The Hurt Is Going To Be Exquisite

a;sldfjalsdfj PLEASE petition for someone to gif the absolutely insane roller coaster of emotions that joong is going through as he watches the kantbison scene in the bowling alley. 😂 he truly is One Of Us.

^ reaction to kant kissing bison's forehead 😂

^ hand on his heart, gaze fixed and focused, frozen in place like he can't even process the moment (he actually stays frozen for aaaages this is so fucking funny to me)

Kant: If we're lucky, maybe we can go together

fully has to hide himself behind his arms and under a pillow before letting out what I can only describe as a heartfelt groan of pain I"M--

Kant: I'll go anywhere, as long as I'm with you

punches bean bag aggressively

sits back and pinches the bridge of his nose like he's in actual literal pain from watching this

^ stands so his entire head and shoulders is out of frame with another inarticulate cry of agony/frustration/rage and starts beating the floor with his pillow

And at the end of it all, he just BEGS for more.

Truly. One. Of. Us. XDDDDD

Bonus:

joong reacting to Fadel promising that there'll be "more nights like this" with more pillow beating 😂😂😂

Give this boy his threesome

MY ''RAY PROPOSES THREESOME ONLY TO BE REJECTED YET AGAIN" PATIENCE IS RUNNING THIN @ P'JOJO

SOMEONE COME GET ME PLSSS IMMEDIATELY!?!?!&(_>/>373727272

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At this point anything else other than death is a happy ending for him

I don't think Only Friends will have a sad ending, not for Ray and Sand, at least.

I think it won't be like that because Ray's life is already so damn tragic and sad and I can't imagine ANY kind of sad ending that, at the same time, could leave the audience satisfied, if Ray's fate were to suffer more, even worse if it were to be a type of suffering that would see him completely alone, with no one in his life. And I don't even want to dare think about his possible death.

"Only Friends" is a very, very intense and in some ways, dark BL but based on the experience I've had watching other BLs, I have that tiny hope that at least Ray will find his happiness.

And perhaps this will apply to all the boys. Why not? Life is hard enough, at least in dramas we deserve a happy ending.

Knowing this is the last time all of these cuties will be able to act this carefree and be like this together is so bittersweet, end of a precious era 💚

Read the beginning of tsats and i am loving it. Saw a lot of negative reviews for the book. Mainly about how ooc the characters are.

I am sorry but they didn't feel ooc to me at all. May I remind you that nico became the emo, brooding, traumatised character after bianca died. Before that he was a very enthusiastic, bubbly, kind, sassy child that told the minotaur to shove figurines up his a*s. Frankly I saw that nico coming back in tsats and i am loving it. He's healing and after what he has been through I want him to be as cheesy as a boyfriend as he wants to be. Almost the entire time i was just awwwing because they are so cute. And that's what my boy deserves.

About will. I think much of the problem with him is that his characterization have mainly been fan made. And in toa and other books we have been seeing him from others pov. This is the first time that we have been inside his head. And i find it relatable that someone that's described as chill will have such a Pessimisitic inside voice.

Also he's a child of apollo in the exact opposite of his domain. He's been battling death ever since he came to camp, of course he is going to be scared. And it's hell, they are in hell, it's going to effect their personalities.

The fact that will, despite being scared of death, was still able to give a healthy relationship to our nico and actually make him happy is a great credit to him.

I did find the humour cheesy. But i haven't completed the book. I have to wait till then. But up till now it's the nico story that i have been waiting for. And that's all that matters.

The answer I really want from episode 11: Where did Fadel and Style stash Nont? My poor guy is confused, and he's never been kidnapped and used as leverage before; they better have left him snacks and a nice blanket.