his head slightly. âYou want a mug?â
You blinked. âWait. Are you serious?â
He shrugged, which, coming from him, was basically a yes.
You grinned.
Oh, you were never letting him live this down
Now your relationship with the number 2 hero was never your favourite team ups. Though you did feel a strange bit of validation and growth every time you had the chance.
â
You had fought villains, survived explosions, and worked with Endeavor without committing arson (yet), but nothing, nothing. had prepared you for sitting at the Todoroki family dinner table.
Yet here you were, trapped between Hawks, who looked way too entertained, and Shoto, who was sipping his drink like he was emotionally detached from this entire situation.
Endeavor sat at the head of the table, arms crossed like he also didnât want to be here, and Fuyumi was the only one smiling like this wasnât the most awkward hostage situation youâd ever been part of.
âSo!â she said brightly, setting down a plate in front of you. âHow has working with my dad been?â
You immediately froze, a piece of food halfway to your mouth. Slowly, slowly, you turned your head to glance at Endeavor.
He was already looking at you.
Judging.
Daring you to open your mouth and ruin your career.
Hawks, the absolute devil, nudged your side with his elbow. âGo on. Be honest.â
You took a sip of water to buy yourself some time. âWellâŚâ You cleared your throat. âHeâs, uh⌠very efficient.â
Shoto snorted. âThatâs a polite way to put it.â
You pointed your fork at him. âSee? He gets it.â
Endeavor exhaled through his nose, which, given the fact that his entire body was basically a walking furnace, made it look like he was barely restraining himself from setting the table on fire. âIf you have something to say, say it.â
Hawks smirked, leaning closer. âYeah, say it.â
You shot him a you are so dead after this look before sighing dramatically. âFine. You want the truth?â You turned to Endeavor. âWorking with you is like trying to have a conversation with a brick wall, if that brick wall was actively judging you and could also set things on fire.â
Fuyumi gasped. Shoto took another sip of his drink. Hawks nearly collapsed against the table, laughing.
Endeavor, completely unfazed, just grunted. âYou still get the job done.â
âWow,â you deadpanned. âI am so touched.â
Hawks wiped a fake tear from his eye. âMan, this is so much better than I imagined.â
You turned to Fuyumi. âBlink twice if you need rescuing.â
She actually laughed at that, waving a hand. âOh, itâs not that bad!â
Shoto, still completely monotone: âIt is that bad.â
Endeavor let out the longest suffering sigh of his life.
By the time dinner ended, you were slumped against the doorway, utterly drained. Hawks, of course, was thriving, stretching his arms over his head. âWell, that was fun! Same time next week?â
You whipped around. âDo not manifest that.â
Fuyumi clapped her hands together. âOh! That would be wonderfulââ
âNO.â You pointed a warning finger at Hawks. âThis is your fault.â
He grinned. âWorth it.â
As you stepped outside, you exhaled deeply, rubbing your temples. âI need a drink.â
Hawks slung an arm over your shoulders. âTold you itâd be fun.â
You shoved him off. âKeigo, I swear to godââ
â
Fighting Dabi was always a pain in the ass. Not just because of the fire which, yeah, was a huge problem but because he never shut up.
Tonight was no different. Flames roared around you, painting the alleyway in flickering blue as you dodged another wave of heat. The bastard was laughing, like this was some kind of game.
âWhatâs the matter, hero?â Dabi taunted, taking a lazy step forward. âToo hot for you?â
You huffed, rolling your shoulders as you steadied yourself. âWow, never heard that one before. You come up with that yourself?â
His smirk widened. âNah. I save my best material for special occasions.â
Before you could throw back another quip, Dabiâs eyes flickered to your uniform specifically, to the slight burn mark on your sleeve, barely visible but unmistakable.
And then, his entire demeanor changed.
His smirk faltered, replaced by something sharper. More calculating. His gaze darkened.
âHuh.â He tilted his head, stepping closer. âThatâs interesting.â
You kept your stance firm, watching him carefully. âWhat?â
Dabiâs eyes flicked back to yours, his grin returning, but this time it was more⌠sinister. âThat burn mark.â
You frowned, glancing at your sleeve. âYeah? What about it?â
He let out a low chuckle, but there was something off about it something almost too amused. âBeen spending time with other guys? I thought we were exclusiveâ
Your stomach twisted, but you kept your expression neutral. âoh? and what makes you say that?â
Dabi crossed his arms, the flames around his hands flickering dangerously. âSo⌠youâve been working with him, huh?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âOh, donât play dumb.â His voice dripped with something between mockery and genuine intrigue. âYouâve been on missions with Endeavor.â
You still werenât sure why that mattered to him, but something in his tone made your skin crawl. You scoffed, keeping your voice even. âYeah, so? Heâs the number two hero. I work with a lot of pros.â
Dabi let out a slow whistle, shaking his head. âMan, thatâs hilarious.â
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat the hell is so funny?â
His smirk widened, but it didnât reach his eyes. âYou, hero. Running around, playing sidekick to that bastard.â He let out a low chuckle, stepping even closer. âI wonder⌠did he finally get what he wanted?â
Your jaw clenched. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Dabiâs smirk twitched, like he was enjoying some inside joke at your expense. âNothing. Just seems like you donât know your mentor as well as you think.â
Something about the way he said it sent a chill down your spine. But you werenât about to let him rattle you. âIf youâve got something to say, say it.â
Dabi just grinned, stepping back. âNah. I think Iâll let you figure it out yourself.â
And before you could stop him, he vanished into the night, leaving behind nothing but embers and more questions than you wanted to deal with.
â
You had somehow let Fuyumi trick you into another dinner. You werenât sure how it happened one second, you were wrapping up a mission with Endeavor, and the next, you and Hawks were walking up to the Todoroki house like it was some weekly scheduled event.
âYou manifested this,â you muttered, glaring at Hawks as you knocked on the door.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â he replied, smirking. âI think this is great for you.â
âI hope you get hit by a rogue Nomu.â
The door opened before Hawks could come up with a comeback, and Fuyumi greeted you with her usual bright smile. âYou came!â
âYeah, yeah, against my better judgment,â you muttered as she ushered you inside.
This time, the vibe was slightly less tense than before. Natsuo still wasnât here (no surprise), but the rest of the family was present Endeavor looked like he would rather be anywhere else, Shoto was neutral as always, and Hawks was making himself way too comfortable again.
As Fuyumi moved to set the table, you noticed something different this time a photo album was open on the coffee table, pages slightly worn at the edges.
You nudged Hawks and motioned toward it. âLook at this. Actual proof that Endeavor has been outside of a crime scene.â
Hawks chuckled, leaning in. âWow. I canât even picture him smiling.â
You flipped a few pages, finding old photos of Fuyumi, Shoto, and Natsuo when they were kids. The pictures looked almost normalâalmost like any other family.
Then you saw a photo that made you pause.
It was a boy, older than Shoto but still young, with white hair and striking blue eyes. He was grinning, arms crossed with a cocky smirk, like he knew he was the coolest person in the room.
You frowned, tapping the picture. âWhoâs this?â
Fuyumi turned from the kitchen and followed your gaze. Her expression softened just slightly. âOh⌠thatâs Touya.â
You glanced at Hawks, who also looked mildly surprised. âHuh. Never heard of him.â
Fuyumiâs smile dimmed just a little. âHe was our oldest brother.â
Was.
You werenât dumb. That single word told you enough.
Endeavorâs entire posture tensed, but he didnât say anything, just kept staring at the table like the conversation wasnât happening.
Shoto was unreadable as ever. âHe passed away a long time ago.â
You blinked, looking between them. You hadnât even known Endeavor had another kid, and now you were learning he was dead?
Hawks, who was usually one to crack a joke, was silent beside you, his sharp eyes studying the photo with an unusual seriousness. âHow?â
Fuyumi hesitated, shooting a glance at her father. âAn accident,â she said carefully. âA fire.â
You didnât need a full explanation to understand there was a lot more to the story than she was letting on. The entire atmosphere in the room had shifted like an invisible weight had settled over the conversation, suffocating and heavy.
You looked at the boy in the picture again. Touya. Something about his expression, his posture, felt oddly familiar, but you couldnât place why.
Hawks leaned back, whistling lowly. âDamn. Didnât know you had another sibling, Shoto.â
Shotoâs eyes flickered to his father before looking away. âMost people donât.â
You glanced at Endeavor, who was completely silent, jaw clenched. If the man was already emotionally constipated on a good day, now he looked like someone had shoved a grenade down his throat and pulled the pin.
Yeah. You were not asking follow-up questions.
Fuyumi gave you a sad smile before quickly trying to shift the mood. âAnyway! Dinnerâs ready.â
You exchanged a glance with Hawks, silently agreeing to drop it for now.
But as you ate, your eyes kept drifting back to that photo. There was something about it, something that made your stomach twist.
Something that told you this wasnât the whole story.
â
Youâre barely five minutes into the drive when Touya starts fidgeting. One leg bouncing, fingers tapping, sighing dramatically every few minutes like heâs about to say something and then deciding against it.
You ignore him for as long as humanly possible.
Then another heavy sigh.
âFor fuckâs sake,â you say, glancing at him. âWhat?â
Touya smirks. âNothing. Just love a good awkward silence.â
You roll your eyes and turn down a side street, heading toward an old parking lot on the edge of the city. Itâs the kind of place thatâs either a sketchy drug deal spot or just an abandoned lot that no oneâs cared about for years. Either way, itâs empty, which is exactly what you need.
When you park, Touya squints at you. âOh, nice. Super ominous.â He leans back, crossing his arms. âSo, what, this is where you tell me youâve secretly been hired to kill me? âCause, honestly? Shouldâve done it before you wasted money on my food.â
âYeah, yeah,â you mutter, digging around in the glove compartment. âIâm playing the long con.â
Touya watches as you pull out a slightly crumpled pack of cigarettes. He blinks. âThe hell? Since when do you smoke?â
âI donât.â You tap the pack against your palm, knocking one loose. âExcept when I do.â
He huffs a laugh and pulls out his own pack. âTerrible influence. Hope you know that.â
âYouâre literally the last person who gets to say that to me.â
Touya just shrugs, flicking his lighter open. He takes a slow drag, then leans over the console, offering you the lighter with a lazy smirk. âGo on, then. Join me in my terrible life choices.â
You roll your eyes but lean in, lighting your cigarette. The first inhale burns your lungs in a way thatâs almost nostalgic, and when you exhale, the smoke curls into the night air.
For a while, neither of you speak. Just sit there, smoking in companionable silence, staring out at the city lights in the distance.
Then Touya, ever the shit-stirrer, side-eyes you. âSoooo⌠youâre in love with me, right?â
You cough on your cigarette, nearly choking. âWhat the fuckââ
He grins, leaning back against the seat. âI mean, think about it. You picked me up, bought me food, brought me to this super romantic abandoned parking lotââ He gestures vaguely. âLike, if youâre gonna confess, at least do it with some dramatic flair.â
You take a slow, pointed drag. Exhale. Stare him dead in the eyes.
âTouya,â you say dryly, âif I were in love with you, Iâd have worse problems than this cigarette.â
He snorts, tipping his head back. âFair point.â
Another silence stretches between you, this one lighter. Less heavy, more like⌠a pause between bullshit conversations.
Eventually, Touya flicks his cigarette out the window, watching the ember fizzle out. ââŚYâknow,â he mutters, âyou didnât have to pick me up.â
You shrug. âYeah. But I did.â
He side-eyes you again, expression unreadable. Then he exhales sharply and shakes his head. âIdiot.â
âYouâre welcome,â you say, smirking.
He groans, slouching further into his seat, but he doesnât argue.
And thatâs how you know he actually means thank you.
â
The smell of smoke still clung to the air, thick and acrid, curling in the space between you and Dabi⌠Touya. You didnât even realize you were gripping your fists until your nails bit into your palms, but you couldnât help it. You couldnât breathe.
It made sense now. The way he moved, the way he spoke, the way he never really tried to kill you even when he had the chance. The pieces had been there all along, but now they were clicking together too fast, too loud.
And Dabi- no, Touya- was watching you like a cornered animal, all teeth and venom, muscles tight like he was ready to bolt or attack, whichever came first.
âSay something,â he muttered, voice rough. âYouâre staring like a fucking idiot.â
Your throat was dry, words sticking to your tongue like glue. But then, finallyâ
âYouâre Touya.â
His jaw twitched, fingers curling at his sides. âNo shit.â
The sheer casualness of it nearly sent you over the edge. âNo shit?â You took a step forward, shoving a hand through your hair. âThatâs all you have to say? You.. You let me think you were just some guy this whole timeâ
âI am just some guy.â
âDonât fucking do that,â you snapped. âYou lied to me.â
Dabi let out a sharp, bitter laugh. âLied? Oh, thatâs rich.â He took a step toward you, voice dropping into something low and mean. âYou think I owe you the truth? That I was just gonna sit you down like, âHey, by the way, Iâm a walking family tragedy with daddy issues bigger than this whole fucking cityâ?â He sneered. âBe for fucking real.â
Your chest tightened, but you forced yourself to hold his gaze. âI thought weââ
âWhat? Had something?â His grin was all sharp edges, nothing warm behind it. âHate to break it to you, but that was your mistake.â
You felt something crack in your ribs, but you ignored it. âI trusted you.â
Dabiâs expression twisted into something ugly, something raw, but it was gone in an instant, swallowed up by that same defensive, sharp-toothed smirk. âThen youâre even dumber than I thought.â
You sucked in a sharp breath, hands trembling. âWhy are you doing this?â
He scoffed. âDoing what? Telling you the truth?â He stepped closer, and you could feel the heat radiating off him, warning you to back off but you didnât. âYou wanna play hero so fucking bad, then act like one. Arrest me. Fight me. Do whatever the fuck your little code tells you to do.â
You clenched your jaw. âYouâre pushing me away.â
âGood.â
That hit harder than it should have.
Silence stretched between you, thick and suffocating. Dabi wasnât looking at you anymore he was staring past you, at nothing, jaw tight like he was trying to hold back words that could shatter his teeth.
But youâd had enough.
You exhaled sharply and took a step back. âFine.â
His head tilted slightly, but he didnât move, didnât react.
You swallowed the lump in your throat. âGuess I was wrong about you.â
Dabi let out a short, hollow laugh, shaking his head. âGuess you were.â
The city felt too loud. Even with the distant hum of sirens fading into the night, even with the crackling embers of the smoldering wreck behind you, the weight in your chest made it hard to hear anything else.
TouyaâDabiâwas still standing there, arms crossed, head tilted just slightly like he was waiting for you to walk away. Like he expected you to.
And maybe you should.
Maybe you should turn on your heel, pretend like this conversation never happened, pretend like his words didnât bruise, pretend like your chest wasnât burning with something ugly and disappointed.
But you didnât.
Instead, you took a breath. Steadier this time. Then another.
âOkay,â you said, voice quiet but firm. âIâm leaving.â
His shoulders barely shifted. âYeah. Got that part.â
You ignored him. âBut Iâm not letting you do this.â
His jaw tensed. âDo what?â
âThis.â You gestured at the space between you, at the sharp, jagged edges of this conversation, at the way he was standing like a kicked dog trying to pretend it didnât hurt. âPushing me away like itâll fix anything.â
He scoffed, but it didnât have the same bite. âAnd what, you think not pushing you away is a better idea? Think about it, genius. What do you actually want from me here?â
Your fingers curled at your sides. âI want the truth.â
Touya laughed. It wasnât sharp this time wasnât even mean. Just quiet. Exhausted.
âThe truth?â He shook his head, looking past you again, somewhere far, far away. âI gave you the truth, and you didnât like it.â
âYou gave me a version of it,â you shot back. âThe one that hurts the least for you.â
His expression flickered for half a second something too fast to catch, something that almost looked guilty. Then, just as quickly, it was gone.
âAnd?â he said, like he was daring you to argue. âThatâs what people do.â
âNo, itâs what you do.â
Silence.
For the first time since this started, Touya actually looked at you. Fully. His eyes were hard, unreadable, but you could feel the tension underneath it all.
He thought this was the last time youâd talk. Thought this was the final thread snapping between you, the moment where youâd finally decide he wasnât worth the effort.
And maybe you should.
But instead, you exhaled, rubbing a hand down your face.
âYâknow what?â you muttered, stepping past him. âForget it. Just forget it.â
And for a second, you thought that was it.
But then, so quiet you almost didnât hear itâ
ââŚI didnât want you to know.â
You froze.
Turned back.
Touya was still standing in the same spot, still holding himself like his own body was a battlefieldâbut his fists were clenched, his head dipped just slightly, like this admission was something he hadnât meant to say out loud.
He let out a breath, shaking his head. âYou-â His voice cracked, and he swallowed hard. âYou were never supposed to know.â
Your heart twisted.
âWhy?â
He didnât answer.
Instead, he took a slow step back, eyes flicking somewhere over your shoulderâlike he was making sure you werenât blocking his escape route.
You stared at him for a moment longer, waiting.
He didnât say anything else.
Didnât take it back. Didnât try to fix it.
So you nodded, lips pressing into a tight line. âOkay.â
The city air was still thick with the scent of smoke, but the fire wasnât the problem anymore. Not really.
You should leave. You should let this be what he wanted it to be one clean break, one final cut before you could crawl too deep under his skin.
But then he said it again.
âI didnât want you to know.â
Barely above a whisper. A confession that sounded like it had been ripped from his throat against his will.
You froze. Turned back.
Touyaâs gaze flickered to you, but only for a second before he looked away, jaw locking.
You swallowed against the tightness in your chest. âWhy?â
Nothing.
Not right away, at least. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, fingers twitching at his sides like he didnât know what to do with them. Like he wanted to reach for something, maybe even you, but wouldnât let himself.
Finally, after what felt like forever, he exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âBecause you look at me like Iâm-â He stopped himself, mouth pressing into a thin line.
You tilted your head, stepping closer. âLike youâre what?â
Touya scoffed, rubbing a hand down his face before running it through his hair, shoulders tensing. âLike Iâm fixable.â
That knocked the air out of you.
âTouyaâŚâ
His fingers curled into fists, a sharp breath escaping through his teeth. âDonât.â
But you couldnât not. Not when he was standing there like this, when the usual cocky bravado had cracked just enough for you to see what was underneath.
âYou think Iâm trying to fix you?â you asked, voice softer now. âThatâs notââ You hesitated, choosing your words carefully. âThatâs not what this is.â
He let out a short, humorless laugh. âIsnât it?â
âNo.â You shook your head. âI just- I care about you.â
His head snapped up at that, eyes narrowing like the words had physically hurt him.
You took another step closer, slow, careful, hands open at your sides like you were approaching something fragile. âYou donât have to push me away.â
His throat bobbed.
For a moment, just one, you thought he might actually let you close the distance. Thought he might let his shoulders drop, let you see him without all the fire and sharp edges.
But then he stepped back.
Not far. Just enough. Just enough to tell you what he couldnât say out loud.
His head tilted slightly, like he was trying to keep his expression blank, but his voice betrayed him.
âI do have to.â
Your chest tightened. âWhy?â
Touyaâs jaw clenched, eyes darting away. âBecause if I donâtââ He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âItâll hurt more when you finally realize Iâm not worth it.â
Something in you cracked.
You wanted to scream. Shake him. Make him understand.
Instead, you just let out a slow breath. âThatâs not gonna happen.â
He huffed, a small, tired smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âYeah, well. Weâll see.â
The worst part was he truly believed that. He thought it was only a matter of time. That youâd come to your senses, see him for what he thought he was, and leave him behind before he could stop you.
And you could tell, deep down, that he was already bracing for it.
You hesitated for half a second before reaching out slowly, carefully and letting your fingers brush against his wrist. Just enough to feel the warmth of his skin, the faint, uneven texture of his scars.
His breath hitched.
Not a flinch. Not quite.
But he didnât pull away.
Didnât look at you either, though. Just stared at the ground, breathing unsteady, like he was trying to decide whether or not to bolt.
You squeezed, just slightly. âIâm still here.â
A pause.
Then, softer than anything youâd ever heard from himâ
ââŚFor now.â
And that? That was the closest heâd come to asking you to stay.
â
Dabi never liked to stick around after fights. He was a hit and run kind of guy burn what he wanted, say something snarky, and disappear before anyone could pin him down. But for some reason, he had been lingering more and more after your encounters. especially after how tense the last encounter everything had been weird. Yes you had found out he was Touya but he had also found out his current chase has been cozy with the thing he missed the most.
You werenât sure why. You werenât working together, you werenât allies, but somehow, you kept running into each other. And somehow, neither of you had killed the other yet.
Tonight was another one of those nights.
You had spent the last half hour chasing him through an abandoned district, dodging fire and insults in equal measure. Eventually, it turned into a weird kind of truce he had gotten bored, you had gotten tired, and now you were sitting on a crumbling rooftop, catching your breath while he lit a cigarette.
He exhaled, watching the smoke curl into the night air. âYouâre getting slower.â
You shot him a glare, still panting. âOr youâre getting faster.â
He snorted. âYeah, keep telling yourself that.â
You leaned back on your hands, staring up at the stars. âYâknow, for a guy whoâs so dedicated to burning society to the ground, you sure do waste a lot of time chatting with me.â
Dabi hummed, tapping ash off the side of the building. âMaybe I like watching you get pissed off.â
âOh, yeah, that definitely tracks.â You rolled your eyes, glancing at him. âSo? Whatâs the next step in your grand villain plan?â
He smirked, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. âWouldnât you like to know.â
You shrugged. âEh. If itâs anything like your usual, Iâm guessing âfire, explosions, and traumatizing civilians.ââ
Dabi let out a low chuckle. âNot a bad guess.â
There was a beat of silence. Then, casually, you spoke.
âHad dinner with your sister again.â
You hadnât looked at him when you said it, but you felt the way he tensed beside you.
It was subtle. So subtle that most people wouldnât have noticed. But you had been around him enough now to catch the small things. The way his fingers twitched slightly against the cigarette, the brief pause in his breathing.
His voice was even when he responded, but there was an edge to it. âOh yeah?â
You nodded. âYeah. She made this crazy good teriyaki chicken. Even got Hawks to shut up for a full five minutes.â
Dabi scoffed, taking another drag. âMiracle worker.â
âRight?â You smirked. âShoto was there too. And Endeavor.â
Dabiâs expression immediately darkened at the name, his grip on the cigarette tightening. âSounds like a real fun time.â
You ignored the bitterness in his tone. âIt was something, thatâs for sure.â You leaned forward slightly, resting your arms on your knees. âYâknow⌠she still talks about you.â
Dabi went completely still.
You kept your gaze ahead, pretending not to notice. âNot all the time. Just little things. The way you used to joke around when you were kids. How youâd always eat the last piece of tempura when nobody was looking.â
Dabi let out a short, humorless laugh. âShe remembers that?â
âShe remembers a lot,â you said, softer this time.
Another silence. Dabi stared at the horizon, jaw clenched. His cigarette burned between his fingers, the embers crackling in the quiet.
You watched him carefully. For all his arrogance, all his cruelty, there were cracks in the walls he had built. Moments like this, when you could almost see past the fire and spite when the boy he used to be bled through, just for a second.
But just as quickly, he shoved it down.
He flicked his cigarette away, standing up. âThis was fun, hero. Letâs do it again sometime.â
You frowned, watching him. âThatâs it? No snarky remark?â
Dabi gave you a grin, but it didnât reach his eyes. âDonât worry. Iâll make up for it next time.â
And before you could say anything else, he disappeared into the night.
But as you sat there, watching the last of the smoke fade into the sky, you couldnât shake the feeling that for just a moment. he had hesitated.
â
You both sit there in the car, letting the last wisps of cigarette smoke curl out the windows. Itâs quiet, save for the occasional rustling in the nearby bushes, which based on the location could either be a raccoon or someone plotting a murder. Either way, not your problem.
Touya exhales sharply, flicking his cigarette out the window. âSo, what now?â
You glance at him. âWhat do you mean âwhat nowâ?â
âI mean, what the hell are we doing? You kidnapped me from rehab, bought me food, let me pollute my lungs in peace feels like there should be a next step in this weird-ass bonding experience.â
âYou want a scrapbook?â You lean back against the seat, stretching. âMaybe a trophy? âCongratulations, you survived rehab and only complained about it 47 times!ââ
Touya scoffs, side eyeing you. âThatâs lowballing it. I complained at least 93 times.â
âYeah, I stopped listening after the first 50.â
He shakes his head, muttering something under his breath before running a hand through his already messy hair. âWhatever. This whole thing is pointless.â
âOh, my bad, I didnât realize I was supposed to plan a grand Welcome Back to Society party,â you say, deadpan. âShould I have rented a clown? Gotten one of those shitty banners that say âYou Did It!â in Comic Sans?â
Touya huffs a laugh but quickly wipes it off his face, like he refuses to let you win even a little. âYeah, Iâd rather set myself on fire again than be subjected to that.â
You smirk. âDamn, next time Iâll actually do it, then.â
Another silence stretches between you, but itâs not comfortable. You can tell heâs restless, fidgety, like heâs trying to swallow down some actual feelings and itâs making him physically ill.
And sure enoughâ
ââŚI donât know what the fuck Iâm supposed to do now.â
There it is. The actual problem.
You tap your fingers against the steering wheel. âWhat do you want to do?â
He gives you an exhausted look. âIf I knew that, donât you think Iâd be doing it?â
âHey, some people like being miserable. Youâre one of them.â
âFuck you.â
You grin. âThere it is.â
He rolls his eyes and slouches further into his seat. âIâm serious, dumbass. Like⌠what now? What the hell am I supposed to do? Get some boring-ass job? Become a âfunctioning member of societyâ or whatever bullshit they kept telling me in rehab? What if I just donât?â
You shrug. âThen donât.â
Touya blinks. âThatâs it?â
âYeah.â You throw him a look. âDid you want me to give you a whole therapy monologue? âYou got this, king! Chase your dreams! Live, laugh, love!ââ
He gags. âAbsolutely fucking not.â
âThere you go, then.â
He mutters something about you being insufferable under his breath before rubbing his face with both hands. âUgh. Whatever. This whole thing sucks.â
âYeah, well, welcome to being alive.â You stretch again, popping your back. âAnyway. Letâs go.â
Touya frowns. âWhere?â
âI dunno. But if youâre gonna sit there having a melodramatic crisis about your future, we might as well do it while driving.â
He stares at you. âYouâre so fucking stupid.â
âYouâre so fucking mean,â you shoot back, starting the car. âBuckle up, jackass.â
He groans but does it anyway, muttering complaints the entire time.
And with that, you pull out of the parking lot, heading absolutely nowhere by just you, a moody ex-arsonist, and a whole lot of sarcastic insults to get you through the night.
Hizashi Yamada / Present Mic X Reader
Masterlist
So likeâŚ.. this one I really thought of a Batman/ Jason Todd readerâŚ. Also its been a while! whoopie! also this is a lot of tension without resolve. Someone asked for a angst one but then wanted comfort and by the time I was done this I realized it was too late for that. So youll be getting a double angst fic soon for some more comfort.
Synopsis: You and Hizashi had a family. Until one day you didnât. When is it a point that you can avenge your family.
The camera focuses in on a patch of green where a blanket is spread out. Sitting cross legged in the middle of it is a young woman hair tied up messily, sleeves rolled past her elbows, and wearing an old, oversized band shirt thatâs clearly been through more than one laundry battle. Sheâs got something smudged on her cheek maybe mashed banana and she doesnât seem to notice or care. Just in front of her, a baby with soft blond hair and a gummy smile is trying to crawl with intense determination. Their chubby little arms slap against the blanket as they inch forward, letting out squeals of delight every time they gain a few inches. From behind the camera, Hizashiâs voice comes through, a little breathless from laughter.
âYouâre getting this, right?â the reader calls, glancing up with a grin.
âI never stopped,â Hizashi replies, his voice warm. âI always catch the moments of my beautiful girlsâ
âYou said that last time and then forgot to hit record,â she teases, catching the baby just as they topple forward with a squeak. She lifts them into the air with practiced ease, blowing a raspberry on their tummy that makes them shriek with laughter.
âThat was one time,â he defends, shifting the camera a bit to frame her better. âAnd anyway, youâre the one covered in banana. If anything, Iâm preserving art right now.â
The reader sticks her tongue out at him, still holding the baby against her chest. âbleh bleh bleh.â The baby reaches up, curious fingers poking at her face before pressing against her nose. She goes still, cross eyed, then bursts into laughter.
âOh no. That was a critical hit. Guess Iâm down for the count,â she groans playfully, flopping back into the grass and pulling the baby down with her. The baby giggles again, burying their face against her collarbone. Her hand comes up to gently support the back of their head, and her laughter softens into something quieter, more content. The camera zooms in just a little. The sunlight catches the edges of her hair, and even from behind the lens, itâs obvious how peaceful she looks. Hizashiâs voice lowers, more to himself than anything.
âMy beautiful beautiful girlsâ
The camera lingers on the moment the baby nestled against her, her hand cradling them gently, her eyes half closed as she sways slightly in the grass. The wind moves through the trees, and for a moment, everything is still.
[END RECORDING 1]
Thereâs a small inflatable pool in the center of the yard. The water sloshes gently as a toddler barely old enough to speak in full sentences sits inside, smacking the surface with open palms and laughing at the splash. The reader crouches at the edge of the pool, sleeves rolled up and jeans cuffed just above the ankle. Sheâs holding a little plastic cup, pretending to sip from it before handing it back to the toddler with exaggerated delight. âMmm! Thatâs the best pool water tea Iâve ever had,â she says, wiping fake tears from her eyes. âYou really outdid yourself this time.â The toddler giggles and claps, delighted, before refilling the cup by dunking it haphazardly back into the pool. Most of it spills over their arm.
âYou want more!â they declare proudly.
âOh, absolutely. A whole round, chef,â she grins, holding out her hands with mock anticipation. âLet me savor this deluxe pool water blend.â
From behind the camera, Hizashiâs voice breaks in. âYou two openinâ a cafĂŠ back there or just giving away five star service to VIPs?â
âYou wish you were invited,â the reader calls, not looking back. The camera jerks a little clearly Hizashiâs picking it up now. The view bobs as he walks closer, eventually settling in on the reader and the toddler whoâs now attempting to pour the âteaâ onto her head. She shrieks and leans back just in time.
âNo! We donât serve it like that! Thatâs assault!â she laughs. The toddler dissolves into giggles, proud of the reaction. Hizashi kneels beside the pool, one arm visible as he reaches in to push a floating rubber duck toward the baby.
âYouâre teachinâ them all your bad habits,â he teases, looking over at her with a crooked grin.
âOh, yeah?â she says, nudging him with her shoulder. âShe got your hair and your voice. you have cursed her.â
âextremely cool and amazing style, you mean,â Hizashi corrects with a wink, then turns the camera back to the toddler whoâs now taken the duck and is trying to make it âflyâ through the water. Thereâs a long pause no talking, just the soft splash of water, the toddlerâs happy babbling, the creak of a tree branch above them. The camera dips a little, and Hizashi exhales slowly through his nose. His voice is quieter when he speaks again.
âMan⌠sheâs getting so big.â
The reader leans back on her hands, watching the child with that same soft look from the last video. âI know,â she says. âI keep thinking if I blink too long, Iâll miss something.â
The toddler looks up, eyes shining, and yells, âDada! Look!â holding up a soggy duck triumphantly. Hizashi laughs, hand coming into frame to gently ruffle the babyâs wet hair. âI see ya, little rocker. Ten outta ten splash style.â The screen slowly starts to fade as the camera slips back into the grass, forgotten in favor of joining the moment.
[END RECORDING 2]
The room is dark, lit only by the faint blue glow of a laptop screen. Everything else is still. The walls are lined with old posters and shelves cluttered with memories records, photos, little things that once felt important. But right now, all of that fades into the background. Hizashi sits hunched in front of the desk, elbows on his knees, head bowed low. Heâs still in his clothes from the day, shoes kicked off and forgotten beside the chair. The laptop screen flickers as a video ends static for half a second and then begins again.
The reader is sitting in the grass, wind in her hair, laughing as their baby crawls toward her. Her voice echoes faintly from the speakers. âCâmon, câmon ! You can do it, little storm!â
Hizashi doesnât speak. He barely blinks. His fingers, curled tight around the laptopâs edges, twitch. He rewinds the video ten seconds. Plays it again. Rewinds. Again. Over and over. The sound of her laugh becomes a loop warm, full of life, a sound that feels so distant now it may as well be from another lifetime. His chest rises with a shallow breath then another. A shaking exhale escapes his throat, and he bites the inside of his cheek as if that might hold something in. His eyes stay locked on the screen.
âCâmon, little storm,â she says again, softer this time.
The baby giggles. He presses pause. The image freezes on her face smiling, eyes glowing with joy. The baby is half lunging forward, caught mid motion. Hizashi swallows hard, jaw tight, knuckles white. He presses play again. Then rewind. Again. Again. Thereâs no sound in the room now except for the looping of her voice and the faint whir of the laptop fan. His breathing grows uneven, but he doesnât let himself cry. Not yet. He just sits there, stuck in time with her rewinding the only piece of her that he still had.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 Hizashiâs sprawled on the couch, one leg kicked up over the armrest. Heâs wearing his tinted glasses, though theyâve slipped slightly down his nose. In his hands is a sleek, beat up notebook with audio notes scrawled in the margins and ideas circled three times. Across from him, Aizawa sits in a chair, arms crossed, hair pulled back just enough to look like he tried. Heâs sipping something that probably started as coffee but has long since gone cold.
âso I was thinking,â Hizashi says, flipping the notebook toward Aizawa with a grin, âfor the next episode, I bring in a retired pro hero whoâs been doing underground rescue work. You know, off the grid, totally unofficial, but still out there saving people. The guyâs voice is all gravel and chain smoke itâll sound awesome in post.â
Aizawa raises an eyebrow, unimpressed. âYouâre going to platform someone whoâs technically breaking the law?â
âItâs inspiring, not incriminating. Iâll edit carefully.â Hizashi grins, waggling his brows. âAnd Iâm not naming names. Just telling stories.â
âYou said that last time and still ended up with Nezu calling you in for a âpolite conversationâ that lasted an hour and a half.â
âHe understands.â
Aizawa sighs into his cup. âIf it were me, theyâd shut the whole thing down.â
âThatâs because you sound like dead puppies or something. total buzzkillâ A faint twitch tugs at Aizawaâs mouth full of amusement.Hizashi laughs, stretching his arms behind his head. âHey, what can I say? People like when I talk. Itâs either the podcast or every event this place has. If i was bad at what I do they would not ask me to do the things I dooooooo.â
âew stop.â
Hizashi leans forward, smirking. âYouâre just jealous you donât have a fan club of sleepy office workers who listen to you while folding laundry.â
âCorrect,â Aizawa deadpans. âI want none of that.â
Before Hizashi can fire back, the intercom crackles to life, breaking the moment. âYamada, Aizawa please report to my office at your earliest convenience,â Nezuâs cheerful voice chirps through the speakers. âDonât worry, youâre not in trouble!.â
The intercom clicks off. A beat of silence. Hizashi squints up at the ceiling. âI feel like im in highschool againâ
Aizawa sets down his mug with a quiet sigh and stands, already reaching for his capture weapon. âHe calls you like this all the timeâ
âYeah so exactly like highschoolâ Hizashi follows, grabbing his jacket off the back of the couch.
âI just want to go home.â
âCome on, Shota, donât be like that,â Hizashi grins, catching up as they head for the door. âOur fearless leader is calling.â âugggggggh.â And with that, the lounge door swings shut behind them.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The door to Nezuâs office swings open with a faint creak, the familiar scent of tea and paper drifting out to meet them. Nezu sits perched behind his desk, paws folded neatly, tail swishing slowly as he watches them enter with that ever pleasant smile that somehow always makes people nervous.
âAh, thank you for coming so quickly!â he chirps. Aizawa steps in first, quiet and unreadable, hands shoved in his pockets. Hizashi follows, a little slower, his usual swagger dialed down into something more neutral though he still offers Nezu a quick two finger salute. Nezu gestures to the chairs across from him. âPlease, have a seat. I wonât keep you long.â
The two settle in, Hizashi lounging back while Aizawa sits forward slightly, eyes already narrowed in suspicion. Nezu picks up a folder from his desk and slides it open with practiced ease. âI received a request this morning from a pro hero agency one you both are familiar with.â He lifts his gaze, tone still light. âLumineâs (Y/n hero Name) agency.â
Aizawaâs eyes flick to Hizashi before Nezu even finishes the sentence. Hizashi goes still. Nezu continues, unaware or simply unbothered by the sudden tension in the air. âTheyâve taken on a delicate undercover case. They need more pro heroes involved enough to form the appearance of a cooperative task force, but discreet enough that it doesnât draw too much attention. They specifically asked if I had any heroes in mind.â
Hizashiâs fingers curl around the arm of the chair. Aizawaâs voice cuts in, cool and even. âSend someone else.â
Nezu blinks, tilting his head. âOh?â
Aizawa doesnât look at Hizashi. âThere are plenty of capable pros who could play the part. You donât need us.â
âIâm aware,â Nezu replies calmly, clasping his paws again. âBut your teamwork history with her is one of the strongest among U.A. affiliated heroes. Thereâs a unique rhythm there. And in this case, familiarity might be more useful than sheer numbers.â
âStill,â Aizawa starts again, firmer this time, âitâs a mistake.â
But before he can say more, Hizashi leans forward. âIâll do it.â
Aizawa finally looks at him. âYamada â
âIâll do it,â Hizashi repeats, more certain now, even though his jawâs tight. His voice is steady, but his eyes arenât quite meeting Aizawaâs. âShe asked for help. Iâm not gonna sit back and pretend I didnât hear that.â
Aizawa studies him for a long, silent moment. Thereâs something sharp behind his gaze, something protective. He doesnât speak again not yet. Nezu nods, pleased. âI knew I could count on you.â
He turns to Aizawa next. âAnd what about you?â
Aizawa doesnât answer right away. He looks at Hizashi again, then slowly exhales through his nose. ââŚFine,â he mutters, rubbing at the corner of his eye. âBut Iâm not playing backup if this gets personal.â
âI wouldnât ask you to,â Hizashi says quietly.
Nezu claps his paws together. âWonderful! Iâll forward you the brief. Youâll both head out in two days.â
As they stand to leave, Hizashi lingers for a moment, staring down at the folder still resting on Nezuâs desk. His eyes trace the corner of your name just barely peeking from a report inside. His hand tightens once before he forces it to relax. And then he turns, following Aizawa out of the room.
The door shuts behind them with a soft click, sealing off Nezuâs office and all the weight it carried. The hallway is quiet. Hizashi walks a step ahead, hands shoved deep in his pockets, mouth set in a line. His usual energy is gone no humming, no idle chatter, no light bounce in his step. Just silence. Aizawa follows beside him, eyeing the tension in his shoulders, the way he hasnât said a word since they left the office. They pass a group of first years who pause to wave, but Hizashi doesnât even notice.
âWhat was that?â
Hizashi glances sideways. âWhat?â
âYou know what Iâm talking about,â Aizawa says, voice low.
Hizashi doesnât answer right away. They keep walking past empty classrooms, the echoes of their steps filling the space between them. Finally, he exhales, slow and shaky. âItâs just been a while,â he says, too quickly.
Aizawa stops walking. Hizashi slows but doesnât turn. he he âIâm serious,â Aizawa says. âIf this is going to get in your head, I need to know now. Youâre not the only one going in. Iâm not dragging you out of something you werenât ready for.â
Hizashi finally stops, his back still to Aizawa. He runs a hand through his hair, ruffling it more than usual, then turns halfway just enough to speak over his shoulder. âShe asked for help, Shota,â he says quietly. âWhether she meant to or not, she did. Iâm not gonna ignore that.â
Aizawaâs gaze narrows. âThis isnât about obligation. Donât pretend it is.â
Hizashi chuckles once, but thereâs no humor in it. âItâs not. But⌠I need to do this. Maybe for her. Maybe for me. I donât know yet.â
Aizawa steps closer, voice dropping lower. âYou havenât talked to her sinceâŚâ
âYeah,â Hizashi cuts in. He finally turns fully, arms crossed, leaning back against the wall like heâs trying to hold himself up with it.
âI miss her every single day,â he murmurs. âWhether I understand it or not Im going to be there for herâ
Aizawa watches him in silence, the faint crease between his brows softening just a little. âAlright,â he says. âIf youâre in, Iâm in.â
Hizashi gives a weak smile. âThanks, man.â
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 Hizashi and Aizawa step in, both dressed In their hero gear. Hizashi scans the place, mouth a thin line. Aizawa just yawns behind his scarf. âCan I help you?â the receptionist asks, eyeing them both before recognition softens her tone. âOh Present Mic, Eraserhead. Lumine said to expect you.â
âShe mention what this was about?â Aizawa asks, voice low.
âShe said sheâd brief you personally,â the receptionist replies with a tight smile. âSheâs just â
FWUMP.
A faint rush of wind and a shimmer of light drift in through the skylight above and then you land lightly in the center of the room, boots clicking softly as you straighten. Hair tousled by the wind you offer a nod to the others in the room before your gaze lands on the newcomers.
Your breath catches for a beat. Hizashi. You werenât expecting him. But you recover quickly. A smile curls at your lips professional, measured, but undeniably a great thing. You brush your hair back and take a few steps forward.
âThanks for coming,â you say to the room, your voice smooth and sure. âIâll keep this quick. The missionâs simple. Thereâs a formal pro hero gala tonight big guest list, all high ranking heroes and agency leaders. Somewhere in that crowd is a contact I need to extract information from.â
You pause and glance around. âProblem is, I canât make a direct move. Too many eyes. So I need all of you trusted faces to act as cover. Draw attention, start conversations, keep the spotlight off me.â
One of the pros a tall woman with a flame patterned cape raises a brow. âYou brought this many people just to run interference?â
The others murmur similar questions. Your smile doesnât waver. âSometimes the most valuable thing in a room full of pros isnât strength. Itâs distraction. And trust.â
Still, a few of them exchange skeptical looks. Then, from your left ââŚWhy us?â The voice was one you knew all too well. Hizashi steps forward just a little, arms crossed. Heâs not challenging you but his gaze is steady, careful. âWhy me?â
The room goes quiet. You meet his eyes those same eyes that used to crinkle when he laughed too hard. Your heart stutters, but your smile remains. âBecause Nezu has a good memory,â you say lightly. âhe knows what works best.â Hizashi tilts his head, lips parting like he might say something else but you turn toward the rest of the team before he can. âEveryone, get your formal gear ready. The gala starts at eight. Iâll brief you again in the transport. No costumes. No weapons. just please kiss some ass.â
As the others disperse, still murmuring to each other, you linger where you stand eyes trailing Hizashi just a little longer than necessary before turning away. He watches you, silent, that same tension in his shoulders he had in Nezuâs office.
Aizawa quietly steps up beside him and mutters, âThis was a bad idea.â But Hizashi doesnât answer. He just keeps watching you. The corridor glows with warm light from the sunset bleeding through the floor to ceiling windows, streaking gold across polished floors and glass panels. Itâs quiet up here. Peaceful. A break from the constant motion of the agency below. You stand near the railing, clipboard in hand, eyes trained on the city skyline but youâre not really looking at it. Your smile is soft, just enough to pass, just enough to say: Iâm fine. This is fine. Behind you, footsteps approach. Light, familiar. You donât turn.
âYou always did like ahen things were quiet,â Hizashi says casually, his voice easy, light. âSomething poetic about it.â
You turn your head just a little, enough to see him in your peripheral. âPoetic? Did you pick up a new hobby? must have been something I missed while you were off being a radio star?â You make it a joke. You even add a small laugh that feels practiced now.
Hizashi steps up beside you, resting his elbows on the railing, looking out. âNah. Still canât write poetry for anything. But I can still recognize when you are hiding.â
Your smile twitches, just slightly. But it doesnât drop. âIf I was hiding, this would be the worst place to do it. Big windows.â
He doesnât answer right away. Just watches you from the side. âI didnât come up here for the mission,â he says finally.
You nod slowly, still staring straight ahead. âYeah. I figured.â
âYou gonna ask why I did?â
âIsnât it obvious?â You keep your voice airy. âEveryone missed me. Iâm the star attraction around here.â
Hizashiâs laugh is quiet. âYou always were in my eyesâ
You turn to face him with a too sunny smile. âAnyways Present Mic, what can I do for you?â
That earns a grin from him, but thereâs something searching in his eyes like heâs not buying it. Like he never really did. âJust wanted to see you,â he says, voice quieter now. âCant say that Ive seen you in a whileâ
Your fingers tighten slightly around the clipboard. âWell, lucky for you, this is it. Ta da.â
But it doesnât come out with the same flair as usual. The exhaustion slips through the cracks. He catches it. âYou donât have to pretend with me, yâknow,â he says gently. âYou never did.â
then you laugh small, hollow, just barely a sound. âYou say that like itâs easy.â
He tilts his head. âIsnât it easier than bottling it up?â
You look away again. âBottling it up got me this far.â
Another silence. You hear him shift closer, just a little. Still not touching, but close enough that you feel the warmth radiating from him. âI missed you,â he says.
You blink. Slowly. The weight of those words settle over your shoulders like a coat you forgot belonged to you. âI missed a lot of things,â you murmur. âDoesnât mean I know what to do with them now.â
âYou donât have to,â Hizashi replies. âJust⌠donât shut the door all the way, okay?â
Your smile fades, softens into something tired and unsure. But you nod. ââŚOkay.â
He leans a little closer, voice gentle. âAnd for the record? I didnât come up here for closure. I came up here because the doorâs still open. Even if itâs just a crack.â
You let out a slow breath. Then quietly, more vulnerable than youâd like you say, âDonât make promises you donât plan to keep.â
Hizashi smiles âWouldnât dream of it.â
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The room is quiet except for the soft clink of a makeup brush against a ceramic palette and the low hum of distant city traffic. Golden light from the setting sun filters through the tall windows, catching on your vanity mirror. You sit in front of it, barely blinking as you apply a dark line of eyeliner with practiced ease. Your reflection stares back at you. Polished. Perfect. Controlled. Like you havenât broken a hundred times over. Your hand pauses mid swipe. Lips slightly parted, mascara wand hovering. The image in the mirror doesnât look like you. Not the version of you whoâs been slipping through alleyways in the dead of night. Not the version who helps the desperate and the voiceless when the system turns away. This version? Sheâs a performance. Sheâs what the hero system still expects you to be. You press the wand down and exhale shakily. And then your mind drifts to him.
Hizashi.
Of all the people Nezu couldâve sent, of all the names that couldâve landed on that list it had to be his. You grit your teeth, swallowing the rise of emotion burning in your throat. Of course you still love him. You always have. From his dumb jokes to his reckless optimism. From the way he held your baby like the world might fall if he didnât⌠to the way he shattered when it actually did. But that love lives under the ash of everything you lost. The system said you couldnât move your child. Protocol. Civilians were to shelter in place while pros handled the threat. And what happened? He escaped again. Again. Again.
How many people did it take before they actually locked him away? Too late. Always too late. Your hand trembles against the vanity. They told you to trust the law. To wait. They said justice would come. It did but only after blood. So you stopped trusting them. You still wear the hero name, still hold the title because itâs useful. But when the uniform comes off, you become you. The one who helps where the law wonât go. The one who tracks the ones the system forgets. The one who avenges. You sacrificed everything to live that life. Even him. Even love. Because the hero system let you bury your child. And now⌠now youâre here again, curling your lashes, dabbing soft shimmer onto your eyelids, pretending youâre whole. Pretending youâre going to a party. Pretending youâre just another hero at a gala with a mission.
You click the lipstick shut, the final touch complete. The woman in the mirror stares back beautiful, unreadable, deadly. No one in that room tonight will see anything else. You rise slowly, smoothing out the fabric of your dress midnight blue, sleek and elegant, with a slit that hides your knives and your scars. Another mask. You glance once more at your reflection.
ââŚLetâs get this over with,â you whisper.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The gala glows beneath chandeliers and camera flashes, a swirl of polished shoes, clinking glasses, and hero agency logos gilded in gold along the walls. Music hums soft and jazzy beneath the polite roar of conversation, laughter.
Hizashi Yamada is in the center of it all, exactly where he knows you need him to be. His suit is sharp dark green with golden accents, the kind of color that catches the light just enough to make him pop. His hairâs tied back neatly, but the grin on his face is pure Present Mic: loud, magnificent , effortless.
âCâmon, câmon!â he says, waving his drink with a flourish as a small circle of heroes gathers around him. âYou havenât lived until youâve been in a karaoke bar in Osaka with Gang Orca and Fat Gum. I swear Orca screamed âBohemian Rhapsodyâ like his life depended on it!â
The circle bursts into laughter, even the stiffer heroes cracking smiles. A few paparazzi hover near the edge of the group, lenses trained on him, capturing every animated gesture and flashy grin. Exactly as planned. If he was going to do this help you with this mission he was going to do it right. Draw the spotlight. Drown out the background. Let you move like a shadow behind the scenes.
âYouâre really working this room,â comes Aizawaâs voice, low and unimpressed, as he appears beside him with a glass of water in hand and his long coat thrown over the more traditional black suit.
âCourse I am,â Hizashi says through a grin, only just glancing at him. âIsnât that the job?â
âYouâre being loud even for you.â
âPeople like loud,â Hizashi replies, motioning around the room. âLoud means attention babygirlâ
Aizawa physically recoils at the nickname ans follows his gaze. Your figure is barely visible, cutting clean through the crowd in a sleek dress, slipping between clusters of distracted pros with silent precision. Youâre already at the far end of the room, unnoticed. Unbothered. Just like you wanted.
Aizawa hums, eyes flicking back to Hizashi. âSo, what happens if they start looking for you when the lights go down?â
Hizashiâs grin softens, just a little.
âThen I keep being the one people hear.â
And with that, he throws an arm around a nearby hero, dragging them into the conversation, voice booming again like nothingâs changed. But behind the volume, behind the show, his eyes keep darting toward the edges of the room where he knows you are. And he prays they keep looking at him, just a little longer.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The room spins in soft gold and velvet shadows as the band shifts into something slower strings and piano, romantic and dangerously timed. Laughter hushes to murmurs as couples begin to gather at the polished dance floor, gliding in practiced steps.
He sees you. You step out from the fringe of the crowd, no longer a shadow. No longer just the woman on a mission. Youâre standing beneath a chandelier, its light bathing you in soft firelight. Midnight blue silk wraps around you like the night itself, slit high enough to whisper of the weapons hidden beneath, and yet all he sees is you. like the memory heâs never been able to rewrite. Hizashiâs mouth parts, breath catching in his throat. For a second just a second he forgets what heâs supposed to be doing. He forgets the crowd, the mission, the weight of years between you.
All he sees is the love of his life.
Youâre scanning the room, eyes sharp but you feel it the burn of a gaze that cuts deeper than the others. When you meet it, your chest tightens. Of course heâs looking at you like that. Like itâs the first time. Like itâs the last time. Like itâs always been you. Your jaw ticks slightly, but before you can move away.
Heâs already in front of you. You feel it before you see him. His hand on your waist. Warm, firm. Familiar. His other hand gently, reverently, slides into yours. Your breath stutters. âDance with me,â he says, voice low, the wild energy of his public persona stripped away.
You look up, annoyed just a little. âThis isnât part of the plan.â But thereâs no venom in your tone. There never is, not with him.
His thumb brushes your hip, soft. âMaybe not. But Iâve waited years for five minutes with you that werenât shadowed in grief.â He leans down, hand still clasping yours, and presses a kiss to your wrist. Then another, up your arm. Slow. Like heâs memorizing the pieces of you he thought heâd never touch again. You say nothing. You donât pull away. Because your heart is screaming. He leads you gently toward the floor. The crowd shifts, moving out of your path, and the room seems to hush, the music rising as the two of you step into its rhythm. You dance. Bodies close, breath shared. His touch is careful, not possessive never possessive but like heâs holding something fragile. Youâre stiff at first, guarded, but then your fingers curl tighter in his hand, your other hand brushing his shoulder. It feels like coming home and stepping into a fire, all at once.
Neither of you speaks. You donât need to. His hand squeezes yours. you let yourself rest your cheek against his shoulder for just a moment. One song. Thatâs all he asked for. And for the first time in what feels like forever⌠You let him have it.
The music wraps around you like silk smooth and slow, the kind of song that sways rather than marches. You move with him, step for step, breath for breath. But your posture is rigid. Not cold, not cruel just closed. Hizashi doesnât push. His hand remains at your waist, guiding you gently across the floor, fingers warm against your lower back. Youâre dancing, but your eyes keep flicking away over his shoulder, past the crowd, toward your objective. He doesnât mind. Heâs just watching you. Fully. Softly. Like he doesnât care who sees.
âIts been so long,â he murmurs, his voice low enough only for you. âyou still look like a rockstar as much as the last time i've seen youâ
You glance at him, unamused.
âDonât start.â
He grins. âJust sayinâ. Itâs cute.â
Your brows tighten, your gaze cutting to the side. The rhythm doesnât falter, but your walls stay up. You keep moving like a soldier dressed as a socialite. He chuckles softly, not deterred. âThis dress, thoughâŚâ His fingers graze the silk at your hip, reverent. âDo you know how beautiful you lookâ
You say nothing. You just breathe in through your nose, shoulders sharp.
âI mean it,â he goes on, shameless. âYou look like a star. Like the kind that burns out entire galaxiesâ
You roll your eyes, lips twitching into a ghost of a smile. âYouâre being ridiculous.â
âYeah, well. Iâm allowed to be,â he says, eyes on you like youâre a masterpiece. âHavenât seen you like this in forever. Let me be ridiculous.â
You stare straight ahead, chin tilted just slightly higher. âIâm working,â you say softly.
âI know,â he replies, no protest in his tone. âIâm just dancing. With the woman I love.â
Your chest tightens. You hate the way that lands. The way it splits you open with something soft and aching. But you donât reply. You just keep dancing. His thumb brushes circles against your spine.
âYouâve always been good at this,â he says suddenly, quieter now. âIve always liked things loud and fast. But I think⌠I think I always liked you best when you stayed still. Just for a minute. Just long enough to look at me.â
Your lips part, but nothing comes out. Not yet. He smiles anyway. âYou donât have to say anything. I just⌠needed to tell you.â
The song fades into its last few notes, and you step back from him, just a little. The space between you isnât wide but it feels like miles. Still, his hand never drops yours.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The sun barely filters through the blinds of the teachersâ lounge, casting long stripes across the floor. The coffee in Hizashiâs mug has gone lukewarm. He doesnât seem to notice. Slouched on the couch in his yellow hoodie and black joggers, heâs staring blankly at the muted TV screen as the early news drones on in the background. Aizawa stands near the counter, dark hair tied back, arms folded across his chest, his cup untouched. The room feels heavy like something is waiting to drop. Then the news breaks.
âWe interrupt your regular programming with breaking news. Last night, the body of Daigo Nishida was discovered in a private lounge of the Pro Hero Gala. Authorities report the man had been dead for several hours before staff discovered the scene.â
Both men turn their heads.
Hizashiâs eyebrows pull together. âWait what?â
Aizawa is already narrowing his eyes, moving toward the remote to turn the volume up.
âInitial speculation assumed it was a heart attack, but the situation has taken a drastic turn. Investigators have confirmed that Daigo Nishida had been under covert surveillance for months. Allegations include child trafficking, harassment, and laundering funds through hero support firms. Authorities are now treating the death as a possible homicide.â
A still photo of Nishida appears on the screen, taken at some formal event. Heâs smiling. Glass raised in a toast.
Aizawaâs jaw clenches. âHe was at the gala.â
Hizashi blinks slowly, sitting forward. âHe was there. We were there. We were what, fifteen feet away the whole damn night?â They sit in stunned silence as the anchor continues listing charges, connections to known black market labs, even a supposed deal that fell through with a hero firm overseas. Hizashi scrubs a hand through his hair. âYouâre telling me all that was happening and we were out there charming sponsors and spinning small talk?â
âI didnât even see him in the crowd,â Aizawa mutters.
âSame.â Hizashi leans forward, elbows on his knees. âYouâd think Iâd catch a guy like that. Especially at that kind of event.â A beat of silence. He stares at the screen, face unreadable. âCanât say Iâm shedding tears over it, though.â Aizawa gives him a look but doesnât disagree. Hizashi shakes his head, muttering, âGuy like that getting away with that much, that long⌠Makes you wonder who else was looking the other way.â
But he isnât angry about that. Not really. His mind is already somewhere else circling you. He remembers the tension in your shoulders. The way you never quite softened, even when you danced with him. The way your eyes kept drifting always watching, always calculating. Youâd known something. Or someone. And if you were close to it if you were even near whatever happened in that room Hizashiâs jaw tightens. I should check in on her, he thinks, quietly.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 Your fingers move fast, scribbling notes, signing documents, flipping pages without hesitation. Thereâs always more to do. There always has to be more to do. A knock breaks through the silence. You donât look up. âCome in,â you call, already bracing yourself. Another pro. Another secretary. Another bright eyed intern wanting advice. Your voice shifts instinctively preparing the familiar bubbly tone, the one people expect from you now. But when the door opens, and you finally glance up Your heart stutters. Hizashi stands in the doorway, one hand still on the knob, the other tucked into his jacket pocket. His usual energy is dulled still him, still tall, still magnetic in the way only he is but quieter. Heâs in his casual wear again: yellow hoodie layered under his bomber jacket, hair loose and a bit windswept from being outside. Your throat tightens. You immediately look back down at your papers, flipping to the next sheet like itâs more interesting than the man you once shared a life with. He steps inside slowly and closes the door behind him. You speak first, flat but polite. âNeed something for the report?â
Hizashi doesnât answer right away. Instead, he studies you. The way your jaw clenches. The way your pen stills just slightly before moving again. The way youâre not looking at him really refusing to. ââŚAre you okay?â
The question hangs there, heavier than it should be. You donât flinch, but your fingers tense around the pen. âWhy wouldnât I be?â you reply, still not meeting his eyes.
âBecause,â he says softly, stepping closer, âa man was killed at the gala last night. You were off on your own when it happened. who wouldnt be scared after that?.â
You finally stop writing. The silence stretches. He waits. You take a breath shallow, careful. Then say, âIâm fine.â And maybe if it were anyone else, theyâd believe it. Youâve made a second career out of pretending to be fine.
But Hizashi isnât anyone else. He watches you for another beat before quietly asking, âCan I sit?â
You finally look up at him again, reluctant. Just tired of trying to guard things he already knows. You gesture to the chair across from your desk. The air between you both feels thinner now. Hizashi leans forward in the chair, elbows on his knees, hands loosely folded, eyes never leaving you. His voice cuts through the quiet, softer than usual. No booming theatrics. No playful edge.
ââŚI miss you,â he says.
You blink, your chest tightening.
âI miss us.â He smiles faintly, almost bitterly. âThereâs not a single day I donât think about the life we had. About â His voice catches for half a second. â about our baby.â That word still feels sacred. Shattering. Whole. Your hand stiffens where it rests on the desk. But you donât speak. âI still hear her laugh sometimes,â Hizashi says, his voice rougher now. âIn my dreams. The little squeal she used to do when she saw you. The way sheâd hold my finger with that tiny hand like she thought I could protect her from the whole damn world.â
You still say nothing. But you move. You get up slowly, walk across the room without a word, and turn the lock on the door with a soft click. Then, instead of sitting back behind the desk you perch on top of it. Facing him. Closer. A little more honest.
âI miss you too,â you say quietly and tiptoeing around the edges. âGod, Hizashi⌠of course I miss you.â He looks up at you, eyes aching. You exhale a long, shaky breath. âBut I couldnât do it anymore. Not when the same system that asked us to stand for justice told me I wasnât allowed to take my daughter to safety. Told me to wait. Told me it wasnât protocol. Told me heâd be caught eventually.â Your voice wavers. âI needed to protect her. Thatâs all I ever wanted to do.â
âI know,â Hizashi whispers. Thereâs a beat. Then, he sits up straighter, eyes searching yours, like heâs stepping to the edge of a cliff. ââŚCome back,â he says. Your heart lurches. âCome back to me. Please.â
You look at him and the ache in his voice, the longing behind his words, it shreds through every wall youâve tried to rebuild. Your gaze softens. âItâs too late,â you whisper. And yet your feet move before your mind can stop them. You slide off the desk, stepping between his legs, and lower yourself slowly into his lap. His hands hover at your sides, unsure, until your arms slide around his neck and your face finds the crook of his shoulder. Hizashi exhales shakily, like heâs been holding his breath for years. His arms curl around your waist, firm but reverent, pulling you impossibly closer. One hand presses flat against your back while the other slides up to cradle the back of your head, his fingers threading into your hair like he needs to remind himself this is real. Youâre here. Youâre his again, even if only for this moment. He buries his face against your shoulder, and you can feel it his breath catching, the way his chest rises like heâs trying not to break down.
âYou donât know how many times Iâve imagined this,â he murmurs into your skin, voice barely holding steady. âWhat Iâd say⌠what Iâd do if I ever got to hold you again.â Your grip around his neck tightens, and your eyes sting, but no tears fall. Not yet. Youâve cried enough behind closed doors. Youâve mourned in silence long after the world moved on. âI thought letting you go would be what you needed,â he continues. âBut I never stopped waiting. I never stopped hoping youâd come back. Or⌠or maybe youâd let me come to you.â
You stay quiet, your nose brushing the side of his neck, breath warming his skin.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10 The city hummed beyond the cracked walls of the abandoned parking structure, its sound dulled by distance and the encroaching dark. Sunset spilled its last rays through broken slats, casting jagged lines of orange across the concrete. The air was heavy with dust and the ghosts of burned rubber. Years of neglect stained the ground with oil and time, and now it bore the tension of a battleground. Hizashiâs boots struck the floor in rhythmic strides as he entered, his silhouette framed by the last bit of daylight. His voice rang out, echoing between the pillars with confident bravado, that trademark flair he never quite dropped. âCâmon, man,â he called, scanning the shadows. âYouâve got a good quirk, slick moves, and bad taste in timing! But you picked the wrong night to stir the pot.â
He couldâve waited for the rest of the team outside. Couldâve played it safe. But something in the reports had itched at the back of his brain, and he wanted to see this vigilante for himself. A sharp motion sliced through his peripheral. He pivoted instinctively, ducking just as a metal pipe came sailing through the air and smashed against a pillar with a shriek of impact. Hizashi spun on his heel, already shouting. âYEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!â
The Voice Pulse detonated like a cannon. A wave of sound surged forward, cracking the air and hammering into the attacker. They flew backward, slammed into the ground with a sickening thud that echoed like thunder. The impact threw up a cloud of dust and debris, choking the air in a fog of grit. Hizashi didnât wait. He launched forward, every muscle braced, boots skidding as he weaved between the pillars. Another attack came this one closer. The vigilante had recovered faster than he expected. A shockwave burst from their palm, hurling a chunk of concrete at him with kinetic force. Hizashi ducked, rolled, and came up swinging his voice again, a controlled blast meant to knock them off balance without killing. The two clashed in rapid bursts strike, dodge, counter, repeat. Sparks flared as a baton scraped metal. Energy hissed against sonic force. It was messy, fierce, personal. The vigilante moved like someone who didnât care about pain, only results. Hizashi fought like someone who had to win but didnât want to destroy the person in front of him. Eventually, a low kick swept the vigilanteâs legs out. Hizashi lunged forward, slamming his shoulder into their chest, sending them sprawling. They hit the ground hard, a choked gasp escaping as they slid across the cement and into a low wall.
Dust swirled again. Silence returned. A groan followed. Breath ragged, Hizashi jogged over, eyes narrowed behind his visor. The vigilante was pushing themselves up on one elbow. Their mask stark black with jagged red lines was cracked along the edge. Their body was wrapped in mismatched, tactical gear, not a hint of official regulation in sight. No hero would wear that. But the way they moved the way they flinched when he approached it twisted something in his gut, something he couldnât quite name.
âYou talk a big game,â he muttered, crouching beside them, keeping a cautious distance. âBut your moves? yeah I can just guess thats all it is. All talk.â
The vigilante laughed, low and bitter, blood at the corner of their mouth. âYou heroes,â they rasped, âyou think youâre saving people by playing by the rules. But all youâre doing is running alongside the tracks, hoping the trainâll stop before it kills someone.â
Hizashiâs eyes darkened. âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âYou know the trolley problem?â they asked, spitting blood to the side. âIf one life saves ten, you pull the lever. If it saves a hundred, you run to pull it. But heroes?â They coughed, the sound dry and broken. âYou wait for backup. For clearance. For someone to sign the damn form. Youâre not saving anyone. Youâre just dragging it out while more people get hurt.â
âFunny way to justify hurting people,â Hizashi said, quieter now. There was something about that voice. The cadence. The way they spoke like theyâd already lost something they couldnât get back. It echoed too close to home.
They didnât answer. Didnât move. He hesitated, then reached forward with a slow, steady hand. âYouâre done,â he murmured. Fingers curled around the edge of the mask. A tug. It slipped free. Time stopped. The mask fell from his hand and hit the ground with a hollow clatter, echoing louder than it shouldâve. His eyes widened. His breath caught halfway through his throat and never made it out. His heart slammed against his ribs like a prison break.
âNoâŚâ You were staring up at him. Your face was streaked with dirt, blood dried at your temple, lips cracked and trembling. But your eyes your eyes were the same. Hizashi staggered back a step, almost tripping over himself. âYou?â
The word barely left his mouth. His voice, always so loud, now a broken whisper. Everything around him dust, darkness, the mission blurred into nothing. His hands shook. And then, you smiled. Faint. Wounded. Soft in a way that felt like the end of the world.
âHello,â you whispered, voice hoarse but steady. Your eyes didnât waver from his. âHello, my love.â And just like that, Hizashiâs heart split clean down the middle.
âśď¸ â˘áá||á|á||||áâââââá|⢠0:10The fluorescent lights buzz faintly overhead. The walls are sterile, lined with gray panels. A single metal table sits in the center, bolts securing it to the floor. Across from the table is you handcuffed, ankles crossed, posture relaxed like youâre waiting for a friend at a cafĂŠ. Youâre smiling. The interrogator across from you flips a page in their file, eyes narrowed.
âYouâre a pro hero. Top ten, even,â he says, frustration threading through his voice. âWhat made you throw all of that away?â
You lean forward a little, a glint of amusement in your eye. âI didnât throw anything away,â you say cheerfully. âI just started picking up where everyone else left off.â
âDonât play games. Weâve connected your movements to multiple incidents. Incidents where people wound up dead. Or disappeared.â His voice is harder now. âYou were supposed to protect the system, not act like youâre above it.â
You rest your chin in your palm, smile deepening like itâs painted on. âAnd who exactly is the system protecting?â you ask softly, tone still sugar sweet. âBecause it sure as hell wasnât my kid.â The interrogator falters. You sit back, stretching your shoulders as much as the cuffs allow. âItâs funny,â you continue. âPeople love heroes until itâs inconvenient. Until they need someone to really fix things. But no one wants to get their hands dirty. No one wants to do anything. Just wait for the paperwork to clear, hope the next press conference goes well.â You laugh light, like a bell. Like none of this matters. âItâs exhausting, isnât it? Being the good guy while watching people fall through the cracks.â
You tilt your head, still smiling. âIs it really a crime to protect the people I love?â Then your eyes shift slowly toward the mirrored glass. Behind the glass, Hizashi stands frozen. Shoulders rigid. Jaw clenched. Youâre looking straight at him. i⌠he doesnât look away. Not from the woman he still loves. Not from the woman he failed to protect. Not from the woman whoâs trying to save others the only way she knows how. Hizashi hasnât moved.
Heâs barely breathing. Your words echo in his head âIs it really a crime to protect the people I love?â and they cut deeper than any blast or wound heâs ever taken. The interrogator beside him keeps talking into the mic, flipping pages, preparing more questions. But Hizashi doesnât hear a word. His eyes are glued to you through the glass. That smile that isnât really a smile. The light in your eyes that no longer warms. His hands are curled into fists. Then he speaks, voice low and uncharacteristically quiet.
âLet me talk to her.â
The interrogator glances at him. âMic, sheâs in the middle of an official â
âI said,â Hizashi cuts in, sharper this time, âlet me talk to her.â
The silence that follows isnât long, but itâs heavy. Eventually, the man sighs and gives a short nod. âYouâve got ten minutes.â
Hizashi doesnât wait. Heâs already moving.
The door hisses open. Your eyes flick lazily toward it, the grin on your face sharp and bright an obvious performance, polished to perfection. But the moment you see who steps in, it falters for half a second. Hizashi. Of course. You straighten in your seat, smile shifting into something thinner, more barbed. âWell, if it isnât Present Mic himself. Come to yell me into a confession?â
He says nothing at first, just closes the door gently behind him. His shoulders are rigid, but his eyes his eyes are soft. Too soft. You hate that. He takes a step toward the table. You donât let him get close.
âDonât,â you warn. âDonât look at me like that.â
âLike what?â he asks, voice low.
âLike you still can love me.â That silence is the kind that suffocates. He takes another step, and you narrow your eyes at him. âI donât need your pity, Present Mic,â you bite, spitting out the name like it burns your mouth. âIâve made my bed.â
Hizashi flinches at the name. Youâve never had called him that before, opting for zashi even before dating. âStop acting like youâre surprised,â you continue, leaning back in your chair, chains of the cuffs clinking against the table. âWhat did you think I was doing when I disappeared? Yoga retreats? This was always coming.â
âIâm not here to judge you,â he says, quietly. âIâm here because I needed to see you.â
âWell. Youâve seen me.â You motion dramatically with your cuffed wrists. âHope the visual lives up to whatever fantasy you had in your head.â
His jaw tightens. You expect him to argue, to raise his voice, to be the loud, animated man everyone knows. But he doesnât. He just looks at you achingly quiet. âIâm not here as Present Mic,â he says, barely above a whisper. âIâm here as Hizashi. The man who inderstands this more than probably anyone else.â
Your face twitches, the hostility cracking like glass hit with a stone. You look away, blinking hard, gripping the edge of the table like itâll keep you grounded. âYou donât get to say that,â you whisper.
âWhy not?â
âBecause you got to move on. You still get to be the hero. You didnât have to become this.â You gesture to yourself worn down, tired, a mask made of bright smiles that hide nothing.
Hizashi takes the seat across from you, slow and careful like heâs afraid youâll bolt if he moves too fast. âI didnât move on,â he says. âI just survived. Without you. Without our kid. Every damn day I woke up and wished everything played out different. Wished Iâd fought harder. For both of you.â
You grit your teeth, eyes stinging. You wonât cry. You wonât cry in front of him. âYou think this was easy for me?â you murmur. âYou think I wanted this?â
âThen why didnât you let me help?â he asks, and his voice breaks just a little. âWhy did you shut me out?â
You finally meet his eyes. Theyâre glassy now. Heâs holding everything in by a thread. âI didnât want you to have to choose,â you say. âBetween me and a normal lifeâ
He leans forward. âI wouldâve chosen you. Every time.â
You laugh once, sharp and bitter. âYeah? Even if it meant losing your hero license? Even if it meant turning your back on everything you fought for?â
âIf it meant protecting you?â Hizashi swallows hard. âIf it meant protecting our kid?â
âThere was never even a question.â
Your breath catches, chest tightening painfully. You blink down at your hands.
Hizashi: I miss you.
Reader: Thatâs unfortunate.
Hizashi: âŚI deserved that.
Reader: You really didnât. I just have unresolved feelings and sarcasm is easier than tears.
Sero Hanta | Cellophane X reader
i spent so much of my youth loving this man only to live with the fact that bro is unloved by this fandom.
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HES SPIDERMAN OH MY GOD IS THAT SPIDERMAN
đ¤âŕšŕŁâ You were sprawled out on his bed, arms stretched over your head as you stared at the ceiling. Sero, on the other hand, was sitting on the floor beside the bed, his back leaned up against it. His head was tilted just enough that it was right beside yours, close enough that if you turned your head, youâd practically be nose to nose. It was a little funny, actually kind of like one of those upside down SpiderMan moments.
âMan, I am so glad we donât have any training tomorrow,â Sero sighed, stretching his arms above his head. âI swear, if Aizawa had us do one more combat drill, I was gonna collapse on the spot.â
You hummed in agreement, lazily tilting your head to glance at him. âI thibk that guy has it out for us. Training us is cool and all but I think hed rather punch us all out and then bring eri to get sweets.â
Sero snorted, shooting you a grin. âOkay, true. but if I was him I would also do that too. Its been what? 2 years since her bring here and shes still adorableâ
You rolled onto your side slightly, resting your chin on your hand as you looked at him only to realize just how close your faces were. He blinked at you, mouth parting slightly in surprise before you smirked.
âHey,you know spiderman? for that matter do you know that one scene,â you mused. âYou know, the upside down kiss?â
Seroâs eyes widened slightly before he let out a short laugh. âwhat exactly are you plotting?â
You grinned, an idea forming in your head. âYou should totally try it for real. Use your quirk, stick yourself to the ceiling, and weâll reenact it.â
For a moment, Sero just stared at you. Then, as the realization of what you were suggesting fully hit him, his entire face turned red.
âÂĄWAIT pause for a a whole second and backtrack the hell out of that! You actually want me to?! No way, no way! Thatâs a whole different kind (y/n) dont play with me right now!â
You burst out laughing as he scrambled, hands flailing slightly as if trying to physically push the idea away. His mind was clearly short circuiting at the thought of suspending himself from the ceiling just for a kiss even as a joke.
âCâmon, Sero,â you teased, grinning. âWhatâs the matter? Scared of a little commitment?â
âIâm not scared of commitment!â he shot back, still very visibly flustered. âIâm scared of falling on my face! You think I got the core strength to hold myself upside down long enough for a kiss?â
You snickered, propping yourself up on your elbows. âYou are a hero in training. I feel like iâve seen you do this all the timeâ
Sero groaned, dragging a hand down his face before shooting you a look. âAre you absolutely sure about this?.â
âAbsolutely,â you admitted without shame.
He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âAlright, fine. but if I fall and break my nose, youâre paying my hospital bills.â
âDeal,â you grinned.
With a dramatic sigh, Sero lifted his elbow and shot a strip of tape toward the ceiling, securing it before testing its strength. He muttered something about how this was so not how he expected his night to go before taking a deep breath and pulling himself up.
It took all of five seconds for him to lose his grip and come crashing back down onto his bed with a loud, âÂĄMierda!â
You barely managed to roll out of the way before he landed half on the mattress which also mean falling half on you, half on the floor, groaning into the sheets. You were laughing so hard you could barely breathe.
âYou good, Spider Man?â you wheezed.
âNever ever making that mistake again,â he groaned.
âAw, but we didnât even get to the best part.â
Sero cracked one eye open to glare at you. âIf you wanna do the upside down kiss so bad, you hang from the ceiling next time.â
You grinned down at him, your faces just inches apart again. âOh, But i donât have the quirk for that. Youâre the perfect hero for this dutyâ
Sero sighed dramatically, but you could see the small smile tugging at his lips. âyoure testing me lady.â
âAnd yet, you keep inviting me over,â you shot back.
He chuckled, shaking his head before flopping fully onto his back. âYeah, yeah. Remind me to never talk to you again.â
âNever letting that happen,â you said, still grinning.
Sero just groaned again, throwing an arm over his face as you laughed. He exhaled sharply through his nose, shaking his head before propping himself up on his elbows. âYou know,â he said, giving you a slow, lazy smirk, âif you wanted to kiss me so bad, you could just do it now instead of trying to send me to the ER.â
Your laughter died instantly.
Your brain screeched to a halt, the words processing at a glacial pace. You blinked at him, expecting some kind of follow up maybe a laugh, maybe a âgotchaâ to tell you he was just messing with you. But no. Sero just stayed there, eyebrows slightly raised, clearly waiting for a response.
Heat rushed to your face so fast it made you dizzy. âI what ?â
He tilted his head, still smirking, but you could tell by the way his fingers twitched against the sheets that he wasnât as casual as he was pretending to be. âI mean, since you went through all that trouble, might as well, right?â
Your mouth opened, then closed. Your thoughts were a jumbled mess. It was a joke, right? RIGHT? He was testing you, trying to fluster you. but two could play at that game.
Your heart pounded as you took a deep breath, then muttered, âFuck it.â
Before he could react, you leaned forward and pressed your lips against his.
The moment they touched, you felt Sero tense beneath you, his breath hitching in surprise. But he didnât pull away. In fact, after a second, you felt him relax, his hand hovering near your waist as if debating whether or not to grab onto you.
The kiss wasnât perfect, there was still laughter in your chest, and you could feel the warmth radiating off his skin like he was just as thrown off as you but it was good. It was Sero. Playful, teasing, and real.
When you finally pulled away, you barely had time to process the look on his face before he let out a stunned laugh. âOkay whoa. Didnât think youâd actually do it.â
You shrugged, pretending your pulse wasnât going a mile a minute. âYou challenged me. What was I supposed to do? Back down?â
He shook his head, grinning wide. âDamn. if I dared you to kiss me until I cant think would that make something happen?â
You smirked, leaning back on your elbows. âhmm i think that would be abusing the rules.â
Sero just huffed out another laugh, looking up at the ceiling for a moment before glancing back at you, his expression softer now. âyouâre a weird person. ill just use your words next time.â
Your breath hitched, but before you could ask what exactly he meant by that, he stretched out with a lazy yawn, as if he hadnât just said something that sent your brain spiraling.
âAlright,â he sighed dramatically. âLetâs pretend I didnât just embarrass myself and move on.â
You huffed, shaking your head as you flopped back onto the bed. âyeah id rather not relive you falling on me. I still feel soreâ
Sero groaned. âIm sorry but thats your fault for proposing it.â
But when you snuck a glance at him, you caught the way he was still grinning to himself, the tips of his ears burning red.
đ¤âŕšŕŁâ
The tall black haired guy dropped onto the couch, arms spread wide like he had just survived the most harrowing mission of his life. Across from him, Mina and Denki were sprawled out in their usual morning slump, nursing their cups of coffee like lifelines.
It was too early for homework, too late to still be asleep, and just the right time for the juiciest gossip of the day.
And Sero had the juice.
âYou guys,â he started, grinning like a fool, âI think I just had the greatest night of my life.â
Mina looked up from her coffee. Identical to a beggar on the street. No sparkle in her eyes at all.
Denki blinked blearily, rubbing his eyes. âBro, it is too early for you to be tryna make fancy entrances What happened?â
Sero leaned forward, elbows on his knees, barely able to contain himself. âOkay, so you know how I was hanging out with Y/n last nightâ
âY/n?â Mina echoed, eyes wide. âAs in, Y/n her?â
âHer her,â Sero confirmed with a nod.
Denki sucked in a sharp breath. âHoe we only have one Y/n in our class. I dont know what shit youre on.â
And then, before he could even react
Minaâs body moved on instinct. She swung an arm out blindly, her half asleep brain barely processing what she was doing, and smacked Denki square in the face.
Hard.
The sound echoed through the quiet common room like a gunshot.
Denki let out a choked noise of betrayal as he recoiled, nearly spilling his coffee all over himself. âWhat the hell, Mina?!â
Mina blinked slowly, still not fully registering reality. She glanced at her hand, then at Denki, frowning as if confused as to how he got there. ââŚHuh?â
Denki clutched his nose, eyes watering. âYou hit me!â
Mina took another sip of coffee, completely unbothered. ââŚDid I?â
Denki groaned, dramatically slumping back against the couch. âThis is abuse. Iâm pressing charges.â
Mina squinted at Denki like she was still buffering. âOh.â Beat. âWell, youâll live.â
Sero was practically crying from laughter at this point. âOkay, but back to what actually matters Y/n.â
âHanta⌠if you donât start making sense in the next five seconds, Iâm going back to sleep.â
âHush now!â Sero grinned, practically vibrating in his seat. âSo weâre chilling in my room, right? Sheâs lying on my bed, Iâm on the floor next to herâ
âOkay, okay, set the scene,â Mina said, waving her hands. âWhat was the vibe?â
âVibe was immaculate,â Sero said, dead serious. âWe were laughing, teasing each other, you know, the usual. And then she brings up the SpiderMan kiss.â
Mina gasped. âdude thats so lame and so cute .â
Denkiâs eyes widened. âDude. No way.â
âYES WAY,â Sero insisted. âShe straight up suggests I tape myself to the ceiling and do the whole upside down thing.â
Denki immediately lost it, nearly spilling his coffee as he doubled over in laughter. âBro. why cant women that i like suggest stupid shit like that to kiss meâ
Mina was gripping the armrest, practically bouncing. âDID YOU DO IT?â
Sero groaned, rubbing his face. âI tried! And then I failed spectacularly! Fell right on the bedâ
Denki wheezed. âMy guy, you are so lucky you didnât break your face.â
âRight?!â Sero laughed, shaking his head. âBut get this, when I fell, I was joking like, âIf you wanted to kiss me so bad, just do it now,â you know, just messing with her.â
Minaâs eyes were about to pop out of her head. âAND???â
Denki was practically on the edge of his seat. âBRO, SHE DIDNâT.â
Sero ran a hand through his hair, grinning like a madman. âShe did.â
Mina let out a shriek, grabbing a couch pillow and whacking Denki with it. âOH MY GOD!â
Denki was clutching his pearls like he had just been personally attacked. âBro, bro, you actually kissed her?!â
Sero nodded, still riding the high of last night. âWell, technically, she kissed me, but yeah.â
Mina was absolutely losing it. âThis is huge! Do you even realize what this means?â
âThat I am the luckiest man alive?â Sero offered, waggling his eyebrows.
Denki pointed at him. âAbsolutely not, you just admitted to eating carpet trying to be SpiderMan.â
Sero groaned, âi fell on my bed you dunceâ
Mina grabbed his arm, shaking him slightly. âBut, like, what now? Are you guys together?â
Seroâs grin faltered for a second, his brain scrambling. âUh⌠I dunno? I mean, it was kinda sudden, so we didnât talk about it yet.â
Denki let out a long, exaggerated sigh, flopping backward. âDamn. I am so proud of you, bro. But at the same time, I have never felt more single in my life.â
Mina cackled. âDenki, you are always single.â
âYeah, but now it hurts,â Denki whined dramatically, covering his face. âAll my bros are getting action and Iâm over here third wheeling by myself.â
Sero rolled his eyes, throwing a pillow at him. âDude, you canât third wheel by yourself.â
Denki groaned. âWatch me.â
Mina sighed, shaking her head. âDenki, we gotta get you a girlfriend.â
Denki flopped onto the couch like a sad fish. âyou act as if i havenât triedâ
Sero laughed, standing up and stretching. âAlright, you two losers, I gotta figure out what the hell Iâm doing next. Wish me luck.â
Mina beamed. âYou better keep us updated!â
Denki sat up slightly, pointing at Sero. âIf you donât make this official, I swear to God, I will actually fight you.â
Sero chuckled, giving them a lazy salute before heading toward the exit. Now all he had to do was figure out how to not mess this up. As soon as Sero stepped out of the common room, his grin dropped, and his brain immediately went into overdrive.
Oh, crap. Oh, crap. Oh, crap.
He had kissed you. Or you had kissed him. Either way, there was definite mouth on mouth action, and now he had no idea what to do with himself.
His heart was still doing that stupid, rapid fire drumming in his chest every time he replayed the moment in his head. The way you had leaned in, eyes half lidded, expression unreadable until suddenly boom. Lips. Soft. Warm. Perfect. He could still feel the ghost of it lingering on his mouth.
Sero ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. Okay, get it together, man. Itâs just a kiss. A really good kiss. A potentially life changing kiss, but still just a kiss.
He needed a game plan.
But what if you regretted it? What if it was just a heat of the moment thing for you? What if you woke up this morning thinking, Wow, that was a mistake, better pretend it never happened?
Sero groaned under his breath, dragging a hand down his face. He couldnât deal with that possibility. Not when he had spent an entire night internally combusting over how amazing it had felt.
âDude, you good?â
Sero nearly jumped out of his skin as Kirishima appeared beside him, eyebrow raised.
âWh yeah! Yeah, totally,â Sero replied way too fast, forcing a laugh. âJust, yâknow⌠thinking.â
Kirishima gave him a knowing smirk. âAbout a certain girl in our class?â
Sero pointed at him. âi feel likenim not that obvious. I just left mina how did you you already know about this?â
Kirishima laughed, clapping him on the back. âSince our first year youve been obsessed with her.â
âstop spreading lies.â Sero sighed dramatically before groaning. âDude, I donât know what to do. I mean, I know I want to do something, but what if she doesnâtâ
âWhoa, whoa, slow down,â Kirishima said, holding up a hand. âFirst of all, did she seem into it when she kissed you?â
Sero opened his mouth, then hesitated, brain flashing back to the way you had looked at him, the way you had smiled after like you meant it.
ââŚYeah,â he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck.
Kirishima grinned. âThen youâre already halfway there, man. Just talk to her.â
Sero groaned again. âWhy is that the hardest part?!â
Kirishima just laughed, shaking his head. âBecause you like her, dude. Now quit freaking out and go see her.â
Easier said than done.
But standing around panicking wasnât going to help, either.
So, with a deep breath, Sero nodded. âAlright. Iâm doing this.â
Kirishima gave him a thumbs up. âThatâs the spirit! Now go get your girl.â
Sero immediately turned around and walked straight into a doorframe.
Kirishima winced. ââŚMaybe start by watching where youâre going first.â
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you showed up, red faced and flustered, practically vibrating with leftover emotions from last night.
âI kissed him,â you blurted, gripping the sides of your head. âI we kissed! Oh my god, I actually did that.â
âWait, wait, wait hold on,â Kirishima said, holding up his hands like he needed to physically stop you from overwhelming yourself. With his previous conversation with sero, It was so obvious how much you both liked each other. Very adorable type shit. His red eyes were wide with excitement. âYou kissed Sero? Like, for real?â
âYes! No wait, yes, but ugh, I donât even know how it happenedâ
âYou just said you kissed him, dumbass,â Bakugo cut in, scowling as he leaned against the wall, arms crossed. âMake up your damn mind.â
You shot him a glare, feeling the heat rush to your face again. âI know what I said, but it happened so fast! He was being all smug, and then I said âfuck itâ and did it but then he just looked at me, and I think my soul left my bodyâ
Kirishima gasped. âDude.â
âShut up,â Bakugo groaned, rolling his eyes. âYouâre talking in circles.â
âBut it was so sudden! I wasnât thinking!â you continued, waving your hands around. âAnd now I donât even know what we are! Are we together? Are we not? I left before we could even talk about it was that dumb?!â
âYes,â Bakugo deadpanned.
âNo,â Kirishima said at the same time, sending Bakugo a disapproving look before turning back to you. âLook, youâre clearly freaking out, but this is great news! You guys finally kissed! Thatâs huge!â
âYeah, yeah, good for you,â Bakugo muttered. âNow shut the hell up about it.â
You shot him an incredulous look. âExcuse you?â
âYouâre acting like a damn extra,â he snapped. âFreaking out over one kiss? You sound stupid.â
Your jaw dropped. âOne kiss?! Bakugo, do you know how big of a deal this is?! This could change everything!â
âThen man up and deal with it!â
Your eye twitched. âyoure such a dick, did you not learn manners or did your prissy rich boy ass never learn discipline!â
Bakugoâs face immediately darkened. âOh, you little!â
Before you could even process what was happening, he lunged at you.
The next thing anyone knew, the peaceful morning atmosphere of the dorms was shattered as the two of you started brawling in the middle of the hallway.
âARE YOU KIDDING ME?!â Kirishima shouted, hands on his head. âIT IS TOO EARLY FOR THIS!â
You ducked as Bakugo swung at you, his explosive palms barely missing your shoulder. âYOU WANNA GO, SPARKLER? LETâS GO!â
âIâM ALREADY GOING!â Bakugo snarled, throwing another punch.
Students peeked out of their dorm rooms, most of them sighing as if this was the least surprising thing to wake up to.
âGuys!â Kirishima tried again, stepping between you two. âThis is not how we handle our emotions!â
âIâLL SHOW YOU HOW I HANDLE EMOTIONS!â you snapped, dodging to the side and attempting to kick Bakugoâs leg out from under him.
He jumped back, grinning like a maniac. âOhhh, youâre dead now!â
âCAN WE PLEASE HAVE ONE NORMAL MORNING?!â Kirishima begged.
The answer was clearly no, because by then, you and Bakugo were full on wrestling in the hallway, ignoring the way half of Class was now watching with varying levels of amusement.
Kirishima sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose before clapping his hands together. âOkay. Fine. You guys are definitely gonna work this outâ
âBY ME KICKING HER ASSâ
âLIKE MATURE ADULTS,â Kirishima finished, dragging both of you apart with his insane strength. âNow, breathe. Both of you.â
Bakugo huffed, still glaring at you. You glared right back.
âGood,â Kirishima said, nodding. âNow, letâs try again calmly. You, tell Bakugo why youâre freaking out.â
You crossed your arms. âBecause I kissed Sero, and now I donât know what to do!â
Kirishima gave Bakugo a look. âAnd you how would you calmly respond to that?â
Bakugo rolled his eyes but sighed heavily. âMan up and talk to him, dumbass.â
Your eye twitched again, but Kirishima shot you a warning look before you could lunge at him again.
âOkay!â Kirishima said, clapping his hands. âProgress!â
You huffed, finally stepping back. âFine. Maybe I will talk to him.â
âYeah, do that instead of screaming about it like a moron,â Bakugo muttered, rubbing his knuckles.
Kirishima let out a long suffering sigh but patted your shoulder encouragingly. âHey, at least you got your first kiss, right? Thatâs awesome!â
You exhaled sharply, your frustration fading just a little. ââŚYeah. I guess it was kind of awesome.â
Kirishima beamed. âSee? Now go figure out whatâs next!â
You nodded, turning to leave only for Bakugo to call out, âAnd next time, donât start yelling at me at seven in the damn morning!â
You flipped him off over your shoulder. âBITE ME, BAKUGO.â
âWITH PLEASURE,â he yelled back.
Kirishima groaned. âWhy are you guys like this?!â
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Sero had never felt more like a dumbass in his life.
He was pacing the dorm hallway, chewing on his lip, hands in his hair like that would somehow help his brain work better.
What the hell was he supposed to do?!
Heâd talked a big game in the common room, but the second he was alone, reality hit him like a truck. The kiss had happened. You had kissed him. And now, every time he thought about it, his heart did this stupid, erratic thing, and his stomach felt like it was flipping over itself.
He wanted to talk to you. He needed to talk to you. But what if you were freaking out? What if you regretted it?
âSero!â
He nearly jumped out of his skin when Kirishimaâs voice called out to him.
âDude, what are you doing?â Kirishima asked, raising an eyebrow as he walked up.
Sero immediately tried to play it cool, leaning against the wall like he wasnât just spiraling five seconds ago. âOh, yâknow. Just⌠getting some fresh air.â
Kirishima gave him a deadpan look. âWeâre inside.â
Sero groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âAlright, fine! I donât know what to do, man!â
Kirishima clapped a hand on his shoulder, grinning. âSo, I might have just talked to her.â
Seroâs entire body went rigid. âYou what?â
âRelax, bro, she doesnât know weâre talking.â Kirishima laughed at the absolute panic on his face. âBut I do know sheâs freaking out just as much as you are.â
Sero blinked. ââŚShe is?â
âDude, yes.â Kirishima squeezed his shoulder. âLook, Iâm not gonna tell you what she said, but I will say this be a man and talk to her.â
Sero groaned again. âWhy is everyone saying that?! I know I need to talk to her, but what if I say the wrong thing?â
âThen you say the wrong thing,â Kirishima shrugged. âBut at least youâre saying something.â
Sero exhaled sharply, rubbing the back of his neck. ââŚYeah. Yeah, youâre right.â
âDamn right Iâm right.â Kirishima grinned, patting his back. âNow go before you start spiraling again.â
Sero rolled his eyes but grinned anyway. âThanks, man.â
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you dramatically leaned back on the couch, arms spread wide, and declared, âHawks is so fine, itâs actually unfair.â
Across from you, Ochako snorted into her drink while Iida sighed, rubbing his temples as if he could physically remove himself from this conversation. Deku, on the other hand, just looked mildly distressed.
âAgain with this?â Iida groaned. âHow many times must we discuss your questionable taste in Pro Heroes?â
The U.A. dorm lounge was a place of peace, a sanctuary for students to unwind after long days of training and classes. Though you cant help but say your thoughts in such a safe place.
âUh, first of all,â you said, pointing at him, âthereâs nothing questionable about it. Hawks is objectively hot. Everyone knows it.â
Deku cleared his throat awkwardly. âI mean⌠I guess I can see why people think heâs cool, butâ
âCâmon, Deku,â you said, exasperated. âyouâve worked with him before AND you cant tell me that you didnât even get a little nervous Itâs giving angelic bad boy, i just need a day with him really â
Ochako giggled. âYou sound so gross. but i cant say youre not wrongâ
âEXACTLY ,â you srespond. âBut wait, thereâs more! Present Mic? That man could ruin my eardrums, and Iâd thank him.â
Iida choked on his tea, while Dekuâs face scrunched up like he was in actual pain. âYou live with him,â Deku pointed out. âDoesnât that make it weird?â
âAbsolutely not,â you said. âThat just means I know exactly how amazing he is.â
Ochako bit her lip, trying not to laugh. âAnyone else?â
âGlad you asked,â you said, grinning. âAll Might.â
That was it. That was the breaking point.
All three of them stared at you. No words. Just judgment.
âWhat?â you said, looking between their horrified expressions.
Ochako covered her mouth, shoulders shaking. Iida, for once in his life, was speechless. And Deku? Deku looked like you had just personally offended him.
âY youâ Deku struggled to form words. âAll Might?!â
You raised a brow. âAnd? Heâs All Might. Heâs strong, noble, heroicâ
âHeâs, like, 50!â Deku cried.
âYeah, but have you seen young All Might?â You wiggled your eyebrows. âTall, blonde, muscles for days? Câmon.â
Deku looked two seconds away from passing out. âI I canât I donât evenâ
Iida took a deep breath, composing himself before adjusting his glasses. âY/N, while I respect your right to admire heroes, I must say, your choices areâŚbewildering.â
âOhhh, bewildering, huh?â You narrowed your eyes. âThatâs real rich coming from you, Iida. And you too, Deku!â You pointed at him accusingly. âYou have All Might all over your room! Posters, figures you probably have All Might bedsheets!â
Deku turned bright red. âTh thatâs different! Itâs admiration!â
âAnd what I feel isnât?â You smirked. âSounds like projection.â
Ochako lost it, cackling as Deku sputtered, desperately trying to defend himself. Iida just sighed heavily, shaking his head.
What none of you knew, however, was that three other students were eavesdropping from around the corner.
Mina, Denki, and Sero were crouched behind the lounge entrance, trying (and failing) to hold in their laughter.
âOh my god,â Mina whispered. âshe makes me so proud, ive rubbed off on her so well.â
Denki wiped away a fake tear. âThat was beautiful.â
Sero, meanwhile, his head tilted slightly as he listened. âMan,â he muttered, shaking his head, âsheâs really out here confessing her love for only blonde heroes, huh?â
Denki snorted. âRight?â He nudged Sero with his elbow. âSorry, bro, but it looks like you gotta join the blonde side.â
Sero rolled his eyes. âOh yeah, because thatâs totally my biggest issue right now.â
Mina gasped dramatically. âWait. Wait. What if we bleach your hair?â
âNo.â
âJust a few streaks!â
âAbsolutely not.â
Denki cackled. âCome on, man! Itâs for the greater good!â
Sero groaned, rubbing his temples. âYou guys are actually the worst.â
As the laughter from the lounge carried down the hall, Sero found himself stepping away from Mina and Denki, his grin faltering just a little as he leaned against the wall.
What the hell was he supposed to do?
He let out a heavy breath, knocking the back of his head against the wall as he stared up at the ceiling. It wasnât like he hadnât liked you for a while now he had. God, he had. But actually doing something about it? That was a whole different beast.
It should be easy. You two were already close, always teasing each other, always hanging out. It wasnât like heâd never flirted before but this was you. It actually mattered this time. And after that kiss? His brain had officially checked out.
He dragged a hand down his face. âAlright. Think, dude. Youâre not gonna go full Denki and make a dumbass move.â
Sero groaned, running both hands through his hair before letting them drop to his sides. His heart was hammering against his ribs, and he hated that it was just from the idea of telling you how he felt. He could fight villains, handle training, and deal with Bakugoâs explosive bullshit on a daily basis but this? This was terrifying.
Still, he had to do it. Kirishima was right. He had to man up and talk to you.
Pushing off the wall, he took a deep breath and nodded to himself.
âAlright,â he muttered. âHere goes nothing.â
And with that, he turned on his heel, heading toward the lounge toward you.
Sero had faced some pretty wild situations in his life.
He had been launched across training fields, nearly crushed by Todorokiâs ice, and once once had the unfortunate experience of getting his tape tangled with Kaminariâs electrical wires during a particularly chaotic mission.
But none of those moments compared to the sheer whiplash of what happened the second he stepped into the common room.
One second, he was approaching you, running through every possible way to casually bring up the fact that he really, really liked you.
The next, his entire face was in your hands.
He barely had time to process it before you yanked him down to your level, his knees nearly buckling as he stumbled forward. His breath hitched, and for a brief, chaotic moment, all he could do was stare.
Your fingers were squishing his cheeks, pressing into his face in a way that made his lips pout slightly. But you werenât laughing. You werenât teasing. You were staring, your eyes scanning his features with a level of intensity that made his brain short circuit.
Sero had never been a nervous guy. He was smooth cool, even. But there was something about the way you were studying him, your brows furrowed in deep concentration, that made him forget how to function.
âUh,â he tried to say, but the way you were gripping his cheeks turned it into more of a muffled, âWhuh?â
You ignored him.
Instead, you slowly deliberately turned his head to face the three people sitting in front of you, all of whom were watching with expressions ranging from confusion to sheer amusement.
Ochako was biting her lip, eyes practically twinkling. Iida had a hand raised like he was about to intervene in whatever was happening. And Deku? Deku just looked utterly lost, glancing between you and Sero like he was waiting for someone to explain the rules of this bizarre situation.
You finally spoke, still holding Seroâs face hostage.
âThis guy,â you declared, âgives the exact same energy as the heroes I just listed.â
There was a beat of silence.
And then:
âHUH?!â
Seroâs entire body went rigid. His brain completely shut down, the weight of your words slamming into him with the force of a cement truck.
âOh my god,â Ochako whispered, covering her mouth in barely contained laughter.
Deku blinked rapidly. âWait, Sero?â
Iida adjusted his glasses, clearly trying to keep his composure. âY/N, I fail to see howâ
âTall? Check,â you continued, fingers still smooshed into Seroâs face as you tilted his head slightly for examination. âEffortlessly cool? Double check.â
Sero made a strangled noise in the back of his throat.
âKind of a little shit but in a charming way?â You smirked. âYeah. This man is Hawks⌠well hawks doesnât have the tall part.â
Ochako full on giggled. âOh my god, youâre right.â
Deku looked bewildered. âWait, what about Present Mic?â
âOh, easy.â You dramatically gestured toward Seroâs usual lazy grin though at the moment, it was more panicked. âLoud, funny, and way too charismatic for his own good?â
âHEYâ
âTextbook Present Mic,â you confirmed.
Sero opened his mouth to protest only to immediately shut it when you tilted his head again, considering.
âAnd All Might?â Iida asked, raising an eyebrow.
You hummed, tilting your head before nodding. âItâs the natural hero vibes.â
Sero sputtered. âI what does that even mean?!â
âIt means youâre effortlessly cool, you make people feel comfortable â you said, grinning up at him. âAnd you know it.â
Effortlessly cool. Cool. COOL. You felt⌠safe around him?
Sero was going to combust.
And then, as if to seal his fate, you finally let go of his face only for him to immediately lose his balance.
He had been standing behind the couch when you grabbed him, leaning slightly forward to accommodate your grip. But now that you had released him, his brain was still buffering which meant his body had absolutely no idea what to do.
His foot slid slightly. His balance tilted. And before he could catch himself
âWhoa!â
With all the grace of an inflatable tube man in a hurricane, Sero flopped forward, collapsing over the back of the couch with a truly undignified squawk. His legs stayed standing, but his torso draped over the cushions, his arms sprawled out as his face planted directly onto Ochakoâs lap.
âOh my god,â Ochako wheezed, shaking with laughter. Iida pinched the bridge of his nose. Deku just stared.
Your laughter rang through the room, your body folding in half as you slapped your knee. âBro. Are you good?â
Sero groaned into Ochakoâs lap, muffled by the fabric of her sweatpants. âNo. I am not good.â
âYou were trying to be cool, huh?â Ochako teased, giggling as she patted his back.
âShut up, Uraraka,â he muttered, voice still slightly strangled.
You grinned down at him, leaning over the armrest. âAw, câmon, Sero. Youâre still cool in my book.â
Oh.
Oh, he was so done for.
Still draped over the couch like a defeated man, Sero let out a long, suffering sigh before finally lifting his head to look at you. His face was red undeniably, traitorously red but he still forced his signature grin, resting his chin in his hand as he met your gaze.
âSo, uh,â he drawled, voice only slightly shaky, âjust to be clear⌠you do think Iâm hot, then?â
Your smirk widened. âSero. My guy. Iâve been saying this.â
Sero inhaled sharply. âHuh.â
He nodded once. Thought about his life choices. Then nodded again.
âAlright,â he said, voice cracking slightly. âCool. Thatâs, uh⌠thatâs good to know.â
You were just grinning.
Because at the end of the day, there was nothing more satisfying than flustering Hanta Sero.
On the other hand his whole life was flashing through his eyes, well all the embarrassing parts. Dangling from his own tape mid training? Yeah. Getting slammed into a wall by Kirishima during a sparring match? Absolutely. Accidentally sticking himself to the ceiling during first year combat trials? Embarrassing, but yes.
Now, Still draped over the back of the couch, he had tried to adjust himself tried being the key word only to realize that when he fell, he hadnât just landed on Ochakoâs lap. No, that wouldâve been fine. That wouldâve been recoverable.
Instead, in a cruel twist of fate, he had ended up sprawled across you.
Now, his upper body was half squished against your chest, his arms awkwardly pressed into the cushions beside you, and his legs were still somehow dangling behind him, propped up against the back of the couch in a way that defied physics.
He did not know how he ended up here. But what was worse? You werenât moving. You werenât shoving him off. You werenât telling him to get it together. You werenât doing anything except sitting there, your expression unreadable, as if you werenât completely aware of the fact that his face was currently way too close to yours.
The silence stretched. The tension? Thick.
Sero gulped. âSoooâŚâ
Ochako snorted. Iida rubbed his temples like he was praying for patience. Deku who had been watching all of this unfold just shook his head and sighed.
âI think,â Deku said carefully, standing from his seat, âwe should⌠probably go.â
Iida nodded, adjusting his glasses. âAgreed.â
Ochako stretched her arms over her head, a knowing smile tugging at her lips. âYeah, you two look busy.â
Seroâs brain completely derailed. âWait, whâ
Before he could even try to salvage his dignity, the three of them were already gone, vanishing around the corner with suspiciously amused expressions.
It was just you and him.
Sero slowly, slowly turned his head to look at you, eyes wide. âUh.â
You raised a brow. âWhat?â
âYouâre⌠not gonna push me off?â
âEh.â You shrugged. âYouâre warm.â
Sero nearly died on the spot.
His heart slammed against his ribs, his brain suddenly incapable of forming coherent thoughts. Warm. You liked this? You were fine with this?
He did not know what to do with that information.
ââŚYou good?â you asked, tilting your head slightly.
âYeah.â He nodded quickly. âTotally. Totally good.â
A pause.
Then, as if this was just another normal conversation, you casually went, âWanna go into town with me today?â
Sero blinked. âHuh?â
You sighed, rolling your eyes as you finally sat up, forcing him to shift slightly so you werenât both in a tangled mess of limbs. âI was thinking of heading into the city for a bit,â you explained. âFigured itâd be fun to have some company.â
Seroâs brain, still recovering from the absolute whiplash of the last five minutes, struggled to catch up. âOh. Uh yeah, sure.â
You grinned. âCool.â
And just like that, you stretched, standing up as if nothing had happened, before strolling toward the dorm entrance.
Sero, still awkwardly perched on the couch, blinked after you.
It wasnât until you were already halfway down the hall that realization smacked him in the face.
Wait.
Did I just⌠agree to a date?
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The moment you shut your bedroom door behind you, your entire body locked up.
Your reflection in the mirror stared back at you, wide eyed, mouth slightly open in shock.
Did I just?
You pointed at yourself accusingly.
âDid I just ask Hanta out?!â
Silence.
Your reflection, unhelpfully, did not respond.
You grabbed the nearest pillow and screamed into it.
What was that?! What possessed you to casually throw out an invitation like that? Sure, you wanted to hang out but you literally could have asked anyone! Anyone! But nooo, you had to invite Sero the same guy youâd been freaking out about all morning, the same guy who had landed on you just minutes ago, the same guy who had been so close that you could feel his breath
Your hands flew to your face as you let out a muffled groan.
âOh my god,â you whispered. âI asked him out. I actually asked him out.â
Your brain was short circuiting.
And worst of all?
He said yes.
He actually said yes.
And what did that mean?
Did he know what he just agreed to? Was this a date to him, too? Or was he just thinking of it as a casual hangout? Was he panicking as much as you were right now? Or was he just being all cool and Sero about it?
You groaned again, aggressively yanking open your closet. No time to panic. You have to get ready.
You sifted through your clothes at lightning speed, heart racing. What do you wear on a maybe but also maybe not date? You couldnât go too fancy that would be too obvious. But you also couldnât dress like a total slob that would be not obvious enough.
You finally settled on something nice but casual, throwing it on in record time before rushing to the mirror again.
Your hair A mess. You moderately fixed it.
Your face? Red. Ugh.
You slapped your cheeks lightly, taking a deep breath.
âOkay,â you muttered, staring yourself down. âItâs fine. Itâs fine. Youâre just hanging out with Sero. Itâs totally normal. Not a big deal.â
Pause.
ââŚExcept it is a big deal because you freaking like himâ
You shoved that thought away, shaking your head furiously. Nope. Nope. Not going there right now.
Instead, you grabbed your phone, took one last deep breath, and bolted out the door trying very hard to ignore the way your heart was pounding at the thought of seeing him again.
By the time you made it downstairs, your nerves were still running wild. You had done everything possible to convince yourself this wasnât a big deal this was just hanging out but the second you spotted Sero waiting by the door, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet, your heart stuttered.
Because he looked jittery.
His hands were shoved deep into his hoodie pockets, his shoulders slightly tense, and his eyes darted around as if he couldnât decide where to look. The moment he saw you, though, his entire body stiffened for half a second just barely noticeable before he forced himself to relax, throwing you a casual grin.
âHey,â you said, hoping your voice didnât give you away.
âHey,â he echoed, shifting his weight from foot to foot.
For a moment, you both just stood there.
Then, at the same time
âSo, uhâ
âAre weâ
Both of you stopped. Blinking.
Then, awkward laughter.
âSorry, you go first,â Sero said, rubbing the back of his neck.
You shook your head, waving him off. âNah, wasnât important. What were you gonna say?â
His fingers curled tighter around the fabric of his hoodie. âUh⌠just are we walking anywhere in particular? Or are we just kindaâŚ?â
You shrugged, stuffing your hands into your own pockets to keep from fidgeting. âLetâs just go. See where the day takes us.â
A beat of silence.
Seroâs mouth curled into a tiny, lopsided smile. âSounds good.â
Wandering aimlessly through the city turned out to be perfect. At first, the conversation stayed light harmless jokes and casual observations, your usual banter keeping things effortless. The tension from earlier? Gone. Neither of you had to try around each other, and that was the best part.
At one point, you both stopped at a street vendor selling taiyaki, and after a debate over which filling was superior (chocolate, obviously), you decided to split one.
Sero took the first bite, chewing thoughtfully before tilting his head.
âActuallyâ he took another bite, slow and deliberate, âno, this sucks. You should probably just let me have the rest.â
Your mouth fell open. âYou littleâ
Before he could react, you lunged, snatching the taiyaki right from his hands.
âNot a chance,â you said, taking a victorious bite.
Sero gaped at you. âYou thief.â
âItâs called justice!â
âYouâre literally eating my taiyaki!â
âYou didnât even pay for it!â
âDetails.â
You grinned, savoring the taste until suddenly, fingers dug into your sides.
You yelped.
Sero snickered, tickling your waist just enough to make you squirm. âWhatâs that? You say I deserve it back?â
âSER-STOPâ You nearly choked on your food, smacking at his arm. âTHATâS CHEATING!â
He just laughed, stepping back with a smug look. âAllâs fair in love and taiyaki.â
Your face flamed. âExcuse me?!â
He blinked. Then, as if realizing what he just said, his expression froze for a split second before he quickly looked away, rubbing the back of his neck.
âI I meant, uhâ
âOh my god, Sero.â
He let out a nervous chuckle, eyes darting anywhere but at you.
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Then came the shopping stalls.
You had stopped at a small pop up stand, sifting through a collection of keychains when Sero, standing beside you, casually held one up.
It was a tiny cat, hanging from a silver loop, its little paws outstretched like it was reaching for something.
âHey, you like this one?â
You turned your head, about to answer, only to see Sero already pulling out his wallet.
âWait, noâ You slapped a hand over his. âNope.â
He blinked. âHuh?â
In a flash, you grabbed the keychain from his fingers, shoved a few bills at the vendor, and smirked as you stuffed it into your pocket.
âHa!â you said triumphantly. âBeat you to it.â
Sero stared at you.. âhey let me be chivalrous.â
âi can be a chivalrous one from time to timeâ
He narrowed his eyes. âOkay. Itâs on now.â
The rest of the day turned into a battle to see who could pay for things first.
Sero managed to stealthily buy your drink while you werenât looking.
You shoved money at a vendor mid Seroâs sentence, just to spite him.
He tried to sneak some money in your bag to pay you back for a snack you bought, but you refused to accept it.
It escalated so much that one poor vendor actually looked between you two, utterly confused as you both shoved money toward them, trying to pay first.
By the time the sun started dipping below the buildings, you were laughing breathless, exhausted, and completely out of small bills.
Sero let out a dramatic sigh, slumping against a railing. âYou exhaust me.â
You grinned, nudging him with your elbow. âYou love it.â
He snorted, shaking his head. âYeah, yeah.â
The city lights flickered on, illuminating the streets in warm glows. For a moment, you both just stood there, watching the world move around you.
When you glanced at him, you noticed his fingers twitching just barely like he wanted to reach for something but wasnât sure if he should.
You turned back toward the street, your pulse oddly fast. The way he looked at you? The soft grin on his lips, the warmth in his gaze? It made you think that maybe⌠just maybe⌠he didnât mind so much after all.
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The city lights shimmered in the distance as you and Sero stood just outside the dorms, the warm glow of the entrance lights casting long shadows across the pavement. The evening air was crisp, a gentle breeze ruffling Seroâs dark hair as he shoved his hands in his pockets, shifting his weight slightly. He looked⌠hesitant, which wasnât like him.
âSoâŚâ he started, voice casual but laced with something uncertain. His dark eyes flickered toward yours. âWas today, like⌠a date?â
You blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âI meanâ He gestured between the two of you, his expression caught somewhere between amused and serious. âWe went out, just us, got food, fed each otherâ
âYou fed me too!â you cut in, arms crossing defensively.
âYeah, yeah, I know,â he said with a chuckle, âbut thatâs my point! It kinda felt like a date, but I donât remember you actually saying it was one.â
Your lips parted slightly, your brain scrambling for a response. Then, after a beat, you muttered, âWasnât it obvious?â
Sero raised an eyebrow, a slow smirk tugging at his lips. âUsually you have to say itâs a date for it to be one.â
You opened your mouth, then shut it.âŚOkay, fair point.
The smug look on his face made your own heat up with embarrassment.
âSo, what, you just accidentally took me on a date?â he teased, his voice light but his gaze fixed on you, watching your reaction.
You groaned, tilting your head back dramatically before burying your face in your hands for a second. Then, dropping them to your sides, you sighed. âFine! Yes, it was a date, okay? You happy now?â
Sero beamed, looking very pleased with himself. âVery.â
You huffed, glancing away, but you couldnât fight the small smile creeping onto your lips.
A thought struck you, and before you could stop yourself, you blurted, âYâknow, I really wanted to do the Spider Man kiss today.â
Sero, who had still been grinning at you, suddenly froze. âWait what?â
You turned back to him, arms crossing again. âYou know. The classic upside down kiss. Missed opportunity.â
He just stared at you, his brain clearly buffering.
Then, after a moment, he ran a hand down his face with a breathy laugh. âYou really wanted to do that, huh?â
âUh, yeah,â you said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. You shrugged, feigning nonchalance. âIt wouldâve been really⌠cute i think.â
Sero eyed you for a second, then, with a sudden spark of mischief, he took a step closer. His voice dipped, teasing yet playful. âWell,â he murmured, âno rule says we canât do it now.â
Your heart skipped.
Then, you smirked. âOkay. But we gotta do it right.â
Sero rolled his eyes but still stepped back, already reaching for his arm. âFine, fine.â With the ease of someone who had used his quirk a thousand times over, he shot a long strip of tape toward the awning above the dorm entrance, testing its hold before glancing at you.
âYou better catch me if I fall,â he muttered, already pulling himself up.
You grinned. âNo promises.â
Within seconds, he was suspended upside down, his dark hair falling freely as he swayed slightly. The angle made him blink rapidly, clearly thrown off. âOkay, this is way more disorienting than I thought.â
You stifled a giggle, stepping closer until his face was inches from yours. âYou look ridiculous.â
âYeah, yeah, are you kissing me or what?â
You rolled your eyes fondly before reaching up, gently cupping his face. His breath hitched slightly, his dark eyes flickering from yours to your lips.
And then, closing the gap, you kissed him.
It was soft at first, hesitant as you adjusted to the angle, but then Sero melted into it. His lips moved against yours, warm and sure, despite his upside down position. The sheer ridiculousness of the situation him suspended in midair, you leaning up to meet him only made it better.
When you finally pulled away, Sero let out a breathless chuckle. âThat⌠was pretty cool.â
You smirked, poking his cheek. âTold you.â
He sighed dramatically, grabbing onto his tape to lower himself down. The moment his feet hit the ground, he stretched his arms above his head with a content grin.
âSo,â he mused, rolling his shoulders. âDoes that officially make this a date?â
You smirked, arms crossed. âI donât know.â
He narrowed his eyes playfully. âSeriously?â
You shrugged, teasing. âYou usually have to say itâs a date for it to be one, right?â
Sero let out an exasperated laugh, shaking his head. âAlright, alright, I get it!â Then, with a small grin, he leaned in just slightly, his voice softer. âSo, you wanna go out with me? Officially?â
Your heart skipped, but you matched his grin, feeling the warmth of the night air between you both.
âObviously.â
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Thank you to the half a million Sally Face Fans and like the other half a million asking for present mic stuff.
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