More black/brown hello kitty for hello kitty girlz ๐
playin it cool - paige bueckers x reader!
s: your best friend drags you out to a dallas club for a much needed girlsโ night, but the last thing you expect is to spend it making eyes with paige bueckers across the room.
w: smut, dom!paige, heavy sexual tension, explicit language, club setting, alcohol use, oral sex (f receiving + giving), strap ๐, confident!paige, flirty banter, minor teasing/dirty talk, reader is kinda cocky but lowkey nervous too
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the thing about dallas isโฆ itโs hot. even at night. even when youโre tipsy and wearing next to nothing.
โgoddamn,โ your best friend whistles when you step out of your apartment, hands dramatically framing your body like sheโs casting a spell. โyou trying to get fucked tonight orrrrโฆ?โ
you roll your eyes, smoothing your palms down the sides of your denim skirt. itโs short, snug, and sitting just right on your hips. paired with the slinky little sparkly top barely holding onto your chest and your favorite black boots, you were definitely giving that. unintentionally of course.
โiโm trying to get a drink,โ you say dryly. โand maybe a dance.โ
โmm right,โ she smirks, unlocking her car. โbet you wonโt be saying that once you see whoโs at the club tonight.โ
you shoot her a look as you slide into the passenger seat. โwhy, who?โ
she shrugs, the casual kind of shrug that means she knows exactly what sheโs doing. โheard some of the dallas wings team might be there. itโs one of their spots, apparently.โ
you blink. โokay? and?โ
she laughs, shaking her head. โgirl, theyโre hot. theyโre athletes. most of them are gay. sounds like your exact type.โ
you snort. โtheyโre also famous. you think theyโre fucking regular ass people from dallas?โ
โuhhh yes?โ she counters immediately. โathletes be horny too, bitch. they donโt care who you are as long as youโre hot.โ she looks you up and down again. โwhich you very much are.โ
you just laugh, resting your head against the seat as she drives. your phone buzzes in your purse, but you ignore it. tonightโs about letting go. or at least pretending to.
โ
the club is packed by the time you get there.
some 90s hip hop track is blasting through the speakers, bass so deep you feel it in your chest. the lights are dim, neon purple and pink casting shadows across the dance floor. the air is thickโ perfume, cologne, weed, alcohol, hookah and people are already pressed up against each other, laughing, drinking, grinding.
โthis is so our vibe,โ your friend says, grabbing your hand as you both maneuver toward the bar.
you order a tequila sodaโstrong, but manageable, while she goes for something vodka-based that smells like it could knock you out in one sip.
โiโm getting fucked up and getting some dick tonight,โ she says confidently, clinking her glass against yours.
โhave fun with that,โ you grin, taking your first sip.
and then you see them.
a group of tall-ass women in the corner, posted up like they own the place. they move like athletes, hold themselves like it too. and when you scan the group, eyes skating over braids and biceps and bottlesโ
you see her.
sheโs leaning back against the booth, one arm slung casually over the backrest, a lazy smirk on her face like she knows exactly how good she looks. sheโs wearing a fitted white tee, jewelry glinting on her wrist and neck, blonde hair in that messy perfect state that looks both effortless and deliberate. and sheโs looking at you.
hard.
you werenโt expecting the eye contact. werenโt expecting it to feel like a fucking pull.
you drop your gaze immediately, acting cool as you turn back to the bar just in time to grab your drink.
but your best friend caught it. obviously.
โbitch,โ she says, eyes wide. โyou two were eye- fucking.โ
โno we werenโt,โ you scoff, sipping your drink.
she cocks her head. โokay, so why is she walking over here right now?โ
โshit.โ
you barely have time to fix your expression before sheโs in front of you. paige fucking bueckers. in the flesh. up close. prettier than her highlights, smoother than you were ready for.
โhey,โ she says, voice low, smooth.
you glance up, matching her energy. โhey.โ
she looks you up and downโnot subtly. โyou got a name?โ
you bite back your smile. โyou first.โ
that gets a laugh out of her. โiโm paige.โ
โoh yeah?โ you say innocently. โyou play ball or something?โ
her smile deepens. โsomething like that.โ
you tell her your name, and she repeats it, like sheโs trying it on for size. it sounds real good coming from her mouth.
โyou from dallas?โ she asks, sipping whatever drink sheโs holding.
you shrug. โborn and raised. why?โ
โjust curious.โ sheโs close now, arm brushing yours. โyou got that local vibe.โ
you raise an eyebrow. โwhat does that mean?โ
โmeans youโre fine as hell and chill bout it.โ
you laugh. โso thatโs your type?โ
โtonight it is.โ
the conversation keeps going like thatโeasy, teasing, warm. paige is bold, but never cocky, smooth without trying too hard. you keep your tone light, but your heartโs beating fast. the tensionโs building. every time she leans in closer, you feel it.
โso what do you do?โ she asks, gaze slow as it trails down your legs and back up, eyes catching on the hem of your skirt. โbesides drive people crazy looking like that.โ
you grin. โi work in sports media. real job and everything. been with bleacherโs report since i graduated.โ
her eyebrows go up, impressed. โokay, big-time.โ
โyouโre one to talk.โ
she smirks. โyouโve been watching me?โ
โyou were hard to miss.โ
thereโs a pause. her gaze dips to your lips.
โyou wanna get out of here?โ she asks, voice lower now. rougher.
you tilt your head. โwho said i was interested?โ
her expression falters, just for a second. and then she recovers, leans in even closer. โyour body language. itโs saying otherwise.โ
you stare at her for a beat. then smile.
โgive me five minutes.โ
you find your best friend, ask her if sheโs good. she grins, waving you off toward paige like a damn matchmaker.
and thatโs how you end up in the passenger seat of paige bueckersโ car, her hand sliding onto your thigh the second she pulls out of the lot.
โ
her apartment is nice. new, clearlyโmodern countertops, tall ceilings, basketballs and duffle bags tossed in the corner. not a ton of decoration yet, but it smells like her. expensive cologne, subtle vanilla.
she hands you a bottle of water before you even sit down.
โhydration is sexy,โ she says with a wink.
you laugh, sipping it. โyou always this polite after trying to pick someone up?โ
she shrugs. โjust making sure your hydrated.โ
you sit on her couch. the tension between you is practically humming.
and sheโs justโฆ staring.
like she wants to devour you.
you raise an eyebrow. โyou just gonna keep looking at me like that?โ
she leans forward, voice dropping. โor what?โ
you smirk. โor you could do something about it.โ
she doesnโt need to be told twice.
sheโs on you in secondsโlips on yours, hands already gripping your waist, pulling you into her lap like she canโt wait a second longer. the kiss is hotโall tongue and teeth and desperate breaths. she tastes like vodka and mint, and her fingers are already pushing up your skirt.
โfuck,โ she mutters, tugging your top off, eyes drinking you in. โyouโre so fucking sexy.โ
you laugh against her mouth, tugging at her shirt. โyou too cocky to be this good a kisser.โ
โyouโve seen nothing yet.โ
she stands, pulling you with her, dragging you toward the bedroom without breaking the kiss.
by the time you hit the mattress, your skirt is gone. her hands are everywhereโpinning your hips down, trailing over your thighs, slipping under your underwear.
and then sheโs eating you like sheโs starving. no hesitation, no warm-upโjust her mouth, hot and slick and fucking relentless.
โshit, paigeโโ
she moans into you, sucking your clit, holding your legs open like you might disappear if she doesnโt keep you in place. itโs intense. overwhelming. fast.
โfeel good?โ she mutters, voice rough.
โyes donโt stopโโ
you cum embarrassingly quick, thighs shaking, but she doesnโt stop. not until youโre crying out again, and then she finally lets up, crawling over you with a smug smile.
โyou gonna be good for me now?โ she asks, breathless.
you flip her over in response, grinning. โyour turn.โ
you go down on her, making her writhe and moan and begโand you love every second of it. love the way her voice breaks when she says your name. love the way she tugs your hair when she gets close
you donโt stop until she cums hard, hips shaking, voice raw from moaning. her hand stays in your hair, fingers tightening every time you kiss your way up her stomach, over her chest, up to her throat.
youโre still catching your breath when she flips you.
โyou think you have one more in you?โ she asks.
quick. effortless. like sheโs been waiting.
โyeah.โ you say quickly.
โyou look so good like this,โ she murmurs, eyes dragging down your body like she wants to ruin you. โlegs spread, already so fucking wet for me.โ
you reach for her, but sheโs already off the bed, grabbing the purple strap from the drawer like she knew exactly when sheโd use it. you swallow hard, breath catching as she steps into itโslow, teasing, powerful.
โyou ready for me, baby?โ she asks, tone low and smug. โor do i need to make you beg a little first?โ
you donโt give her the satisfactionโjust hold her gaze, daring her. โiโve been ready.โ
she climbs back on top of you, hands firm on your hips as she lines the strap up and slides in slow, making sure you feel all of it. your mouth falls open. a gasp leaves your throat, needy and unfiltered.
paige smirks. โthatโs what i thought.โ
then she fucks you.
deep, relentless strokes that leave you shaking. every thrust hits just right, has you crying out her name, clinging to her back, your nails dragging over her skin. she leans in, lips brushing your ear.
โyou take me so well,โ she whispers. โso fucking good for me. look at youโalready close, huh?โ
you nod, whimpering, thighs trembling around her. she picks up the pace, one hand slipping between your legs to rub tight, fast circles over your clit while she keeps pounding into you like she owns you.
โcum for me,โ she growls, breath hot against your neck. โright now.โ
and you doโloud, messy, body arching up into her like sheโs the only thing that matters.
but she doesnโt stop.
she fucks you through it, chasing her own high from the way you fall apart underneath her.
โfuck. iโm gonna cum again.โ she says.
and she does moaning your name.
when she finally slows down, she kisses you soft. breathless. a sharp contrast to everything she just did to you.
โstill breathing?โ she teases, stroking your cheek.
โbarely.โ you say jokingly.
she just grins at you, tracing your hip with her fingers.
โsoโฆ think youโll be at that club next weekend?โ
you roll your eyes. โyou already trying to run it back?โ
she shrugs, kissing your shoulder. โyouโre local, right?โ
you smirk, snuggling into her chest. โweโll see.โ
โwell give me your number, just incase you need to know when iโll be there.โ she says smirking.
โyeah whatever.โ you say laughing.
Can a nigga borrow a French fry๐
Pro Meg
Pro Cassie
Pro Halle
Pro Teyana
Pro Cardi
Pro women trying to overcome and I pray they heal and fuck anybody that questions what theyโve been through and โthey made a choice.โ Fuck you.
And fuck Shade Room and all these funky ass blogs that yaโll frequent!
โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ยฐ*
๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐! ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ธ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ต๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ธ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ด๐๐ฟ๐ด๐ฒ๐๐ต๐๐ป ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ธ๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐! <๐น
๐ฟ๐ป๐ด๐ฐ๐๐ด ๐ณ๐พ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐!
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฒ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ต๐ธ๐ฒ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ.
โก ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
ยฐ ๐ต๐๐ป๐ป ๐ต๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ด๐๐ธ๐ด๐
โ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฒ.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐น๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ . ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ณ๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฌ ๐ป๐น๐ฐ๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐ณ๐ฌ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐น๐บ๐ป๐ฌ๐ต ๐ซ๐ถ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ต
โ ๐๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐. (๐๐๐๐)
"๐๐๐, ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐."
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฎ!๐ท ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐ ยฐ ๐. (๐๐๐๐)
" ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐."
" ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ข๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐."
~ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐๐๐ก๐๐
๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ฎ!๐ท ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
ยฐ ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ด๐
โ .......๐๐ก๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐? (๐๐๐๐).
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐บ๐พ๐ฐ๐ป๐ช๐ฏ!๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฉ!๐ป๐จ๐ป๐ป๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐บ๐พ๐ฐ๐ป๐ช๐ฏ!๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐จ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ (๐๐๐๐).
๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐.....๐ท๐ด๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ท๐ณ๐ผ๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ (๐๐๐๐).
๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐ต๐ต๐ถ๐ช๐ฌ๐ต๐ป, ๐ต๐จ๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ฌ, ๐บ๐ป๐ผ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ผ๐บ!๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐น๐ณ!๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ
โ ๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐ง๐จ๐ซ.
๐ฑ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐บ๐ผ๐ฉ!๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด!๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐. (๐๐๐๐)
๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐บ๐ป๐ฌ๐ท ๐ด๐ถ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ๐น!๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ก ๐๐ญ.
๐ท๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐ฏ๐ถ๐พ๐ณ
โ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ข๐ง๐. (๐๐๐๐)
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐.
๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ท๐ณ๐ผ๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ค... ๐ ๐๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ.
๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฎ!๐ท ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐.
๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฎ!๐ท ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฉ๐ผ๐ณ๐ณ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐ข๐ฆ. (๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!)
"๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐." "๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐." "๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ธ ๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐." "๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐." ~ ๐ณ๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐ - ๐ฑ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐จ๐ณ๐ถ๐ผ๐บ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐.
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐."
~ ๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐ - ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ข (๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ป๐๐๐)
๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ฎ!๐ท ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐. (๐๐๐๐) (๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!)
"๐ธ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐ฐ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐."
~ ๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐ - ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ท๐ณ๐ผ๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ. (๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!)
"๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐?"
~ ๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฝ - ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐. (๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!)
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐n๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
ยฐ ๐ท๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฝ๐พ๐ฝ๐
โ ๐๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฒ.
๐ท๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐?
๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐ญ๐ณ๐ผ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โก ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ
ยฐ ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ด๐
โ .......๐๐ก๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐? (๐๐๐๐)
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐.
๐ต๐บ๐ญ๐พ, ๐บ๐พ๐ฐ๐ป๐ช๐ฏ!๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฉ!๐ป๐จ๐ป๐ป๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐บ๐พ๐ฐ๐ป๐ช๐ฏ!๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โ ๐๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฌ.
" ๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐."
"๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐."
~ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ข - ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป, ๐ป๐จ๐ป๐ป๐ฌ๐น ๐ ๐น๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
โก ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ก
ยฐ ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ด๐
๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ. (๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!)
Yes
Beating my meat to this later
humiliation. hot anime men.
โห. เญญ cw: fem!reader, squirting, degradation, pet names, pussy licking (once)
i just know theyโd do this and iโd gladly let them. (not like iโd have a choice) โน3
men who would have a big wolfy grin after making you squirt for the first time. practically laughing at you, laughing at how they fucked you so dumb all you could do was squirt.
โdaddy fucked you dumb, hmm? feel good?โ he groaned. โyou look so fucking pathetic, pussy all stretched, whimpering like a bitch. making such a big messโ you felt embarrassed, humiliated. it was your first time feeling such pleasure, you didnโt know what it was until it happened. his words made your pussy clench, loving every second of him humiliating you. you turn your head away from him, feeling flustered.
โlook at me.โ he ordered. and you obeyed, not daring to defy him. โyouโre gonna do that again, but this time itโll be in my mouth.โ he says as he lowers his head, kissing and biting the inside of your thighs. โyou hear me.โ โyes daddy.โ he smirks before giving your clit a good long lick. โatta girl.โ
๐ฒ เนเฃญ ๊คแถปแถปแถป โฏโฏโฏโฏ
โณ reiner, eren, kenpachi, grimmjow, isshin, aizen, gintoki, toushirou, toji, gojo, sukuna, muzan, uzui, hak, guren, ban, light, trevor fckn belmont
"wheres the paige fluff at guys?" i ask as i open my untouched drafts just to stare at them
Broooooooo im crying
Ate down
summary: while everyone around you is getting married, you're left behindโno ring, no lover, just silence waiting at home. but one night, your boss, mr. jeong, makes an unexpected proposal:ย "marry me."ย and suddenly, your quiet world begins to burn.
pairing: boss!jaehyun x fem!reader
genre: romance, slow burn, fluff, emotional smut, domestic married life, eventual pregnancy, emotional growth, healing.
warnings: explicit sexual content (18+), strong language, emotional vulnerability, pregnancy mention (later), minor angst, lots of kissing, crying, soft husband jaehyun, tooth-rotting fluff, crying-in-the-club type of love.
wc: 19,7K
notes: iโm obsessed with jaehyun as a boss, boyfriend, hubby,ย andย daddy lmao. manโs got range ๐ฎโ๐จ๐๐ค iย swearย i try to keep it short but my brain goes rogue every time ๐ญ like girl be fr, whenโs the day i finally drop a short fic??? bye lmao ๐
youโre twenty-nine, and the number feels heavier than you thought it would. not because itโs oldโnot reallyโbut because thirty is close. and thirty means expectations. by now, you were supposed to have it all figured out. at least, thatโs what they say. your friends certainly make it seem that way with their photo-perfect marriages, toddlers learning to walk, houses in peaceful neighborhoods. meanwhile, you still live in a quiet apartment with plants you often forget to water and a fridge that holds more takeout containers than groceries.
you work at an architecture firmโclean lines, big ideas, and even bigger egos. the kind of place where late nights are common and recognition is rare. youโve built a name for yourself, though. you lead your team well, your ideas consistently get approved, and your work ethic has never been in question. the other women whisper that youโre just trying to impress the boss, that your dedication is nothing but a strategic flirtation. they don't know that your passion isnโt about pleasing anyone but yourself. well, mostly. maybe part of you does want to be seen. to be acknowledged by him.
jeong jaehyun.
your department lead. two years younger than you, but somehow always carrying himself like heโs lived three lives already. he doesnโt talk much. doesnโt engage in the small talk that fills the office kitchen or the empty flattery some of your coworkers throw his way. heโs serious, focused, almost too calm. the kind of man whoโs unreadable, and yet somehow always watching. youโre not close, not really, but thereโs a quiet understanding between you. he trusts you. you can feel it in the way he gives you space to lead, the way he nods subtly in meetings when you speak, the way his eyes linger sometimesโnot in a way that feels invasive, but like heโs... thinking.
youโve never seen him flirt with anyone. never seen him talk about his personal life. no ring, no photos on his desk, not even vague mentions of a girlfriend or family. and while no one dares to say anything to his face, everyone wonders. he's a man, thoughโno one criticizes him for being single. no one asks him what he's waiting for.
you, on the other hand, can barely go a week without someone making a comment.ย still not married? youโre so pretty, what a shame.ย your mother means well, but every call ends with a variation ofย youโre not getting any younger, sweetheart.you smile through it. you tell them you're happy. you tell yourself that, too. but deep down, there's a quiet ache. because youโve always wanted a family. always dreamed of being a mother, of coming home to someone who knows youโnot just your schedule or your favorite takeout order, but the way you think, the way you feel things deeply and try to hide it. but love hasnโt knocked in years. not since your last relationship ended at twenty-two, before the world hardened your heart. since then, youโve been too busy, too careful, too tired.
tonight, you're staying late again. the office is nearly empty, save for a few flickering lights and the buzz of a vending machine down the hall. you're finessing the last pieces of a major project, making sure every detail is just right. you're in the zone when you hear soft footsteps approaching, and then his voiceโlow, familiar, closer than expected.
โyouโre still here, byun?โ
you glance up to find jaehyun standing by your desk, hands in his pockets, that usual unreadable expression on his face. thereโs no judgment in his voice, just quiet curiosity.
you offer a tired smile, leaning back in your chair. โoh, mr. jeong, i just wanted to polish a few things before the presentation. i figured if i leave anything messy, the senior managers will rip it apart. and then youโll take the heat for it.โ
he raises an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching into something that almost looks like a smile. โyou care that much about how i look to the execs?โ
you shrug, turning back to your screen. โyouโre my boss. if you look bad, i look bad.โ
he lets out a soft exhale, a sound that's dangerously close to a chuckle. then he leans against your desk, his body relaxed but his eyes still sharp as ever. โyouโre too committed.โ
โyou say that like itโs a bad thing.โ
he shakes his head. โnot bad. just... rare.โ
a brief silence settles between you, not awkward, but weighted. it feels like heโs about to say something else, and when he does, itโs not what you expect.
โdoesnโt your family mind that you stay this late?โ his gaze holds yours. โyour husband? kids?โ
you blink, the question catching you off guard. your smile falters just slightly, and you look down at your hands before answering.
โno husband. no kids. no one waiting at home.โ you try to sound casual, even throw in a little laugh. โi guess iโm just married to the job.โ
he doesnโt laugh. doesnโt look away. โi didnโt know.โ
you nod, suddenly very aware of the silence around you. โmost people assume. but... yeah. i live alone.โ
another pause. then, gently, you ask, โwhat about you, mr. jeong? i mean, youโre always here late too. no one waiting on you?โ
he looks away for the first time, his jaw tightening slightly before he answers. โno one yet.โ
and there it is againโthat silence between you. but this time, itโs different. it hums with something unspoken. curiosity. surprise. maybe even recognition.
you return your gaze to the screen, not really seeing it. heโs still standing there, close enough to feel but not close enough to touch. something in the air shifts, and for the first time in a long time, your chest feels... not heavy, but full.
the next morning, you arrived a few minutes earlyโjust like always. being punctual wasnโt about impressing anyone; it was about control, about provingโat least to yourselfโthat you had your life together. it made you feel reliable. consistent. in a workplace full of half-assed excuses and people who couldnโt meet a deadline to save their lives, your discipline was something you wore like armor. something no one could take from you.
your outfit was soft, delicate evenโrose-pink skirt brushing just above your knees, a crisp white button-up tucked in neatly, the blazer matching your skirt in a subtle pastel tone. your heels clicked softly against the tile floor as you made your way to your desk, and as you passed the reflection on one of the glass panels, you couldnโt help but think:ย i look good today.
you did. your hair was in place, makeup light but elegant, lips tinted a faint nude-pink. polished. pretty. professional. but beneath all that... you also looked a little alone. not that anyone would say it to your faceโbut you could see it sometimes, in the glances people gave you. admiration, maybe. pity, sometimes. curiosity always.
you sat down, smoothing your skirt and adjusting your chair, reaching for the little yellow post-it youโd stuck to the side of your monitor the day before. your handwriting was neat, methodical. a short list of pending tasks, each one already being mentally checked off as you booted up your computer. you didnโt waste timeโyour fingers flew across the keyboard, and within minutes the familiar sounds of productivity filled your small corner of the office: the rhythmic clack of keys, the soft hum and spit of the printer warming up to spit out proposals and reports.
you didnโt hear him come in.
you were too deep in the flow, too focused on aligning the final report with the visual standards the company demanded. your eyes scanned the document line by line, searching for typos, ensuring everything was clean, sharp, presentable. the sound of footsteps behind you didnโt register until you felt itโthat subtle, electric awareness that comes when someone is watching.
โgood morning, byun. please leave the project report on my desk once itโs ready.โ
he didnโt look at you. just passed by, smooth and quick, his voice calm and firm, a cup of steaming coffee in one hand, the familiar scent of roast beans and expensive cologne trailing behind him like a silent presence. his stride didnโt falter, his gaze fixed ahead, like heโd already moved on to the next ten things in his mind. you barely had time to nod, mouth parted to respond, but he was already disappearing behind his office door.
you blinked.
right. the report.
you gathered the last printed pages, slid them into the presentation folder, double-checked the order, smoothed the cover with your palm before rising from your seat. your heels clicked softly against the floor as you made your way down the short corridor, your fingers lightly tapping the edge of the folder, nerves tightening with each step even if there was nothing to be nervous about. it was just work. just jaehyun. just another report.
you knocked once and entered when he answered. he was seated behind his desk, sleeves already rolled up to his elbows, the dark veins of his forearms visible as he typed something on his laptop. he glanced up, briefly, then reached for the report when you held it out.
โthank you,โ he said, flipping it open with precision, already scanning the contents. โat two p.m. we have the meeting with upper management. youโll be joining me at the table. along with choi and hwang.โ
you nodded. โunderstood.โ
โgood. go over the numbers one more time before then. theyโre likely to ask.โ
โyes, mr. jeong.โ
and that was it. no warm smile. no thank you. just professional, cold efficiency. you turned and left, closing the door gently behind you before returning to your desk, the weight of the upcoming meeting settling on your shoulders like a familiar cloak. youโd been through this before. plenty of times. but it never got easier. not when the room was full of men in suits who barely hid their condescension, who chewed through ideas like tasteless gum until someoneโusually jaehyunโsaid something smart enough to catch their interest.
you spent the next few hours fine-tuning the financial section, making sure your data was clean, graphs properly labeled, estimates realistic but still ambitious. it was a delicate gameโmaking things sound innovative without actually suggesting anything too risky. they didnโt want bold. they wanted impressive illusions of boldness packaged in safe wrapping.
the meeting room was as bland as ever. too much glass, too much beige. you sat at the long table beside jaehyun, your laptop open, presentation ready. the managers arrived first, already complaining about another teamโs failed prototype. the director entered last, stone-faced as always, his tie perfect, his opinion impossible to read.
as expected, the meeting dragged. they picked apart the proposal, paragraph by paragraph, expressionless until one of them grimaced like the very concept of originality offended them. you watched them, these men who nodded at each other but rarely smiled, who offered feedback that wasnโt feedback, just empty phrases like โit needs more punchโ or โis this trend even scalable?โ
then jaehyun spoke.
his voice was calm, slow, measured. and yet he made every single line sound convincing. powerful. like there was no other way forward but the one he was laying out. the room shifted around him. the tension eased. eyes narrowedโnot in skepticism now, but interest. he wasnโt just presenting; he was selling a vision, and you felt yourself straightening with pride even if the credit wasnโt yours.
until he said your name.
โy/n,โ he said, still facing the director. โif you could present the budget projections.โ
you froze for a half second. not out of fearโjust... surprise. you hadnโt expected him to call on you so soon.
you stood, smoothed your skirt unconsciously, and took a breath before switching slides. your voice was steady, even if your palms were clammy.
โthese are the projections for the next two quarters,โ you began, pointing at the chart. โweโve estimated a moderate increase in cost during the development phase, with a break-even point projected for the beginning of q3. depending on the approved budget, weโre looking at a return on investment of approximatelyโโ
you kept going, explaining the graphs, walking them through the numbers with careful clarity. no embellishments, no guesswork. facts. you swallowed once, clearing your throat before the final slide, then ended with a nod.
when you sat back down, jaehyun glanced at you. just a moment. a flicker of something almost soft in his expression.
like youโd done well. like you couldnโt possibly disappoint him.
the rest of the meeting blurred. the managers began tossing in extra suggestionsโsmall changes, tweaks they hoped would impress the director. the man nodded, offered vague praise, and you remained at your seat, listening to it all with a practiced, patient expression.
when the meeting finally ended, you stood beside jaehyun again. he didnโt say muchโhe never didโbut as he packed his laptop, he looked at you.
โgood work today,โ he said. โyouโre an essential part of the team. if you keep this up, iโll make sure your nameโs considered for the upcoming promotions.โ
you stared at him, momentarily stunned. the words hit harder than you expected. youโd worked for five years, given everything to this company, and thisโthis was the first time someone above you had said something that felt... real.
โthank you,โ you said softly, trying not to let your smile get too big. โreally.โ
he nodded. โyou earned it.โ
later, when the director extended the dinner invitation, you didnโt hesitate. it wasnโt optional. the team needed to show up, needed to mingle, to pretend everything was a celebration and not an endless cycle of office politics masked with clinking glasses.
the bar was upscale but casual enough to loosen peopleโs ties. smoke from grilled meats hung faintly in the air, the tang of sweet sauces and roasted garlic filling the space. you sat between your supervisor and jaehyun, trying not to feel too stiff in your work clothes. everyone was drinking, toasting, laughing louder than they had all day.
the supervisor leaned forward, voice slightly slurred. โyou know,โ he said to the director, โthe whole prototype? the mockup? the execution timeline? all her. y/n practically carried the whole thing.โ
the director turned to you, surprised. โreally? how long have you been here?โ
โfive years,โ you replied, sipping from your glass.
he raised a brow. โhow is it possible i havenโt noticed you until now?โ
jaehyun, still beside you, said nothingโbut you felt the subtle tension in his posture.
โyouโve got a good employee,โ the director told him. โitโs your job to shape her. teach her. sounds like sheโs already on the right path. with the right guidance... sheโll move up in no time.โ
he raised his glass. โto y/n.โ
โto y/n,โ echoed around the table.
you lifted your glass, cheeks warmโnot just from the alcohol but from the unfamiliar sensation of beingย seen.ย you smiled, surrounded by coworkers and approval and good food, and for a moment, just one moment, everything felt like it was finally going somewhere.
you wereย finallyย going somewhere.
the dinner had blurred into noise.
conversations overlapping, laughter rising and falling like tides. glasses clinked, meat sizzled on the grill, the warm lighting softening everyone's expressions into something hazy and unguarded. you sat at the long table, just a bit to the side, the smoky scent of barbecued meat in your hair and the echo of compliments still lingering in your chest. across from you, your supervisor had long since slipped into a drunken retelling of his glory days. to your left, jaehyun sat quietly, jacket off, shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows. his arms were strong, veins defined even in the low light, and on his left wrist, a sleek, expensive watch glinted every time he reached for his glass. he hadnโt touched his soju in a while, though. he just held the rim between his fingers and occasionally let his gaze wander across the room.
when your eyes met, it was casual, almost accidental. but you didnโt look away.
โyouโre not drinking,โ you said, quietly enough that only he could hear.
he offered the ghost of a smirk, the kind that barely pulled at one corner of his mouth. โsomeone has to remember what was actually said tonight.โ
you laughed, a soft breathy sound, grateful for his clarity amidst the chaos.
a silence settled between you, but it wasnโt uncomfortable. rather, it felt like a small space carved out just for the two of youโunbothered, untouched, a bubble where you didnโt have to keep smiling or pretending. you let out a quiet sigh, swirling your untouched drink in your hand.
โdo you ever feel like you're running out of time?โ you asked, voice low, not even sure why you were askingย himย of all people.
jaehyun looked at you, brows drawn slightly, intrigued but still calm. โtime for what?โ
you hesitated, fingers tightening around your glass. the alcohol was warm in your chest, but not enough to numb this confession.
โfor everything,โ you admitted. โi mean, professionallyโฆ things are going great. i canโt complain. iโve worked hard, and itโs starting to pay off. butโฆโ you looked down, lips pressing together. โsometimes i feel like iโm trapped inside a giant hourglass, watching the sand fall, grain by grain. iโll be thirty in a few months. and i know that shouldn't mean anything, but in a world where people expect you to have everything figured out by nowโmarriage, kids, some picture-perfect lifeโi feel like iโm falling behind. like my dreams are moving farther and farther away.โ
you took a breath, not daring to look at him.
โitโs justโฆ sad,โ you continued. โwhen you achieve something big and thereโs no one waiting at home to celebrate it with you. no partner, no family. no one to say, โiโm proud of you.โโ
jaehyun was quiet for a moment. then his voice came, soft and even.
โi can celebrate with you.โ
you looked up, surprised, blinking at him. โthank you, butโฆ thatโs not what i meant. itโs not the same.โ
he held your gaze. then, calmly, like he was offering a solution to a logistics problem, he said it.
โthen marry me.โ
your brain stalled.
you didnโt understand at first. maybe you misheard him. maybe he was joking, or drunkโexcept his voice hadnโt changed. his tone hadnโt wavered. your stomach dropped.
โโฆwhat?โ you whispered.
โyou want a family. you want someone to come home to. marry me.โ
the words hung between you like smoke. absurd. unreal. your mouth opened, but nothing came out at first. you glanced aroundโeveryone else was too busy laughing or slurring their next toast to notice what had just happened.
you leaned in slightly, voice tense and hushed. โmr.โjeongโwhat are you talking about? we donโt evenย knowย each other like that.โ
โwe know enough,โ he said without blinking.
โweโve never even had a real conversation outside of work until now.โ
โso letโs have more,โ he replied, as steady as always.
you felt like your heart was beating too loudly. โare youโฆ are you seriously suggesting we get married?โ
โiโm not suggesting it. iโm telling you iโd do it. if you said yes.โ
you stared at him, at the cool detachment on his face, the quiet certainty in his voice, and felt your world tip on its axis.
he shrugged. โhow long until you turn thirty?โ
โโฆmy birthdayโs in november,โ you muttered, the words escaping before you could even process them. โitโs april now. thatโs seven months.โ
jaehyun nodded slowly. โthen you have seven months to decide.โ
he finished his beer in one slow, final gulp. then he stood up, reaching into his wallet and placing a few bills under his empty glass. you were still frozen when he stepped beside you.
โiโll take you home,โ he said.
you tried to protest, voice stumbling over half-formed refusals. โyou donโt have toโi can call a cab, reallyโโ
he looked down at you, expression unreadable.
โthat wasnโt a request. itโs your boss giving you a ride.โ
and with that, he turned, waiting for you to follow. your legs felt heavy as you stood, your mind racing, still reeling from what had just happened. marry him? seven months? he was serious.ย he was actually serious.
you had no answers. only questions. and one man who had just offered you everything youโd spent your life pretending you didnโt need.
you didnโt sleep.
not really. you tossed and turned, arms flung across the bed one minute and buried under the covers the next. jaehyunโs words echoed in your skull like an intrusive melody, looping over and over again.
then marry me.
you have seven months to decide.
like some sort of countdown had been triggered.
you must have stared at your ceiling for hours, trying to make sense of what he meantโwhat it meant forย youโand whether heโd been serious. but the worst part wasnโt the proposal. the worst part was how calm heโd been, how effortlessly heโd said it, and how easily heโd walked away afterward like it hadnโt upended your entire sense of self.
your alarm went off at seven, and you hit snooze five times. by the time you dragged yourself out of bed, you felt like your bones had aged a decade overnight. you put on your makeup with the heaviness of someone trying to erase exhaustion from the inside outโconcealer, color corrector, foundation. you went over your under-eyes twice, then a third time. you looked like yourself, but blurry. off.
you arrived to work twenty minutes later than usual, which was already enough to earn a few raised brows. no one said anything, but they noticed. you noticed them noticing.
you sat at your desk and stared at your drawers, forgetting which one you kept the monthly reports in. your fingers shook slightly as you shuffled through folders, trying to find the stupid paperwork you'd seen a million times. a stack of them slipped from your grasp and scattered onto the floor like a metaphor. you groaned and crouched down to collect them, muttering under your breath. your brain still felt like it was swimming through molasses.
thenโ
โgood morning.โ
his voice. that casual, bored tone he always used in the office. neutral, even, no trace of anything buried beneath it. no sign that heโd ever said something as life-altering as what heโd said last night.
you startled so hard you hit your head on the underside of your desk.
โgoodโouch!โ you winced, clutching your scalp with one hand and your pride with the other. โgood morning, mr. jeong.โ
he kept walking. didnโt glance down at you. didnโt smirk. didnโt check if you were okay. he passed your desk like any other morning, like he hadnโt proposed to you over beer and smoke and shared loneliness.
a few coworkers peeked over their partitions, concerned. you gave a shaky thumbs-up and a whispered, โiโm fine,โ even though you felt anythingย butย fine.
you werenโt like this. not at work. not ever. your name was synonymous with precision. discipline. control. and here you were, dropping papers and bumping into furniture like your brain had short-circuited.
you finally gathered the reports and brought them to his office.
he was seated at his desk, focused on his screen, the sleeves of his dress shirt still rolled to his elbows. your eyes caught briefly on the line of his forearm, the watch still there, still ticking.
โthese are the reports from last month,โ you said, setting the folder down.
โthanks,โ he replied without looking at you.
you lingered.
โmr. jeong.โ
he finally looked up.
his eyes were calm. cool. like nothing was wrong. like he hadnโt detonated a bomb and walked away from the wreckage.
you hesitated, your throat dry. โabout what you said last nightโโ
his expression didnโt change.
โweโre at work,โ he said simply. โiโm being professional.โ
you blinked, almost offended. โso thatโs it? you say somethingย that insaneย and then justโgo back to normal?โ
โweโll talk after work,โ he said, returning to his screen. โif you want to.โ
you stood there, gripping the folder even though it was already out of your hands, heart thudding with something sour and hot and unnamable. frustration? humiliation? confusion? all of it?
he was treating you likeย youย were the one out of line. likeย youย were being inappropriate for even bringing it up.
you turned around without saying anything else and walked out of his office, pulse hammering in your ears. the rest of the day dragged like wet cement. you couldnโt concentrate. you couldnโt remember what you were supposed to be doing half the time. you reread emails four times before hitting send. and every time someone walked past your desk, you wondered if it was him, if heโd say anything, if heโd look at you, if he even remembered what he said or if the memory of it belonged to you alone now.
youโd never felt so out of control.
you didnโt know what was worseโhis silence or the fact that youย wantedย him to break it.
you tried to focus. god, youย reallyย did. you stared at spreadsheets until the numbers blurred into static. you answered emails with words you didnโt remember typing. every time the phone rang, your heart jumped, irrationally convinced it might be himโeven though you were in the same building, separated by maybe thirty feet of glass, air, and unspoken tension. it felt like the longest day of your life. your temples throbbed with a slow, building ache, like your thoughts were pressing too hard against the inside of your skull.
you popped two painkillers around lunchtime, washed them down with lukewarm water from your reusable bottle, but they didnโt help. not really. because the pain wasnโt just physicalโit was mental. emotional. a kind of pressure that wrapped around your ribs and squeezed.
your mind wouldnโt shut up.
you kept looping the same questions, over and over again, like your brain was stuck on a carousel with no exit.
why would he say that? why now? why you?
he already told you he'd wait. seven months. seven impossibly long, slow-burning months.
so why talk? why meet? it wasnโt for him. it didnโt serve him. heโd been clear. he had time, he had patience. this conversationโit was forย you. you were the one desperate to make sense of it. to understand his motives. to justify the insanity of it all.
but how were you supposed to justify something that made no sense?
heโs twenty-seven.ย handsome.ย polished.ย wealthy.ย he could have anyoneโliterallyย anyone. girls younger than you, brighter than you, women who werenโt crawling toward their thirties with a fading list of half-achieved dreams and a fridge full of takeout leftovers. why you?
a mid-level employee in a department no one paid much attention to. someone who had to fight tooth and nail just to be noticed in board meetings. someone who had accomplishments but no one to toast with. someone who fell asleep most nights with their phone face-down and on silent because no one was texting anyway.
why you?
you didnโt have an answer.
you finished your tasksโbarelyโand the moment the clock hit the end of your shift, you shut your computer down with shaky fingers and grabbed your bag. your steps felt heavy, reluctant, as you made your way through the hall toward the entrance. part of you wanted to bolt, to pretend nothing had ever been said, to go home and crawl into bed and put on a show you wouldnโt really watch. to sleep off the confusion like a bad hangover.
but the doors opened before you could entertain the thought. those clean, automatic glass doors slid apart with a hiss, and there he was.
leaning casually against one of the white pillars just outside, his suit jacket draped neatly over his forearm, his other hand gripping his sleek black briefcase like it weighed nothing. he looked like something out of a commercialโwell-dressed, composed, the perfect image of success. but when his eyes met yours, something flickered beneath the surface. maybe restraint. maybe tension. maybe nothing.
he walked toward you calmly, the sound of his footsteps muffled by the smooth tile.
โget in the car,โ he said, voice even. โweโre going to talk. like you wanted.โ
not a question. not a request.
he turned without waiting for your answer and made his way to a parked luxury sedanโshiny, deep black, windows tinted so dark you could barely see the interior. he opened the passenger door for you, as if the conversation that waited inside was just another part of his routine.
you hesitated, only for a second.
but then you followed.
because no matter how messy your thoughts were, no matter how terrified or confused orย unworthyย you felt, one truth cut through the noise:
youย wantedย to know.
you slid into the passenger seat, trying to calm the way your heart was sprinting inside your chest. the door closed beside you with a quietย thunk, sealing you into a space you werenโt sure you were ready for.
he walked around the front of the car and got in behind the wheel, smooth and unhurried.
you stared straight ahead.
readyโor notโto finally ask the questions that wouldnโt leave you alone.
the silence in the car wasnโt uncomfortable. not exactly. but itย wasย denseโlike fog inside your chest, heavy and silent and there to stay.
you stared out the window as the city drifted past, familiar buildings made foreign by the storm in your head. beside you, jaehyun drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting on the gearshift. there was music playingโlow, jazzy, oldโbut he didnโt speak. not until you passed a traffic light and he tilted his head, casually.
โdid you get enough sleep last night?โ he asked, like he was commenting on the weather.
you didnโt look at him. โnot really.โ
โfigured,โ he said, turning smoothly into another avenue. โyou looked like hell.โ
you gave a humorless chuckle, resting your elbow against the door and propping your chin in your hand. โthanks for the compliment, sir.โ
โanytime,โ he said dryly.
and that was it. that was all the small talk he offered. nothing personal. nothing intimate. just an acknowledgment that heย sawย you. that heโd noticed.
the drive was short, and before you could make sense of anything, you were already parking in front of a modest little korean restaurant tucked between a laundromat and a bookstore. it smelled like steam, garlic, and simmered bone broth. a place where people went for real food and no-frills comfort.
โthis place has the bestย gomgukย in the city,โ jaehyun said, grabbing his briefcase from the back. โbeen coming here since i was a teenager.โ
you hesitated at the door. โyou like bone soup?โ
โlove it.โ
you wrinkled your nose. โi canโt stand that stuff. never could. not even as a kid.โ
he paused mid-step and gave you a look, slightly amused. โwell,โ he said, โthereโs our first disagreement as a couple.โ
you blinked at him, caught off guard. โwhat?โ
โnow i know you donโt likeย gomguk. guess iโll have to avoid cooking it for you.โ
you said nothing.
because heย wasnโt joking. not really. not entirely. and that was the part that made your mouth dry.
how could he say things like that so easily? so naturally? as if you hadnโt spent the entire day unraveling at the seams while he strutted through the office like nothing had happened?
he sat across from you at the table, unbothered, scanning the menu like it wasnโt even necessary. he already knew what he wanted. meanwhile, you still didnโt know why you were there.
you picked something else.ย kimchi jjigae, maybeโsafe, familiar, strong enough to mask the taste of your confusion.
once the server took your orders and disappeared behind the curtain, you leaned forward, folding your hands together to stop them from trembling.
โwhy me?โ
his eyes lifted slowly from the empty table to your face. โthereโs no reason,โ he said. โi just want to give you what you want.โ
โdo you say that to all women?โ
he smirked. โif i did, iโd probably be married to half the city by now.โ
you shook your head. โdonโt do that.โ
โdo what?โ
โdonโt treat this like a mission,โ you snapped, trying not to raise your voice. โi donโt need your pity. i shared something vulnerable with you, yeah. but that doesnโt mean you have to swoop in and rescue me from a miserable life of solitude by offering a ring. this isnโt some fairytale. i donโt need a man to save me.โ
โi never said you did.โ
you exhaled slowly. โi want to love and be loved. to build something. somethingย real. not this... whatever this is. a contract. a deal. a deadline to escape loneliness.โ
his expression didnโt shift. not a single flicker. but his voice softened.
โthen letโs say this. if in seven months, you still havenโt found someoneโsomeone who makes you feel like youย canย build something... try it with me.โ
you stared at him. hard. trying to read every intention in the lines of his face.
โjust like that?โ
โjust like that.โ
you couldnโt look away.
and then he said it. the words that settled into the cracks of your resolve like warm rain after a drought.
โwe can love. i can love you. you can love me, if you want to. if you want to date, we can date. you donโt have to feel pressured. i just think... youโre worth the risk. and i donโt think you should torture yourself every day that passes just because you havenโt โsettled down.โ opportunities donโt always come twice. sometimes you have to grab them while theyโre here. or regret it forever.โ
your lips parted, but nothing came out.
you looked at him thenโnot as the cold, polished man who walked the halls like a ghost in tailored suits. not as your boss. not as someone who confused and overwhelmed you.
you saw him as a man.
a man who knew what he wanted. who wasnโt afraid to take action. who looked you in the eye and offered you something you werenโt even sure you deserved.
his jawline. his eyes. the little wrinkle between his brows when he got serious. the calm way he listened. the confidence. the clarity.
you saw him differently.
you werenโt ready to give him an answer. not yet.
but something inside you had shifted.
you just didnโt know what to call it.
he didnโt rush you.
he didnโt push.
he just sat there across from you in that tiny booth, his sleeves rolled up and his tie slightly loosened, waiting with the kind of quiet confidence that only made your heart beat louder. he stirred his soup gently, letting it cool, occasionally taking a sip without ever looking away from you for too long.
and then he said itโcasually, as if proposing something as simple as lunch next week.
โletโs do this. iโll pick you up after work from now on. weโll go out. have dinner. spend time together. see what happens. let it unfold naturally.โ
just like that.
your breath caught. โiโฆ i have doubts,โ you admitted, almost in a whisper. โi donโt know what to say. i donโt know what to feel. this is all so sudden, so...ย fast.โ
he nodded, unbothered. โthatโs okay.โ
you blinked. โthatโsย okay?โ
โyes. itโs not a race. but you heard what i saidโopportunities donโt always knock twice. you donโt have to say yes right now. just think about it.โ
but youย wereย thinking. too much.
his voice played on repeat in your mind: we can love. i can love you. you can love me. and god, wasnโt that the exact thing youโd been terrified of never having?
your fingers trembled under the table. your palms clammy, your mouth dry. you rubbed your hands together slowly, grounding yourself in that simple motion, trying to breathe.
he didnโt flinch. didnโt ask again. just kept sipping his soup, patient as stone, like heโd already accepted whatever answer youโd give him.
you stared at your food, at the steam rising, the way the aroma filled the space between you and him like something sacred. you still couldnโt stand bone soup. but somehow, being across from him made it smell less... offensive. less like something to run from.
and you remembered.
all those nights crying in silence.
all those mornings brushing your teeth with tears stuck in your throat because you didnโt know ifย everย would come.
ever finding someone.
ever being enough.
ever being loved without begging for it.
maybe he wasnโt what you imagined.
maybe he was better.
you looked up at him.
โokay,โ you said, softly. then stronger. โokay. iโll try. iโll let you pick me up. weโll go on these dates. maybeโฆ maybe iย canย love you. maybe i can let myself be loved by you.โ
he paused mid-sip, eyes lifting.
your voice cracked slightly when you added, โmaybe iย canย stay with you.โ
for a beat, the world went still.
he didnโt smile wide. didnโt gloat or tease.
he just gave a slow, almost imperceptible nod. his eyes warm, deep, but controlledโlike someone whoโd been expecting this moment and didnโt want to scare it off.
โgood,โ he said. โthatโs all i needed.โ
you swallowed hard.
and for the first time since that strange proposal, something in your chest loosened.
you werenโt sure if this was love.
but it was a beginning.
the next morning. everything is different.
you walk into the building like you own the damn placeโheels sharp, suit immaculate, makeup clean and fierce, ponytail slicked high like a crown. the memory of yesterdayโyour stumble, your throbbing head, your wandering thoughtsโnow felt like a distant, irrelevant dream. that wasnโt you.ย thisย was.
a woman who knew what she wanted.
a woman who saidย yes.
you smiled to yourself in the elevator. not just any smileโthatย kind. the kind that curled at the corners, the kind that held secrets, the kind that felt like sin dressed in silk. the kind that belonged to someone with a man waiting outside a restaurant, ordering bone broth, and talking about love like it was something simple. doable. inevitable.
you were early. again. not by accident this time, but by choice.
you slid into your desk, organized, efficient, present. the hum of the office hadnโt started yet, and you took advantage of the calm, catching up on reports and scheduling the week like the good girl you were trained to be. but this time, it was different. you werenโt surviving the day. you were anticipating it.
and thenโat exactly the hourโhe walked in.
jung jaehyun.
same black suit. same silver watch. same air of cool detachment.
but today, when he passed by your desk and muttered his usual, โgood morning,โ you didnโt just nod like before.
you stood upโtoo fast.
tooย happy.
โgood morning, mr. jeong!โ you sang, voice lilting and almost musical, like youโd just won the lottery.
it was instinctual. not calculated. just...ย you.
the entire floor stopped.
heads turned.
some eyebrows shot up. a few eyes narrowed.
jaehyun himself halted in his tracks, looking back at you slowly, his brows drawn together in theย tiniestย frown. he cleared his throat.
โeveryone, back to work,โ he said, voice firm. and then, after one last lookโeyes narrowed at you in something between confusion and amusementโhe turned and walked away.
you bit your lip so hard it almost hurt, barely suppressing the giggle building in your throat.
the memory of last night echoed in your mind,ย maybe i can love you, maybe i can stay with youโand now here you were, tryingย notย to beam like a teenager with a crush. you watched his back disappear into his office, and your lips curled up, despite yourself.
you could still feel his eyes on you. even if he wasnโt looking.
after work, you waited by the entrance as the glass doors slid open.
he was already thereโlike he promised. leaning casually against his car, black coat folded over one arm, briefcase in hand, gaze scanning the horizon like the perfect ceo out of a drama. but as soon as his eyes met yours, they softenedโbarely, subtlyโbut you noticed.
โget in,โ he said, opening the passenger door for you.
you slipped in without protest, heart beating faster than it had any right to.
once the car pulled away from the curb, the silence settledโbut it didnโt last long.
โyou canโt do that,โ he said, not harshly, just...ย firm.
โdo what?โ you asked, knowing damn well.
โgreet me like that.ย like that.โ he glanced at you sideways. โat work.โ
you shrugged. โwhat? weโre dating now. arenโt we?โ
โweโreย seeingย where this goes,โ he corrected. โbut we still have to be professional. people talk. your position can be affected. and mineโโ
you cut in, not harshly but with a certain fire. โiโm not going to apologize for being happy.โ
โiโm not asking you to apologize.โ
โthen donโt ask me to pretend. iโll dial it down, sure. but iโm not going to act like you donโt mean something to me when weโre under the same roof eight hours a day.โ
he stayed quiet for a beat, tapping the wheel with one hand, lips twitching like he was tryingย notย to smile.
โis this how you are with all your boyfriends?โ
you grinned. โiโm worse.โ
he laughed. actually laughed. that deep, velvet sound you hadnโt heard much outside of formalities.
โwell, iโll brace myself,โ he said. โi might enjoy it.โ
you turned to the window, hiding your smile. this was really happening.
the drive back was quiet at firstโa comfortable silence that didnโt demand immediate conversation. the kind of quiet that says:ย you donโt need to perform, just exist here with me.
the radio was on. a soft playlist of english ballads played in the backgroundโsongs about longing, beginnings, maybe even second chances. you doubted jaehyun picked them himself. it was probably just the algorithm. still, the timing felt so preciseโฆ soย intentional, that you wondered if the universe was helping him out tonight.
you played with your fingers over your thighs, crossing and uncrossing your legs slowly, watching the night pass outside the window. city lights in the distance. trees swaying softly in the wind. you tried to guess where he was taking you next, but the truth wasโฆ you didnโt really care.
not knowing was part of the charm.
โwhere are we going?โ you finally asked, unable to resist the curiosity.
he smiled without turning to look at you, eyes steady on the road ahead.
โitโs a secret,โ he said. โyouโll have to wait and see.โ
you squinted at him with mock suspicion, amusedโand yet, inside, your heart started to thump a little faster with every mile.
there was something strangely beautiful about not being in control this time. about letting yourself be taken somewhere, not out of submission, but out of trust. you werenโt used to that. you werenโt used to letting anyone drive. but tonight, you wanted to believe you could lean back and just...ย be.
and thenโฆ the car turned down a dark, barely lit road, and you saw it.
a wide, open lot. a giant projector screen glowing at the far end. dozens of cars parked in neat rows, some with trunks open, fairy lights, blankets, snacks. couples curled together under the stars.
it was aย drive-in movie. like something out of an old romance film.
you gasped, both hands flying to your mouth as you turned to him.
โoh my god. no way. are you serious?! iย loveย the moviesโbut i've never done this. iโve always wanted to, butโฆ i donโt know. it just never happened.โ
jaehyun glanced at you sideways. and this time, he smiled. really smiled. not the polite, composed smile he wore in the hallways or meetingsโbut something warm. something real.
โthen it was a good idea,โ he said simply.
he parked in the middle row. good view of the screen, but far enough for privacy. you were already meltingโand then he popped the trunk.
a thick blanket. two small pillows. a tote bag with snacksโpopcorn, a big soda bottle, even the exact chocolate bars youโd once said you liked during a random, probably drunk, late-night conversation. you didnโt even remember mentioning it.
he did.
โdid you plan all of this?โ you asked, curled slightly sideways in the passenger seat while he arranged everything with care between you.
โi just wanted you to be comfortable,โ he said. โi wanted it to be... special.โ
no posturing. no hidden motive. just sincerity. you felt it in the way he unfolded the blanket and draped it gently over your lap. in how he checked the windowโcracked just enough to let in the breeze, not enough to let in the cold. In how he handed you the soda first, before even opening his own drink.
the movie started. some lighthearted rom-com with ridiculous dialogue and cheesy plot points, but it didnโt matter. it was perfect. low-stakes. no pressure. you curled your legs under you, blanket snug, the flickering light from the screen dancing across your skin.
every once in a while, youโd glance at jaehyun. and more than once, you caught him watchingย youย instead of the film.
โare you bored?โ you whispered.
โnot even close.โ
โyou havenโt laughed once.โ
he turned to you, that sarcastic little smirk tugging at one corner of his mouth, eyes narrowed just slightly.
โyouโre already making enough noise for the both of us.โ
you gave him a playful slap on the arm, pretending to be offended.
โthat was a compliment,โ he added, amused.
you rolled your eyesโbut smiled. god, you smiled so much that night.
as the credits rolled, something shifted in the silence. the mood thickenedโnot heavy, justโฆ deeper. weighted withย something. a moment hanging on the edge of change. your head leaned against the window as the screen dimmed, your eyes distant but your heart so very full.
he still didnโt touch you.
he didnโt grab your hand. didnโt lean in.
but his presence wrapped around you all the sameโsolid, patient, waiting. not pushing, justย there. learning how to be near you without demanding anything in return.
โthank you,โ you said softly, voice almost too quiet to hear. โfor this. for everything.โ
โyou donโt have to thank me.โ
โyes, i do. itโs not every day someone goes out of their way like this.โ
he paused before answering. his tone was steady, but low.
โi want this to work,โ he said. โand if that means planning teenage-level dates with blankets and popcorn, thenโฆ yeah. iโll do that.โ
you laughed, eyes dropping to your lap.
โyouโre doing well so far.โ
โyeah?โ
โyeah.โ
and then you looked at each other. just looked. no words needed.
but insideโฆ you felt it.
your shoulders, usually tense, were light. your heart, bruised and cautious for so long, was opening again. quietly, but surely. as if whispering,ย iโm still here. i still want to believe.
you werenโt sure where this would go. if it would last. if it would end in tears or something worse.
but right now, in his car, under the stars, with the last notes of the film still echoing through your skinโฆ
you wanted to find out.
you wanted toย try.
the next morning at the office felt differentโless chaotic, more grounded. you greeted the receptionist with a small smile, your heels clicking softly against the marble floor as you made your way in, clutching your coffee cup like a security blanket. you weren't glowing, exactly, but something about you wasโฆ softer. less guarded. like a petal finally relaxing in the warmth of spring after a too-long winter.
jaehyun noticed immediately.
you caught him watching you from the glass-walled conference room as you entered the bullpen. he didn't stare, not in a way that would make it obvious to othersโbut his eyes followed you, just long enough to clock the change. your navy blue pencil skirt hugged your hips, the slit in the back offering just the right amount of grace as you walked. the cream blouse you wore was modest but elegant, the top button left undone, showing the delicate line of your collarbone. your hair was half-up, your makeup minimal, professionalโbut the gloss on your lips and the quiet shimmer on your eyelids betrayed a whisper of mischief. not overt. just enough for someone paying attention.
you met his gaze briefly through the glass and raised your brows in a silent hello before looking away, sipping your coffee with forced nonchalance.
by the time you crossed paths an hour laterโboth of you heading into a smaller briefing roomโhe gave you that look again. the one that asked,ย really?ย amused, but faintly disbelieving.
"good morning, mr. jeong," you greeted him politely, eyes straight ahead as if you hadn't spent the last night wrapped in his blanket, watching a movie with your legs tangled under it.
"miss y/l/n," he replied, his lips curving into a knowing smile as he held the door open for you. โvery formal today.โ
you didnโt rise to the bait. just gave him a brief, professional smile and walked past, heels clicking, not looking back. you wereย committedย to the bit.
the meeting was brief, technicalโa review of deliverables, some feedback loops, nothing out of the ordinary. you contributed where you needed to, kept your tone measured, avoided lingering glances. even when he made a rare joke and the room chuckled, you only allowed yourself a small, polite laugh, hands folded neatly on the table.
he didnโt push. but when you passed each other near the coffee station later, his voice dropped low, just enough for you to hear.
โyouโre really leaning into the wholeย executive assistant with boundariesย thing, huh?โ
you smirked as you refilled your mug, still not looking at him. โjust trying to keep things professional, mr. jeong.โ
โof course.โ he nodded once, pretending to adjust his tie. โwouldnโt want to cross any lines.โ
you bit your lip to suppress your grin. the game was on.
at 3:47 PM, your phone lit up with a text from his office number: meeting with the department heads in fifteen. boardroom. donโt be late. signedย J.J.
you rolled your eyes but your stomach did a little flip.
the 4 PM meeting draggedโthere was a lot of back and forth over campaign numbers and rollout schedules, but you held your own, taking notes, speaking clearly when your insight was needed. you could feel jaehyun watching you when others werenโtโhis gaze warm, groundingโbut he didnโt speak to you directly unless it was related to the discussion. you appreciated that. It let you stay in control, let you breathe.
after everyone had trickled out and the room was quiet, you stayed behind a moment, closing your laptop and straightening the chairs without a word. he didnโt move from his seat at the head of the table, just watched you as you moved, his fingers idly spinning a pen.
โdinner?โ he asked eventually, breaking the silence.
you didnโt look up right away. โare you asking as mr. jeong or...?โ
he tilted his head, eyes playful. โjust jaehyun.โ
you looked up, meeting his eyes. something flickered between youโrecognition. of the past few days, the softness in your chest, the way your shoulders had finally stopped bracing for disappointment.
โokay,โ you said quietly. โdinner.โ
he didnโt take you to a fancy restaurant or anywhere showy. just a quiet little rooftop place downtown, dim lights and mellow music, open air and the sound of the city below. you sat across from him at a small table, knees brushing under the surface. you shared dishes, laughed softly, talked about nothing and everything. he asked about your childhood; you asked about his first heartbreak. there was no rush to get anywhere. just being thereโtogetherโwas enough.
at some point, after dessert and a second glass of wine, the conversation quieted. the city stretched around you, glittering and alive. jaehyun leaned back in his chair, watching you.
at some point, after dessert and a second glass of wine, the conversation quieted. the city stretched around you, glittering and alive. jaehyun leaned back in his chair, watching you with that open expression he reserved for moments like thisโunguarded, gently curious.
โyou said you grew up outside the city,โ he said, casually swirling the remnants of his drink. โwhat about your parents?โ
you set your fork down and rested your elbows lightly on the table, exhaling. โthey still live in the same town. a couple hours from here.โ
he nodded. โsiblings?โ
โone,โ you replied. โolder brother. married. two little boys.โ
jaehyun smiled at that. โyouโre the cool aunt.โ
you laughed softly, the sound bittersweet. โi try. i send them stickers and weird snacks from the city. but i think iโm mostly theย mysteriousย aunt who lives alone in seoul and doesnโt have a husband, which is a major point of concern for my parents.โ
jaehyun raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. โconcern?โ
โoh, huge.โ you leaned back, crossing your arms with a mock-serious nod. โthey think iโm one heartbreak away from crawling back into my childhood bedroom with a suitcase and giving up entirely. i get the same call every weekendโโhave you met someone yet?โ and โwhen are you coming home, sweetheart?โ like my single status is a national emergency.โ
you smiled, tried to make it sound light. funny. but the knot in your chest tugged a little tighter with each word. because underneath the teasing tone, it hurt. the weight of expectation, of having let them down without really meaning to. youโd always thought, by now, youโd have that picture-perfect family. a husband. maybe a child. but life had taken its own sharp turns, and somewhere along the way, you'd lost the map.
before your thoughts could spiral too far inward, you turned your eyes toward him and asked, โwhat about you? any siblings?โ
he shook his head. โonly child.โ
โwow. that explains the drama,โ you teased.
he grinned, playing along. โwhat drama?โ
you shrugged, playful. โthe perfectly tousled hair. the quiet confidence. the wholeย mysterious boss with a tragic past vibe.โ
jaehyun laughed, the sound low and warm. โnothing tragic, thankfully. my parents own a condo complex back in busan. they keep to themselves. ever since i moved out, theyโve stayed out of my decisions. no guilt trips. no blind dates.โ
he smirked a little, taking another sip. โwhich is great for me.โ
you smiled at that, but there was something about the way he said itโcasual, yes, but laced with a kind of loneliness you recognized. the kind that came with being left alone a little too much. with being successful but still carrying a shadow no one quite asked about.
you watched him for a second longer than necessary. then nodded slowly. โthatย doesย sound kind of great.โ
he looked at you then, really looked, and the silence between you shiftedโdeeper now. heavy with things not said.
the city hummed around you. glasses clinked from other tables. somewhere, a violinist was playing faintly near the street below. but you only heard the soft cadence of his breath, the way it matched your own.
and then he stood and offered you his hand.
you didnโt hesitate this time. you let him lead you to the edge of the rooftop, where the view was clearer, the air colder. your arms brushed as you looked out together, shoulder to shoulder, warm skin against cool wind.
he turned to you first, eyes darker now, thoughtful. โyou donโt need to rush anything. marriage, or whatever they want from you. youโreโฆ okay. just as you are.โ
you looked at him slowly, your heart caught somewhere between gratitude and ache. โthanks,โ you whispered. โsometimes i forget.โ
he stepped closerโbarelyโbut it was enough to make your breath hitch.
you met his gaze, and something shifted between you again. tighter. stronger. the kind of tension that doesnโt demand to be broken, onlyโฆย felt.
he leaned in slowly, giving you every chance to pull away. you didnโt.
your lips met his softly, a single, tentative kiss that carried the full weight of everything left unspoken. sweet, searching, the kind of kiss that saysย i see you.ย that saysย stay.
and when you pulled back, your eyes didnโt dart away.
they lingered.
because something had begun. and neither of you was pretending anymore.
there was no big speech. no sudden declarations.
just the quiet gravity ofย thisย moment. the closeness. the way his eyes searched yours with a gentleness that made your breath catch.
april melted into may in soft, golden incrementsโlike a candle burning slow at both ends. the weather grew gentler, the evenings warmer, and with each passing day, your relationship with jaehyun unraveled in small, tender pieces that neither of you rushed to name.
you had more dinners together. nothing extravagantโhe wasnโt the kind to impress with grand gesturesโbut always thoughtful. ramen tucked away in a quiet corner shop with mismatched stools. a spontaneous detour after a work meeting that led to an art galleryโs closing hour. coffee at a tiny cafe with mismatched mugs and jazz playing softly from a dusty speaker. with every outing, something softened between you. the way you spoke to each other, the way you lingered a second longer when saying goodbye, the way your eyes found his in a crowded room and stayed there.
still, at work, everything remained perfectly composed. restrained. you never touched, never called him anything butย mr. jeong. no one suspected a thingโand that secrecy gave it all the thrill of something sacred. childish almost. like passing notes under a desk. a shared joke disguised in a spreadsheet. your fingers grazing when you exchanged documents. a glance too long in the breakroom when he poured your coffee before you even asked. you could feel it in the air, that charged silence of two people pretending to be just colleagues, and failing quietly, deliciously.
the project itself was moving wellโsmooth timelines, promising data. it gave you an excuse to spend more time in his office, laptop open across from his, sometimes both of you too focused to speak for long stretches. sometimes one of you talking while the other typed, nodding with half-listening affection. sometimes, on the slow days, the lines between work and personal conversation blurred gently, like ink on damp paper.
today was one of those days.
you sat across from him, legs crossed under the conference table, scrolling through performance reports while he adjusted a chart on his screen. outside the windows, the afternoon sun filtered through the blinds, casting pale lines across the carpet and the sleeves of his shirt. he leaned back, stretching slightly, then caught your gaze with a small smile.
โsoโฆโ he said, voice lower than usual, โwhat are you doing this weekend?โ
you glanced up, biting your lip to hide a smile. โwhy? do you need me to run more numbers?โ
โmaybe,โ he said, teasing. โbut i was thinking something less tragic. maybe the museum? or that poetry cafe you mentioned.โ
you shrugged, trying to sound casual. โdepends. are you asking as mr. jeong or asโฆ jaehyun?โ
he smirked, eyes playful. โi guess that depends on your answer.โ
you were about to respond when the door opened without a knock. both of you sat up straighter instinctively, like students caught passing notes. the supervisor from the analytics division stepped in, scanning the room with barely concealed curiosity.
โmr. jeong,โ he said, tone clipped, โthe director wants to see you.โ
jaehyun stood immediately, buttoning his jacket with an easy nod. โiโll be there in a moment.โ
the supervisor looked at you then. his eyes lingeredโnot long, but long enough. something unreadable passed over his face. โyouโve been spending a lot of time here,โ he said, like it wasnโt a question.
you gave him your most neutral smile. โjust supporting the project. weโre on a tight schedule.โ
โmm.โ he said nothing more, just nodded once and stepped out.
jaehyun glanced at you before leaving, and there was a flicker of something in his eyesโamusement, maybe. or quiet warning. you went back to your laptop, fingers pretending to type while your heart tried to calm its sudden gallop.
the evening found you both in his car again. the sun had already begun its descent, turning the sky a soft shade of apricot. you slid into the passenger seat, closed the door behind you, and without thinking too much, leaned over to kiss his cheek.
his skin was warm under your lips.
he blinked, clearly caught off guard, and for a second, he forgot to hide it. the tips of his ears flushed red. he cleared his throat and reached for the ignition, like nothing happened, but his smile lingered, crooked and faint.
โyou keep doing that,โ he murmured, not looking at you.
โdoing what?โ you asked innocently.
he shook his head, eyes on the road. โmaking it hard to pretend weโre not dating.โ
you grinned and didnโt answer.
he drove you to the han river, where the breeze was cool and kind, and the crowds were light enough to feel private. you sat cross-legged on the grass, sharing tteokbokki and fried dumplings from paper trays, watching cyclists blur past under the lamplights. a small speaker nearby played an old ballad, sweet and melancholic, and you leaned into his shoulder without needing permission.
โi like this,โ you said softly.
โwhat part?โ he asked.
โthis part. where everythingโsโฆ quiet.โ
he didnโt speak immediately. just reached over and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear.
โme too.โ
you looked at him, really lookedโand it hit you in that moment how far youโd come. from formal greetings and polite distance to soft laughter and shared silence. from stolen glances to kisses on the cheek that left him blushing.
and somehow, without realizing it, youโd stopped keeping count of how many times you thought about him during the day. because now he was part of your days.
and you didnโt want to imagine them without him anymore.
june arrived with a subtle shift in rhythmโprojects moved faster, deadlines drew closer, and the sun stayed longer in the sky. the office felt heavier in the afternoons, warm with late spring air and the quiet hum of new beginnings.
one of those beginnings came in the form of kim jungwoo.
he was transferred from the incheon branchโa bright-eyed analyst with quick wit and a laugh that filled corners. you were told he'd be supporting the data team, and since your department handled most of the projections, he was placed right in front of your desk, where your eyes met every time you looked up. your first impression of him was that he was disarmingly charmingโtoo friendly, too easygoing for the stiff, quiet culture of the officeโbut undeniably efficient. he asked questions that made sense, learned fast, and had a way of easing tension with a joke delivered just under his breath.
you kept things professional, as always. showed him how you sorted the quarterly metrics, how to navigate the companyโs outdated database system without crashing it, how to color-code your sheets for easier reading. he listened, smiled, nodded. and eventually, he joked. made you laugh when youโd been staring at the same budget chart for hours. brought you coffee with your name scribbled on the lid in dramatic calligraphy. sometimes too much, sometimes exactly what you needed.
you liked him. platonically. comfortably. it was easy to like jungwoo.
but jaehyun noticed. of course he did.
at first, it was subtle. heโd call you into his office more frequently, asking for reports he usually didnโt request until later in the week. you didnโt think much of itโuntil you realized he was keeping you in there for hours. even when the topic had already run dry, even when both of you were silently pretending to still be discussing something relevant. youโd glance at your watch, mumble about needing to check on jungwooโs progress, and jaehyun would give you this lookโtight-lipped, unreadable, almost irritated.
the third time it happened, you couldnโt keep quiet anymore.
โare you seriously going to keep me hostage in your office every time jungwoo asks me a question?โ you asked, laptop balanced on your knees, arms crossed.
jaehyun didnโt answer right away. he leaned back in his chair, one hand draped lazily over the armrest, watching you. but there was tension under his cool expression, the kind that coiled in his jaw.
โyouโre my girlfriendโ he said, voice low, measured. โeven if we have to act like colleagues in this building, youโre not justย anyoneย to me.โ
your breath caught. not because of what he saidโbecause of the way he said it. with that sharp, quiet certainty, like it wasnโt up for debate.
โyouโre jealous,โ you muttered, trying to smile, to turn it into something lighter.
โof course iโm jealous,โ he said, leaning forward. โheโs new, heโs charming, and heโs looking at you like he already knows what you taste like.โ
your face flushed.
you looked away, but only for a second.
because when you met his eyes again, he stood.
in two strides he was in front of you, taking the laptop gently from your knees and setting it on the coffee table without a word. then he cupped your face with both hands and kissed youโdeep, slow, and hungry. there was nothing tentative about it. it wasnโt sweet or shy. it was possession, poured soft and molten through the shape of his mouth on yours. you sighed into it, hands gripping the front of his shirt, pulse thudding in your throat.
he pulled away just enough to speak, voice rough. โdonโt tease me about this.โ
you nodded, breathless. โokay.โ
and then he kissed you again.
the kiss tasted like all the things you werenโt allowed to say out loud. frustration. longing. the ache of pretending, day after day, that you were only what the world let you be. his thumb stroked your jaw as his mouth opened against yours, deeper now, slower. you felt your knees weaken and your thoughts scatter, all logic melting into the heat of the moment.
that night, like every night since the start of your secret, you met him outside the office. his car waited at the edge of the lot, tinted windows and the soft thump of quiet music playing through the speakers. you slid into the passenger seat, your heart already dancing.
this time, he didnโt sayย hello.
he reached over and kissed youโharder than before, lips parting yours in a way that made your body sing. the car wasnโt moving. neither of you were thinking. you kissed like it was all you knew how to do. mouths hungry, breath shallow, his hand tracing the edge of your thigh just enough to make you gasp. every time you pulled away for air, he followed. every time he groaned into your kiss, you shivered.
he never rushed.
never crossed that line you hadnโt yet spoken about.
but you felt how close it hovered. just under the skin.
and as your lips brushed his one last time before pulling back, your forehead resting against his, you whispered, โi like it when you get jealous.โ
his smile was crooked. dangerous.
โyou better not like it too much,โ he said, his thumb stroking the corner of your mouth, โbecause next timeโฆ i might not let you leave so easily.โ
thursday crept in quietly, with no big plans or messages of anticipation. the city, usually loud and hungry for excitement, felt unusually tame that weekโlike it had spent itself on too many events, too many evenings out, too many people chasing novelty in crowded cafรฉs and rooftop bars. maybe it was just you, though. maybe everything had started to feel dull because your world had shifted to revolve around somethingโsomeoneโentirely new. and nothing outside of that circle could compare anymore.
you barely spent time in your apartment lately. always out. always in his car, in places that werenโt quite home but felt more real because he was there. so on that afternoon, with your head tilted against the cold surface of your desk and your brain spinning from spreadsheets, you blurted it out between quiet keyboard taps.
โdonโt make any plans tomorrow night.โ
jaehyun glanced at you from across his office, pen in hand, eyebrows drawn. โshould i be worried?โ
you smiled without looking up. โyouโre staying over. the weekend. at my place.โ
the pause was heavy. not uncomfortable, but... loaded. you didnโt dare lift your head until he spoke.
โwaitโwhat?โ
and there it was. you looked at him finally, biting your bottom lip to keep from smiling too wide. he looked stunned. genuinely caught off guard.
โyou heard me. pack a bag. pajamas. toothbrush. snacks. i donโt know. whatever you need to survive two days with me.โ
his face went red. a deep, rich pink that spread across his cheeks to the tips of his ears. you laughed.ย he was thinking things.
โya, what were you imagining?โ you teased, narrowing your eyes at him with a smirk.
โnothing!โ he defended too fast. โi just... i didnโt expect weโd be spending the weekend... alone like that. itโs not a bad thing. i like it. i like the idea. i justโi mean, weโve been doing great. this relationship. it feels good. real. and... if it keeps going like this, who knowsโmaybe one day weโll get married.โ
you froze.
he didnโt say it as a joke. it was quiet. casual. but heย meantย it.
married.
you hadnโt thought about that in weeks. youโd been so swept up in the rush of the newโnew glances, new kisses, new secret dates and stolen evenings. but that word made your heart skip, stumble, leap. it opened a future you hadnโt dared imagine.
married to jeong jaehyun. walking down an aisle. your coworkers gasping. your parents trying to stay calm. him lifting your veil. kissing you like it was the beginning of forever. sunday mornings with kids and cartoons and coffee. vacations. shared bookshelves. him waiting at the door when you got home.
you shook the image out of your head.
โyou canโt just say things like that,โ you whispered, barely breathing.
โwhy not?โ he asked softly, his eyes sincere. โitโs where weโre going, right?โ
friday night came like a slow exhale.
he arrived with a small black duffle bag slung over his shoulder and a sheepish grin. you wore mismatched pajamasโstriped pants and a faded hoodie from a school club you barely remembered joining. the sight of you like that made him laugh, and the sound was so unguarded it made your chest ache with affection.
you stayed in. ordered too much food. picked a cheesy rom-com that made you cry halfway through. he kept making sarcastic comments at first, trying to pretend he didnโt care, until somewhere in the middle he got quiet. his hand found yours under the blanket, warm and steady. when the credits rolled, your head was on his shoulder and your eyes were puffy.
โi hate that you made me cry,โ you sniffled, wiping your face.
โi didnโt make you cry. blame julia roberts,โ he said, kissing the top of your head.
the rest of the night blurred. an improvised dinner of instant noodles and wine, soft music from your phone speaker, him dancing stupidly in the kitchen with a wooden spoon, trying to make you laugh. and you did. hard. the kind of laugh that made you forget to be careful.
when it got late, and the lights dimmed, the kisses came back. slow. long. searching. his hands on your waist, your fingers in his hair, breathing each other in like you were afraid to stop. the heat built, like always, but neither of you pushed further. it wasnโt time. not yet. but god, it was close.
saturday was lazy and warm and beautiful.
you woke up tangled in the blankets, his arm draped over your stomach, his breath soft against your neck. the kind of morning you never thought youโd get to haveโwhere nothing was urgent, and everything felt right.
you took turns in the shower, argued over who finished the milk, and spent an hour sitting on the floor flipping through old photo albums youโd forgotten you had. you didnโt plan to show himโbut he insisted. and once he started looking, he didnโt stop.
โwait... this isย youย in high school?โ he asked, pointing at a photo.
โyeah,โ you said, embarrassed. โwhy?โ
โyou were so cute.โ
you rolled your eyes. โi wasnโt popular or anything. i had one boyfriend. lasted a week.โ
he stared. โa week?โ
โhe said i was too uptight and boring.โ
jaehyunโs mouth dropped open. โthat guy was an idiot.โ
you laughed. โno, he was probably right. iโve always been... structured. controlled. even back then. guess thatโs why iโm like this nowโsuch a workaholic.โ
he didnโt laugh. instead, he kept looking at your photoโfinger brushing over the glossy paper like it meant something.
โif i had met you back then,โ he said quietly, โi wouldโve fallen in love with you. no doubt.โ
your breath caught.
he didnโt look away. โi wouldnโt have let you go. not for a second.โ
โyou donโt mean that,โ you whispered, unsure what else to say.
โi do,โ he said, firm. โyouโre not boring. youโre brilliant. youโre thoughtful. you see things no one else sees. you work harder than anyone i know. and... you make me want to be better.โ
tears pricked your eyes again. not from sadness. justโtoo much emotion. too much truth.
โyouโre going to make me cry again,โ you whispered.
โthen cry,โ he said, pulling you close. โbut only if you let me hold you through it.โ
the rest of the weekend passed like a dream.
grocery runs in sweatpants. a half-burnt attempt at making pancakes. arguments over which playlist was better for cleaning the kitchen. you wore ridiculous socks with cartoons on them. he made fun of you until you found his even worse ones.
you kissed between chores. kissed while brushing your teeth. kissed while folding laundry.
it wasnโt glamorous.
but it felt likeย home.
and when sunday night came, and he packed his bag again, you didnโt want him to go. not because of the sex, or the thrill, or the high of newness. but because somewhere between instant noodles and high school photos, you realized something terrifying and beautifulโ
you were falling in love.
for real.
for the first time.
towards the end of the month, your phone rings. youโre in your apartment, folding laundry with the window cracked open to let in the soft breeze of early summer. the sunlight filters through sheer curtains, painting everything in golden hues. you glance at the caller id and feel a knot tighten in your stomach. mom.
you answer.
โitโs your fatherโs birthday this weekend,โ she says, skipping greetings as always, her voice a mix of cheerful anticipation and subtle reprimand. โyou should come visit. heโs been asking if weโll see you.โ
you agree, almost without thinking, but then comes the dreaded question.
โand? have you found a boyfriend yet or do i need to talk to mrs. lee again?โ
you rub your temple. โmomโโ
โher son is still single, you know. owns a good piece of land. sells vegetables to that big food corporation. youโd be set for life.โ
you exhale deeply, eyes closing in frustration.
โiโmโฆ iโm seeing someone.โ
a pause. then her voice lights up like fireworks. โyou are? oh, this is wonderful! finally, youโre not wasting away alone up there in that office job.โ
โmom, weโve just started seeing each other,โ you say, hesitating. โitโs too soon toโโ
โno,โ she cuts in firmly. โyou donโt have time to be unsure. the train is about to leave the station, sweetheart. you either get on or itโs gone. bring him. we want to meet him.โ
before you can argue, the call ends with a clipped goodbye, and youโre left staring at your phone, pulse racing and chest tight.
the rest of the week, you feel like a ghost of yourself. distracted at work, distant on your dates with jaehyun, your mind spinning in loops. he notices immediatelyโof course he doesโand it only takes one missed joke and a quiet dinner for him to call you out on it.
youโre sitting across from him, poking at your food. the restaurant is softly lit, cozy, but thereโs a distance in your eyes.
โy/n,โ he says, setting his chopsticks down. โwhatโs going on?โ
โnothing,โ you mutter, but he leans in.
โdonโt give me that. weโre together now, remember? you can talk to me. orโฆ if youโre second guessing thisโฆ if iโm moving too fast, just tell me. i can handle it.โ
your heart aches at his words. you reach across the table, grabbing his hand.
โitโs not that. iโm not doubting us,โ you say quietly. โitโs justโฆ my mom called. she wants me to visit this weekend for my dadโs birthday. and sheโฆ kind of expects me to bring you.โ
he blinks. then, without hesitation, he says, โokay. then iโll come.โ
you blink right back. โwait, seriously?โ
โyes. if it means that much to themโand to youโI want to go. i want to meet your family, y/n. it feels right.โ
your chest swells with something warm and terrifying. you nod, silently.
friday comes and your suitcase is zipped and ready by the door. youโre wearing a floral summer dress, light and breezy, with your favorite pair of nude heels that make your legs look longer than they are. your hair is pinned loosely, lip tint soft and rosy. thereโs a nervous flutter in your chest when you step outside.
jaehyun is already waiting beside his car, leaning casually against it like he belongs in a photoshoot. heโs in cream linen pants and a sage green button-down with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, collar open at the throat. his sunglasses reflect the afternoon sun, and he looks, frankly, too good to be standing in your quiet little street. you gulp.
โneed help with those?โ he says with a grin, reaching for your bags before you can answer.
the ride is filled with music, laughter, and long, thoughtful silences. the kind that don't feel awkward, but full. pregnant with meaning. he holds your hand on the highway, thumb stroking the back of it lazily, his warmth anchoring you through your nerves.
when you pull up to your parents' houseโa modest home with stone finishings and a neat little front gardenโyour heart thunders. everything feels smaller, more fragile, like stepping back in time. your mom rushes out first, apron still tied around her waist, eyes wide and wet with excitement.
and when she sees jaehyun? she nearly cries. โyouโre real,โ she says, pressing her hands together like sheโs witnessing a miracle. your dad comes out next, chuckling as he wipes his hands on a dish towel.
โso this is the young man,โ he says with a knowing nod, clapping jaehyun on the back. โyour mother hasnโt shut up about you since she found out.โ
inside, the dining table is set with your dadโs favorite dishes. everything smells like memory. you sit in the living room afterward, your parents across from you, jaehyun beside you on the couch, close enough to feel his knee brushing yours.
he speaks up first, voice calm and clear.
โi just want to say that iโm very serious about your daughter,โ he says. โi have genuine intentions. weโre still getting to know each other, butโฆ if things keep going the way they are, iโd like to build a future with her.โ
your mother gasps, reaching for a tissue. your father nods slowly, visibly moved.
โthisโฆ this is the best birthday gift i could ask for,โ he says.
you shrink into the couch, cheeks burning, while jaehyunโs hand finds yours again and squeezes gently.
then comes the chaos.
your older brother, baekhyun, bursts through the door with his wife and two kids in tow. he takes one look at you and smirks.
โwhoโs the guy and what have you done with my perpetually single little sister?โ
you groan. โshut up, baek.โ
the two of you bicker like teenagers, tossing playful insults back and forth while your nephews cling to your legs, shouting your name with delight. you hand them the toys you brought and their eyes light up like itโs christmas.
jaehyun watches it all, amused, until one of the boys climbs into his lap and hands him a toy too.
he freezes.
and in that moment, something shifts in him. the sound of childrenโs laughter, the image of you with a soft smile, cradling one of your nephews in your arms. the warmth of this home, the love in every corner. he imagines itโhaving this with you. kids with your eyes. a house thatโs yours. your framed wedding photo on the wall. vacations. birthdays. late-night talks in bed. wrinkles and silver hair, but still loving you with the same fire.
he blushes.
and you notice.
โwhat?โ you whisper as you lean close.
he shakes his head, smiling to himself. โnothing. justโฆ i really, really like this. all of it.โ
the night unfolds gently. dinner turns into stories, stories into laughter, and soon the sun has long set and the house is lit with warm yellow lights. you and jaehyun sit outside for a moment, watching the stars.
he wraps an arm around you, and you rest your head on his shoulder.
โyou feel like home,โ you whisper, not even realizing the words have slipped out.
he turns to look at you, eyes soft. โso do you.โ
and in the quiet, with the cicadas singing and the echo of your familyโs voices drifting from inside, you know.
this might just be the beginning of everything.
the months of july passed by with little to no complications. your parents were pleased with jaehyun, and you could tell that their approval meant the world to him. jungwoo, on the other hand, was playful and teasing, but with a newfound sense of respect, especially as jaehyun started to show more signs of being protective, making sure that jungwoo didnโt cross any boundaries. you were still professional with everyone at work, but the chemistry between you and jaehyun was undeniable. nights together were spent laughing, and weekends were filled with stolen moments of joy, where you both shared something more than just professional courtesy.
jaehyun had made a habit of calling you during the day, just to check on you, and you found yourself doing the same. the conversations were simple, but they felt important. visits to his office became more frequent, sometimes just for work, but other times, it was an excuse to sneak in a kiss or two. the passion between you two continued to build, a slow, steady fire that became increasingly hard to ignore.
one night, a wednesday, you both ignored the weather forecast and decided to take your date out in the city. the air was warm, and the lights of the city sparkled as you walked the streets together. the mood was light, but as midnight approached, the weather took a sharp turn. dark clouds rolled in, and soon, rain began to pour, turning into a violent storm. the wind howled, and the streets quickly flooded. jaehyunโs car struggled against the force of the water, and you couldnโt help but grip the seat, anxious.
jaehyun tried to keep calm, glancing at you with a reassuring smile. โitโs okay, nothingโs going to happen,โ he said, though you could tell he was also feeling the weight of the storm.
the rain pounded against the windows, and the car barely moved as the currents began to grow stronger. after what felt like an eternity, you both agreed that waiting in the car wasnโt safe anymore. as you both discussed where to go, a motel appeared in front of you. it seemed like an odd choice, but the parking lot was dry, and there were few other options at that hour. both of you hesitated, unsure of what to do. it was a strange situationโneither of you wanted to suggest anything that could be misinterpreted.
jaehyun was the one to break the silence. โletโs just use the parking lot, at least weโll have shelter from the rain,โ he said. โand if it lasts all night, weโll have a warm place to stay.โ
you nodded, a little nervous. โyeah, i mean, weโre not going to do anything else, right? just sleep, then in the morning, weโll head back to our places and go to work, right?โ
jaehyun smiled at you, trying to ease your nerves. โof course, just a safe place to wait out the storm. no pressure.โ
you both parked and got out of the car, a little stiff from the tension, but the moment you entered the motel, things started to feel different. jaehyun took the lead, making sure you were comfortable and settled in, giving you space to breathe. He didnโt rush you, always checking to see how you felt.
both of you were tired from the day, and the weather didnโt help the situation, so after some brief, awkward glances, you both decided to take separate showers to unwind. you both changed into something more comfortable, but since it was summer and it was warm, you decided to just sleep in your underwear. when you looked at jaehyun in his, the moment felt almost surreal. his gaze lingered for a moment before he quickly turned away, as if both of you were still trying to adjust to how close you had become.
โyou know,โ he said softly, his voice breaking the silence, โyou donโt have to feel awkward. weโre taking things at our own pace.โ
you smiled, feeling your heartbeat quicken at the sound of his voice. โwhat if i want to go faster?โ you said, your words surprising even yourself.
jaehyun looks at you, eyes widening slightly before they darken with something deeperโsomething heโs clearly been holding back. โare you sure?โ he asks, voice low, almost trembling with restraint.
you nod, stepping closer, your fingers brushing against his bare chest. โiโm sure.โ
his hands find your waist gently at first, testing the waters, but when you lean into him, he pulls you in like heโs been waiting forever to hold you like this. his lips find yours in a kiss that starts soft, exploratory, but quickly deepens, hungry and needing. he walks you backwards slowly until the back of your knees hit the bed, and you fall onto it with a soft gasp, taking him with you.
his hands roam your body, reverent and slow, like heโs memorizing every inch of you. he whispers your name against your skin, trailing kisses down your neck, over your collarbone, and lower still. your breath hitches when his mouth lingers between your thighs, his eyes meeting yours, waiting for any sign to stopโbut you nod again, your fingers threading into his hair, guiding him closer.
what he gives you isnโt rushed. itโs worship. like heโs been dreaming of this moment for too long to waste it. you lose yourself in the rhythm of his mouth, the way he listens to your body, adjusting, teasing, giving. he doesnโt stop until your thighs are shaking and your voice is broken with moans you couldnโt hold back.
when he finally crawls back up your body, his lips kiss yours again, slower this time, tasting you. he whispers, โstill okay?โ and you nod, pulling him closer.
when he slides into you, itโs not hurried or careless. itโs deep, slow, and overwhelming in the best way. you cling to him, breathless, as your bodies move together like they were made to. he holds your gaze, foreheads pressed together, sweat-damp skin sticking in the summer heat, but neither of you care.
you whisper his name like a prayer, and he answers with yours, over and over, like heโs trying to brand it into the moment.
you fall apart in his arms, not once, but twice, and he follows soon after, burying his face in your neck as he trembles against you.ย
his lips are still on yours when he pushes deeper inside you, and this time, thereโs no hesitation. your body arches under him, the stretch of him delicious and overwhelming all at once. he fills you slowly, inch by inch, like he wants to feel every reaction he pulls from you.
โfuck, you feel so good,โ he breathes out, forehead resting against yours. โbeen thinking about this for so long.โ
you moan softly, nails dragging down his back as he starts to move, slow at first, rolling his hips into you with precision that makes your legs tremble. he kisses down your throat, biting softly at your skin as he picks up the pace, each thrust hitting deeper, harder. the headboard taps gently against the wall, a quiet rhythm that matches the sound of your breathy moans and his soft, low groans.
your fingers clutch the sheets, the pleasure building with every thrust. jaehyunโs hands grip your thighs, spreading you wider for him, and the new angle has you gasping his name, your voice breaking. he doesnโt stopโheย canโtย stopโlost in the feel of you, the sounds you make, the way your body clings to his like itโs the only place it belongs.
he pulls out just enough to see the way you take him, watching your slick coat his length before sliding back in with a filthy, wet sound that makes your toes curl. โlook at you,โ he murmurs, his thumb brushing your lower lip, eyes locked on yours. โso fucking beautiful like this.โ
when he shifts, propping one of your legs over his shoulder, the angle has you crying out, your whole body shuddering. โyouโre so deep,โ you whimper, and he groans, hips snapping faster, harder, chasing both your highs like a man starved.
your climax hits hardโwhite-hot and blindingโas your walls clamp down around him, dragging him over the edge with you. he cums with a strangled moan, burying himself to the hilt, his hips stuttering as he spills into you. he stays there, chest pressed to yours, breathing heavy, hearts pounding in sync.
after a few moments, he pulls out slowly, carefully, kissing your shoulder as he lies beside you and pulls you into his arms.
your bodyโs still trembling when he runs a hand down your spine, voice low and thick with affection. โthink weโre still just sleeping?โ
you laugh softly against his chest, lazy fingers tracing circles on his skin. โnot a chance.โ
he kisses the top of your head. โthen letโs not sleep yet.โ
and before you can even respond, heโs already kissing down your body againโbecause one round clearly wasnโt enough.
you barely have time to catch your breath before jaehyunโs mouth is back on your skin, trailing open-mouthed kisses down your chest, between your breasts, over your stomach. his hands roam your thighs with greedy fingers, and even though youโre still sensitive, your body responds instantlyโneedy, aching, already ready for him again.
โyouโre still so wet,โ he murmurs, spreading you open with his fingers, dragging two of them slowly through your folds. โfuck, babyโฆ youโre dripping.โ
your hips jerk when he circles your clit, light and teasing, and you whine, fingers gripping the sheets. โj-jaehyunโฆโ
he smirks, dark eyes meeting yours as he sinks his fingers into youโslow, deep, curling just right. โyou can take it, canโt you?โ he says, voice thick with lust. โyou want it again.โ
you nod helplessly, mouth parted as your back arches off the bed. he fucks you with his fingers until youโre trembling again, begging for him, grinding down onto his hand like you canโt get enoughโand you canโt.
when he pulls his fingers out and lines himself up again, thereโs no patience this time. he pushes in all at once, rougher, deeper, making your breath catch in your throat. the stretch, the pressure, the heatโitโs almost too much, but you crave every second of it.
he fucks you like he owns you now, one hand on your hip, the other pressing down on your stomach so he can feel himself inside you. โyou feel that?โ he groans. โyouโre taking all of me.โ
your moans turn shameless, high-pitched and raw, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing in the room with every thrust. the bed creaks, the headboard pounds against the wall, and you donโt care who hears. he flips you onto your stomach without warning, pulling your hips up, and slides back into you from behind.
you cry out at the new angle, your hands clawing at the sheets as he drives into you, deeper than before. โgodโjaehyun, iโm gonnaโโ
โcum for me,โ he growls, grabbing your hair and pulling your head back to kiss the side of your neck. โcum all over my cock, baby.โ
your orgasm hits like a shockwave, blinding and hot and overwhelming. your whole body shakes, legs giving out beneath you as he keeps fucking you through it. he follows moments later, groaning your name as he fills you again, hips jerking against your ass, the sound of it all so filthy and perfect.
this time, when you collapse together on the bed, everything is soaked in sweat and heat and the scent of sex. your body is limp, your mind dazed, and he just pulls you close, wrapping you in his arms like heโs never letting go.
โokay,โ you whisper, laughing breathlessly. โnow weย mightย need to sleep.โ
he chuckles against your hair, voice rough. โmaybe. after round three.โ
that night at the motel changed everything.
it wasnโt just the sexโthough, god, it wasย incredible. it was the way his hands learned your body like a second language, the way he whispered your name like a secret, the way you both let yourselves fall without fear. that night was messy, breathless, and soaked in want. but more than anything, it was a turning pointโa quiet, unspoken agreement that this was no longer just something casual. not for either of you.
after that, the line between love and lust blurred beautifully. sex became part of your rhythm, part of how you communicated. stolen glances in the office turned into stolen kisses in the elevator. late nights became sleepovers, and every morning-after was filled with lazy touches and knowing smiles. you memorized each otherโs moans like favorite songs, found new ways to sayย i want you, even when the words themselves werenโt spoken.
but there wasย oneย night that stood out. the one you still think about more than any other.
it was the night you stayed over at his apartmentโjust the two of you, no distractions, no storms outside, only the slow burn between your bodies. dinner turned into kisses. kisses turned into the first round on his kitchen counter, then the second in the shower, steam fogging up the mirror as your bodies tangled and slipped together like water and flame.
by the third round, it was past midnight. you were already sore, breathless, but insatiable. he pulled you back into bed, whispering things in your ear that made your skin burn. he was rougher that timeโhungrierโgripping your hips as he fucked you deep and slow, drawing out every moan until your voice was hoarse and your mind was gone.
you were on top, riding him with lazy, desperate rhythm, your head thrown back, your nails digging into his chest. he looked up at you like you were something divine, his hands guiding your pace, eyes locked on the place where your bodies met.
and just when your orgasm started to hitโwhen everything went hot and tight and unbearablyย goodโthe words slipped out of you.
โi love you.โ
your voice cracked around it, high and trembling, your body still grinding against his, your climax crashing over you like a wave. for a split second, everything stopped. you felt him freeze beneath you, heard the sharp intake of breath, saw the shock in his eyes.
you hadnโt meant to say it like that. not in the middle of fucking. not when you were bare in every sense of the word.
it was reckless. vulnerable. raw.
but not wrong.
his hands gripped your waist tighter, and then he was sitting up, arms wrapping around you, thrusting up into you so hard and deep that you sobbed out his name.
โi love you too,โ he groaned against your neck. โfuck, i love you so muchโtoo much.โ
and then he cameโhard and fast, holding you like he never wanted to let go.
afterward, you just lay there on top of him, chest to chest, skin to skin, hearts pounding in unison. there was no awkwardness. no regret. only this strange, beautiful calm that settled over the room like dawn.
it was in that moment you realized just how deep your feelings for him ran.
what had started as a simple planโjust something to avoid growing old aloneโhad become the best part of your life. somewhere along the way, between the office visits and shared glances, motel rooms and quiet mornings, you had fallen hopelessly, madly in love with jaehyun.
and the craziest part?
you couldnโt imagineย everย thinking of anythingโor anyoneโelse but him.
august wrapped around you like a golden ribbon, thick with heat and filled with the kind of breathless anticipation that only comes after months of hard work. the project was doneโfinallyโafter weeks of stress, endless reports, last-minute corrections and late nights. but it wasย done.ย and not just done, but successful. glowing feedback, client satisfaction, numbers that sang. it was more than you had dared to hope for.
and thenโthe email.
subject line:ย promotion confirmation.
you stared at it for a full minute before opening it. and when you read the words โcongratulations, supervisor,โ your breath hitched. you covered your mouth. youย gasped.ย and then youย ran.
jaehyun wasnโt even at his desk anymore, he was just walking into the hallway when you caught him. โjaehyun!โ you called, your voice trembling with a kind of joy that had nowhere to go.
he turned, concerned for half a secondโuntil he saw your face. and then you said it.
โi got it.โ
โyou got what?โ he blinked, confused.
โthe promotion.โ
his eyes widened. he froze for a second. and thenโhis arms were around you before you could even finish breathing. heย liftedย you, spinning you once, twice, both of you laughing as you clutched his shoulders and buried your face in his neck.
โoh myย god,ย babyโyou did it!ย i knew it, iย knewย you would!โ
you were dizzy, and not just from the spinning. he kissed your cheek, your temple, your lips. everything was warm and golden andย right.
he took you out that night.
you didnโt go anywhere fancyโjaehyun insisted that celebrations should beย personal, not performative. so he drove you to that one little pizzeria you loved, the one that made the potato crust just the way you liked it. he ordered your usual without asking, and when the wine came, he raised his glass first.
โto you,โ he said, his eyes soft and gleaming under the low light. โmy brilliant, unstoppable,ย incredibleย woman.โ
your heart swelled so fast it almost ached. the clink of your glasses felt like the sound of a new chapter opening.
โiโve never had this before,โ you confessed, fingers curling around the stem of your glass. โcelebrating something this big. with someone i love. it feelsโฆโ you laughed, shy and overwhelmed. โit feels like everythingโs different now.โ
jaehyun reached for your hand, his thumb stroking the back of it slowly.
โitย isย different,โ he said. โbecause now, every good thing that happens to youโweย get to celebrate it. together.โ
you stared at him, your chest tight with emotion, with the kind of love that had no bottom, no edge. justย more.
you leaned across the table, kissing him slow, deep, grateful. pizza between you, wine in your veins, your laughter echoing off the walls of that tiny booth.
you didnโt need fireworks.
this was better.
this wasย yours.
mid-september arrived with a softness that clung to the airโwarm enough to feel like summer still lingered, but mellowed by the early hints of fall. the leaves hadnโt turned yet, but something in the wind carried change. maybe thatโs what had been stirring inside you all weekโa restless certainty that had taken root in your chest and bloomed with every kiss, every sleepy morning wrapped around each other, every whisperedย i love youย that escaped your lips without hesitation. it had been five months, five months of chaos and clarity, of fire and softness, and you knew nowโyou didnโt want to wait anymore.
you wanted jaehyun. not in a month. not after careful plans. now.
so you climbed the steps to his office, heart thudding like a war drum, nerves tangled with determination. you paused outside the door, breathed once, twice, and knocked.
โcome in,โ his voice called, muffled behind the heavy door.
you stepped in and found him at his desk, back slightly hunched, focused on the glow of his screen. he looked up, and the moment he saw you, he smiledโthat slow, dazzling smile that always made your knees feel like melted waxโand stood immediately, walking toward you without hesitation. he cupped your face, leaned in, and kissed you like heโd been waiting to do it all day.
โjaehyun,โ you said, voice almost trembling, more from the gravity of what you were about to say than nerves. he pulled back slightly, tilting his head.
โyeah?โ
you met his eyes and, without giving yourself the chance to second-guess it, you let it fall from your lips.
โi want to marry you.โ
his lips parted slightly, surprise flickering across his features. he blinked, as if trying to be sure he heard you right.
โi know, baby,โ he said, a soft chuckle lacing his words. โthat was the whole deal, right? but rememberโwe said after november. weโd have more time to plan, get everything readyโโ
โno,โ you interrupted, stepping forward, clutching his hands tightly. โi donโt want to wait till november. i mean it. i want to marry you now. today, tomorrow, next weekโi donโt care when or how. i just want to be yours. forever.โ
he stared at you, quiet. processing. his brows drew together, and then lifted again like the meaning had just landed fully. his hands gripped yours tighter.
โbutโwhat about the wedding? your parents, mineโโ
โweโll figure it out,โ you whispered. โbut this... this love we have, i donโt want to keep treating it like something that needs to be scheduled. itโs real. itโsย now.โ
he took a breath, deep and full. and then, his expression softened into something vulnerable and glowingโhis eyes shone with something deeper than just affection. he leaned his forehead against yours and whispered, โyou want to be my wife.โ
you nodded, lips brushing his as you breathed, โmore than anything.โ
his thumbs brushed over your cheeks, as if committing this moment to memory. โthen weโll do it. not because itโs rushed, but because weย know.ย weโveย known.ย and if you want to be my wife now... then iโll make it happen. weโll get married. i promise.โ
and he kissed you again, this time slower, as if sealing an oath between your mouths.
the proposal happened three days later.
he told you it was just a normal dateโdinner, then a walk somewhere scenic. no pressure. he even played it off by wearing something casual: a white linen shirt, sleeves rolled, soft beige slacks, and the cleanest pair of loafers youโd ever seen. he looked devastatingly handsome without trying.
he picked you up and drove toward the edge of the city, toward the river trail where the summer festivals were usually held. the area was quiet now, early autumn having driven the crowds away. but fairy lights still dangled from the trees, twinkling faintly as the sun dipped beneath the horizon, casting a warm, honeyed hue over everything.
he walked with you along the wooden path, your fingers tangled. his hand was slightly clammy. you noticed, and your heart fluttered, thinkingโheโs nervous.ย the realization made you giddy.
and then, just as you reached the little bridge that overlooked the water, he stopped.
โwait here,โ he said softly, squeezing your hand. โdonโt move.โ
he jogged a few steps ahead, ducked behind a low fence near a cluster of trees, and returned with a bouquet of peoniesโyour favorite. you hadnโt told him that. he remembered.
your eyes began to water.
he handed them to you, smiling shyly, and then pulled something out of his pocket.
a velvet box.
he opened it without a speech, without fanfare. his voice was soft, his eyes locked on yours like the world outside didnโt exist.
โyou already said yes,โ he whispered. โbut i want to do this right.โ
he got down on one knee, the gravel crunching beneath him, and held the ring up.
โy/n, will you marry meโnot next month, not in theory, not in some future weโre still trying to picture... but now. for real. because iโm yours. and youโre mine.โ
you didnโt cry. youย sobbed.ย like an idiot. like a girl who had waited her whole life for someone like him. you nodded so fast your vision blurred and fell into his arms, and he kissed you like he was promising you the rest of forever.
in that moment, september never felt sweeter.
telling the company was a wholeย thing.
it started with a scheduled meetingโa weekly operations check-in with the usual suspects: team leads, upper management, the supervisor, and a couple of sharp-eyed executives who never missed a detail. it was jaehyunโs idea to make it official at work, to do it clean and direct and proudly. no rumors. no hiding. just the truth, glowing and solid like the ring that now lived permanently on your finger.
you both walked into the meeting room together, which wasnโtย unusual, but something in the way your hands brushed as you took your seat already had jungwoo giving you the side-eye.
the presentation started, charts and projections lighting up the screen behind jaehyun as he stood with calm confidence. it was business as usualโuntil the last slide.
"before we wrap up," he said, glancing back at the room, his eyes finding yours briefly before turning to the group again, "i have one personal announcement to make."
you swallowed. jungwoo leaned forward like a damn hawk. mr. choi narrowed his eyes suspiciously, as if he'd been waiting for this moment since spring.
jaehyun smiledโsoft, boyish, unbothered. โas some of you may knowโฆ or have guessed," he said, and gave jungwoo a teasing look that made him gasp, "iย knew it," he muttered dramaticallyโ"y/n and i have been seeing each other for a while.โ
the roomย exploded. a gasp from the secretary and the supervisor actually choked on his coffee. someone in the back whispered โwhat the fuckโ under their breath.
jaehyun held up a hand, a little smug, a little amused.
โand, as of last weekendโฆ weโre engaged.โ
your cheeks were burning. your heart thundered. you expected chaos, maybe disapproval, but what followed wasโ
cheering. clapping. wide eyes and stunned smiles. even mr. choi looked like he was tryingย veryย hard not to grin.
โyouโreย marryingย jaehyun?ย ourย jaehyun?โ he blinked at her, then looked at jaehyun like heโd just discovered a double life. โokay, i knewย somethingย was going on. iโm not blind. butย marriage?ย dude, thatโs insane. like, insane in theย goodย way, butโholy shit.โ
you stood up, feeling brave. โwe just didnโt want to hide it anymore,โ you said. โweโre really happy. and we hope youโll be happy for us too.โ
the room burst into applause again. someone shouted, โwedding invites or we riot!โ
the parents came next.
you visited your family first. your mom opened the door and immediately noticed the ring. she gasped, dropped the dish towel she was holding, and squealed in that way only mothers can. within seconds, your dad was there too, grinning, eyes glossy, holding jaehyunโs shoulder like he was already part of the family.
"are you kidding me," your mom kept saying. "you'reย engaged? oh myย god, you'reย engaged!"
you nodded, trying not to cry as she hugged you so tight it hurt.
โheโs everything i ever wanted for you,โ your dad told you quietly, before giving jaehyun a very serious handshake. โyou take care of her.โ
โalways,โ jaehyun promised, voice thick with sincerity.
then it was his parents' turn.
you were more nervous, but you shouldnโt have been. the moment jaehyunโs mom saw you, she pulled you into a hug, muttering in korean howย beautifulย you were, how sheโd beenย prayingย her son would be smart enough to not let you go. his dad was more reserved, but the sparkle in his eye said everything. when jaehyun said, โweโre getting married,โ his mother clapped her hands and screamed like sheโd just won the lottery.
โweโreย so happy,โ she said, eyes shining. โyou are already family.โ
they brought outย food, wine, photos from jaehyunโs childhood. his mom made you take home a tupperware of kimchi and a crocheted doily she claimed she made forย whoever he married one day.ย she said she just had a feeling it was going to be you, and jaehyun turned red.
it turned out that weddingsโrealย weddingsโtook a lot more time to plan than y/n had expected. even with jaehyunโs calming presence and the help of a surprisingly competent wedding planner, the months passed like petals falling from a tree: softly, quickly, too beautifully to hold onto.
they settled onย march 28. it gave them just enough time to breathe, to build, toย dreamย together.
from the moment they told everyoneโfirst their friends, then their families, and finally, in a hilariously formal email, the entire companyโthe whirlwind began. the announcement caused a stir so loud in the office that y/n had to leave her desk just to get some peace.
the directivos were equally shocked, though mostly amused. her supervisor just nodded sagely, like heโd been betting on this since the beginning.
โyou two were always โtoo in syncโ,โ he said, raising his coffee mug in mock toast. โi give it six months before one of you becomes the other's boss at home too.โ
and then came the parents.
jaehyunโs motherย criedย when she met y/n, tears slipping down her cheeks as she hugged her tight and whispered in korean, โyouโre even more beautiful than he said. and i knew he was in love the first time he said your name.โ
her own parents, after recovering from the initial shock, became obsessively involved in the planning, sending flower samples, playlist suggestions, and opinions on wedding favors at all hours of the day. but none of it was overwhelming. not with jaehyun there, always pulling her back into calm. always making sure this wasย theirย wedding, not anyone elseโs.
they chose a venue outside the cityโa small vineyard with soft hills, blooming wisteria, and golden light that melted everything it touched. march 28 arrived with the scent of earth and lilac, a warm wind, and the sky so blue it almost hurt to look at.
y/n stood before a mirror in a white gown that made her feel like everythingย goodย in the world had been sewn together just for her. she could hear the quiet rustle of guests arriving, the soft music playing in the distance, the laughter of children running between the rows of flowers.
and then, jaehyun.
when she saw him waiting at the altar, dressed in a suit that fit like second skin, with his hair slightly tousled and a look in his eyes that could undo galaxiesโshe forgot how to breathe.
he mouthedย โyouโre perfectโย as she walked down the aisle.
she mouthedย โyouโre mine.โ
the ceremony was intimate, emotional, wrapped in vows that made everyone cryโeven jungwoo, who tried to play it off by pretending he had allergies.
โi promise to protect your dreams as fiercely as my own,โ jaehyun said, voice trembling slightly, โand to always make sure your pizza has the right amount of potato crust, even when weโre eighty.โ
โi promise to choose you, even on the days we forget how lucky we are,โ y/n replied, tears in her eyes. โand to never let the fire between us die, even when weโre old and gray.โ
they kissed.
and the world felt new again.
their first dance was under strings of fairy lights, barefoot on the grass. the song was soft, a slow jazz tune that jaehyun had played for her once in the car when sheโd been crying. now, with her head against his chest, they swayed like the wind had been made just for them.
โwe did it,โ she whispered.
โwe did,โ he said. โand iโd marry you again tomorrow if i could.โ
the honeymoon came a few days later. they choseย santorini, greece, not for the postcard beauty or luxury, but because y/n had once told him, offhandedly, that she always dreamed of watching the sun melt into the sea from a white rooftop. he remembered.
their suite was perched on a cliff, overlooking the caldera, with white walls and blue domes and windows that opened to eternity. the first night, they sat on the balcony with a bottle of wine, their feet touching, their hands always searching for each other.
they kissed under sunsets and made love under stars. they danced in narrow streets, shared kisses between sips of ouzo, fed each other olives and sweet baklava. they were ridiculous. and in love. and utterlyย themselves.
โthis is the life i want,โ y/n whispered one night, tangled in cotton sheets, her cheek against his chest.
โthen itโs the life weโll have,โ jaehyun said. โforever.โ
and this time,ย foreverย didnโt sound like a fairytale.
it sounded like a promise.
three years passed like chapters in a love letterโwritten slowly, lived fully.
you and jaehyun made a home out of a sleek little apartment tucked into the rhythm of the city. it was all black wood and soft gray, velvet cushions and open windows where sunlight poured in like gold. it wasnโt big, but it held your whole world. your toothbrushes leaned against each other. your shoes tangled by the door. your laughter lived in the walls.
mornings were sleepy and softโcoffee mugs clinking, your legs wrapped around his under the kitchen table, newspaper pages ignored in favor of each otherโs eyes. nights were even softerโblankets twisted around you, movie soundtracks playing in the background while your fingers danced across his skin. the kind of love that didnโt need grand gesturesโjust the warmth of his palm on your thigh and the way he said โcome hereโ like home itself.
but then, one evening, the quiet changed.
you were in the bathroom. pacing. heart in your throat. your phone timer ticked like thunder in the silence. the test rested on the sink, small and stillโlike it held the weight of the universe. you sat on the edge of the tub, knees pulled up, trying to breathe.
when the timer stopped, you moved like you were underwater. slow. hesitant. scared.
two pink lines.
you stared. blinked. stared again.
your lips parted, the shape of a whisper you couldnโt form. your hands trembled, and for a moment, the whole world tiltedโjust you and that tiny piece of plastic and everything it now meant.
you stepped out of the bathroom, barefoot, holding the test like it might shatter.
jaehyun was on the couch, lounging with his phone, one leg bent lazily, hair tousled from running his hand through it too many times. he looked up. paused. frowned softly. โbabyโฆ what is it?โ
you didnโt answer right away. just walked toward himโslow, like the floor might disappearโand placed the test in his hand.
โweโre gonna be parents!!โ
the silence cracked. and thenโ
jaehyun surged forward, arms wrapping around you so tight you gasped. he lifted you off the ground, spinning you around the living room like a kid on christmas morning, laughter bursting from his chest, from yours, from some place deep inside where all the hope had been hiding.
you were both crying. laughing. kissing. saying โwe did it!โ over and over again like a prayer you never thought youโd get to say out loud. he pressed his forehead to yours, voice shaking, โweโre having a baby.โ
โweโre havingย ourย baby,โ you whispered.
months passed like petals falling from a blooming tree.
you were glowing. exhausted, but glowing.
your blush-pink maternity dress clung gently to your growing belly, printed with tiny white florals that made jaehyun smile every time he saw you in it. your feet were bare, your ankles swollen, your back ached constantlyโbut he was always there, hands rubbing your spine, lips on your shoulder, whispering,ย โyouโre magic, you know that?โ
the nursery was nearly finishedโlavender walls painted with care, gold stars twinkling on the ceiling, and a soft mobile that played lullabies like stardust. the crib waited, delicate and perfect, with a plush bunny nestled in the corner.
jaehyun was kneeling by the dresser, sweat on his brow, tongue between his teeth as he finished the final drawer. he looked up, eyes finding you immediately, and godโhe looked at you like the whole sky lived inside your smile.
โsheโs gonna love this room,โ he said, standing to press a hand to your belly. his palm warm. grounding. full of quiet awe. โour little moon.โ
you leaned into him, pressing a kiss to his jaw. โi hope she gets your eyes,โ you whispered.
he smiled, eyes soft with wonder. โand your heart,โ he murmured. โespecially your heart.โ
the room went quiet againโexcept for the soft hum of the mobile spinning slowly above the crib. gold stars turned, catching the light.
and in that moment, just one suspended, breathless moment, everything was still.
you. him. her.
and the love that built it all.
finally. completely.
beautifully yours.
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