i want to run under a full moon and feel the mossy grass between my feet. to feel the moon light slip through my hair would be a dream. is this too much to ask for??
11 year old me, very much a baby sapphic but high on compulsory heterosexuality: i just think it’s so sweet that ginny and luna were such good friends in harry potter. like luna was always talking about how nice ginny was and ginny stopped some boys who were picking on luna. like imagine being this nerdy kid and then your friend who happened to be a boss female athlete stops people from making fun of you. wish that was me. imagine them having sleepovers and braiding each others hair and always listening to and appreciating each other and giving each other hugs and luna painting a picture of the two of them bc that girl is an artist and ginny being so touched and hanging it in her room next to the pictures of gwenog jones. just two gals being the best of pals. plus ginny’s a redhead and girls with red hair are soooooooooooo pretty, wish my mom would let me dye my hair red so i could achieve that level of prettiness.
fall aesthetic: unruly curls. deeply flushed cheeks. subtle smoked eyes. bitten nose hidden behind a novel. spectacles tuck into a knitted cardigan. dried flowers resting behind an ear. cocoa with your dearest fur baby. scribbling random thoughts in a journal. dark boots and dainty ballets. loud giggles and cherished moments.
it’s hard to be the gay cousin, the emo cousin, and the family failure, but someone gotta do it
writing you letters scented with my perfume, wrapped in colorful ribbons to tie into your hair, around your wrist, or around your neck to keep me close to you.
it’s not summer, but imagine it is summer and the sun is still golden and your and her are riding your bikes back to your house after a picnic. it’s lovely and then you go home and decide to make s’mores and there’s mosquitos and lightning bugs everywhere but you don’t mind because you’re happy. you and her are happy together.
Few things
The part about him ((TW TW)) getting bullied, then attempting suicide,,, and literally admitting that to an audience of almost 10 mil takes crazy guts and I cannot respect and love you more for that!
the part when he talked about labels resonated with me.. it was sort of a bit to lead into him coming out properly,,, but the general term ‘queer’ just seems right to me… The fact he said those words means so much to a person who was legitimately bullied for identifying as Queer,, from my own community who is supposed to support me… And I really love love love him for putting and framing it in such beautiful words
(3) to hardcore phannies- I know, he confirmed early Phan,, but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE for the love of God don’t boil down this incredibly important video into just a “"PhAn cOnFiRmEd uWus”“ This video means a lot to him. And I think it means a lot to a lot of us. Don’t forget that!!!
I got annoyed to really worried about you because he was off the internet for so long (content creators and creative blocks ahhhhh) but this video looks like it took so much time to write, and edit and looks like the new "Daniel Howell era” has arrived!(content and gay wise both))
Don’t want to dwell on phan but Phil being the only person who supported and loved him for who he literally made my whole ass year like bIG BIG PROPS to Phil for being the best human of the earth none of us (except Dan) deserves that man.
Tldr I am a mess and Dan and Phil are my icons
if life works out the way it should, we will all find reasons to live and reasons to love and that’s going to make all of this, all of everything, worth it. even that thing that’s bugging you it’s gonna be worth it because life will work out just watch.
i b like *missing dan howell noises*
if you tell them what they want to hear, they’ll stop asking.
👏🏼 normalize 👏🏼 pronouns👏🏼 in 👏🏼 bios 👏🏼
this way, nonbinary and gender-queer people will be more comfortable