Does Anyone Else Constantly Get The Feeling That You’re Running Out Of Time?? And For No Reason!! I

Berserk: Episode 25, 'Time of Eternity' (1997)

“Even amidst the hatred and carnage, life is still worth living. It is possible for wonderful encounters and beautiful things to exist.”

— Hayao Miyazaki

“i promise to love you on days you can’t get out of bed because you are too tired to do anything, on days tears won’t stop pouring down your cheeks, on days your smile won’t be visible and all you can do is staring into the depth, on days you won’t be sure about yourself anymore. i didn’t choose you only to love you on good days, when you’re happy and full of love, but because i will love you every day, the good ones and the bad ones.”

— I love every side of you

okay, who took my diary??

“my child is fine” your child romanticizes getting lost in a forest.

So,

This is based around 19th century,

Im a just a son of this well known, rich person. And i go to a ball with couple of my companions (like Pride and Prejudice).

So i was standing beside the dancing area...

I saw, this really astonishing, most wonderfull, beautiful lady i saw (even in IRL). Presumably i was handsome, i invited this lady for a dance. (Why not?) And after that i didnt even know when 2 hours passed, dancing with her. She has these really deep brown eyes, sparkling with lights of candles and all the lights around us. the dress, blue like ocean or a sky. Her hair, mud-colored and her fragrance, all these things to die for. We kept dancing & dancing i was with her and she was with me, but i was mostly in her eyes, browsing through her emotions like, pain, sorrow, oppression and repayment. But i ignored them and kept dancing. i was also ignoring the faded view of surrounding at that time i can only see us, only us. I thought the red stains her blue oceanic dress was just a mere mirage. As i kept dancing she too seemed like she was fading and i was struggling to clinge to her last reflection. I closed my eyes, thinking that its just an illusion, hoping that everything will become back as while i was in her eyes. I opened my eyes but all i could see was that bright, effervescent chandelier, just like her earrings

It's so frustrating

i’m a hopeless romantic with all these ideal scenarios in my head but i’m also terrified of falling in love and trusting someone new.

idk but do you guys ever look up from reading a book and get disoriented because you’re actually in your bedroom or lying on a couch or in a library or somewhere that isn’t the story?

“I don’t want to be pretty, I want to be deadly”