I regret that I didn't buy that book, sent that particular text, talked my heart out while I was suffocating, but at the same time I wonder what If nothing changed then too? If the outcome would be the same, then I'm glad I didn't do many things I wanted to, because if I did, then my hopes would have been shattered and I wouldn't be there to pick myself up this time.
And even if you leave, I may be fine
'cause my heart, it has its own design.
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A beautiful sunset🌇
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My love
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I was happy, I felt content, he was far away but he warmed my heart, I felt closest to him, I felt his heart was open to me,I lived in the moment, I secretly wished to stay there forever. I was smiling and blushing so hard.
A part of my soul tells me future with him is happy and we're living our fairytale together. We will right?
One day I'll ask him if I am dreaming and he'll say no it's our beautiful reality.
A belated farewell
The alley doesn't belong to me anymore, but I belong to it forever; it holds a part of me that will always stay there; if not there, then in my memories, which will not be so clear after a while, but it will be there, and it would feel like home. The familiar smell, excitement to see snowfall, getting drenched in rain without any worries, stargazing, sneaking out just to see a pretty afterglow. I always had a place where I could run back after a tiring day. I'm lucky enough that I got to call it home. I'll surely go back, but I don't want to see the changes. I don't want to feel hostile in my own home. I said goodbye, and all my heart said was to stay, if not forever, then just for a while.
Parting is such a bittersweet feeling, but eventually, we will all part ways from our loved ones, our favorite places, and our feelings. All we will have are nostalgic memories of them. I'm not ready to bid farewell. I guess I would never be, but I have to say goodbye.
Goodbye, my home. You're not calling me back again, but my heart is always waiting to be back. I never knew just a stack of bricks with a few divisions, doors, and windows could be so beautiful. Home is a feeling. Thank you for making me feel like I belong to you. Goodbye until next time. I'll visit you when I'll achieve something great and will roam around like a silly human again.
The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?
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"So what if a belief gets you an unexpected result? Set a new one."
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Something in between
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"Sometimes, we try to protect those we love most from our pain."
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