Nah cuz now my ass is curious. This scenario is very specific and i don't remember having seen any evidence towards either option in my watching through the show so far, but -
okay experiencing boredom while medicated is really making me realize what a HUGE disservice we do by calling understimulation in adhd (or any other condition that impacts dopamine uptake) as "boredom." Like it really is a completely different animal with different symptoms, there's a gulf of difference between "man I wish I was doing something else right now" and "I've been put in the mental and emotional equivalent of a stress position and I need to do anything that will alleviate it Right Now"
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this is literally my favorite bit of metatextual doctor who canon
this is my favorite genre of post
Recognizing that the "Unnecessary feelings" comment isn't about gay thoughts makes wrightworth better in my honest opinion.
"Seeing you gives me an extreme carnal reaction and I want to kiss you stupid"? WRONG. "Your being here makes me remember a time when I was truly happy. Your presence forces me to acknowledge the icy waters I am submerged in. Your fires make me realize how cold I am, and I'm too scared of reaching out. I'm scared that the moment I reach out, I will douse your flames because I am colder than the darkest parts of this trench I find myself in and I don't think your fire can handle it.
Your warm smile makes me realize how sad I truly am. I look into your bright eyes and feel the dark bags under mine sag. I am tired and I so badly want to rest my head, if only for a moment, on your shoulder, my oldest friend. My dearest friend. My only friend. I want nothing more than to cry in your arms, but my tears are so cold that I may snuff your embers when I wet your sleeves. You open your hands to me to take my burdens, but you don't understand how hefty it is. I will crush anyone under the weight of it, including you.
It would've been better had we not met, you are too earnest, too persistent, too kind for me. You will break yourself for anyone. I don't want to be the one you break yourself on. Because you are the only one who understood me.
Don't ever show your face in front of me again."
I don't mind if I only get one bookmark
Or a subscription
Or a single comment
I'd be happy with one new kudos
I thought I had gotten over my phase of thinking all my art was shit until I started writing again... Oh well, if it beats my donaldxgoofy post divorce crack then I will be happy
something about the unreality of being the player character, thus aware of the world's nature but looking away for the sake of the others
Is there a hlvrai heritage posts yet
i think benry did a few things wrong