Alternate Outfit For Alice

If they ever ask you if you want to do college during highschool

Dont, it's a terrible idea mental health wise

Updated Character Ref for Alice

mostly for myself, to standardize colors digitally and the like, but I think it turned out really nice!

This blog cares for Alucard & supports him in therapy

my first ask recieved and its a porn bot. -_-

I've been off of my low dose post menopausal testosterone for a month bc the only compounding pharmacy is too far away and I'm too busy and it's fascinating to watch all the health problems that went away on it creep back. It's such solid evidence that yeah, maybe more cis women need T and more cis men need E probably to actually live healthy functional lives but we're so binary and stupid about sex and gender that T is the Man Hormone and E is the Woman Hormone and there's a baseline for cis people??? Insanity. Insane. Absolutely insane.

Off of T, my joint pain is back, my blood pressure is up, I've gained weight, I'm volatile if I don't control myself, I'm constantly an emotional wreck, and I can barely get out of bed. It took me years to get them to let me try T, and they kept arguing that all of those things would get worse ON T. I fucking hate modern medical science modern sex and gender science too bc my queer clinic was shocked to hear all this. Genuinely. They don't get it despite being THE local hormone clinic for queer folks specifically. They don't understand intersex bodies or that maybe our baselines are bullshit on an individual basis. All of modern sex and gender science absolutely ignores the natural sex differences in most people.

How many people get put on the wrong hormone for their wellness? Cis or trans. Because we've assigned hormones to gender. How many cis women deal with worsening body pain and mental issues bc they were put on estrogen when they needed T? Why are we gendering fucking hormones

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why did it only just now occur to me that Alucard is just Dracula backwards. do they mention that IN castleva? or did they just straight up name him dracula but backwards and then move on

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H/T: @marisk-a

In quiet moments they get along

The sk

The sky

Its "cat ears are acceptable in society" Month

Put on the damn cat ears lads!