AU! Alice

HEY I HAVE STILL BEEN DOING ART. just nervous to post, so here is my favorite preview of what I have been having fun with in ms paint, lovely magical girls, lovely.

My first art post!

I drew my oc, Alice!

hyperfixation kool aid? Nice.

Your Kentucky Derby horse name is:

A symptom of one of your mental illnesses + the last thing you ate

I'll go first: Mood Swings Macaroon

As much as I love ‘I would kill for you’, it kinda really loses its impact if the person saying it is a villain who already kills at the slightest provocation

’I would refrain from killing for you, I would spare them all if you asked me’ is a very sexy alternative, and a much more powerful declaration of love coming from a character prone to violence

My first proper Rose Thorns Cookie sprite!! shes so cookie run I'm so pleased! Behind the scenes info under the cut, but feel free to ask about anything else.

layers! color coded layers! my joy!

built in a 3d modeler, the "flat" look being produced by pieces placed millimeters apart

I focused on skeleton warping the main body, then adjust everything else as I felt. It was a really fun first exercise for the base sprite.

I've been off of my low dose post menopausal testosterone for a month bc the only compounding pharmacy is too far away and I'm too busy and it's fascinating to watch all the health problems that went away on it creep back. It's such solid evidence that yeah, maybe more cis women need T and more cis men need E probably to actually live healthy functional lives but we're so binary and stupid about sex and gender that T is the Man Hormone and E is the Woman Hormone and there's a baseline for cis people??? Insanity. Insane. Absolutely insane.

Off of T, my joint pain is back, my blood pressure is up, I've gained weight, I'm volatile if I don't control myself, I'm constantly an emotional wreck, and I can barely get out of bed. It took me years to get them to let me try T, and they kept arguing that all of those things would get worse ON T. I fucking hate modern medical science modern sex and gender science too bc my queer clinic was shocked to hear all this. Genuinely. They don't get it despite being THE local hormone clinic for queer folks specifically. They don't understand intersex bodies or that maybe our baselines are bullshit on an individual basis. All of modern sex and gender science absolutely ignores the natural sex differences in most people.

How many people get put on the wrong hormone for their wellness? Cis or trans. Because we've assigned hormones to gender. How many cis women deal with worsening body pain and mental issues bc they were put on estrogen when they needed T? Why are we gendering fucking hormones

reminded myself I had unfinished art things: Alice in her madoka magical girl form thing (varies). Just wanted to show off weapon forms.

I wanna talk about my s/i but I keep swinging between “this is too out there even for hellsing” to “fuck it they have Nazi a cat boy I can have my fox nonby”, pray 4 me 😔

All three of my magical girls, woohoo

Left to Right: Akarui Murasaki, Skylar Morningstar, Adelaide Schwartz

My baby girls

Neon version under the cut, woo

Holy fu-

boops are progressing very nicely.