No, Cuz Like-

@ilovekhori

HEHE TYYY 😈‼️‼️‼️

sorry lol- mostly projecting onto Khan more than anything 💀 /lh

Nah, but seriously, I just write him like that (or really any character that I think is appropriate for it lol-) because I think he deserves to show weakness for once.

How I personally see his character is that he either thinks he literally can not afford to show any kind of vulnerability simply because of his reputation, OR he seriously just has NO IDEA how to handle his emotions so he thinks he can just brush them off without processing them first.

I see him as the type of person to mask his emotions a lot; like forcing himself to act way too positive which ends up making him look very disingenuous and fake. And it definitely has become obvious at this point (and has been implied many times in the show) that he has really bad coping mechanisms like repression and literally locking away his issues behind a door and calling it a day.

Like- bro is NOT OKAY and has many problems (like PTSD, and probably anxiety and depression 💀 /lh) but I love the wet cat of a man anyway cuz he’s genuinely trying his best :]

But hey, that’s just my opinion and you are free to have your own! /gen

Also, if you have any suggestions on how I could better write his character, plz tell me!! I would love the advice!! :DD /gen

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I’m surprised @sillylilteackiiey has not seen this yet… /silly

Chat what have I done 😭

I saw this trend so..

tadc isn't being 'replaced' by the gaslight district lmao it's just not being heavily promoted right now bc ep 5 is still in production stage and also...

yknow... they're working on two other shows?? and want to promote the pilot that literally *just* came out??

it's fine if you just don't care about those other shows or whatever but please. be patient. tadc isn't going anywhere lol

not much for today folks, enjoy some practice doodles

A/N: MINI KHORI FLUFF ONE-SHOT THAT I IMPULSE-WROTE WOOOOOOOOO!!!

(I need to calm the fu*k down with the back to back Khori fics- /lh)

Uh- anyway- enjoy lol-

-ruf >:3

Silent Talk

A mini Murder Drones Khori (Khan x Nori) one-shot fan fiction.

TRIGGER/CRINGE WARNING: None!

— — —

It was a day like all of the others, and Khan wasn’t having any difference in his experience. He has times where he is completely content, but there are some days where Khan is just-- not… well. And unfortunately, today was one of those days.

He would sit and stay somewhere alone and go completely silent— sometimes staying quiet for multiple hours on end. Continuing to isolate himself from everything and everyone.

Khan has done his usual thing of separating himself from all distractions in the past, but unlucky for him, Nori saw this as an obvious sign of his current mental state.

The respective drone in question was sitting alone on the far end of the couch, with his arms folded firmly across his torso.

Nori had already met the same room where Khan was in, and sat on the opposite end of the couch from where he was sitting— not quite directly next to him, but making sure to give Khan some space.

Khan barely reacted, if not at all to Nori’s presence at first. He occasionally, using only his eyes, would glance towards Nori’s direction, before immediately putting his gaze back down on the ground.

Nori reached out and gently placed a hand on Khan’s arm.

The simple gesture seemed to work as Khan had fully turned his attention beside him.

Nori motioned something with her hands—

“You okay?”

was the rough translation.

Khan shook his head.

There was a short pause.

“I’m sorry.”

Khan signed back.

Nori’s eyes hollowed for a moment.

“Don’t apologize.”

She signed.

Another short moment of silence fell.

Nori’s expression softened.

“You want me to stay?”

She asked.

Khan blushed sheepishly.

“Please?”

Nori chuckled softly with a smile. She repositioned herself directly next to Khan.

Khan surprisingly didn’t resist the touch and scooted in closer. He leaned onto Nori’s side— practically collapsing into her.

Nori was nearly caught off guard and almost lost her balance before thankfully catching it back rather quickly.

Both sat there for a while in that position— Khan occasionally giving a gentle head-bump below Nori’s chin.

Now this is the type of affection that they can both get used to.

Fin~

Oooooo yeah, the Murder trio desperately needs to talk. They got so much stuff going on between each other, bro. :(( /gen

Another mini post where i yap abt random things.

anyway- a few things (in my opinion) that at some point NEED to happen between the Murder Drones main cast;

A heart to heart convo between Khan and N,

A serious and long overdue father-daughter convo between Khan and Uzi,

A heart to heart convo between J and N,

And a heart to heart convo between V and N.

commiserating

commission for @wayward-delver

Random info about Khan that I’m implementing onto his character in my Murder Drones continuation/sequel. Also sprinkled some Khori in here. >:3

Basically an info dump about a character that i have projected onto a lot. 💀

Just as a bonus so ppl can at the same time learn more about me as well, certain attributes that apply to myself are marked with this star! —> ☆

ANYWAY- here’s the actual info lol:

He’s an extremely anxious person.

Has panic attacks occasionally due to his PTSD :( It doesn’t help that the episodes happen more frequently than before.

He barely gets any sleep; has really bad dark-circles as a result.

Very skittish; the type of guy to scream like a girl when he’s startled. Also very clumsy.

Horrible at hiding stuff; especially his emotions. Thinks he’s doing a good job at it, but he can’t fool anyone; especially Nori.

He’s a nervous wreck; he has very low self esteem and barely has any self confidence. Has insecure body language most of the time— hands up close to his chest, always looking down, etc.

Very sensitive and highly sympathetic. ☆

Tries to act like the tough-guy, but secretly is a big softy.

Thinks that showing any other emotion than happiness isn’t okay. As a result, he bottles up and represses his true feelings/emotions a lot. Nori always tells him that it’s okay to not be okay.

Does a lot of self-soothing fidgets; arm, wrist, and hand rubbing. Crosses his arms a lot when insecure, and avoids eye contact when he’s upset.

Chews on or just holds his fingers (mostly just his pointer finger) in his mouth when he’s stressed or in deep thought. ☆

He’s autistic. >:3

Does hand/wrist flaps, is sensitive to loud sounds, and gets overstimulated very easily. ☆

Is iffy with touch or any kind of physical contact; feels uncomfortable when given direct affection; especially without permission. ☆

When he’s upset, he usually doesn’t want to be touched. It fully depends on the situation and his current mood; he needs consent for physical contact. ☆

Nori always asks him if it’s okay to touch his shoulder and/or back, or if she’s allowed to give him a hug. Nori wants to make sure that he feels safe, but also wants him to feel comfortable.

Extremely touch starved; is horrible at hiding it.

Blushes very easily. Not used to compliments; or any kind of praise for that matter. He gets flustered when Nori is physically close to him; mostly an effect from his touch starvation.

He completely melts in Nori’s embrace. He sometimes purrs when he’s really happy and content in Nori’s arms. He’s like a giant cat (HEHE, PURRING DRONES HEADCANON GO BRR 😈 ✨💅)

He is the little spoon and Nori is the big spoon.

He has multiple small scars across his body. Mostly on his back, torso, chest, and arms. Has small scratches on his hands and legs, but they’re not easily noticeable.

Very insecure about his scars. He thinks they’re an eyesore, but Nori reminds him that scars can be beautiful.

Has broken humor. He laughs at bad jokes and is extremely outdated with current humor.

Very sassy. Uzi gets her stubbornness and smart-ass attitude from him.

Crosses his legs when he sits. ☆

He doesn’t like to swear and prefers not to. He pretty much only swears when provoked first. And when he does swear, it’s on very rare occasions when he’s furiously angry.

He in general is a very chill guy. He is terrifying when he’s angry. When he’s mad, you just know that something really pissed him off. He doesn’t get ticked off for no reason.

When he’s upset, it’s common for him to shut down; he sometimes goes mute as well. Nori tries to communicate with him using her visor. (Like that one scene in Ep 6 where N and Uzi were talking to each other with text popping up on their visors).

Knows SL! (ASL specifically). Sign generally makes it easier and more comfortable for him to communicate (in certain cases where he doesn’t want to use verbal communication). Nori also knows SL! She learned it especially for him. :3

Is uncomfortable with eye contact in general. He only really makes eye contact when it’s necessary for certain social interactions. ☆

I think that’s it?? Idk- I’ll probably add more later if I remember anything else that I could have forgotten.

Uhh- anyway- yap over 💀

This has been sitting in my drafts for a while- 💀😭

Edit—(2/7/25): I added three more things at the bottom of the list. >:3

Edit—(2/16/25): I once again added three more things at the bottom of the list. >:]

Sadge.

[ Original sketch under the cut. ]

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*LOUD AHH OBNOXIOUS AND UNNECESSARY NOISE OF ME CLEARING MY THROAT* @sillylilteackiiey /pos /silly

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