Sometimes I Wish I Could Wear A Binder.

i need my enrichment of sitting sideways in an armchair with my legs over the armrests!!!! you dont understand!!!!

feelin brave 🤑🤑

heh… get this to 120 notes and ill come out to my friends and possibly parents

Sometimes i wish i didnt have to talk. I wish i could communicate through cards or something. Im often overwhelmed/overstimulated and want to or do go semi nonverbal. Or I just really dont want to talk to people, but if i tell people that they just think "oh shes rude" no i just really want to be alone. Please let me be alone and ground myself. I need a second to breath and get away from everyone. I struggle with daily life its so infuriating. Why is normal so hard? I thought I was normal. But noooo. Apparently im just sensitive. Yeah theres nothing wrong with me, its completely normal to want to break down crying simply beacause your routine will be changing for 1 day and will go right back to normal the next day. No your normal. Nothin wrong here. And sometimes i feel just genuinely stupid. I payed attention to this thing, i was taking in that information and it was running through my brain, but now that im not currently learning, i completely forget when im on my own and have to learn for myself. Idk if that made sense. But basically i feel so incapable if no one is holding my hand through something and im guided through step by step. And i was never like this before, i dont think. Everyone i ask says i was completely normal. But i also know i kept and keep alot inside, aka mask alot. My closest friend dosent even know half my interests. They dont even know im like this. The only person who knows basically all of me is my sister, shout out her. But anyway. I dont know why my brain cant live life the way it wAS LITERALLY MADE TO. Yeah theres definitely somethin neurologically mixed up in there. Dont know what but. Yeah. I honestly think im being dramatic half the time. I never really voice half the things i just yapped about so how would anyone be able to help me? Idk. Im just so tired of being confused.

✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

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:/

I havb. Da eep

i think i have chronic fatigue syndrome but my mum is seemingly convinced im just dehydrated?? 😭

UHMM... DID THESE GUYS' SOULS JUST GET DESTROYED

Guys im downloading cookie run kingdom

Gotta see what the hype is

Designing new ocs and making lil art pieces of them is very fun.

Writing their lore and piecing together little shower thought story ideas into coherent writing is what brings me pain.

i am so glad you exist, even if you exist so far away from me