Sirkir

I'm small and I have gay tendencies

Tää kohtaus on kristallinkirkas mun päässä miKS MÄ EN OSAA KIRJOTTAA SITÄ ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ

This is your signal to let yourself write the deranged, uncomfortable, disgusting fiction that you've been thinking about.

Lesser-known steps of the writing process:

Finding all the paragraphs where you used some hyper-specific word more than once

Rearranging paragraphs that you swear you wrote in the right order but turned out to be totally backwards

Going for a walk, coming up with the perfect line, and forgetting it as soon as you get home and open your laptop

Creating a separate document where you can dump all of those nice sentences that no longer fit in anywhere

Waking up in a cold sweat because so-and-so was supposed to be barefoot but never actually took his shoes off

how am i supposed to go to work when im literally thinking about The Character

Täytyy kirjottaa täytyy kirjottaa täytyy kirjottaa täytyy kirjottaa täytyy k

That phase in revising your novel when the pieces are finally connecting and you finally understand why it's not good yet so you can actually fix it... love it. This is why I write.

Being ace in fandoms is so awkward sometimes because yeah the allos like the irredeemably evil villain who has murdered countless innocent people and experiments on children because he's conventionally attractive, what's my excuse? I like this guy for his personality. His personality is a burning truck of chemicals without a driver rolling at 220 km/h down the hill towards the daycare.