How It Feels Trying To Talk Yourself Out Of Buying Yet Another Plastic Horse To Add To Your Collection

I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

why did nobody tell me that GERD was a chronic illness? i was diagnosed with GERD a while ago when i was very stressed out from high school, it flared up and i had to restrict things i was eating. it still flares up when im stressed out and my whole family has gastrointestinal problems-but i was never told that this is a chronic illness. i guess i never realized that this is a life time issue. when i’m feeling okay, i don’t need to restrict what things i eat as much but then ill have stomach issues that i just deal with bc i like eating my favorite foods and drinking my favorite drinks. idk just a ramble.

i wish that i could get into other media other than mlp. it has been my special interest for 15 years, ever since mlp fim came out, when i was 4/5 !! i am interested in a couple other things, like homestuck, psychology, true crime, and disabilities. other than that, it is VERY VERY hard for me to get into anything else. i am horrible at starting new shows, and finishing them ! it makes me so frustrated because i would love to join my partner in her interests but i just get really bored and would rather listen to a true crime case i have already learned about 5 times or draw pinkie pie for the 1,809,263rd time.

so beautiful! i wonder what they smell like?

let's lean with mama

i wish i had EVEN MORE TANGLES !!! even though i have like 15 already x0

being too autistic to hang out with the level 1 high masking autistic but not autistic enough to hang out with the level 3 low masking autistics sucks

I don’t like being in the middle

i had to use my aac yesterday after i got into a very minor car accident. my partner was driving the car. it was really shocking and scary. she screamed and yelled and that scared me. i verbally shut down and i still haven’t spoken since then. i think i will be okay though.

Adults: Following rules is good, not following rules is bad

Little me: Okay :] *follows a rule*

Adults: Oh my god look at this loser. He doesn't know that this rule is Secretly Okay To Not Follow. Dumbass. Let's all laugh at him