Hate This.

So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress. my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know. so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth. he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.” I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him. he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me. and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot. he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room. he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no. held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male. whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/. I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop. my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all. she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run. he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on. my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us. we called the police today, but they cant find him. we dont have money for a lawyer,  all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support. I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around,  this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well. If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.

Alright I'm not gonna be silent anymore about this. Stop hating on Honest Hearts (the Fallout New Vegas DLC). If you don't like it, fine. That's your own OPINION about the DLC. No need to be shoving that down other people's throats like it's a fact.

You hate Joshua cause he's "edgy"? Cool. Don't go out trying to invalidate the people who like him.

Same with Daniel. I really don't care if you hate him cause he's a white guy trying to help The Sorrows. Just keep that to yourself and don't start drama with me or the other people who like him.

Honestly thought the Fallout Fandom was pretty chill until I saw the puritans come out from the depths of Tumblr (which I really should have seen coming honestly). I understand if you think the DLC is a little problematic (as someone with Native blood, I can see the problems with the DLC but they aren't that big). Really though, Honest Hearts should be the LEAST of your worries. The game is already done and over with. We literally have police brutality running rampant in America and Native Reserves are literally at risk, yet you wanna bitch about a goddamn DLC?!? That really shows were your priorities are honestly.

If you wanna help Natives or even the Black community or just any community that's been beaten down in history, go donate to some organizations that help them or give money straight to those people. Don't go bitching and harassing people over a video game. That's not helping anyone at all.

Finally found the original

I'm not happy

So my friend thinks I'm a bad person for stopping her from cutting. Honestly I just want to end it all right now, I may not get to see the look on her face but hey I'm being so selfish right now hehe.

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Zen has had enough

IMPORTANT!!!THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT POST I WILL EVER MAKE!!!!CALL OUT POST TO @nukeya

He is a pedophile.He has mastrubated while in a call to me twice and pressured me to moan.I accepted this because everyone in my discord chat loves so i did it so people wouldnt hate me proof:

He has flirted with other minors as well.

If you want more proof pm me.PLEASE DONT EVER INTERACT WITH HIM ON DISCORD NOR TUMBLR!!!!

Wow I haven't posted in a while and bruh it was really just me getting mad and horny. 😔

i cant explain why but this is the funniest thing ive experienced in the past five days

!o!

unmute this now