I WANT TO READ ALL THE BOOKS, STUDY ALL THE LANGUAGES, ADMIRE ALL THE ART... BUT I AM JUST SO TIRED!!!

this isn't going to have a happy ending...

Photographer: okay now get real close to each other, yeah, just like press your faces together a bit. Good, okay, now wrap your hands around each other’s throats. Good. Okay, Paul, stop moaning while I take the shot, would you?

making art is so fucking hard. wheres that defunctland quote

will i wait a lonely lifetime if you want me to i will................

how does one blog anymore. it sounds so fun but nothing even happens in my life where I can build some sort of identity over or make it a repeated process for me. like "hi it's me again nothing has happened in my life, again, how are you guys". like damn I'd get pissed at myself man

tiktok is interesting

blowjob? more like nojob! #unemployed

I am Jack’s wasted life.

Helmut Newton - Vogue Paris (Dec. 1969)