When They Have Emotional Damage And Dark Hair,,,

sometimes i think about narnia and i vibrate out of my skin like...

you walk into a world you cannot understand, frozen and dying, and it is you who thaws it. you who kills the witch, you who breaks the stone table, you who slays the wolf. it is you who is crowned and it is you who wails for two worlds when the wardrobe doors shut behind you.

your skin never sits quite right and your teeth are too dull. there are wars in your bones and decades in your eyes before you can reach the telephone on the wall.

you are king. you are queen. they won't let you read the newspapers at breakfast.

it calls you back from beyond a train and from within paint. begs with bloody palms and salt-crusted cheeks. takes from you all that you can give - and sends you back.

you watch your sister fade.

you are a child twice and an adult once. and when you stand in your home again, with crushed bones and the smell of coal still in your nose, you watch them sneer at your sister.

your sister is the sun above you. she is, beautiful and stone-cast, alive in a world you could never stomach. she smiles, still, and stretches her skin over human bones.

she is no longer a friend of narnia. do you tell them it is her who has to bury you all and the stars that are falling from the skies in shards?

“He is smoke and skin, air and bone, and when his mouth presses against hers, the first thing she tastes in the turning of the seasons, the moment when dusk gives way to night.”

— V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue

Hi, I can order a nfsw yan zuko?

Yes, yes you can please wuhhh don’t mind the degeneracy and all that,,, kinda just used the nsfw alphabet so,,,, hope that’s good (I’m so sorry it took so long,,,,) once again,,, my questionable nsfw kills?

Tw: Dubcon, Coercion, breeding, cum play?(I think?)

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Zuko is attentive as hell, he worries a lot about hurting you. Especially since he burned you the first time, and he never wants to do that again. He looks over your body for a long, long time before getting up to get you water. This is of course if he thinks to. Most of the time he does, other times he’ll just sit and watch as cum drips out of your hole.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Zuko loves your back. He loves to hold it, to rub circles into it, he loves to have his arm pressing on it as he leads you to where you two are going. He also loves your hands, so soft compared to the callouses he has. If your hands are cold, then all the better as he loves to warm you up. You like his scar. It’s the least expressive part of him, and it makes you think that maybe? Just maybe, he isn’t happy with what he’s done to you and what he’s forced you to do. You hate his eyes. They’re so innocent and kind, you can’t look into them too long lest you find that he truly does hold love for you.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He has a breeding kink, very slight but he loves to cum inside you and try to produce an heir. Of course, he loves to see his cum anywhere on you, you are his and he loves you so, so much, the proof of his love is not just in his seed, but it’s a nice physical representation isn’t it? If you ever are forced (he swears you don’t need to but the way he looks at you, like you have to do something or else he’ll get angry, well you can’t not now.) to take his cock into your mouth he wants to see his cum on your lips, in your mouth as you swallow it. 

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) 

He’s pretty open about all things he’d like to do, he’s not very subtle and he’s a terrible liar so if something is troubling him he really can’t lie about it. He’s easily embarrassed however when talking about what he’s thought about so he just answers with the modified truth of “Just thinking about you.” Which normally send you into a panic, because what does that mean? He thinks it’s cute when your a little scarred though, it always pushes you to be closer to him, cling onto him a little more, even if it is out of fear. (He doesn’t really know of what, he just knows you’re scared.) So he uses the opportunity to be extra gentle with you, serving you some tea, sitting you in his lap. It’s in these moments he really enjoys eating you out.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?) 

Oh he’s a complete virgin (personally I’ve always read Zuko as somewhere on the demi-sexual spectrum) doesn’t really know how to get you off but is eager as hell to please you, will go down on you constantly but i think he still likes to feel a little powerful and have you suck him off.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying) 

He likes missionary a lot, anything where he can see your face is too perfect, he wants to hear you scream in his ear, he wants to whisper words of affirmation into your ear. It gives him plenty of access to mark your neck as well. Show off that you’re his.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.) 

As serious as they come, I don’t think he has a high sex drive unless he really, really needs an heir or is stressed, but the few times he does it, it’s purely an act of love from him and he wants to show you how devoted he is to you.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

So I think he’s moderately shaved, but doesn’t like to be completely shaved down there. If you insist on him shaving or seem to be distasteful of it, he’d shave it in a heartbeat. He would hate to drive you away with something so trivial.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect) 

He loves to tell you how good you are for him, how perfect and obedient and good. He thanks you for doing what he asks of you and just wants to hold you as he fucks into your pussy. He whispers how much he loves your voice and sounds and how filthy it is that your cumming on his cock. He never pegged you for the type to squeeze his cock so well. But it must be because you love him. And because you two love each other so much, he’s gonna fuck you full of cum.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon) 

He hates it, doesn’t often get in the mood for sex though, but when he does and you’re unavailable, he just toughs it out honestly. 

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

He really really likes it when it’s a sort of roleplay scenario. He’s not sure what made him this way, because he truly is kind and wants to be good and sweet, but when you dress in some lighter, more transparent clothing and act like you need saving? It makes him feral. “Is this-” His cock thrusts into your pussy, stretching your walls as a groan escapes his mouth. “What your captors did to you? I bet they used your pretty little mouth too,” A finger finds its way to your lips. “No- I-” You’re aware you are crying.“They did, didn’t they? I’ll fuck all thought of them out of you.”

L = Location (favorite places to do the do) 

Bedroom, no where else, only soft and plush things for you. He’s thought about putting you on his throne though, in the middle of the night, and having you ride him while he sits there.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) 

Honestly seeing you do what he tells you too. It reminds him of how submissive you are to him and he thinks that's both cute and sweet. Also when you ask him to do things for you, when you call him “Fire Lord” and when you try to get out of something by insinuating how “Different you want things to be tonight” It’s very cute.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) Sharing you? Outta the question. Having others watch you? Nope, you are his, he loves you, no one else. He also doesn't want to brand you on purpose. Not that he hasn’t, he just hates to think that he’d ever burn you on purpose.  

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) Once he’s had some time to get used to oral, his tongue is so pleasantly hot and his fingers are calloused they feel so nice rubbing your slit. Maybe he’ll put one or two fingers in at a time, shallowly thrusting them in with a small bit of heat as his tongue swirls around your clit, his golden eyes are so predatory as he watches you squirm and tug at his hair.He loves to have you suck his dick though. Possibly even more than making you cum on his tongue he loves watching you try to keep his seed in your mouth, when you look up at him with your eyes and tears that are most certainly from love, it’s one of his favorite sights.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) Oh he tries, he tries so hard to be gentle and slow and sweet. But he’s impulsive and if you say his name so sweetly, well he’s not sure how he can hold himself together. He just has to be a little more rough.However for the most part, he just likes to take his time. Sex is an act of love for him, and he loves you and only you. So he has to make sure you know this so he takes it slow. Rhythmic thrusts in and out of you as he kisses you sweetly.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Nope. No quickies for him. He’s going to take his time with you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Depends on the risk. Burning you? No way in hell. Tying you up? If you want to be tied, sure. Him breeding you on the throne? Well he’s thought about that one more than he’d care to admit, but it wouldn’t happen. Can’t risk anyone seeing you spread out for him. No one but him should hear you beg. 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He stays in there for a long time, but he only really goes for one round. It’s more out of respect for your crying, than it is his inability to go longer. He likes to take his sweet time, making you come undone and maybe? If he’s feeling a little more angry at you or something? (He could never stay mad at you, but this new policy councilman Shen is trying to pass, he’s furious with that.) So you’re in for a couple more rounds than normal.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

No toys not for him thanks doesn’t even have anything against it other than, he’ll probably get jealous.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) 

Oh he’s not much of a tease unless, it's a roleplay thing. If he is required to get into character, he will.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’s a little quiet, not naturally, he just wants to be sure he can hear everything you say and do and moan. Sometimes he can’t hold back his moans. They’re quite loud.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He truly doesn’t understand what this is, isn’t mutual love. You’ve said you love him, and you don’t lie, right? Those tears he wipes from your cheeks are because you feel so good. It feels too good so you moan and beg for him to “stop” and he doesn’t ask you to go down on him, but you do it. And he always tries to be gentle. He tells you he loves you so much. He really really does.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes) 

He’s thick, one or two veins popping from the underside, sometimes when he keeps his dick in you, he’ll put his hand on his stomach and try to feel himself inside of you. 

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

It’s pretty low. He really doesn’t get to frisky unless he’s built something up in his brain to make him enticed enough to fuck you.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He stays awake for a long time afterward. Whether to watch you, or to continue doing work? He won’t tell you.

Does anybody know where I can find a 6'1 ft tall, brown haired, smart, respectable, witty, sarcastic, romance book reader, cat lover boy who is very good in making deductions?

sleepy subway serendipity | tasm!peter parker x reader

summary: a stranger on the train ride home brightens up tuesday, the worst day of your week

warnings : swearing, discussion of theoretical danger to reader (not anything insane), fem!reader

1.9k word count

Tuesdays were hard for you. Your job had you waking up earlier than any self-loving person should wake up, and working later than any person ever deserves to work. The train home was always brutal, but Tuesdays were the worst. On Tuesdays, you worked far into what you considered to be your bedtime and always ended up having to take a late subway ride back to your “quaint” apartment. It was 11:23 PM and you had barely managed to hop onto the train before the doors had shut on you. As the train whirred off into the night, you took account of your surroundings. Despite it being later than you’d willingly stayed up in a year, the people of the “city that never sleeps” were in fact not sleeping. In fact, it seemed that every last one of them was on the downtown-bound 2, alongside you. As you did a quick scan of the car, you weighed your options. 

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Cuddling with Loki would include:

A post no one asked for but I was sad after the first ep of Loki so...Here you go!

- Loki's cuddles are needy. He's so starved for genuine affection and love that despite initially being guarded and dismissive when you ask, he'll quickly submit

- If you tease him for initially being reluctant and change your mind, he'll get playfully annoyed and pull you toward him, winding his arms around you and not letting you go

- He would be content to stay wrapped up with you for hours (or longer really) doing nothing else

- Plays with your hair, rubs your arms, kisses your head every so often and nuzzles up to you a lot

- No little spoon or big spoon nonsense! He'd lie facing you, staring at you with expectant eyes as you tried not to let yourself get too flustered

- Melts into your touches, literally. He'll draw closer wherever you touch him, following you slightly when you pull away

- Loves when you play with his hair:( Will close his eyes and rest his head in your lap if you let him, smiling slightly at the feeling

- He's more vulnerable when you're like that, often times opening up about things he wouldn't usually, while you listen patiently and reassure him

- He won't stop talking some days, going on about things and often drowning you with honey-coated words about how much he adored you and was grateful for you

- ...Which often makes you laugh, if only because you're embarrassed and he's so direct. He'll grin deviously, always happy to get a smile or laugh out of you

- He'd really adore that time and would be so grateful he had you. Someone spending time with him like that is new to him and he'll never tire of it

- Won't be able to stop smiling the whole time. If you catch him he'll tone it down to a small smirk, but he can't help himself

- If you aren't careful, he'll want cuddles all the time. You'll walk by him while he's sitting somewhere and he'll just take your hand and look at you like 🥺 before gently pulling you toward him

- He's always happy to oblige your (his) need for cuddles and affection, after all :^)

cold fingers, warm hands

pairing: bucky barnes x reader

summary: in past relationships, you've always been told you were too much when they called it quits. then you find the perfect man, and you don't want to mess that up too.

word count: 1.2k

warnings: relationship/personal insecurities, wee bit of angst if you would even call it that (talks of a breakup), swearing, suggestive language and i think that's it. pls notify me of any warnings i overlooked.

a/n: here’s a bit of a winter drabble. im in the cozy, cuddly mood & i wanted to get this out. i hope y’all enjoy! my inbox is always open for your sweet, perfect, and filthy ideas. also, the summary thing is new?? i just haven't updated my masterlist and am lazy lol. this is for all the peeps out there who have been told by their ridiculous and stupid exes that they're "too much." you're never too much. you are just the right about for someone who truly loves you.

minors dni.

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We should talk.

It was a simple text message from Bucky. Three words. Three fuckin' words that made goosebumps rise on your skin. You chewed at the green Starbucks stopper and uncrossed your legs from your comfortable position on the couch.

You've been all the right things -- you thought. Answering his text messages at an appropriate time (not within five minutes since it was received). You didn't babble on dates and made it know just a little bit of you at a time.

When you two slept together for the first time, you left in the early morning by just leaving a kiss on his lips. You didn't stay to make or enjoy breakfast. You put your own clothes back on. You didn't contact him until the next day.

You were sure you were doing everything right. Or at least doing the opposite of what your exes said was just too much.

okay.

should i come to your place?

Shit. Your nerves about his text message got to you and you didn't filter out how ridiculous it was to double-text. You also didn't filter out how inappropriate it was to invite yourself to his. You're killing a relationship that has just started.

No. I'll come to yours.

Shit, times two.

Still a bit anxious, you replied quickly, already breaking one of your rules:

when should i expect you?

Bucky had come into your life a couple of months ago. It's been good or what you thought was good. He was sweet, patient, attentive, and made sure you felt good (all around). You knew after the first date, he was the one. Then you got all in your head. It was too soon to think that. He would think you were desperate. You couldn't be more into this than he was. So you sat back a little and let the relationship be.

Yeah, you thought it was going good.

Then he sent you that text message on a Friday night, you wish you were spending in bed with him. Stop.

Just talked to Fred for bit. See you soon.

Fred. Your doorman.

Oh.

You jumped up, almost knocking over your tea. Double-checking that you didn't have any stains on your jumper, you smacked your lips at the tiny hole on your yoga pants.

But maybe changing your entire outfit would be a red flag, a little much to Bucky. The lazy and effortless wear was perfect for someone who didn't want to seem like they were trying too hard.

God, this suppression of your full self was getting hard.

You were combing the ends of your braids when there was a knock on your door. You let a little yelp escape you but swallow it down as your head to the door.

With a deep breath, you twist the doorknob and there he is.

Bucky was sporting a soft smile and a raincoat. You then took notice of the sound of rain hitting your windows and let Bucky in quickly. He shook off his boat and set them on the towel you kept folded by the door for that exact reason.

"Hi, sweetheart." He said. You got a whiff of his warm cologne and a slight citrus scent. The tip of his nose was a little red and you could tell he was a little cold. He must have walked most of the journey here because the subway stop was just across the street and there's just no way he would be this cold from that short walk.

You wanted to ask why he didn't take the train all the way to you? Why did he decide to walk? Why did he walk in the rain?

But you kept it all to yourself and just let him warm up on your couch. He made himself comfortable, grabbing the throw you kept in the living room, to toss over his legs. Meanwhile, you poured him a glass of water and offered him so hot chocolate.

He declined the latter and drink his full glass of water before speaking again.

"Maybe I should just get it out and say it, huh?" There was a small laugh on his breath.

Here it comes. The most perfect guy breaking up with you. Of course, you would mess that up. You always do.

"Are you-- do you want to break up with me?"

No, it wasn't you asking that. It was the perfect guy. Bucky Barnes. In a navy blue hoodie and sinful gray sweatpants, was asking you if you wanted to break up with him.

What?

So you said it aloud.

"What?"

"I mean," Bucky coughed," You just don't seem-- Fuck, I don't want to say the wrong thing... You just don't seem all that interested. I don't you to feel like you have to date me."

Your heartfelt like it was going to just beat out of your chest. If you could throw up in his lap, you would.

"What?" Is all you could say.

"I'm saying this wrong, aren't I?" Bucky's smile was uncomfortable and small," Are you into this? Us? Do you want to end it? Sometimes it feels like I bore you-"

"-No!" You almost screamed. Bucky's eyes widened and you were sure it wasn't from your volume but rather the fact that you didn't want to end this," I really like you, Bucky. I really, really like you." You cringed at yourself, hoping he wouldn't take that the wrong way.

He just smiled.

No, he actually grinned really big.

"Okay, okay. That's good," Bucky nibbled at his lip," But just answer this for me. Why are you so, I don't know, away from me all the time. If you want to slow things down, we can." Bucky's eyes were so innocent, so hopeful.

It's been clicking the entire conversation but to just hear Bucky say that, you knew you had to say something.

"I only know like your siblings' names and that you performed in a talent show when you were like 12," Bucky laughed," I want to get to know you. Why won't you let me get to know you?"

You were silent for a few moments before you felt a wave of tears manifest themselves. You scooted away from Bucky's outstretched hands and sniffled up.

"I've been told," You started. Deep breaths.

"I've been told I can be a lot. Crazy sometimes. I just," You shuttered, another rush of emotion coming on," I just didn't want to do that with you."

"Too much?" Bucky scooted closer to you," You could never be too much because sweetheart, I don't think I could ever get enough of you."

That made you sob. You couldn't stop Bucky's arms from wrapping around you and sinking you down into the couch. He left small kisses up and down your neck, then pressed his lips to your wet cheeks.

"Talk to me, beautiful. Talk to me."

"I can't," You don't even know how those words came out. You couldn't stop crying. Your throat burned. Your face was hot. You weren't sad. God, no.

You were relieved.

"Don't hold back on me," Bucky said," Don't hide away parts of you. I want them all. I want every single bit."

Can you just put together all of your loki quotes links please 🥺

LOKI MASTERLIST

Incorrect quotes

Loki being protective

Jealous Y/N x Loki

Loki x y/n

Loki annoying sylvie

Loki being dumb

Sex hair

Loki x y/n x bucky

Rail me

Loki x y/n x zemo

Loki being a problem

Loki x y/n x zemo 2

Y/N getting on Loki's nerves

Thor walking on Loki x Y/N

Y/N has a crush on Loki

The only thing matters

Y/N’s demon

Y/N Grounded

Y/N x Sylvie x Loki

Y/N's bf

Y/N pregnant

Who’s kid is that

An enemy

Can I pet your titties

Would you still married me?

Chaotic trio

Chaotic trio part 2

Do you trust me

Mac n cheese

Ready to commit

Pretend that

Loki NO

Hydrate

In love

Please for me

Cooking surprise

Target

Vodka

Decision

Handcuffs

Held

Hard or soft

Flirt

Marry me

Angry

Mini series (probably never going to finish)

Trust part 1 part 2

Fluffy Drabbles

Burrito

Soothing touches

Marry me

That time of month

Love triangle

Cupcakes

I don’t do hugs

Quit it or I’ll bite you

I need a husband

More than a best friend

Faint

Pretty little lies

Wake up

Spell gone wrong

I have loved you

You idiot

Drunk

Smut

His little Omega (Alpha Loki x F! Reader)

The deal (Mafia Au)

(Updated on 18.12.2021)

Link of Zemo Masterlist

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