Im Alive

When you're going through honkai impact depression but she comes home

Changed my name from skibrewscoffi to shineigami

Hey hey! My names ski or venski, I'm a new genshin blog! Well I'll just put it up here that

I do not play genshin, so I don't know the locations well, I might just not name the locations most of the time! Please do not come for my cheap 2$ wig if I get anything wrong, feel free to send in asks!

Here are the rules! Feel free to request.

Damn does tumblr hate me or something? I can't see anything from Me on the recents of venti x reader— hopefully now it'll work??

Alone again.. Venti x reader

Summary: venti has a nightmare of being alone again without you in his arms, without the treasure of his life..

This is heavily ib lunAsmr's post of venti having a nightmare!

[not proof read! Gn!Reader]

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It was a peaceful night for you at least till you heard venti's cries, as you jolted awake you saw venti's form gripping the sheets and crying. You didn't know what to do but you decided to wake him up and ask him.

You decided on that but he, himself woke up “windblume.. did I wake you up?” you shook your head “venti.. Are you alright? Do you maybe want to talk about it?” he looked up slightly shocked but it went away as fast as it came up on his face.

“huh no, it was just a dream” he sheepishly smiled, “..will you- will you stay with me for as long as you live?” “of course venti, why are you asking me this?” he inhaled deeply before opening his mouth to speak, he closed your gap and hugged you “it's just that I had a dream that, that you were gone I couldn't find you I cried out your name, called you over and over again. As a Archon I'm used to this, that's why I roam so freely trying not to get too attached to people, to not get hurt further.. But you, you're someone I'm attached to, someone I am scared taking my eyes off” you listened to him talk.

You pulled him into a hug, holding him tightly like he's the one that'll slip away from your hands “venti, I want you to know that I love you, no matter what I will not leave you I'll stay with you for how ever long you live.”

“I know you're saying this to comfort me.. that's not possible but thank you my love”

Your prompts are so good help?'?'?" Can i request Zhongli with prompt 9 or 10 (if you prefer 10, i was hoping for some hurt-comfort there AAAA) i cant choose tbh HAJDHHD THEYRE ALL RLLY GOOD

I love you anon????? Take all my love like hellO? You have fed my ego too much T_T but sure thing!

I hope you're fine with prompt #9 I can't handle too much angst at the moment aha.

what is.. Love?

Warnings: none except it's kind of angsty? I don't think it's the best thing but the ending looks rushed.

Pronouns: gender neutral

Synopsis: the person whom you promised to marry when you were a child shows up back in your life with a proposal for marriage?

it had been a while since he showed up in your life, you thought you moved on and truly had you never once pondered where the young man whom you had promised marriage to went. It was like a gust of wind, you met and you left.

It wasn't until later of October you were getting some baked goods from the bakery and from the corner of your eye you saw a man in a suit, not thinking much of it you thought it's some rich person making a appearance in the country. Yes, you were awfully wrong but now's not the time to think about past mistakes.

You thanked the cashier and grabbed the bag in which you brought stuff when you get a text from your mother who looked rather excited? She had texted you something along the lines of ‘ come home soon, I have an amazing surprise for you! ’ now surprise and your mom weren't a good look together but all you could do is sigh and pray to God that it's not about her telling you you're going somewhere else.

You arrived at home only to hear chatting and laughter coming from the room beside “I'm home?” you let out a confused yet Loud voice hoping people in the house would explain something to you. Alas you were ignored and had no choice but to walk up and open the door with an annoyed expression only to be met with the face of the person who you left in your memories.

‘oh lord’ you mumbled inside your head, you felt like fainting on the spot! How could he just show up? “zhongli...” that name you spoke felt so foreign to you, it felt like speaking to a stranger.

“you're back home! Great I don't have to tell you later then, remember zhongli? He's a business man now! He's grown up so fast hasn't he? .... ... ........ ... ..” and so on your mother kept talking as everything she said went in one ear and out the other.

“aha, it's nothing ma'am I was fulfilling my promise of asking their hand in marriage” your childhood friend replied to your mothers words while his gaze was fixed on you. Why was he here? Did he not leave without any notice? You knew it's rude yet you can't help but ask “why?... Why now?” and all his stupid face did was smile.

You despised that smile now, you wanted to erase it from your mind and yes, you held a grudge and it maybe childish but he cannot just come back one day to ask your hand in marriage to fulfill a stupid promise made by a bunch of six year old's??

He tried approaching you but you weren't in the mood to deal with him just when you got him out of your mind. He came back, why did he come back it kept repeating in your head. You pushed him away when he gripped your wrist “listen, I don't want to start a drama so please just get out” you said straightforwardly “are you still mad at me about the sudden disappearance?” he asked you oh so calmly, how can he even be calm..

“it's not just that! Why the hell would you come back to fulfill a stupid promise we made as children!” he looked down, was he embarrassed?? You didn't get this man at all..

“I love you, that's why I came back.. ” that reply shocked you, he had feelings.. For you? What even.. What even is love? You remember recklessly saying I love you to just about anyone when you were growing up, never did you have any interest in dating either.

“marriage.. Marriage is too sudden for me, I need time! I don't even know why the hell you still 'love me' or why you left...” you felt weird almost anxious your voice felt panicked like you just wanted to run away from everything and hope this was a nightmare.

Zhongli ran a hand on your head to help you calm down “right, my apologies for being so sudden.. How about I start from courting you like I used to?” his voice was calm and gentle as he slowly pulled you into a hug. You were sure your mother was listening in on all of this but you didn't really care you just wanted to hug him and let out all the pent up stuff in your mind.

“alright.. Thank you zhongli, I.. I'm kind of glad you're back but you still need to explain why you were gone without any notice before hand” you smiled at him as he pulled you in for a small hug. It went like it used to before when you both were little.

Types of dates with them <3

museum dates with albedo, it's calming and nice to have someone with you there. I feel like he would personally love places like museums!

Game dates with xiao where you both play games duh-doi. He likes to stay inside. Sometimes you both with go get drinks, maybe if he's in the mood to go out. If you do drag him he doesn't complain.

Picnic/karaoke dates with venti! He won't leave you alone till you do that with him, really clingy but he's cute so you don't mind him much, he likes making sandwiches for picnics and all :) sings his heart out in karaoke.

I just got sad news um— anyways don't be surprised if I post a bunch of angst at once I feel like crying today, I feel really sad and it's just very upsetting. I feel empty and sad and I'm not sure.

Hmm, Yandere Flamescion Kiana? Between Reason, Void, Sentience, and Flame that should be scary.

Angry tuna

She would be pretty subtle about it but when the other herrschers start to take interest in you she's ticked off but she knows these people is what's worse here. She doesn't want to hurt her friends but at the same time sirin has taken a liking to you as well, while that may be good because she won't cause you harm she technically has a competition with the God inside her.

And poor you stuck between herrscher's all so confused to why they're so nice to you these day's, it's like a battlefield to win you over.

HoF would be past kiana around you, while the lady is mature and holds herself together then doing tons of things recklessly, she hugs you and typical chapter one Kiana behavior.

she isn't the possessive type, just slightly jealous but knows that you view these people as nothing more than colleagues.

Other then that she's just more relaxed around you and gives you all she can, she would offer to train at night to keep you occupied from the other herrscher's

Thinking of leaving the account after answering the left asks it's just not that fun to write no more :/

How genshin characters help you deal with toxic people!

this is heavily self indulgent!! Since I today had to go through something because of certain people I thought of as family, which they also made fun of me for writing so if you see this,, I hate you </3

Warning!!: toxic people, poor grammar that's all I think

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Venti!

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If you cried he'd be there for you, if he couldn't be there physically he'd always be there with you no matter what the wind will follow you as a comforting melody.

“they aren't worth your time precious!”

He would whisper words and sing songs to make you feel better.

If they decided to reach out to you again he'll make sure they never hurt you.

He is a God after all, he doesn't want to see you being hurt he loves you too much.

He almost always accompanied you wherever you go.

You were really grateful for him, after all after such a thing happening you felt like trusting people was more complicated.

If you started being cautious of people around you and kept your information to a minimum he'd completely understand that after all, no one wants to be hurt like that again and again.

Xiao

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He will make sure they stay away, he doesn't like the idea of someone who hurt you to approach you again.

Doesn't want them anywhere near you, he isn't affectionate or well knows how to. Comfort you properly so he protects you from the side lines.

If you do need a shoulder to cry on he'll be the shoulder, he knows he shouldn't get too attached but it happens after all, that's how you met someone toxic.

If you're more reserved he'll let you braid his hair or do anything to his hair just to calm you down or help you somehow.

Will try encouraging you to do the things they told you, you're bad at.

Overall he does his best to help and make you forget about those horrible human being.

Albedo

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He would be confused at first I guess? He won't be sure what to do to help but will try his best, either by reassuring words like “they're horrible people they don't deserve you” or distracting you from this.

Unlike the other two he won't really try doing much to keep the person away from you unless they end up making you uncomfortable again, unlike the other two his way of thinking is that people will cross paths eventually no matter what, this is a small world after all so there is no way of stopping someone from knowing your existence as a whole.

Though of course he does care about you so he'll gently comfort you when he has the time.

Also tried encouraging you to do things you were told you're bad at doing by certain people.

He does see improvements in you overtime and sees how you overcame the barrier they made in your mind and he's really proud!!

Zhongli

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Honestly, I don't think he has any idea what's happening until you tell him of course his first initial reaction would be to comfort you then he'll ask who it was and he honestly falls apart as he sees you crying over someone who isn't worth your time.

You need a shoulder to cry on? He's there, you need anything? He's there, you don't want to talk and prefer silence to cope? He's got it!

He truly cares for you and wants to understand you.

“I do not think they are worthy of your tears, my love”

I honestly feel like he would just make sure you're not uncomfortable in any way.

I don't think he'll try much to keep the person away but more like keeping you away from them same thing but yes.

Overall he really wants to keep you safe and when you improve and over come these things he's going to tell you how much he's proud of you!!

You can tell I was dying while making this but yes this is technically for comfort but if you've been through toxic people I wish the best for you!! If they ever get to your mind just remember they're nothing but imbeciles!!